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~by
tom and matt (I’ll admit, mostly by tom)

I
read the note over and over that he left me on my nightstand.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> By the tenth time it finally sunk in.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> My roommate, my best friend..
he’s in love with me.
This one page confession of love, confusion, and worry left me in a
state of confusion all my own. I didn’t
know what to think. Tom wasn’t gay or
bi, how could he possibly feel this way?
About me?

style=\'mso-fareast-font-family:\"Arial Unicode MS\"\'>People change.

They
do.

style=\'mso-fareast-font-family:\"Arial Unicode MS\"\'>Tom changed. And you’re
happy about it.

That’s
ridiculous. I’m straight.

style=\'mso-fareast-font-family:\"Arial Unicode MS\"\'>You think you areclass=GramE>.. and you thought Tom was, and
look how that turned out. Think about it
Matt, you’re always so overprotective of him.
...and all those jealous pangs you got when you saw him and his
ex-girlfriend kissing. Think about it...

I
read the note again and sighed. I
suddenly found myself thinking back to a year earlier, to a brief time where I
had a little crush on Tom. We were dared
to kiss each other, and I felt something.. class=GramE>a good something. But we were both drunk.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> It didn’t mean anything. Those feelings I had
were easily ignorable and they faded away.

style=\'mso-fareast-font-family:\"Arial Unicode MS\"\'>If the feelings faded away,
why are you feeling them now?

…I
don’t know.

style=\'mso-fareast-font-family:\"Arial Unicode MS\"\'>Yes you do. Why are you so
afraid to admit it? You’re in love with
him. You kept the feelings buried so
long you almost tricked yourself into forgetting.

Me?style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> In love with Tom?style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> …it sounded so crazy in my mindclass=GramE>.. and yet, it sounded so
right. “I’m in love with Tom,” I said it
out loud expecting to weird myself out, but instead I smiled.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> Maybe I have been denying it all this time.

style=\'mso-fareast-font-family:\"Arial Unicode MS\"\'>You have.

I
have.

At
that moment of realization I heard Tom come back home.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> He was talking playfully to his dog, and I
couldn’t help but think how cute it was.
I heard him begin to walk up the stairs.
I got nervous, but my nervousness probably paled in comparison to
his. I sat on the edge of my bed
waiting, the note still in my hand. Tom
stood in the doorway of the bedroom we shared.
He looked at me and then quickly to the floor.

“You
read my letter, I guess,” he said still staring at the carpet.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'>

“Yeahclass=GramE>..” I wanted to tell him that I felt the same, but I just
couldn’t…

“You
hate me now, don’t you?” He looked up at me, his beautiful eyes looking so sad
and crushed. I felt the need to run over
to him, to hold him, to make him happy, and to keep him from ever feeling sad
again.

“Tommy,
no.. come here,” I patted the
bed at my side for him to come sit next to me.
He sat hunched over, his hands clasped nervously as he stared down at
his bare feet. I placed the note back on
my nightstand and looked back to him. I
took a deep breath, “I’m glad you told me.”
So many thoughts and feelings were ripping through me; I needed to tell
him so much. I slipped my tongue out
from between my lips nervously wetting them. I swallowed hard and opened my
mouth to speak, but I found myself paralyzed when trying to do so.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> Silence engulfed us.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> I knew that this must be torturing him, but I
simply couldn’t get any words out.

Why
the hell couldn’t I talk?!

Tom
looked up at me, his face hopeful and sad at the same time.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> A mixture of beauty and
sorrow. Our eyes were
locked. And I saw everything that I ever
wanted in those eyes. Seeing Tom in this
new light filled me with such passion. I
needed him.. now.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> I leaned in closer to him bringing my hand up
to caress his cheek. I held back my
fevered desire and simply gave him a soft delicate kiss upon his lips.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> Tom gazed at me unbelieving as to what I had
just done.

“Tomclass=GramE>..” I managed to regain my ability to speak, “I—” My words
were abruptly cut off as Tom wrapped his arms around me and forced a fiery kiss
upon me. I welcomed him eagerly into my
mouth. I pulled his body closer to mine
and deepen the kiss. I couldn’t believe
this was happening… No, I could. I couldn’t
believe I denied myself this for so long.
Our tongues danced, and fiery pleasure tore
threw my body. I felt him bring his
right hand down and squeeze my thigh making the fire inside me grow and causing
a small moan to escape from my mouth.
Tom suddenly pulled away, breaking the kiss.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> He stood up from the bed and looked down at
me.

“I’m
sorry,” he said in an out of breath voice, “I.. I got
carried away. I didn’t…”style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> I stood and walked to him.

“It’s
okay,” I smiled, “I love the way it felt… I love you.”style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> Tom’s face brightened.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> He embraced me tightly and gazed happily into
my eyes. I loved this feeling of having
him this close to me, but I wanted him closer.. I style=\'mso-bidi-font-style:normal\'>needed him closer.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> Our embrace ended, and I turned away from him
briefly to pull the blankets off my bed revealing the sheets.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> I smirked at Tom and slowly took off my
shirt. Tom stared at me with wide
lustful eyes, and within a second his shirt was tossed to the floor, along with
his pants. I stared at Tom hungrily,
standing before me in nothing but his black boxers.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> “I want you Tommy,” my words dripped with
lust. “Get on the bed.”

Tom
eagerly complied, crawling onto my bed and laying down for me.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> I climbed on top of him, straddling myself
over his waist. I grabbed his wrists and
pinned them down. I lean down and began
to kiss him deep. Tom squirmed
underneath me and managed to break his arms free.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> He grabbed my shoulders and flipped us over,
so that he was now on top. The small
kisses he started placing on my neck filled me with delight.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> He brought his lips back up to mine.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> He kissed me passionately as he explored my
chest and abdomen with his hands. I
could feel my cock hardening and my body temperature raising.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> He broke the kiss, and I took this chance to
slide out from underneath him. I pushed
him onto his back.

“class=GramE>Lay down and wait,” Tom frowned as I got out of bed, but he
stayed still. He watched as I undid my
jeans and slipped them off right along with my boxers.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> I smirked seeing his now tented boxers.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> “Your turn,” I said as I got on the bed and
kneeled at Tom’s feet. I reached over
him and grabbed the top of his boxers at either side.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> I slowly began to pull them off, my heart
beating wildly as Tom was fully revealed and the boxers were tossed haphazardly
to the floor.

I
had seen Tom naked a few times before, but this time it was differentclass=GramE>.. This time he was mine.
I knelt there, drinking the beauty of him in.

“Mattclass=GramE>..” Tom whimpered my name.
He was fully hard, and so was I.. We both
needed this bad. I climbed on top him,
and Tom parted his legs and wrapped them around my waist. “Take me Matt.”style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> I smiled down at him and took my cock in my
hand and brought it to his ass.
Breathing hard and with one quick motion I thrust myself inside
him. The sensation I felt blew me away.

“Oh
fuck!” Tom screamed out, “Matt! Oh,
fuck!”

I
grabbed Tom’s hips and slid myself in deeper, until my entire length was inside
him. I brought my hips back and slowly
began to fuck him. His muscles tensed
around me, tight and warm. Pleasure surged
through my body.. This felt so good.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> Tom’s moans filled the room.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> I took his cock in my hand and began pumping
it. He clutched at the sheets with both
his hands and screamed out in pleasure with every thrust and pump.

“Oh
god Matt!style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> Don’t stop!”

style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> I sped up my rhythm, thrusting into him
harder. My need to come was taking
over. My orgasm rushed through me,
making me fuck Tom even harder and faster.

“Oh
fuck! Oh fuck!style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> I’m gonna
come!”

Tom’s
come spilt out over my fingers and onto his stomach as I came long and hard
inside him. We both screamed out in
ecstasy. I continued to thrust into him
until I was spent. I slumped forward
onto Tom’s chest exhausted, my softening cock sliding out as I moved to lie
beside him. I put my arm around his
chest and held him close as I nuzzled his neck.

“Wow,”
he said between his gasps for air, “That was… God Matt… you felt so good.”

“Well,
you’re my boy friend now,” I whispered into his ear, “I’m supposed to please
you.” Tom turned his head to look at me, his perfect lips forming a smile.

“So
you really meant it before. I wasn’t
dreaming? I’m not dreaming now?style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> You love me?”
I smiled and kissed his lips. I
never felt this strongly for someone before.
The two of us together: I knew it was right.

“I
love you Tommy.”