Desire

Jessica Rosen opened her eyes slowly as her body shivered and ached in pain. Her whole life, all she had ever wanted was the perfect romance. Instead, she was forced to do things with her father and brother that no one should endure. After her mothers untimely death when she was ten, things startled to go downhill from there. Her brother was twelve at the time and seemed to be in a shellshock sort of way. He didn\'t seem to function to the world after seeing his mother commit suicide.
Jessica felt a distance grow between her brother and her after her mothers death. He seemed to spend more time away from everyone until one night he came home drunk and decided to take his frustrations out on his little sister. Jess shivered as she remembered the night. Her brother was sixteen and she was only fourteen at the time. He sauntered into her room and glared at the darkness that filled his eyes. As he approached his little sisters bed she could smell the alchol on his breath as he leaned over her face. Jess\'s eyes snapped open when she felt his cold hand clamp over her mouth to prevent her from screaming. He climbed on top of her and felt around under her night shirt and touched Jessica where no one had ever touched her. His hand moved lower away from her breasts to a place she had felt was forbidden to touch.
Jack, her brother, glared into her blue eyes. His green eyes were bloodshot and had a sharp fierce appearance as he slowly pulled her shorts down to reviel her naked pussy. Jessica squirmed under his touch as he slipped one of his fingers into her and felt how wet she had become.
\"You dirty little slut!\" he spat with a wicked smile. \"You want this don\'t you? You little whore.\" Jessica\'s stomach tightened at his words and his rough touch as he explored her body. Tears formed in her young eyes as her brother touched her in a way no brother should. A noise outside the door made Jack stop and look around. Their father was home, and drunk as well. He sneered at his sister as he got up and left the room. She could hear her father beat her brother on the other side of the door. Jessica\'s world was shattered that night.
Her father never touched her in any way her brother did. He enjoyed beating her with his belt or his fist. He knew everything that Jack was doing but he never mentioned it to Jessica and expected her to keep her mouth shut.
Jessica sighed as she pushed her covers away and got out of bed. Her bedroom was in the basement away from the rest of the family. She felt like a disgrace and cried herself to sleep almost every night.
Jessica stared into her mirror with hollow blue eyes as she brushed her silk blonde hair out of her face. She was a beautiful girl but she felt ugly and dirty from the things she had witnessed and experienced. She sighed again as she pulled her clothes off to change. Visible scars were all over her arms and stomach from countless beatings.
\"Jess! Get your ass up here were going to be late for school!\" Jack screamed from the kitchen. Jessica felt like she was living two lives. The one at home where she felt alone and abused and the one at school. At school she was a popular sixteen year old girl. She had tons of friends and boyfriends. She was a straight A student. Everything seemed to different from each other. Her life at home seemed to melt away like a bad dream once she was away from her family. She never had friends over. She would spend the night at their homes but never invent them over. She would come up with countless excuses for them never to come over and meet her family. In fact, not one single friend or past boyfriend had ever met her father or brother.
\"Looking good sis,\" Jack said as he watched his sister pour herself a glass of milk. Jessica forced herself to ignore her brothers stares as she walked out the door and to his car. Of course, her father had bought him a car for his 18th birthday, but had not even allowed her to get her liscense. Jessica was looking forward for the end of the year because Jack would finally be leaving for college.
In the car Jack forced his sister to kiss him before he would start the car. Jessica was used to this. He liked to feel dominante and in control. He would take hold of her neck with his hand and crash his lips down on hers. She could feel them bruse as he forced his tongue in her mouth and moaned deep into her throat. Jessica tried not to gag as his hand would snake up her skirt and feel her thighs.
\"Jack we\'re going to be late,\" Jessica pointed out when she felt his fingers touch her thong. Jack grunted as he removed his hand and glared at the clock. He pulled out of the driveway at an alarming speed and arrived at school in record time.
\"Remember, I want to give you a special birthday present today after school,\" Jack said with a smile. Jessica forced a smile on her lips before dashing out of the car. The instant she was out of the car she felt like a new person. She saw her friends and ran over to them and talked about all the latest gossip.
\"There is a really hot new student here,\" Her best friend Kate said as she nodded her head in the direction of a boy walking by. He was tall with broad shoulders and a thick head of black hair. His deep blue eyes glinted in the sun like diamonds shining over the blue ocean. His tight black shirt exposed his perfect abs as he walked back and winked at Jessica.
\"Did you see that! He winked at you!\" Kate squealed with jealousy. Jessica watched him walk through the doors and smiled.
\"He has a very cute ass,\" she said as she and her friend burst into laughter.
\"Come on we are going to be late,\" Kate said as she dragged her friend inside. Jessica winced as she felt her friends hand touch a new bruse on her arm but hid the pain well as she followed her friend.

In her fourth period class she saw the cute new guy. Jessica walked over to him to introduce herself.
\"Hey, I\'m Jessica.\" Jess held out her hand and he took it right away.
\"I\'m Reese.\" he saw with a devilishly handsome smile.
\"So are you new here?\" Jess asked.
\"Ya, just switched in. maybe after school you could show me around.\" He said with a sweet smile. Jessica opened her mouth to say yes but remembered what her brother had said earlier this morning.
\"I can\'t today, But tomorrow I would love to.\" Jess smiled back and took her seat as the teacher walked in.
All through class Reese sent notes to her desk on small sheets of paper. Jess found it easy to talk with this stranger and felt extremely comfortable with him. She found out that he was from New York but had to move because of his parents new job. He was actually a senior but was in her math class because he wasn\'t too great in math. he loved to go to the beach and Jessica offered to take him there tomorrow. Things were looking good for her. She pushed the thought of her family far from her mind as she walked from her class to lunch and sat with Reese the entire time.

Jessica walked slowly to Jack\'s car not looking forward to what was to come. Jack rested against his door talking to two other guys. Jessica\'s blood froze when she recongized one of the guys as Reese. Reese smiled at her but Jessica\'s lips didn\'t move. she was in such a shock from seeing him friends with her brother she felt like crying.
\"Guys this is my babysister Jessica.\" Jack said in an even tone. Reese looked confused and hurt by Jessica\'s sudden coldness but she couldn\'t bring herself to smile. SHe wanted to die and everyone was just laughing at her.
\"Hi,\" Jessica said shortly as she went around the car and got in quickly. Jack said goodbye to his friends and got in the car. As soon as the two other boys were out of eyesight Jack slapped Jess across the face.
\"You were offly rude.\" He snarled as he pulled the car out of the parkling lot.
\"I\'m not feeling good,\" Jessica said truthfully.
\"Don\'t think you\'re going to get out of what I have planned you little bitch.\" Jack told her. Jessica was in such a state of shock she barely heard a word he was saying. When they entered the empty house Jessica snapped out of her daze when she felt her bare skin sting from the sudden snap of a leather belt. Jack had never hit her before. Although he had touched her in ways he shouldn\'t he had never fully gone through with anything nor hit her like her father. Jessica felt her world being ripped appart with the sound of the leather snap.
\"You dirty little whore. You deserve this.\" Jack said over and over again until Jessica started to believe it. She sobbed as she felt her flesh rip open and blood trickle down her back as she gripped the couch she was lying face down on. her hands felt frozen as she dug her nails deep into her skin. Her face was stained with tear marks and masscara.
Jessica felt his take a breath and relax for a moment and took this as an opportunity to run. Jack grabbed her hair and yanked her down to the ground in one painfull movement.
\"Are you afraid bitch? Are you scared of me?You dirty little whore. I saw how Reese looked at you. You think he would like you if he knew you liked your own brother. How you do things with your own brother. He would find you disgusting!\" Jack spat in her face. Jessica felt used, abused and alone in the world. She knew the words he spoke were true and she felt disgusting.
\"I\'m going to take a nap, I\'ll finish with you later. Maybe I\'ll teach you how to fuck.\" Jack said with a laugh and walked away. Jessica walked into her room and fell onto her bed as she cried and felt her body drain of all emotion.

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