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Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
74
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88
Recommended:
2
Currently Reading:
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Thursday, October 16, 2008 Part I
12:09am - Attempt
Ryan shot me today. I was being stupid, but I had a chance so I ran. I\'m a fast runner. Him and Alex couldn\'t catch up to me, so Ryan shot me so I couldn\'t run so fast. I fell. He was so mad! He still is. I feel so numb right now. My whole body hurts. He had Alex beat me up good. Ryan said that I\'m lucky, that he should have killed me. Alex told him no. Ryan said that I made the worst mistake of my life. I know that. I shouldn\'t have ran, but I had to try.
We had just got to where Red was at. He owns one of the clubs in the city. I took off then. Alex went in and did whatever he had to do then I guess told Red that we were leaving because of me running. I\'m still really scared. What if Alex decides to let him do it after all, or what if Ryan just does it? I said I was sorry. Over and over.
Ryan is calmer now. He looks more upset than angry now. He told me that he couldn\'t believe I actually tried to get away. He said that he thought I knew better, that maybe I had accepted the situation finally. I don\'t know what I was thinking.
Ryan hasn\'t left me alone since we got back. This one man that was there, Antonio, he bandaged my leg. I don\'t know what\'s going to happen when we get back to Minnesota. Something bad, I\'m sure. Maybe if we stay a while longer, he\'ll get over it. Maybe he\'ll just lock me up in the "nightmare" room again. It certainly will be that when I get back.
My head hurts. Alex hit me really hard and I fell over and hit my head on the floor really hard. It was concrete. We were in the basement. I think I\'m going to go to sleep. That is if Ryan lets me. I\'m scared to close my eyes though. I\'m scared he\'ll do something. I don\'t like him like this. I want him to hold me and tell me that it\'ll be okay. That he forgives me for trying to get away. That he understands why I did it, and that everything would be fine now.
Well, if I never write again, you know what happened. Just in case, I\'ll say goodbye journal.
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A/N:
to Linda: that\'s funny that you put that in your review about the escape thing. This chapter had already been planned. haha well you saw what happened when she tried. Kylie says she shouldn\'t do that anymore and it was stupid to even do it in the first place. sigh
to everyone else: R&R lol
Ryan shot me today. I was being stupid, but I had a chance so I ran. I\'m a fast runner. Him and Alex couldn\'t catch up to me, so Ryan shot me so I couldn\'t run so fast. I fell. He was so mad! He still is. I feel so numb right now. My whole body hurts. He had Alex beat me up good. Ryan said that I\'m lucky, that he should have killed me. Alex told him no. Ryan said that I made the worst mistake of my life. I know that. I shouldn\'t have ran, but I had to try.
We had just got to where Red was at. He owns one of the clubs in the city. I took off then. Alex went in and did whatever he had to do then I guess told Red that we were leaving because of me running. I\'m still really scared. What if Alex decides to let him do it after all, or what if Ryan just does it? I said I was sorry. Over and over.
Ryan is calmer now. He looks more upset than angry now. He told me that he couldn\'t believe I actually tried to get away. He said that he thought I knew better, that maybe I had accepted the situation finally. I don\'t know what I was thinking.
Ryan hasn\'t left me alone since we got back. This one man that was there, Antonio, he bandaged my leg. I don\'t know what\'s going to happen when we get back to Minnesota. Something bad, I\'m sure. Maybe if we stay a while longer, he\'ll get over it. Maybe he\'ll just lock me up in the "nightmare" room again. It certainly will be that when I get back.
My head hurts. Alex hit me really hard and I fell over and hit my head on the floor really hard. It was concrete. We were in the basement. I think I\'m going to go to sleep. That is if Ryan lets me. I\'m scared to close my eyes though. I\'m scared he\'ll do something. I don\'t like him like this. I want him to hold me and tell me that it\'ll be okay. That he forgives me for trying to get away. That he understands why I did it, and that everything would be fine now.
Well, if I never write again, you know what happened. Just in case, I\'ll say goodbye journal.
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A/N:
to Linda: that\'s funny that you put that in your review about the escape thing. This chapter had already been planned. haha well you saw what happened when she tried. Kylie says she shouldn\'t do that anymore and it was stupid to even do it in the first place. sigh
to everyone else: R&R lol