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Stepping Through The Stages

By: CollapsedHrt
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Rating: Adult ++
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Stepping Through The Stages

Ever notice that when you want something, I mean really want something with your heart and soul, that it always ends up farther away than before? That’s how it is with Shawn Davis and I. We’ve known each other for over 4 years and have been living together for 2 1/2. It’s not like he’s my brother or cousin or anything, we were forced to share living space when his father married my mother 2 years ago. Luckily, Shawn is in college so I don’t have to see him all that often, but even then I have him on my mind most of the time. But its hard thinking about someone who you know doesn’t think of you as anything other than a younger stepsister who is in high school. Even when I have my moments of insanity where I think he wants to kiss me or something I have to remind myself that I’m just his step-sister and nothing more. Even if his steel blue eyes make me wish I were some one-night stand that he randomly fucked just to be touched by his hands. This is only an obsession, nothing more, and it will fade soon, I hope.

God! Every time I see her I wish I could kiss her, ok well I wish more than kiss but I’d be happy with a kiss. I have no idea what it is about this girl but I want her, badly. The sick thing is that she’s my stepsister. Sophia Jason and her mother married my dad just 2 years ago, but my want for her has been around much longer than that. Ever since I saw her at Peter’s family Christmas party in that red sweater and black mini skirt, even just remembering that image makes me hard! That was the best and worse day in my life, I saw her and our parents met, and as they say, it was love at first sight. Sadly for both parties. They might think they know what that is, but trust me guys, I know about it so much more than you do. Wait, did I just say that I love Sop... no, never mind.

“ Shawn! Make sure you pick up Penny and Sophia from school today, ok?” Helen yelled up the stairs to him as she was walking out on her way to work. Oh yea, Helen is Sophia’s mom and Penny is her little sister. Helen’s cool in her own ‘hey I’m your cool step mom, but we can be friends’ type of way. Then there’s Penny, who is a blast of a little sister, or stepsister. If I ever really wanted a stepsister, it would be her. Mainly cause she’s 8 and does anything I tell her to do, but she’s still really cool.

“ Will do, but could you not yell in the morning, it ruins my plans to sleep all day.” I said as I walked down the stairs to forge in the kitchen.

Helen laughed a little and smiled apologetically at me. “ Sorry, I thought you might be awake. Anyways I really need you to pick them up. Your father and I have to go to a meeting with his new clients. So will you?”

I wondered for a moment about what she would say if I said “ Sure I can Helen, it’s no problem at all. It only means I get to see Sophia sooner and think about ripping her clothes off and kissing her beautiful body as it wiggles under mine’ Shit! Now I’m thinking about fucking her, this has got to stop. Even though we all know it won’t since I lo... never mind. “ Sure, I’ve got nothing to do anyways today. Hey, can I have some cash for gas then too?” No one knew that I had a job, if they did then they’d ask questions, and questions are bad if you don’t want your family knowing you deal drugs as a source of funds.

Helen took a $20 out of her purse and handed it to me. “ Ok, but just try to get there on time and be back home before 4:00 since Julie’s mom is picking Penny up for dance. All right?”

“ Hel, I know what to do. I’m not a complete moron. Trust me, and now go since you are going to be late.” Helen looked quickly at her watch and noticed she was 10 minutes behind her schedule.

“ Oh dear! You’re right, ok, love you Shawn! Bye!” Helen ran out the door and drove away. She didn’t even yell at me anymore for calling her ‘Hel’ when she was running late for something. I guess we are all finally getting into a family-ish grove or something. Anyways, since there wasn’t anything to do I’ll just watch TV till its time to leave.

Sophia watched the clock tick by impatiently. ‘Why couldn’t this class end any faster?’ She thought annoyed at herself that she wanted to by pass everything that day just to see Shawn.

“ I need to stop this.” Sophia looked away from the clock and noticed that her teacher, Mrs. Bowler, was standing in front of her tapping her foot.

“ Stop what Miss, Jason? Besides my class that is.”

“ I’m sorry Mrs. Bowler; I just have a headache that I wanted to go away.” Ok, so lying to a teacher, who cares if I lie to this old bat anyways, not I.

“ Awww, I’m so sorry to hear that Sophia. Maybe it might help if you stayed after class for a detention or so? What do you think?”

What do I think? I think that you are crazy and need to be shot! But of course I could never say that.

“ Maybe that would help.” Sophia smiled a fake smile at her teacher as Mrs. Bowler nodded and walked away. ‘Great! Now I have detention and I’m going to miss Shawn and have to walk home! I wish someone would come in here and shove that old bat out the window.’

As soon as class ended Sophia stayed put in her desk, resting her head on it, as Mrs. Bowler took out some papers to grade.

“ It’s almost 3:30, where is she?” Shawn said to himself more than to Penny who was in the back seat.

“ Maybe she got detention again, or maybe she murdered her teacher and they took her off to jail and we’re going to hear about the teacher murderer tonight on the channel 8 news and be like, That‘s Sophia!” Shawn looked back at Penny and laughed.

“ I’m going to go with the first one, and you watch too much TV, Cent.” He undid his seat belt ready to go in and get Sophia and go home.

“ You know I think it’s not very nice when you call me Cent. My name is Penny and I’m not something you can buy your condoms with.” Shawn whipped his head around and looked at Penny smiling back at him with pleasure.

“ Where did you hear that word?”

“What? Condoms?” Penny was having a blast with this, she knew it was getting under his skin and she liked it, far too much.

“ Don’t say it again and yes where did you hear it?” This was not good; not good at all. If she said that word in front of dad or Helen they would blame me and I’d be toast. Not to mention Sophia would think I was a sick perverted fuck who was trying to get into her 8-year-olds sisters’ pants. Ok, now that’s just completely wrong to even think about something like that.

“ I found a box of them in your room.” Penny smiled brightly at him as if she knew so much more than just about the box of condoms that she found. Truth was Shawn didn’t even want to know what else tainted her mind from his room.

“ Don’t ever say ‘that’ word again ok Penny? I’ll buy you ice cream after dinner ok?” Please let this work, oh god please let this work!

“ Ok, now can you go get Soapy? I’m going to be late.” Shawn got out of the car and started walking into the James Bradley High School thinking about Penny’s nickname for her sister.

‘ Soapy, great now I’m thinking about her wet, naked, and covered in bubbles.’ Soon, Shawn noticed that he reached Sophia’s last class and peeked inside. He saw Sophia\'s head on the desk and some old fat chick that was grading papers.

‘Time to pull out the tricks.’ Shawn said before walked into the room ready to pull Sophia out of trouble and keep him out of it with Helen.

“Sophia there you are, come on we have to go!” Shawn went and picked up her backpack then winked at her to show that this was all a lie.

“Excuse me, young man, but Miss. Jason has detention. And who do you think you are barging in here like this?”

“ I’m sorry, I’m her stepbrother and our cousin Kenny was in a car crash a bit ago. He is asking to see Sophie before he goes into surgery.” Shawn turned quickly to Sophie and pulled her close to him shielding her face from the smelly old teacher since he knew she couldn’t fake cry if her life depended on it. Plus, having her close to him was a bonus. “Don’t worry Sophie, he is going to be fine.” Then she started playing along and tried to fake cry in his arms. It almost hurt him thinking about if she ever did cry in his arms for real, would he be able to comfort her?

“Oh dear, go and make sure everything is fine. I wish you both well and I will pray for your cousin.” Shawn and Sophia walked out of the class room still in the act and walked down the hall a little bit like that too, mainly cause it felt nice to be so close but also so that they wouldn’t get caught.

“Thanks.” Sophia whispered to him and she stiffened up and took her backpack from him.

“ No problem, just don’t take up acting cause you really suck at it.” He smiled at her shocked face.

“ Hey now, don’t be mean to me when dear old Lenny is laying on a gurney holding on for dear life.”

“Kenny, babe. His name is Kenny.” Shawn laughed as he opened the school doors to let her walk threw as she thought about her mistake.

“Oh! Well we were never really all that close.” She said laughing lightly as she got into the front seat of the car. “Hey Penny.”

“Hey Soapy!” Penny jumped up from the back seat and hugged her sister quickly than sat back down to put her seat belt on again. “ What took you so long? Did you buy condoms?”

Shawn gasped and slightly blushed, and then he looked over at Sophia who just rolling her eyes and laughing.

“ Penny, you’ve got to stop with that. Mom is going to think she ruined you or something.”

“ What?” Shawn looked at both Penny and Sophia to try to understand what was going on. He wasn’t quite understanding how Sophia knew he had condoms and that Helen was involve somehow with this.

“ Oh, Penny found mom’s box of condoms when she was helping unpack groceries yesterday.”

Shawn turned around to face Penny. “ So you tricked me into buying you ice cream?” Penny just smiled cockily at Shawn.

“Tricked you? How?” Sophia’s voice drew him back upfront and to the realization that he was almost telling her he had condoms in his room waiting for use.

“Ummm...nothing.” Shawn blushed as he pulled into the driveway.

Then Penny leaned up to Sophie’s ear and whispered something before running out of the car to the waiting blue mini van that was full of mini dancers.

“ That’s one strange 8-year-old.” Shawn opened his door got out.

“ Yea, but she’s clever too. I mean she tricked you into telling her you have condoms in your room along with other unmentionables!” Sophia laughed and walked into the house and up to her room.

“ Oh yea and I’m waiting to show them all to you.” Shawn walked into the kitchen and pulled out a coke then went to watch TV in the den. Thinking about what he would like to show little Miss. Soapy Sophia.


It had been 2 1/2 hours since they got home and stayed in their own space. Almost afraid to be alone with each other when no one else was home. Afraid that they would say, or acted a certain way. Shawn was scared he would rip off her clothes and feel her body against his. Sophia was afraid she would stare at him or say something that revealed too much of her feelings. Little did either know they both wanted what the other was afraid to show. Sophia had finished her homework about an hour ago and was just listening to music passing the time till Penny got home. Good ole Penny, the breaker of ease is a stressful situation, at least on Sophia’s side. Penny tended to side with Sophia more than Shawn, after all Sophie was her sister and Shawn was a boy. In an 8-year-olds mind boys are dirty. However, to a 17-year old girl, boys, mainly Shawn, was the one pleasure she could never have a taste of, ever. As Sophia daydreamt about Shawn he was right outside her door.

‘Ok, just ask her what she wants for dinner. It’s not that hard’ Shawn looked down towards his pants. ‘Ok, maybe it was. But she needs to eat so I’ll just yell threw the door.’

“ Hey Sophie?”

Sophia heard Shawn yell and got up to open the door but soon realized she was in her sports bra and sweat pants and decided to keep the door closed with this little interaction of theirs.

“Yeah?”

“Do you want something to eat? Like pizza or something? Or I can make something if you wanted.” What? I never cook, not even for a girlfriend. But Sophia was the exception. I guess I could cook for her, but that would kill her since I’d burn down the house most likely.

“You... cook? Ummm, Shawn, I hate to burst your bubble but you’d burn down the house and kill me most likely.” Shawn smiled and laughed lightly as Sophia said the exact same thing as he was thinking.

“ Yeah, you’re right. So what do you want?” Shawn knew what he wanted, and it was right on the other side of this door.

‘You, I want you.’ However, Sophia thought it would be best not to make a fool herself and alienate Shawn forever so she went with her second choice. “Pizza sounds ok, I guess.”

“Ok, so what do you want on top?” Shawn was thinking about how he wished he could be on top of her right now. He was aching with want and need for her and the only thing that stopped him was this door, thank god it stayed closed.

‘What is with these questions? I want you on top Shawn! Hell, I’ll be on top a few times too if you want.’ Sophia wanted to pull open the door and jump him right then and there. She could too if she wanted too, no one was home and they wont be home for awhile so they would have plenty of time. But then she remembered that he had no interest in a 17-year-old girl who just happened to be his stepsister. “Ummm... nothing is good.” ‘Nothing, no clothes. Just you and me together in my bed.’ “oh god.”

“What?” Shawn didn’t quite hear what she said.

“Cheese, just cheese!” Sophia was blushing deeply and couldn’t believe that she was coming up with all these sexual innuendos.

After the pizza came and they ate in their own rooms alone to avoid further ‘uncomfortable’ situations. However after waiting long enough Sophie was forced to ask Shawn to drive her to the drug store for a new notebook.

She walked downstairs and found him in the den drawing in a notebook.

Sophia walked up behind him and spoke. “Shawn?” As soon as she said his name he slammed the notebook closed and turned around looking startled.

“Yea?”

“Could you drive me to the store, I need a new notebook.” Why was it every time that she got near him she wanted to jump him. What the hell was it about Shawn Davis that made her weak in the knees and just plain horny?

“Ummm, yea, sure. Let’s go.” Great now I get to spend 25 minutes in the car with the only girl I wanna fuck and then fuck again. I never wanna be with a girl more than once, what the hell is it with Sophia Jason that make me so fucking hard and makes my heart beat faster?

So, both Sophia and Shawn got into Shawn’s car and started on their long trip to the store, yippie for them.

About 5 minutes into the trip Shawn tried to start a conversation.

“ So, a new notebook huh?”

“Yea.”

“What kind are you gonna get?”

“ Ummm, the notebook kind.”

“No, I mean like what color, college or wide rule, the rip out kind of no, or are you going to kinda just look around for a bit?”

Sophia looked over to make sure he wasn’t high or something and since she didn’t see any sign of drug used she decided he was just trying to be nice.

“I thought about just looking around. Unless you want to get back fast I can start planning my dream notebook right now.”

Shawn looked over and saw Sophia smiling and looking at him oddly.

“ Sorry, just a little nervous.” SHIT! He wasn’t supposed to say he was nervous.

“Nervous? About what?”

“Oh, just the roads and stuff. I heard it was suppose to rain and my tires aren’t the best.”

“Oh.”

“Yea.” Thank god she bought it.

“The radio said we are in a drought. We aren’t suppose to get rain for 2 to 3 weeks.”

FUCK! Ok that lie didn’t pan out the way I hoped it would.

“Ok, then I guess I’m not nervous.”

“Ummm all right.” Just then they pulled up to the drug store. “Shit, they close early on Thursdays, I forgot.”

“It’s ok the mall is still open and I’m sure you can find a notebook there. Plus we can do some extra shopping.”

Sophia looked over at Shawn and smiled. “Ok, to the mall Batman.”

“Oh come on. I’m so not Batman.”

“Fine, who do you want to be?”

“Ummm, no one. Batman great, it’s ok.” Sophia could tell Shawn was hiding something and this was far too good to pass up.

“No way are you getting out of it this fast. Tell me who you want to be.”

It was taking him all the strength he had not to say ‘Beside anything that gets near your pussy you mean?’ right then and there. So he decided to just come clean. “Tommy.”

“Tommy? Tommy who?”

“Tommy, the power ranger.”

Sophia’s mouth dropped and watched the cool and always slick Shawn let his cool-shield slip a little right then.

“Look, lets not talk about it anymore.”

“Ummm, ok. Plus we need to morph in order to save the town form huge weird looking monster things.” Sophia was laughing her ass off as Shawn parked the car and stared at her.

“Fine, who would you want to be?”

Sophia stopped laughing and looked scared. “No one.” She jumped out of the car and ran into the mall.

“Oh, I’ll find out who you want to be little Soapy.”

It was about 20 minutes after they got to the mall and Shawn was looking all over for Sophie. Finally he passed ‘Hidden Secrets‘; an elegant bath and lingerie shop, and saw Sophie threw the window looking at a silky white negligee. Shawn looked at how Sophia caressed the material and how she dreamt of owning the beautiful idem. However, he also started thinking about Sophia wearing it as she pushed him onto her bed while climbing on top of him. Even if he didn’t get want he wanted out of it, he knew Sophia was going to have it no matter what. He waited till she left the store and walked in. Then he asked the same lady who was talking to Sophie about the negligee and bought the one that would have fit her. Then Shawn walked back to the car and saw Sophie holding a bag of her own.

“Red, college rule and not tear out pages.”

“Ahhh, good choice.” They both laughed and got back into the car.

“Hidden Secrets? What did you get from there?” Sophie was reaching for the bag when Shawn quickly grabbed her wrist and spun her back to the face him.

“Nothing, just some bath stuff for your mom.”

“Oh.” They then realized just how close they were to each other. Shawn could almost taste her cherry lip-gloss and Sophia could smell his lemon aftershave. They both were looking at each other’s lips, knowing how close their goal was to them. Just a few more inches and they would be living their dream. But just then a car pulled up next to them, blaring some type of rap that shattered the moment and Shawn dropped her wrists and started the car.

To try and ease the tension they both felt Shawn turned on the radio.

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You\'re barely waking
And I\'m tangled up in you
Yeah

I\'m open, you\'re closed
Where I follow, you\'ll go
I worry I won\'t see your face
Light up again

Just then Sophia started singing along with the song, while Shawn listened intently.

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I\'m quiet you know
You make a first impression
I\'ve found I\'m scared to know I\'m always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Don’t stop here
I lost place
I’m close behind


Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide

Neither one of them noticed that Sophie had turned her face towards Shawn and was singing to him in their driveway until the song stopped and Shawn turned off the car.

“That was really good.” Shawn watched as Sophie’s cheeks blushed deeply.

“Thanks” She whispered in return. Just then Shawn leaned forward and kissed Sophie on the lips lightly then pulled back before she could respond in anyway.

“Thank you.” Then Shawn got out of the car and walked into the house leaving a shocked Sophie in his car shaking like a leaf. Creativity
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