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Thursday, October 16, 2008 Part II
2:34am - Can't
I can't sleep. I really can't sleep. I've just been sitting up in the bed watching Ryan. He has his gun out and a knife too. He keeps playing with it. I bet he's waiting for me to go to sleep so he can use it on me. Of course he could do it right now and there would be nothing I could do about it.
He hasn't said anything to me. I don't like this.
I'm cold.
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5:23am - Gun
It's pretty well morning now. I haven't slept all night. But neither has Ryan. He doesn't even look tired. He's reading again. One of the books he brought with him.
He came over here earlier. I guess to see if I was sleeping. I was lying down facing away from him. I felt something cold on my neck and I jumped. He had his gun pointed toward me. He's just trying to scare me that's all. I'm sure of it. He wouldn't really kill me would he?
I want to cry so much right now, but I can't. I can't let Ryan see me. I won't cry, and yet, here I am, crying. This is so stupid! Stop crying you idiot! I hate myself. I really do. Ryan noticed.
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7:05am - Sorry
Ryan told me he was sorry. What's wrong with him? He never says that! Something has to be up doesn't it?
Alex is already up. He knocked on the door to wake Ryan up, but he wasn't asleep. He came in and checked on us. Told Ryan to meet him upstairs in an hour. That's in like thirty minutes. More business I bet. Yet, why is everything so secretive and why is a lot of the stuff done during the night hours. It makes no sense. It's probably all illegal stuff and that's why it's secretive.
We're going back to Minnesota in two days. I kind of don't want to go back, but then again, I do. It doesn't make sense. I know.
Okay, have to stop writing now. Ryan wants to take me somewhere...
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??? - Mafia
I got to meet Alex's father. His name is Leone but I call him Mr. Sapienza. He's scary. He looked me over really good then told Ryan that he should definitely keep me. So he was planning on killing me after all but wanted this man's opinion on if he should really do it or not.
I know the big secret now. Mr. Sapienza told me. I guess to scare me more. I just realized that this whole time, I've been involved with the mafia. I'm not stupid. I've heard stories. I know what the mafia does. Mr. Sapienza is the boss of this family. Alex is the one under him, the underboss I guess it's called. Alex said Ryan was a capo...whatever that is. Some type of crew leader.
I want to go home. I don't want to be in New York anymore. Even if Ryan is affiliated with this mafia thing, it's better back home. I can't believe I just called living with Ryan home. What has happened to me?
I'm in the basement again. It's really cold down here. I don't even have a blanket. They just left me in here. No windows and there's only one door that's locked. It's dark. I can't see that well. There's just a small light hanging from the ceiling but it's not very bright at all.
I wonder how long they're going to keep me down here. They haven't come to check on me in a while. I don't know what time it is. There's no clock. Maybe I'll take a nap and when I wake up, they'll come back for me. I'm so tired anyway. I want to sleep so bad.
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A/N:
Ooooh! Long chapter! lol Uhm...nothing really to say here except thanks for the reviews! hugs all muchly.
I can't sleep. I really can't sleep. I've just been sitting up in the bed watching Ryan. He has his gun out and a knife too. He keeps playing with it. I bet he's waiting for me to go to sleep so he can use it on me. Of course he could do it right now and there would be nothing I could do about it.
He hasn't said anything to me. I don't like this.
I'm cold.
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5:23am - Gun
It's pretty well morning now. I haven't slept all night. But neither has Ryan. He doesn't even look tired. He's reading again. One of the books he brought with him.
He came over here earlier. I guess to see if I was sleeping. I was lying down facing away from him. I felt something cold on my neck and I jumped. He had his gun pointed toward me. He's just trying to scare me that's all. I'm sure of it. He wouldn't really kill me would he?
I want to cry so much right now, but I can't. I can't let Ryan see me. I won't cry, and yet, here I am, crying. This is so stupid! Stop crying you idiot! I hate myself. I really do. Ryan noticed.
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7:05am - Sorry
Ryan told me he was sorry. What's wrong with him? He never says that! Something has to be up doesn't it?
Alex is already up. He knocked on the door to wake Ryan up, but he wasn't asleep. He came in and checked on us. Told Ryan to meet him upstairs in an hour. That's in like thirty minutes. More business I bet. Yet, why is everything so secretive and why is a lot of the stuff done during the night hours. It makes no sense. It's probably all illegal stuff and that's why it's secretive.
We're going back to Minnesota in two days. I kind of don't want to go back, but then again, I do. It doesn't make sense. I know.
Okay, have to stop writing now. Ryan wants to take me somewhere...
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??? - Mafia
I got to meet Alex's father. His name is Leone but I call him Mr. Sapienza. He's scary. He looked me over really good then told Ryan that he should definitely keep me. So he was planning on killing me after all but wanted this man's opinion on if he should really do it or not.
I know the big secret now. Mr. Sapienza told me. I guess to scare me more. I just realized that this whole time, I've been involved with the mafia. I'm not stupid. I've heard stories. I know what the mafia does. Mr. Sapienza is the boss of this family. Alex is the one under him, the underboss I guess it's called. Alex said Ryan was a capo...whatever that is. Some type of crew leader.
I want to go home. I don't want to be in New York anymore. Even if Ryan is affiliated with this mafia thing, it's better back home. I can't believe I just called living with Ryan home. What has happened to me?
I'm in the basement again. It's really cold down here. I don't even have a blanket. They just left me in here. No windows and there's only one door that's locked. It's dark. I can't see that well. There's just a small light hanging from the ceiling but it's not very bright at all.
I wonder how long they're going to keep me down here. They haven't come to check on me in a while. I don't know what time it is. There's no clock. Maybe I'll take a nap and when I wake up, they'll come back for me. I'm so tired anyway. I want to sleep so bad.
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A/N:
Ooooh! Long chapter! lol Uhm...nothing really to say here except thanks for the reviews! hugs all muchly.