No Way Out

Joe knocked on the window as he did every night for little less than a year and a half. And he waited. Sometimes Jessi would be in the middle of another beating when he came over. And on some really bad nights the beatings never ended until it was time for Dylan to go to work. Joe listened intently. He heard nothing so there wasn\'t a beating going on. He started to get worried. He knocked louder on the window. That\'s when Silver opened the window. Joe felt his heart drop to his feet.

Silver looked like she had been crying and whispered that he had to be quiet. Joe stared at Silver and asked her what had happened and why was she in Jessi\'s room. Silver looked at him strangely and said that it was her room too. It had never occured to Joe that Jessi and Silver shared a room. The thought struck him of how it must have looked to her 9 year old eyes for him to come and get Jessi every night and it bothered him that Silver might think he was just using Jessi.

Silver whispered that when Dylan had finished beating on Jessi tonight, she had gone to her room like she always did and when Silver came to bed, she saw her sister bleeding all over the bed. Joe thought that was strange as Jessi had always cleaned up herself. Silver continued whispering saying that she had gotten scared and walked over to her sister and noticed that Jessi wasn\'t breathing. Jamielynn and Silver had taken Jessi to the hospital but Dylan wouldn\'t let them stay to find out how she was doing.

Then Silver told Joe that she knew about him and her sister. She said that her and her mom had known all along. So Jamielynn had left word with the nurses that her son Joe would be coming in later to check up on Jessi. Silver then told Joe that he had better hurry because Jessi was in really bad shape and Silver was scared. She said to tell Jessi that they loved her and please get better. With that in mind Joe took off to his parents room.

After two minutes of explaining the situation, Joe\'s father, Sam, grabbed the keys and him, his wife, and Joe took off, leaving Michael to take care of Nancy. On the way to the hospital, Joe was again thinking of the night it had all changed.


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February 15, 1998
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I had just lost the game and I was still on a high from Jessi smiling at me and saying my name. And I wanted to give her something because it felt like she had just given me a precious gift. So I proposed a bet. My fifty dollars said that I could beat her again. But Jessi didn\'t have anything to offer up against it, so I told her to use her necklace. She hesitated, and upon remembering what that necklace signified to her I felt like a total ass. I was about to withdraw the bet when she kissed the necklace took it from around her neck and put it on top of my 50 dollar bill. She had no way of knowing that I fully intended on letting her win. And she thought that she might lose but she did it anyway. I felt that maybe she had grown to trust me.

Needless to say, I lost. And Jessi had 50 dollars. She tried to give it back but I wouldn\'t take it. She didn\'t smile again but her eyes changed to a beautiful deep green and it looked as if for a moment that she was happy. I told her that she looked beautiful and she looked at me and seemed to say, whatever, don\'t lie to me. She started to get up when I stood as well and grabbed her arm. She flinched and that made me mad as hell. That she would flinch away from ME. I stopped thinking, and I backed her into the wall next to my bed. She didn\'t seem scared, she seemed to accept it. Then I realized she thought I was going to beat her. That\'s when I put my hands on her neck and cupped her face. She looked at me strange then and I couldn\'t stand it. I kissed her. And not a nice sweet kiss either. It was hard, demanding. I was angry and it showed in the kiss. I bit her bottom lip in order to get her to open for me and thrust my tongue into her mouth. My god, she tasted so good.

When we broke the kiss several moments later, we were both panting heavily and I was harder than I had ever been in my life. She had only been over for about an hour so far so I knew that she didn\'t need to go home yet. I took her hand and led her over to my bed. I wanted her so bad I couldn\'t even think about what I was doing. I knew that this wouldn\'t be good for her, it would just make her life even more complicated but at that moment I didn\'t care.

I gave her a slight push so that she was sitting on the bed, I sat next to her and began kissing her again. She laid back on the bed and I followed. I turned out the light because I didn\'t want Michael to wake up. I think that she might have taken that a different way but you just never know with Jessi. I kind of believed that she was just going to lie there and not do anything but that wasn\'t the case. She ran her fingers through my hair and God, did it feel good. She put her hands up my shirt and ran them over my chest and back. I took my shirt off then.

SHe ran her hands almost in wonderment, over my chest, back, neck every where that she could touch. I should\'ve known then but I was too caught up in my own needs and desire. I couldn\'t think straight with her so close. I could smell her. She smelled of sunshine and lavender and it ws the most intoxicating smell. There was also a hint of something else. When I realized what it was I almost came right then and there. Desire. She wanted me too.

I pulled her up to a sitting position, next to me and pulled off her shirt. Then I grabbed the boxers and pulled them off as well. I gently laid her back down next to me. And looked. Despite the scars and wounds, she was beautiful. I began to touch her now. All over, I didn\'t avoid the wounds or scars it\'s as if they didn\'t exist for me. I didn\'t see them. There was only her. I looked into her eyes then. Those smoky eyes and I was lost. This was the turning point, there was no going back.

We made love then. There wasn\'t a moment in my mind in which I thought it was sex. I\'d had sex. What was going on in that moment with Jessi. That was love. Somewhere in the back of my head a voice was whispering to go slow and make it god for her. I skated my fingers down her body and touched her moist curls at the apex of her thighs. I looked into her eyes and whispered for her to open up for me. Her knees slid apart and I slid my fingers up and down her pussy. I slid a finger into her and she felt so hot and tight that I groaned. As I began to slide my finger in and out I added another digit and heard her sigh.

I touched her clit with my thumb then and I heard her gasp. I put my mouth on her left breast and sucked. I rolled the nipple around with my tongue and flicked it back and forth over the top. She was making these little gasps and moving her hips up to meet my hand with every thrust in. I kissed her again. She sucked my tongue into her mouth and began to move hers around it. When she broke the kiss I knew that she was really close. I bent my head to her right nipple and bit, hard. It was then that she finally lost it. She arched her back and totally fell apart in my arms.

I let her lay there for a moment while I stood up and rid myself of the rest of my clothes. As her breathing eas slowing down, I lay right next to her and whispered to her, nothing really, just nonsense. I began to touch her all over. I slid my hand between her legs and felt her wetness seeping onto my blanket. I groaned again. I reached into my nightstand for a condom. As I rolled it on, she watched me and brought her hand to my erection. Her little hand didn\'t even come close to wrapping all the way around it.

I removed her hand. I wasn\'t going to last if she kept touching me like that. I positioned myself at her entrance and rubbed my erection up and down her slick entrance. Then I couldn\'t wait any longer. I thrust into her hard and fast. I felt her hymen tear and froze. How in the hell I never thought to think she was a virgin, I don\'t know. She never even flinched. That upset me. But I was so into the moment I could only wait a minute for her to acclimate herself to my being in her.

After a moment the sensation of being in her was too much and I began to move. I circled my hips and drew myself out of her until only the very tip was still in her. I then thrust back in her. She was so fucking tight. I knew that this wasn\'t going to last as long as I wanted it too. She grasped the back of my neck lightly and pulled me down to kiss her. I was still pumping between her legs and kissing her when I felt her muscles contract in orgasm. When her back arched up off the bed, I let go and came harder than I ever had before.

I was still inside of her when I felt her move. She stood up and put her clothes back on, with the exception of grabbing the wrong pair of boxers. As she slid her feet into her sandals, she leaned over and kissed me on the forehead. Then She turned around and walked out my door and climbed into her window next door.

I remember thinking that night that one of these days, I was going to take that girl out of her house and she was going to be mine.

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\"Joe\" \"JOE\" \"we\'re here,\" Sam said. Joe jumped out of the car and ran in. \"God I hope she\'s alive\" his dad thought, \"because if she\'s not, I don\'t think he\'ll survive her death.\" Sam, slowly shook his head as he walked into the hospital with his wife. Something was going to have to change. And soon, before it destroyed that poor girl and both of his sons.




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