Hope You're Happy....
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Category:
Poetry › Free Verse
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
1
Views:
2,705
Reviews:
6
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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This is a work of poetry. Any resemblance of characters to actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. The Author holds exclusive rights to this work. Unauthorized duplication is prohibited.
Hope You're Happy....
I have to look at them, every day, and act like it never happened.
I have to pretend that my soul never breaks and my will never bends.
I have to carry on the facade that I have known no true pain,
And that my anger is merely created from a girl who is too vain.
I have to hold in my tears so they won\'t see,
And I\'m afraid that if they do see the true me,
That I will be tossed away and forgotten,
Once kno know that inside I am spoilt and rotten.
What can I say? They\'ll never believe it was him.
They\'ll never listen to the ideal that their angel is him.
I know it, and besides, that\'s boys do, anyway.
Not this time, not this girl, and I will not be thrown away.
He had no right, he had no priveledge, he is not God,
Whom is also responsible for this torturous facade,
And if I had my way I\'d expose them both for what they truly are:
A man and a delusion made up and then carried too far.
Do you think that because I was raped that I would cry?
That the next morning I would try my damnest to die?
You never knew that I was strong, did you, or that I could stand
Though the worst indignities ever heard of by any
Yo
You expect me to hug you, after what you have done?
I could kill you tonight, in your sleep, just because you\'re the one
Who said that I was yours, and I could never say a thing
ANd then spoke of the pain and humility you could bring.
You took pleasure from that, didn\'t you, when you thrust inside,
Taking away my purity and innocent in one painful stride
And then you smiled as you kept on, whispering that I loved it all,
And just because I came together with you doesn\'t mean I\'m just a doll,
It means that one day you\'ll feel the comeuppance that you never dreamed of,
One day I\'ll show you where you can stick your twisted version of love,
And I\'ll stand up and laugh just like you did at me,
When you see all that right now you are unable to see.
I won\'t talk yet. I\'m too much of a good girl to do that.
One day I\'ll show you the places you could never get at,
And I\'ll prove that I am not yours, and have never been.
I\'ll show you a strength you\'ve never before seen.
And when I think of your touch, I won\'t cry,
And when they ask me questions, I\'m not going to lie.
Every little detail, every little thing you\'ve said,
I\'ll throw back at you and make you wish you were dead.
I have to pretend that my soul never breaks and my will never bends.
I have to carry on the facade that I have known no true pain,
And that my anger is merely created from a girl who is too vain.
I have to hold in my tears so they won\'t see,
And I\'m afraid that if they do see the true me,
That I will be tossed away and forgotten,
Once kno know that inside I am spoilt and rotten.
What can I say? They\'ll never believe it was him.
They\'ll never listen to the ideal that their angel is him.
I know it, and besides, that\'s boys do, anyway.
Not this time, not this girl, and I will not be thrown away.
He had no right, he had no priveledge, he is not God,
Whom is also responsible for this torturous facade,
And if I had my way I\'d expose them both for what they truly are:
A man and a delusion made up and then carried too far.
Do you think that because I was raped that I would cry?
That the next morning I would try my damnest to die?
You never knew that I was strong, did you, or that I could stand
Though the worst indignities ever heard of by any
Yo
You expect me to hug you, after what you have done?
I could kill you tonight, in your sleep, just because you\'re the one
Who said that I was yours, and I could never say a thing
ANd then spoke of the pain and humility you could bring.
You took pleasure from that, didn\'t you, when you thrust inside,
Taking away my purity and innocent in one painful stride
And then you smiled as you kept on, whispering that I loved it all,
And just because I came together with you doesn\'t mean I\'m just a doll,
It means that one day you\'ll feel the comeuppance that you never dreamed of,
One day I\'ll show you where you can stick your twisted version of love,
And I\'ll stand up and laugh just like you did at me,
When you see all that right now you are unable to see.
I won\'t talk yet. I\'m too much of a good girl to do that.
One day I\'ll show you the places you could never get at,
And I\'ll prove that I am not yours, and have never been.
I\'ll show you a strength you\'ve never before seen.
And when I think of your touch, I won\'t cry,
And when they ask me questions, I\'m not going to lie.
Every little detail, every little thing you\'ve said,
I\'ll throw back at you and make you wish you were dead.