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Crazy Jane

By: LadyFlame
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Crazy Jane

CRAZY JANE

BY LADY FLAME

 

Original Poetry

FIRST PUBLISHED - 1 August 2005

 


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Insane in the membrane,

That\'s Crazy Jane,

Up in flames,

Got no brains.

A few screws loose,

Not playing with a full deck,

She\'s the Joker,

Trying to replace those missing cards.

Failing, falling, spinning round,

Twisting, turning, taking, breaking,

Shattering into a million shards,

The pretty glitter dust of her mind.

Blood flowing, crimson red,

Sharp edges cutting delicate hands,

Gasping breaths in desperate sobs,

Tears tinkling like cut crystal in a pretty dreamcatcher.

But her dream has turned to nightmare,

Now she\'s cold and alone,

Down on her knees, causing pain to her flesh,

To ease the pain of a broken heart, and a broken mind.

Crimson lines drawn over those turned pink and silver with age,

On top of arm, on belly, and inner thigh,

Battle scars of the war of life,

Hidden and never spoken of.

They say you learn from past mistakes,

That time heals old wounds,

That with age comes wisdom,

But within her mind she is forever young.

A child trapped within a hall of mirrors,

Reflecting images of her shattered soul,

Twised by time and circumstance,

She no longer knows which one is the real her.

And to tell the truth she no longer cares,

Crazy Jane, insane in the membrane,

No blessed silence of the grave did cure,

But the bustle of life, and love of man and child.

Sanity is over-rated, excentric to the max,

The meaning of life is simple,

To live, to love, to feel pain, and sorrow,

You must embrace both light and darkness...

Accept the madness inside your soul,

For it is inside every one of us...

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I\'ve had this in my notebook for a couple of months, but was reluctant to post it, since it is quite personal... I have had some dark moments throughout my life, even been almost suicidal at a VERY young age... but I know that if I had truely given up all those years ago, then I would have also missed out on some of the best moments of my life!!

I dedicate this to my mother, who always made me feel, even when I thought the rest of the world didn\'t care; to my husband, who is truely my soulmate, and who\'s birthday is the anniversary of my dad\'s death; and to my daughter, who is the living proof of our love, and who was conceived around the 20th anniversary of my father\'s death, I am sure that on that day he was smiling down from heaven.

Live long, and prosper... and blessed be all who read this!!

If this poem touched your soul, please rate & review.

 

Love Cara (aka) Lady Flame

HOT by name, HOT by nature.