Falling Down

Co-written with Aya

Ruka sighed as he laid in bed just not feeling up to getting up yet. Daisuike was up making breakfast and he planned to get up himself after a while. Being lazy in bed was one of the best things he could think of and he kind of wished Daisuike would come back. He was feeling much better than he had and he knew Daisuike was too and that gave him ideas. Four weeks was plenty of time to get healed.

"Ouji-sama! Turn the stove off and come here for a second!"

"Hai! Just a moment." Daisuike finished up what he was doing and set the food on the tray. He carried it into the bedroom seeing Ruka still in bed.

"I think you are determined to see if you can literally spend the entire day in bed, aren't you." Daisuike grinned at him as he set the tray down on the table. He didn't blame Ruka in the least though. He was just glad that they both were feeling better. Ruka wasn't near as sore and his ankle was healing nicely. He wondered how much longer they would have to wait before he could start driving again.

"If I could have you in the bed with me I think I could spend several days in it." He smiled before reaching out to drag his lover down against him. The weight of his body against him was nice and he didn't stop himself from leaning up to crush his lips against his.

"How are you this morning?" The kiss was nice and he couldn't stop the soft whine that left his lips pulling Daisuike closer against him letting his hips roll against him.

Daisuike grinned at him shivering lightly, "I am doing great. Though if we both spent all day in bed nothing would get done."

He propped himself up so he wasn't laying directly on Ruka wanting to be careful of his newly healed ribs. He could tell Ruka was definitely feeling better and that made him very happy.

"Oh, you need to take your meds. At least now you are doing the lower dose, so that is good."

Ruka grumbled pouting, "Do I seriously have to? I hate how they make me feel." Sighing he knew he had to though, and Daisuike would definitely make him. Sighing he relented sitting up slowly to take the pills from him. Tossing them back he drank the water Suke passed him.

"I hate the pills. . . They make me feel strange." Passing the water back he barely waited until Daisuike had set the glass down before dragging him back to him touching and caressing him.

"Can we just stay in bed all day today?"

"Sorry love, not today." Daisuike smiled apologetically at him. "Besides, even as much as I want to do nothing more than spend the day in bed with you that isn't going to help you get your strength back."

He leaned over kissing the tip of his nose before getting up to get the food, "I'm sure your cars are missing you."

Ruka rolled his eyes grumbling about sex and cars and how he didn't care. As he ate he kept glancing at Daisuike really wishing he could do some other things but knew Daisuike wouldn't let him. Deciding he wanted to see how far he could push his luck, he grinned at Daisuike.

"Ne, Ouji-sama?" He smiled a bit at him before continuing, "Can we have sex?"

Daisuike had lost count how many times he'd had to tell Ruka that it was too soon for sex. All they needed was for him to re-injure himself just because they were horny. Getting an idea he smirked setting his bowl down. He looked over at Ruka his eyes lowered some.

"Tell you what . . . if you can pin me then I'll let you do what ever you want." Either way he was going to have a bit of fun with his beautiful lover.

"Why do I have to work for sex?!" Ruka whined softly sighing as he looked at him. How was he suppose to pin Daisuike? Even when they were both fully healed he couldn't honestly pin the other down. How was he suppose to do it when they were injured? Pouting he looked him up and down.

"How long do I have to pin you for before I can have my way with you?" Just thinking of the things he could do was getting him hard and if he wasn't able to he would just take him anyways.

Daisuike didn't let the whine get to him. He wanted to see if Ruka felt like he was up to it or not. He wasn't going to go completely easy on him either. He knew the other didn't have a chance to really pin him, not even Jiro could keep him pinned. Well maybe at the moment. He just wanted to see if Ruka was healing as well as he hoped. If he couldn't do it then they had no business doing more . . . energetic things.

"Just get my shoulders to touch the mattress and we'll call it a pin. Sound fair?"

"This really isn't fair Ouji-sama. . ." Shifting up he sighed looking over Daisuike. How the hell was he suppose to do this? The only way he could win was to get Daisuike extremely horny and get him distracted. Would that be possible? Reaching out he took hold of Daisuike's face, feeling him jerk lightly but he shook his head showing that he wasn't going to pin him yet.

Moving until he was nearly on his lap he buried his hand into his hair kissing him slowly. He knew Daisuike was going to start resisting him soon but he just wanted to savor the moment, letting his other hand trail down his body, stroking anywhere he could.

Daisuike was quickly loosing himself in the kiss. The way Ruka's lips moved against his and the taste of him overriding anything else. He knew he wasn't being entirely fair, but he was scared that Ruka would hurt himself. Reaching up he wrapped his arms around Ruka pulling him onto his lap. Finally breaking the kiss he trailed kisses down his jaw to his neck biting and sucking at it. He couldn't blame Ruka for wanting to do something. He was already hard and throbbing just from kissing him.

He ran his hand down Ruka's side letting it slip between his legs and grinned feeling how hard he was. Twisting around he laid Ruka down on the bed one hand keeping him in place as he started working his way down his chest stopping to suck lightly on a nipple. He'd wait and see how long it took before Ruka was begging him.

Ruka hissed softly, enjoying the feel of his lover sucking and kissing his skin entirely too much. The gentle hand that was keeping him down was strange and it made him want to be the one on top but realized that Daisuike wanted to take control. It made him groan just thinking about him taking real control over the situation and he arched his hips wanting more from Daisuike.

Reaching up he buried a hand lightly into his hair, unsure of what to do with his other hand. Reaching up he started to caress Daisuike's shoulder and chest, wanting to feel him.

Daisuike continued for a moment before looking up at Ruka a smile on his lips. "What not even going to try? Alright then, I'll just let you finish your breakfast."

He started to pull back wishing Ruka would at least try. Though he was planning on doing what he could to make Ruka feel good no matter what.

Ruka whined softly not liking the fact that he was the one being teased. Tightening his grip almost painfully in Daisuike's hair he dragged him up for a bruising kiss, only to wrap his leg around his and flipping them over. Pressing Daisuike back against the bed, his hand still in his hair he spread his legs open shifting between them. Even if it was hurting him he really wanted to do this. He wanted to be with Daisuike and to make him feel good. To make them both feel good.

Breaking the kiss he growled softly, a smirk on his lip as he moved down to nip at his neck. "I think I won. . ."

"Shit!" Daisuike hissed softly. He should have known better than to tease Ruka too much. He hadn't though he'd actually be able to get him down. Now he had to keep his word and let Ruka do what he wanted. "Fine, fine, you win but Ruka . . . I don't want you in pain."

Ruka shrugged, "I think a bit of pain is worth being able to get to be with you. . ." He smiled softly kissing him and releasing his grip on him. Sitting up between his legs, Ruka smirked as he quickly removed the shirt from his body tossing it aside. "You're wearing too much still. . ." He smirked as he leaned down teasingly removing the boxers.

"Mmm, it seems I'm not the only one excited. . ."

Tossing them aside as well he quickly removed his own groaning softly as he stared down at his lover. His body was absolutely beautiful, even with the scars. Most of them were fading but it didn't matter to him.

"God you're beautiful. . ." Letting his fingers trail down is body, Ruka smiled unable to tear his gaze from him.

Daisuike stared up at Ruka unable to stop the slight tremor at the feel of those fingers on his skin. Grabbing Ruka's arm he gently pulled him down for a kiss his other hand going to stroke his erection. He let go of his arm and looked at him.

"If you start to hurt, you stop or I'm not going to be happy with you." Daisuike voice was soft his whole body tingling with anticipation. He'd been waiting for what felt like forever to get to be with Ruka again and wanted him so badly that it was making him shake with need. But no matter what he wanted, making sure Ruka was alright came first.

Ruka moaned softly nodding. He knew how Daisuike could get mad and that was the last thing he needed to have him being. A mad Suke was not a good thing. Reaching down he shuddered as he wrapped his hand around the both of them stroking them together. It felt amazing and he was already dripping from the need and want.

Resting his head against Daisuike's shoulder he moaned again shaking softly, "I- I don't think I can go all the way without hurting. N-Nor do I think I can- can last too long like this Ouji-sama. . ."

He had been waiting for this moment for over a month now and to have his lover so close to him, touching him, everything, he knew he wasn't going to last at all.

Daisuike moaned softly. He knew he wasn't going to last any length of time himself. Before they'd both ended up in the hospital Ruka could easily get him off within moments, being forced to not do anything for so long had given him some serious issues that he'd not been quite prepared to deal with.

To finally feel Ruka touching him was too much, his hips coming up off the bed. "I-I don't care . . . just want you to feel good with out hurting."

Shifting he forced Daisuike's legs up around his hips, pressing against him harder stroking them faster. The need to get off with him was entirely too strong and he wanted to cry in frustration. Using his free hand he grabbed the back of his head crushing their lips together, letting his need for his lover flow through it.

Nothing could be better than the feeling of his lover this way and he was happy about it. He wanted to continue to do this all the time and never stop and he just wished he felt better so they could be even closer.

Daisuike moaned into the kiss his mind reeling with all the sensations. He helped Ruka stroke them shivering as the heat built to a fever pitch in him. He was going to come hard after having to wait so long, but he wanted it to last longer, too feel Ruka against him as long as possible. His body wasn't going to let him though and it frustrated him.

"Ahh- Ouji-sama! Ah-" His entire body was shaking with the need to come and he wanted to hold it back for as long as possible but it just wasn't going to happen. He had been wanting this for so long, needing to feel and touch his beautiful boyfriend like this and been denied it for too long that he wasn't going to last.

"I-I can't- I'm sorry- I- I'm not-" His heavy panting was getting even heavier and his body was shaking more than before. Needing to get closer he kissed him again pressing his body closer thrusting into their hands shaking.

Unable to take the feel of Ruka against him Daisuike whined his hips straining even as he fought to keep from thrusting into their hands. He didn't want to accidentally hurt Ruka by moving too much. He wanted so much more, but just having Ruka like this was more than enough for now. His whole body jerked his head going back as the feeling swept over him.

Ruka groaned as Suke came, shifting his hand onto him only to pump him through it loving the way he body twitched and his body arched into his touch. Biting his lip he moaned softly having missed the sight he had just seen. Leaning down he kissed his lips softly before lifting his hand to his lips licking some of it as he kept eye contact with him.

"You taste better than I remember. . ."

Daisuike was breathing hard, his whole body tingling and slightly numb from the intensity. He groaned watching Ruka an entirely different tingle tightening his muscles. How could anyone be so gorgeous and his? He sat up and gently pushed Ruka down on the bed immediately moving between his legs and taking him into his mouth. He knew he had to be close and he wanted to make him feel as good as he possibly could at the moment.

He ran his fingers along the inside of his thighs with one hand while the other stroked where his mouth couldn't reach. He hadn't realized just how much he'd missed this taste or the way Ruka felt. He was never going to make Ruka wait this long again.

"Ah! Ahh- Ouji-sama!" Ruka's body twitched as Suke took him into his mouth. He hadn't though his lover would be so aggressive like this and he was very glad he had been wrong. Trying to hold back the need to thrust and raise his hips. Tossing his head back, Ruka reached up gripping Daisuike's hair in his hands, .

"I- I- Ouji-sama, pl-please! So-So close!" He knew he was going to go off in a minute, releasing his grip on Daisuike's hair grabbing the sheets and trying to keep his voice down.

Hearing Ruka's soft cries made Daisuike suck harder trying to get him to cry out like he used to. He knew he had to be needing the release just as badly as he had and he wanted to make it as good as possible for him. He slowly pulled back until just the head was in his mouth sucking on it, his tongue playing with the ring. His hand kept up the fast even strokes his other hand on Ruka's hip to keep him from thrusting and catching him off guard.

Ruka couldn't stop the pleasure cry from leaving his lips as Daisuike sucked harder stroking him just right. The tiny whines and cries grew in volume and he finally couldn't stop himself from trying to thrust up only to be stopped by Daisuike.

"Ahh! Iku! Ouji-sama! Iki sou!" Ruka turned his face to the side, gripping the sheets as he came, his whole body tingling and feeling exhausted. He was slightly embarrassed he was sounding so uke and withering in pleasure under him.

Daisuike didn't stop until he was sure that he'd given Ruka every ounce of pleasure he could. He sat back licking his lips just enjoying the sight of his boyfriend flushed and panting under him. He leaned down to kiss him.

"You are simply beautiful and I love you more than anything." He kissed him again before shifting back watching Ruka for any sign that he might be in pain. "Lets go take a shower."

Ruka nodded feeling a bit drained after that. He hadn't realized that he would get so exhausted from just coming. Before he could go two or three times before he was tired but now just coming once had made him extremely tired. Slowly standing up he winced in pain touching his side.

"Itai. . ." That was definitely not what he had thought would happen. Rubbing at his side he sighed softly glancing at Daisuike, "I might've over done it a bit. I think all the squirming is what caused it."

Daisuike frowned and went to Ruka's side not sure what to do lightly touching his shoulder. If just that had hurt him he was very glad they'd not tried to do anything more. It made him feel sick to know that Ruka was in pain now. He shouldn't have let Ruka talk him into doing anything at all especially since Ruka was suffering for it now.

"I was kind of afraid of that. Lets go soak in the tub, maybe that will help." If something he had done had re-injured Ruka he was not going to be happy with himself.

Ruka sighed leaning over to kiss Daisuike on the lips softly, "Don't worry so much. I just over worked myself a bit, that's all." Using him as a support he smiled, "A bath sounds really nice though. I'll wash your back if you wash mine." He couldn't stop smiling even if his side throbbed slightly.

As they got into the tub Ruka grinned pulling Daisuike close and nuzzling him some, "Quit frowning it's killing the mood. Yes I'm hurt but it's going to take a very long time for me to get completely healed. I shouldn't have push into our hands so much." Nipping his neck he sighed.

"I'm learning my limits so please stop worrying so much. At least my ankle is healing really well."

Daisuike smiled softly at him trying to suppress the worry he felt. The mention of his ankle reminded him. He needed to check with Hoshi and see if the cars were ready. The weekend was coming up rapidly and knowing that Ruka was still in pain made him nervous. He wanted everything to be perfect, or as perfect as he could manage.

Taking one of the cloths the poured soap on it and began to gently wash Ruka. "At least you know which movements tend to hurt then. After the bath you go lay down and rest for a bit. I need to do some laundry and Masa left a mess in the living room last night. After lunch if you are feeling up to it I need to go do a few things."

Ruka smiled happily enjoying the feel of Daisuike scrubbing his back. "Can I lay on the couch and watch you? Or should I be in bed?" He pouted some wanting to distract Daisuike as much as possible. "That little shit left a mess too? Damnit, I swear to god I'm going to beat him." Sighing he relaxed against his lover taking his hand and wrapping it around him leaning back against his chest.

Tilting his head up and back he stared up at Daisuike. "Where do we need to go Ouji-sama?"

Daisuike kissed his shoulder sighing happily. "You can lay on the couch if you want, that is find. It's not much of a mess. I was showing him how to re-port the plants and some of the potting soil spilled. As far as where we are going . . . it's a surprise."

Daisuike ran the cloth down Ruka's chest noting that the surgery scar was barely visible anymore. The one on his ankle was larger and would probably take longer to fade.

"Oh, and you get to ride in my truck today."

Ruka groaned softly then yelped as Daisuike pinched him, "Hey! I do like your truck it's just. . . You drive so slow." He sighed turning around kissing him lightly, "I know why it's just hard when you're used to driving 70 everywhere. Maybe eventually you and I can work on your phobia. I really want to take you out to a race sometime, as in you with me in the car. I know we can't do that now but. . ."

Ruka lowered his head, "I just hate seeing you so scared." Taking the cloth from Suke he gently started to lather it up moving to start scrubbing him taking note how his scars were healing. The worse ones were becoming a bit softer but still were pretty noticeable. Ruka wondered if Daisuike would ever get over them reminding him of Fujimaru's torture.

"Well I don't exactly enjoy being scared you know." Daisuike watched him enjoying the attention. "Or scarred for that matter. Though its not as bad as it was. These two will probably never fade though."

He lightly touched the one on his chest and side. The one on his side still ached from time to time and if he moved a certain way he could feel it pull. He sighed, he might as well get used to seeing it.

"As I said, I find them sexy. . ." Ruka smiled softly moving to kiss the scars gently letting his hand trail across his skin. He wished he could do something to make it so that Daisuike wasn't scared or scarred but he knew he couldn't. He could just keep reassuring him and comforting him. Leaning up he gently kissed him as he continued to lather and clean him.

As nice as it was to lounge in the warm tub with Ruka, Daisuike knew they had to get out. He helped Ruka out and helped him towel dry enjoying the chance to just observe his lover’s naked body. Though, if he took too long he was going to get turned on just from looking at him.

Once they were both dressed and Ruka comfortably on the couch Daisuike quickly cleaned up the mess that Masa had made. The kitchen wasn't too dirty and he decided to go ahead and cook lunch while he was in there. Nothing fancy, just some onigiri and a side of seaweed salad. He took Ruka his plate along with a drink and his pills.

"You think you feel up to going with me this afternoon?"

Ruka smiled as he ate some of the food enjoying the taste. It was wonderful, of course since Daisuike made it, and he quickly finished it all as he nodded. "I definitely want to go. Do I need to dress up? Where are we going?"

He was bouncing with excitement about the idea of going out. He was tired of being home and staying in bed, though the mini vacation had been nice.

"You can dress up if you want. I have a couple of stops to make then we can go to dinner. Where would you like to go for dinner?"

Daisuike hoped that Hoshi had everything ready when they stopped by. He called and the cars were ready for transport but Daisuike wanted to give Ruka the other present before he took him to the race way. He just hoped Ruka didn't get irritated at him for it.

"Sounds good. I think I will dress up." Smiling he stood carefully heading to the bedroom. Shouting back to Daisuike he started to figure out what he wanted to wear. "How does French sound? I'm in the mood for that or Italian. What do you want?"

Quickly stripping he changed clothes moving to the mirror to apply his make-up. "Where are we going? You haven't told me!"

Daisuike shook his head as he took their dishes and put them in the sink. He walked into the bedroom and watched Ruka for a moment.

"Italian sounds good. And I haven't told you because it's a surprise." He turned walking into the closet to find himself something suitable to wear. He liked to match whatever Ruka was wearing, even if in a subtle way. He hoped it gave the impression to the casual observer than they belonged together.

Walking up behind Daisuike he wrapped his arms around him reaching over and picking out some clothes. "Wear these. . . They look good on you." Kissing his neck he stepped back out to finish his make-up an hair. He was really excited to find out where they were going.

"Is the place far where we're going?"

"It's not that far." In fact Ruka would probably realize exactly where they were going once they started driving. Daisuike got dressed and sat on the bed watching Ruka finish up. He was so excited and the urge to tell Ruka everything he had planned was nearly overwhelming, but he had to wait. Just a couple more days.