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who would have guessed
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Days when I tore my self apart
Were the days that I blamed others for my mistakes
I was once pure
But that was soon to change
From one to the next
Always finding a new reason
But always the same one

So called trust
So called love
Never any joy in loveless kisses
But you
You always let me cry
Never judged me for what I did
And always made me feel better about my self

You told me I was pretty
And when no one wanted to hear me
You let me ramble for hours
When no on else wanted to care
You made me feel like I wasn’t alone

But still I kept on
From one to the next
Getting hurt with what I called love
With endless nights of crying

I always said thank you
But never really fallowed your advise
And when I did it really did work out

Ive tried to end it all
Tried to make the hurt stop
And the headaches go away
But only made them worse

You help me deal with what couldn’t be changed
And change what could be

I never put my attention
To how I really felt
To what I really wanted and needed
But to what I thought I wanted
But if I really wanted all those things
Then all I wanted was hurt
And pain

Ive finally seen what I needed
And what I really wanted
Who would have guessed
You were starring at me in the face