Coming Home

Coming home had to be the worst time of my day. My mom was never pleasant if I came home late so straight after school I jumped in my car and drove home. All I had wanted to do was stay after school and watch the football practice every once and awhile, but no if I tried I only got my brother and her into a public fight and we thought it best to keep out psycho mom under wraps.
My brother and I usually got along, well as well as normal siblings get along. We were very close and very protective over each other that would be why none of the football players ever laid a hand on me of even hit on me for that matter. They all were scared shitless of their teammate. My brother, Sean, was the typical well built football player. He had curly blond hair, and deep blue eyes that were bright enough to pierce through any hear. He was sweet and caring not like so of the guys he is friends with, you know the self-centered ones.
As I pulled into the driveway I noticed that something was off. Mom’s car wasn’t in the driveway, which meant something was wrong. As I walked into the house I groaned to myself at what had happened. All of our furniture was gone, as I went checking room to room I noticed that the only room completely untouched was my brothers room. Mine had been ripped through but nothing seemed to be missing as I rushed to the broken floor board in the closet. Yes, that is where I keep all my spare cash…thankfully it was all still there.
I walked downstairs and out to my car, started it up and peeled out of my driveway. The only thing that I could think about was how pissed my brother was going to be. This wasn’t the first time my mom did something this stupid, she always pulled this shit when a man came into her life. She would drop her whole world just to move out to some foreign place with this wonderful man. As I arrived out at the school I noticed practice was almost over so I just got out and leaned against my car watching him play. He looked so carefree and happy I just couldn’t bare watching that smile go away because that bitch fell in “love” again.
As practice ended I brought myself out of my dream world and paid attention to getting his attention.
"Sean, Sean" I screamed knowing it would probulary take me another couple scrams for him to hear me.
"Sean, Up here!" I yelled and waived at him, he seen me and jogged up.
"It’s good to see you watching but how did you get out?" He asked smiling and wrapping me in a sweaty hug.
"Eww… Thanks a lot sweat bag. You stink!"
"Hey thanks your sweet too, now how did you get here?"
"Well I got into my car and drove," I said being a smart ass and then getting that knowing look from my brother I started to explain. "Well, I went home after school like the good girl I am and when I got there the house was cleared out."
"What you have got to be joking! She did not pull this shit again."
"Oh yes she did. You should see the house its wiped out, there is nothing left. Don’t worry your room was untouched but mine is a disaster area. She must have been looking for some money. This time I actually think that she wouldn’t be back, what are we going to do?"
"You are not going to worry about a thing. Lets go home and examine the destruction. Okay?"
"Yeah all right, I’ll meet you there are the guys coming with you?"
"I don’t know, probulary not if there’s no furniture." He said looking grim. I knew the same things that were running through my head were running through his. We were both wondering how we could ever make it through this, where would we get the money, and how to keep it from the school and city. She always put us in this situation but this time it is different this time I wasn’t sure if she was coming back to save us.
As I arrived home, my brother pulling in behind me, I suddenly felt heavy and not wanted. Our house looked like it hadn’t been lived in for years and there was just this type of fog all around it, okay maybe that’s in my head but I honestly hated this house and all the memories.
"I’m still here that’s all that matters." My brother said wrapping his arm around my neck knowing exactly what I was thinking.
"Thanks that is just what I needed." I said smiling and walking into the house with him.
"Wow I guess she really did clean the house out. Did she leave anything at all besides our rooms?" He asked looking at me realizing that I had tears in my eyes. "Oh sweetie it’s okay. It will be okay. We will make it through this together I promise!" He said hugging me tighter to his chest.
"Come on lets go check out the damage to your room."
"It’s not much let me tell you, just a few broken things." I said trying to act casual. Mom had broken the music box my brother had given to me the first time she ran off, it wasn’t badly but the tip of the angel’s wing needed to be glued back on.
"Okay so what did she break that I’m going to have to ring her neck for?" He asked letting his anger get the best of him.
"Come here I’ll show you" I said pulling him into the room and across all the debris to the desk. "This is what she broke" pointing to the wing, "that’s all I swear."
"Oh okay you can fix that right?" I nodded looking at him. My room was a total disaster and all I could think was how my brother was going to think about everything.
I finally started to let the tears go, silently as to not show any alarm but as well as my brother knows me I knew he already figured it out.
"Cheyanne, Don’t cry it will be alright. I will take care of you I promise. Your mine and always will be. You hear that?" He said kissing the top of my head as he sat us both down on the bed.
"Yeah I know. I love you so much." I said sniffling.
"Yeah I love you too with all my heart." He said while kissing my forehead, then my cheek, then the other cheek, and then my forehead again. He looked down at me as I looked up into his eyes, there was emotions I had never seen before. There was such tenderness, and so much love that I thought it could drown me alive. I forced a smile up at him trying to make him believe that I would be okay, but we both knew that I was damaged inside from what she had but us through.
"What can I do to put a real smile on that face, huh? I know maybe a little of this…" He said as he turned and pinned my wrists down with one hand and tickled me with the other.
"Stop…please…stop…oh god…come on please…UNCLE!" I tried to say between gasping for air and giggling like a mad woman. He finally let go and I tried to get as much air into my lungs as I possible could. I was panting but he did achieve his goal, I had a genuine smile on my face that quickly turned into a wicked one.
"Oh no what are you scheming up in that pretty little head of yours?" He asked talking on the look of mock fear.
"Oh maybe a little of this…" I said as I caught him off guard and pinned him to the ground after falling off the bed. "Pinned ya!" I said grinning being was to proud of myself for surprising him so well.
"Oh yeah" and next thing I knew I was the one pinned to the floor.
I knew I could win I just had to play dirty, so I started wiggling around trying to get loose. "Come on bro, your hurting me." His hands immediately flew off my arms knocking him off balance enough for me to pin him. "Ha not only did I pin you, I out smarted you." I said smiling and giggling.
"You are smooth but so not strong enough to keep me down." He said pushing his arms up my hands going with him trying to hold them down.
I leaned down close to his ear, which I only knew was his undoing from his ex-girlfriend, and whispered "Yeah I may not but I’m cunning and I know how to get to you."
He immediately stopped pushing up and just looked at me like I had just grown two heads. He pushed me off and stood up "I guess I have to umm…Get dinner…umm…ready." He said trying to scramble out the door but I caught him before he make it out.
"Stop don’t go… I didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable I was just screwing around" I said trying to make him turn around and look at me but he was being stubborn. "Please look at me…Please"
"Look it’s fine just don’t do shit like that it’s just way to weird." He said raising his voice slightly, I knew he was freaked but he didn’t have to be mean to me about it.
"Whatever you don’t have to be an ass about it. I was just messing around with you. you make me feel like I’m just a piece of shit some days." I said getting annoyed and turning to walk away. I didn’t get far as he grabbed a hole of my arm and yanking me back around. "What the…" I tried to yell as he slammed his lips against mine. I tensed up in his arms but eventually gave in to what we were both feeling.
He kissed me with want and demand yet with all the passion in the world. As we both pulled away the need for air too demanding I looked into his eyes. We didn’t care at that moment what society would say only that his arms were protecting me from everyone around us. As we looked into each others eyes I seen something I had never seen before…lust. As he tilted his head and connected his lips to mine I felt this jolt of electricity go through both of us. I was scared yet completely willing.
As we kissed he picked me up and I wrapped my legs around him. He laid us down onto my bed and broke the kiss. He started to kiss down my jaw as his hands started to wander down to the end of my shirt. He was fiddling with the hem of it when I brought his lips back to mine. Sort of like a silent okay to continue. That was all he needed, his hands went under my shirt and up to cup my breast. I could tell he was fustrated with my bra so I lifted my back up just a bit and he unhooked it. His hands pulled my shirt up and breaking our kiss just for a moment he pulled the shirt up and over my head. He discarded it along with the bra somewhere along the debris on the floor. His mouth left mine to kiss down my jaw, slightly biting and sucking on my neck. I knew I would have several marks on me tomorrow but I couldn’t find it in me to care.
He kept kissing me down the center between my boobs and then moving left to my nipple. He left that one and switched to the other to give it the same attention. After he was done he returned to my lips and I grapped the hem of his shirt and pulled it up over his head. He just looked at me and I ran my hands down his smooth yet built chest and back up to his neck. I pulled him back down to my mouth loving the way his lips felt, in the back of my mind a small part was screaming to stop but I was too far gone.
I needed him and from what I could see he needed me just as much. As we kissed his hands wandered down to the clasp on my jeans. My hands occupied with his chest and back I was in heaven. He looked at me as if for help, I knew he couldn’t get the jean button to give. My hands leaving their fun to assist him in undoing the button. As I released the button I looked up at him, he kissed me and went back to his mission. I lifted my hips to help him as he pulled the jeans down and off along with my thong. He just stopped all of a sudden I looked up at him with concern thinking something was wrong.
“You are so beautiful, do you know that?” He said running his hand from my ankle up my body and resting at my cheek. He lowered his mouth to mine for the kiss that took my breath away. I knew he loved me more than anyone ever could. As his hand lowered he left goose bumps going down my body. His hand playing at my entrance, he was driving me off the edge. As his fingers slide in they encountered a barrier. Yes I said it I was a virgin.
He immediately broke the kiss and froze looking at me. “Are you sure about this, I can stop. We can forget this ever happened.”
“You stop now and I would have to kill you.” I told him smiling. “It’s okay I want this too.”
He smiled at me and leant down for a kiss. Except I locked him there, I had wrapped my hand around his neck and deepened the kiss even more, if that was possible. His fingers started to move again and I moaned into his mouth. My hands fumbled with his pants, but I finally released him and pulled the pants as far down as I could reach. He pushed them the rest of the way down and kicked them off. His fingers still pushing me closer and closer to the edge, I started to rub him through his boxers. He pulled his fingers from me and removed his boxers and laid down next to me. I turned to look at him and pulled him into a kiss. I knew he wanted this just as bad as I did but I knew he was afraid of hurting me. He deepened the kiss and laid me back onto my back and started to enter me. He was staring at me no doubt looking for any site of pain.
“Sean just do it. Don’t worry about me. Please I need you” I said bagging him with my eyes.
“Okay this might hurt a lot though” He said looking worried. I just raised up and kissed him. He deepened the kiss and just when he knew I wasn’t paying attention he pushed in. He pulled out just a bit and slammed back in to break the barrier. He stopped all movement knowing that I was crying, I never thought it would hurt this much.
“Shhh…I’m sorry. Please don’t cry.” He said kissing my head, then my cheek, my nose, and then my other cheek. I knew he was worried about me.
“Sean just move I’ll be okay.” I said not knowing if I really would be. He started to move and I realized that the more he moved the less pain it was. Our pace was slow yet fulfilling at first then we slowly sped it up. He leaned down to kiss me bitting and nimbling at my bottom lip. We both were close I knew I couldn’t last much longer.
“Baby, I’m going to cum.” He said to me.
“Me too” I said. As my orgasm took over I screamed his name. My tightness took him over the edge also, as he feel into complete bliss he howled my name.
“Baby, I love you so much.” He said collapsing next to me.
“I love you too, Sean” I said reaching down for the covers. I laid down on his chest folding into him. He wrapped his arms around me and kissed my forehead. As we both fell asleep we realized that life couldn’t be any better for us. As long as we had the other we would be able to get through anything including our latest position.