nightmare

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Go ahead hurt me
Just like you did last night
Tie my hands to the bed post
Rip me of my cloths
You mock me
Tell me I have nothing to give
But still
You fuck me
My dignity
My pride
Is broken
Nothing left but a body
No mind
No soul
Just a body
I may still be breathing
My heart may still be beating
But I am gone
Not even my tears I can control now
Just another toy for you to play with
Fucking me till you’ve had what you’ve wanted
You let my hands go and you give me a pare of cloths
Telling me
That there not much to cover any way
And that you would be back

I sit in my corner in the dark
The only safe place I have
And I cry myself to sleep
Trying not to think of the pain
My dreams guild with your image
The only place away from you and yet your there
In my dreams that turned into nightmares
But every soften
I’ll have a nice dream of the ones that once loved me
I wake from those with more tears then when I’ve had the nightmares

The light comes on
And there you are by the door
Ready for another round
You say in laughter
Some one else is there
Another man
This time you’ll be doing two how bout that
You say and both laugh
You give me a pare of cloths
They looked more like string
But I don’t know how to put it on
Grab her you say
And you rip my cloths of for the third time
And force me into those strings
Telling me
Now you look worth fucking
You and the other guy take your cloths off
And start to fuck me
In and out the pain get worse
I yell but you only laugh
I try to struggle but you slap me
I yell again
And you stick you dick in my mouth
I am to afraid to bite it
Beaus I know I’ll get hurt
This time I don’t know what’s wrong
This time I’m not fighting it
This time I’m enjoying it
The pain it gone
But I’m still life less
My dignity
My pride
Is broken
Nothing left but a body
No mind
No soul
Just a body
I may still be breathing
My heart may still be beating
But I am gone
Not even my tears I can control now
Just another toy for you to play with

You’ve had your fun and leave
But he still fucks me
Huh
He says in wonder
He hasn’t done ant of the positions with you has he
He says again
I don’t really hear him seeing that I am in pain
He takes of the strings that held my hands together off
I am to weak to do any thing
And he starts to fuck me harder and harder every time
In and out in and out
Its like he never stops
He stops and sits down goes through his jackets pocket and grabs a gun
Puts it were I can see by his ass and he says
Don’t try anything I got a gun
And he starts to yell
Get down here
I move toward the floor and near his legs
Go on I’m shear you know what to do
I gulp really knowing what he wants
And I start
He kicks a little from the enjoyment
He grabs me and puts me on top
He says you know what to do
He lays down
And suddenly I freeze up
Fine then he yells
Gets on top of me and again
In and out in and out
The gun I see it
I move toward it
He doesn’t notice
I grab it and I point it at him
He freezes
*Bang*
blood over my naked body
you come in and I shoot you too

I start to cry over and over I cry more and more to point were I start to yell
I Wright a letter with blood on the wall
“ dear mom and dad.
I’m sorry I left home. I wish I could take it all back.
I love you. if your reading this right now it must mean I’m dead.
I could never live with the gilt of leaving home and hating you for
one second. I hope you understand but I cant keep living. Good bye
-you loving ……..”
*bang*
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The nightmare is over