Inner Demons

Mike yawned as he walked downstairs and into the kitchen. He knew that Benjamin and Darren was already awake, but he didn’t expect them to be standing so close, laughing and holding each other tightly. He took a deep breath and stepped inside.

“Morning.”

Darren broke out of their embrace and smiled. “Morning. Did you sleep well?”

Mike nodded and sat down at the table. “What’s for breakfast?”

“Whatever we find in the fridge.” Darren said, grinning innocently.

Mike groaned and placed his head on the table. “I miss Elizabeth!”

Benjamin leaned closer to Darren. “Why is he missing your grandmother?”

“He’s addicted to her food.”

Benjamin chuckled. “Much like another person I know.”

“Oh, shut up.”

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After Benjamin had left, Darren was sitting in the living room zapping through the channels, while Mike was once again reading a book. They hadn’t talked much to each other, but they didn’t have to, just being with the other was fine. Darren sighed and laid down, resting his head on Mike’s lap, forcing him to raise his book up.

It didn’t take long before Mike’s hand was threading through Darren’s hair at a slow pace, making him close his eyes and almost fall asleep. That was until the phone rang and he was forced to get up.

“Hello?”

“Hi, love.”

“Hi mom. What do you want?”

“Just wanted to say that I might have to stay for a few more days. We met some problems during the meetings.”

“Oh, okay.” Darren said, uncertainly. There was something wrong with his mother’s voice, but he couldn’t pinpoint what. “Don’t worry about us, we’ll survive.”

Darren heard her chuckle. “I know, I just wanted you to know. I’m transferring some money for you to buy food, you must be running low now.”

“Thanks mom. Good luck on everything, and I’ll see you soon.”

“We will. Tell Mike I said hi and that I’m sorry I won’t be back today. Love you.”

“Love you too. Bye.” He hung up and walked back to the living room, lying down in his previous position.

“Who was it?” Mike asked, while turning a page in his book.

“Mom, she won’t be back before a few days, some sort of problems with the people she was meeting.”

Mike nodded and shifted a little before continuing the read the book. Darren placed his hand on Mike’s thigh, fiddling softly with an artistic rift there, not really sure if it was like that when his cousin had bought it or if it was done later on. Mike let out a stifled laugh and flicked Darren’s ear.

“Stop it, it tickles.”

Darren just smiled and let his finger slip under the fabric, teasing the newfound sensitive spot on Mike. He thought it was only fair, because Mike new of so many of his sensitive spots, yet he only knew of two now with this one added. It surprised him, because never had he thought that Mike’s thighs would be a so sensitive, but then again he hadn’t really had the time to figure it out before now.

“Mike?”

“Yes.”

“I’ve been thinking.”

“Is that safe?” Mike asked jokingly.

“Oh shut up and listen to me.” Darren yelled softly. “You’re here for another week, right?” Mike nodded, softly scratching Darren’s head. “And mom’s away for at least two more days.”

“And?”

“And, I was thinking we should make the most of it.” Darren’s fingers, which had been quite innocently playing with the hole in his pants, were now determinedly aiming for his crotch.

Mike snapped his book shut and looked down at Darren, who was still supporting an innocent look on his face. Darren sat up and kissed him softly on the lips, while unzipping his pants and sneaking a hand inside his boxers. Mike let out a groan, loving what Darren was doing with his hand at that moment.

“Like that?” Darren asked, smiling seductively all of a sudden.

Mike nodded, not able to form any words as Darren’s hand moved up and down his cock at an even pace, having a firm grip on it. Darren leaned closer, biting Mike’s lips gently. Mike let out another groan, deeper than the previous one, and snatched the teasing lips in a heated kiss.

“Bedroom, now.” Mike said, hurriedly.

Darren laughed and got up from the sofa, almost running towards his bedroom, Mike following closely behind him. It wasn’t long before they were both on the bed, struggling to get out of their clothing and sharing kisses in between. Darren arched his back as Mike was sucking on his neck, his mouth open in a silent moan.

Mike rolled his hips into Darren’s, both groaning in pleasure as their erections brushed against each other. Darren’s hands clutched onto Mike’s lower back, forcing their hips together again, creating that fabulous friction between them. Mike continued to press kisses onto Darren’s neck and collarbones, altering between small and brief to harsh and more bite like. Darren’s hands fell from Mike’s back down to the bed, gripping the sheets tightly.

“Mike… hurry up.” He gasped.

Mike leaned back, taking in the sight of Darren panting, half covered in sweat and looking absolutely fantastic. Placing a small kiss on Darren’s lips, Mike reached over to the nightstand, knowing that Darren had what they needed there.

Darren mewled as Mike made sure to take his time preparing him. He knew why, they hadn’t done anything like this since the time in the toilets at the mall, that was why Mike was making sure he was prepared properly. Hissing at the pain, he let go of the bed sheets only to grip it again, when Mike’s fingers graced his prostate.

“Mike~” Darren moaned loudly, and Mike found himself extremely glad they were alone.

“Yes, sweetie?” Mike asked, placing a sweet kiss to Darren’s lips, still moving his fingers in and out of his cousin.

“I want…”

“You want what?” He asked again, his free hand wrapping around Darren’s cock, stroking it teasingly.

“You… inside of me.” Darren gasped.

Mike grinned and kissed Darren’s lips again. “That’s all I wanted to hear.”

With that Mike guided his cock to Darren’s entrance, pushing past the tight ring of muscles. Darren was biting his lip, feeling the pain of being further stretched as Mike pushed his large cock inside of him.

Mike groaned as he was fully sheathed inside the love of his life once again. Leaning down, he placed sweet, innocent kisses to Darren’s skin, waiting patiently for him to adjust and stroking his erection at an even pace. Darren took a few deep breaths, feeling himself relax and buck his hips a little, taking Mike in a little further.

“Ready?” Mike asked gently.

Darren nodded and smiled reassuringly to Mike. Started to thrust slowly in and out, trying to find the spot that would have Darren see stars. Darren let his hands wander over Mike’s back, suddenly he gripped Mike’s shoulder tightly, letting out a long, breathy moan.

“Found it.” Mike grinned and started to thrust a little faster, still making sure to grace Darren’s prostate.

Mike felt how Darren’s inner walls clamped around him, making it hard for him to move in and out, but it felt so good too. He moved his hand up and down Darren’s cock in time with his thrust, and despite wanting to prolong the feeling of being connected they both came together.

Leaning down to snatch Darren’s lips in a sweet kiss, Mike pulled out slowly. Darren let his hands burry themselves into Mike’s hair, tugging at it gently.

“I love you.” They whispered before falling asleep, still clinging onto each other.

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Benjamin walked to his classroom, as usual he was about 20 minutes early, but he didn’t mind, at least he wasn’t late. He sat down on the floor, waiting for the cleaning ladies to finish up with the classroom. This was very much routine for him now, after going to this school for three years. As the cleaning ladies exited the room, he stood up, smiled and walked inside, finding his place in the back near the window.

He just sat there, starring out the window and waiting for the other students to arrive. He liked this, being the first one there and all alone in a big classroom. That was until the door opened once again and Darren stepped inside.

“Hi!”

Benjamin smiled. “Hi, where’s Mike?”

Darren sat down next to him, only flinching a little in pain. “He’s at home, wasn’t feeling too good.”

Benjamin nodded understandingly and took a good look at Darren, seeing how he was leaning forward, taking pressure off his bottom.

“What wrong?”

“Huh?” Darren looked back at him, not understanding what he meant at all.

“What’s wrong? It looks like you’re in pain.”

“I’m not in pain, just not all good either.” Darren smiled innocently while opening his books to their homework. “Have you read the chapter?”

“Nope. What the hell did you do that caused you not to feel pain, but not feel all good either?” Benjamin asked, not letting the subject go.

“It’s nothing alright.” Darren hissed, as more of their classmates came inside. “Just let it be, okay?”

Benjamin narrowed his eyes at him. “Only if you tell me later.”

“Fine.”

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Darren and Benjamin was sitting in the cafeteria, both nibbling on some of the food they had bought.

“So mind telling me about earlier?” Benjamin asked, finished with his food.

“I had some fun with Mike yesterday.” Darren answered, not elaborating what fun was.

Benjamin looked at him suspiciously. “What do you mean ‘fun’?” Darren couldn’t help but let out a small smile, which Benjamin saw. “No.”

Darren was shaken out of his stupor. “What?”

“You didn’t… you know.”

Darren bit his lip, a blush was creeping onto his cheeks. There was a small nod from him and all he heard was Benjamin groan.

“Why?”

Darren looked Benjamin in the eyes. “I love him, Ben.”

“Love him? He raped you in the toilets at the mall, Darren.” Benjamin hissed.

“I can’t explain it. There’s something about him that makes my heart beat faster and my palms get sweaty.” Darren smiled softly to himself. “You got to remember that he and I were dating for a year back it the states. We were madly in love with each other and those feelings never went away, they just faded when I met you.”

Benjamin took Darren’s hand in his. “What’s that supposed to mean?”

“You never wondered why I reacted the way I did when you kissed me? I knew of your feelings for me, but I wasn’t ready to forget about Mike, I’m still not ready.” Darren looked around them, they were practically alone in the cafeteria and he was really glad for that. “Meeting Mike again after two years, made me realise that there’s still something there and that I want to be with him again.”

“But Darren, he’s your cousin.” Benjamin argued.

“Don’t you think I know that? Both Mike and I know that we would never be accepted if we came out, but that didn’t stop us from falling in love.”

“What about me?”

“I’m not certain about my feelings for you, they are similar to the ones I have for Mike, but they are also so different.”

Benjamin nodded, smiling faintly. “We can never go back to the way things were can we?”

“I doubt it.” Darren said. “Just don’t give up on me, okay?”

Benjamin took Darren’s fingers and pressed them to his lips. “Never.”

TBC

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