His First

AN: Ok I can’t look at this anymore. You look at it….


His First: Chapter 5: Ready, set…GO!

Brendan laid his head over Colin’s heart. After taking a moment to clean up they were just quietly lying together. He should have felt content wrapped in and around Colin’s warm naked body but unrest dawned on the horizon of his mind. His confidence wavered and he once again felt nervous and inadequate for what lay ahead. It seamed the closer he came to letting go and truly giving himself over to the urges Colin piqued in him the noisier his mind became and further away he wanted to run.

Colin was tranquil, still lingering in the air of satisfaction. His thoughts stayed on the sweet boy lying there with him. He silently marveled at his fingers brushing along the graceful curve of Brendan’s spine. They chased the delicate line from Brendan’s shoulder down to where it disappeared into the boy’s trousers and back up again. Brendan was so beautiful; beautiful to touch, beautiful to kiss, beautiful to hold, beautiful to love. Colin felt his heart stir as he stumbled across the first hint at the depth of emotion he held for Brendan. Breaking the stillness of the room, he wistfully breathed the dark haired boy’s name.

Brendan pressed himself against the older boy’s form. His name whispered like a hushed supplication awakened more strange and mysterious bedlams inside him.

“What next….?” Colin tenderly prompted, still offering Brendan the opportunity to direct further explorations. He so wanted to initiate Brendan in all manner of lascivious activities this night.

Brendan shrugged his reply. His visions of what came next were twinged with awkwardness and embarrassment and they all ended with Colin leaving in disgust. He felt like such a child. Colin’s fingers moved from lingering over his back to gently combing through his hair. Brendan was sure any normal teenage boy would accept this gentle affection as soothing and comforting. Caught as he was, between desire and trepidation, it was only serving to drive Brendan mad.

“Why,” Brendan’s soft voice pondered out loud. “Why is this happening? Why are you here? I don’t understand…..”

Colin carefully pulled Brendan up from his chest and rolled them so he lay nearly on top of the slightly smaller body. He looked deep into Brendan’s questioning eyes. His fingers gently traced the flushed face.

“It’s happening, “the blond boy began, “because we both want it to happen.” Colin drew his hand to Brendan’s chest, “…because you have questions…” his knowing fingers encircled a jutting nub. As he taunted the aroused flesh Brendan’s even breath transform into ragged little gasps. “…and I have answers,” he hissed.

The young boy’s breath hitched as the elder began to draw him out again. Colin pressed in all around him, smothering his senses. The taste of him lingered in Brendan’s mouth. He filled Brendan’s sight. Even the air smelled like him. There was nothing in this world Brendan needed more than Colin’s touch, and the sound of his mesmerizing voice.

“…you want to know what it’s like to be kissed, and touched….in places no one has ever been” Colin’s leg patiently prodding for Brendan’s to spread open.

“nnnuuuuungh….” Brendan moaned still struggling against the decadent sensations assaulting him.

“….you want to feel hands all over you body…moist breath across your bare skin ….”
Colin lapped casually at Brendan’s neck then blew across the wet skin to make the boy shiver.

“…God… ”Brendan panted. His body began to lift up to meet Colin’s titillating attentions. He squeaked as a bit his tender flesh caught between Colin’s teeth.

“… I can give you all these things if you want …”

“Yes,” Brendan whimpered. He closed his eyes and succumbed to the urges he’d been refusing. When he shifted his legs apart Colin’s thigh made sure, solid contact with his clothed cock. Brendan cried out. He had denied his erect flesh for so long that the first touch was painful.

Collin purred in Brendan’s ear as he worked his leg over the boy’s hard neglected flesh. It was terribly exciting to feel Brendan welcome him. Colin claimed the gasping mouth with his own as he ground his stiffening member into Brendan’s stomach. His teasing hand moved down to grip the boy’s hip, urging it up to meet the light thrust of his closely nestled thigh. The rumbling of need and want laying low in Colin’s belly began to grow into a roar.

“Unnnnggghhhhhh…” Brendan moaned. Colin was leading him through a maze of pleasure. Every twist and turn reveled a new sensation. One moment he was falling, the next he was climbing. His hips involuntarily humped Colin’s leg causing pleasure to radiate from his core. His hands took hold of the blond’s head as he urgently sucked Colin’s kiss.

“mphhhFuck!” Colin gasped as he broke their kiss. He was rocking so hard against Brendan and the boy was placating his actions thrusting, rubbing, and moaning against him in return. “God, Brendan… I want you, oh I want you sooo bad….” Colin’s movements became rougher. “…oh please baby,” he whimpered before his mouth began to ravage Brendan again.

Suddenly the fabric separating him from Colin was unbearable. Brendan had get rid of it. He whined and pushed against the heavy body. “Help me,” he pleaded pushing Colin and reaching for the waistband of his pants.

Colin was fast. Beating Brendan’s hands to front of the boy’s pants he swiftly opened the button and fly confining Brendan’s hot throbbing body. They held to their kissing as he tugged the clinging fabric over Brendan’s still gyrating hips. Brendan pulled his legs free of the tangle. Engaged in a searing kiss, Colin eagerly fell back on top of Brendan mashing their bodies together in their previous position. As he lay on top of Brendan’s naked body Colin touched the freshly bared hip rubbing against him. He slid his hand down and under grappling to squeeze the fleshy globe as their mouths continued to war. He crushed Brendan to him groaning and grinding hard against the fresh flesh.

Brendan could feel Colin all over him, hot and needful. They were so close and yet not quite right. Frustrated, he tried to get closer to feel more but he couldn’t move very well with Colin’s legs mixed up with his own, “Colin please…” he protested.

Hearing Brendan plea, Colin eased himself to a halt. He had resolved to stop if the boy wished to. His chest heaving against Brendan’s he looked down at the boy’s flushed face hoping desperately that that was not what the boy intneded.

“Lift back up for a sec,” the younger boy requested.

Colin did as was asked and Brendan extracted his trapped leg from between Colin’s and settled it out side. Colin looked in to Brendan’s hazel eyes questioning if the younger man realized the provocation of the position. A coy smile graced Brendan’s face as he reached up to guide Colin back down against him. Carefully, Colin descended between the silken thighs settling himself heavily into Brendan’s slight body.

“oh yesssss!” Brendan hissed as his body made full and easy contact with Colin’s again. Flesh against flesh was so good! He slid his legs up and down Colin’s pulsing his hips beneath the older boy’s weight with more ease. God, this is what he was searching for!

Colin rolled his body in a wavelike motion making is rigid shaft thrash against Brendan’s. He groaned into the boy’s ear and pulled Brendan’s legs around himself. He wanted so desperately to be inside Brendan. He thrust against the boy wriggling body beneath him entreating Brendan to want it, too.

Brendan held on for dear life as they simply moved against each other, his noisy mind silent in the haze of pleasure surrounding him He was so lost that he didn’t know he was moaning Colin’s name over and over…

Colin’s nerves hung by a thread. Brendan was calling to him sweetly weeping his name. Why did he have to be noble? Why did Brendan have to feel so damn good? Colin made himself slow down before he lost all control and just fucked the hell out of the boy. He made his kisses soft and languid, touching Brendan slowly until both of them calmed down and breathed with ease. “Do you want …to go further?”

Looking up into Colin’s sweet blue eyes Brendan nodded yes.

“Then we need a few things…”

Brendan pointed to his nightstand. “In the drawer.”

Colin kissed Brendan before he leaned over and fumbled blindly in the nightstand drawer.

Brendan tried to concentrate on the solid weight lying on top of him instead of what was about to happen. Still his stomach knotted. It was partly anticipation and partly apprehension. For some reason he wanted to cry. Things were going to be different after this, weren’t they? Between him and Colin, him and Michael, him and the rest of the whole freakin world!?!? He felt Colin’s lips pressing against his cheek and couldn’t stop the single tear that trickled down his face.

When Brendan’s eyes finally met Colin’s a silent understanding passed between them. Brendan was leaving a part himself behind. Giving up something he could never have back again. Colin wiped away the tear. “It’ll be ok,” he whispered. He bent down brushing his cheek over Brendan’s then began placing feather light kisses over the innocent face.

Brendan accepted the tenderness Colin offered. It could have been so different. It could have been frightening and awkward fumbling with some stranger, but it wasn’t. He was with Colin. Someone he knew, someone he trusted, perhaps even, someone he loved. Brendan retuned a few light kisses. “I’m glad it’s you,” he whispered.

Colin’s heart fluttered in his chest. He took Brendan’s mouth calmly making the kiss deep and meaningful. I love him; I think I really love him. Colin poured himself into their exchange.

Colin’s kiss was so full it suffused Brendan’s being. It took over every empty place inside him until there wasn’t any room left for his fear and loneliness. Brendan gently broke away, “I’m ready,” he exhaled.

Colin nodded and began to slowly descend down the young body. He kissed one lightly muscled shoulder then across Brendan’s collar to the other. He paused at each delicate pink bud eliciting sighs of appreciation from his partner. Colin flattened his tongue against the smooth stomach and slid back and forth zigzagging all the way down and around Brendan’s needy cock. There a small pool of white hovered just at the tip of the engorged pillar. Though the temptation was there to lick it off he wasn’t sure he’d be able to stop at just one lick.

Brendan whined as Colin circumvented his long deprived erection to worship the inside of his thighs. He laid back, eyes closed, appreciating each of Colin’s touches. Colin’s hands directed Brendan’s legs to bend up and out leaving the young man completely exposed. Brendan could not stifle his amusement at the unexpected sensation of Colin’s tongue playing against his vestal entrance. He gasped and chuckled as the soft little muscle teased him and then pushed inside.

The grin on Brendan’s face was priceless as Colin watched from between the boy’s legs. It didn’t take long to replace the giggling with moans as his persistent tongue fucked Brendan’s ass deeper and deeper softly stretching him. While his mouth was occupied with Brendan his hands were busily opening the lubricant. When his finger was slick he moved his mouth up to work the skin between the hole and Brendan’s balls.

There was a moment of immense pleasure just before Brendan felt something stabbing into him. He tensed and cried out as body tried to keep Colin’s finger out. Colin’s free hand came up from under Brendan’s thigh and the younger boy grasped it. The elder pulled his finger back out softly cooing to Brendan that he was sorry and that everything was ok that he should try to relax. Brendan nodded calming his breathing and his nerves as best he could. Holding Brendan’s hand brought a gentle comfort to him. Colin’s mouth started working on him again licking at his balls. Brendan hissed at the pleasure coiling in his lower body. Then Colin’s fingertip nudged at him again. Instead of squeezing himself shut to resist the prodding he clutched Colin’s hand. This time Brendan was able to let it happen without tensing his muscles.

“Good,” Colin whispered as he pushed in up to the second joint of his index finger. He squeezed Brendan’s hand and rewarded him by sucking one heavy sac into his mouth.
Brendan’s hips twitched just slightly responding to Colin’s mouth. He kept it like that for a while sucking at Brendan’s balls as his finger waited patiently inside. Brendan moaned and Colin slid in a little deeper and gently worked inside the boy. As Brendan seamed to relax and even demand more movement he tested sliding his finger in and out of Brendan. Brendan squeezed his hand again but otherwise didn’t cry out or tense. He began to suck at the base of Brendan’s cock moving his finger faster, deeper. He could feel Brendan relax and begin to enjoy himself.

Brendan was keenly aware of the movement inside him. As long as he didn’t fight it, it didn’t feel so bad It was more unusual than painful anyway. Colin’s mouth massaging the base of his cock was another story. That felt too good. The sweetly sucking mouth was bringing him ever so close to the edge. His hips had just begun to rock when the sensations stopped. Brendan looked down whimpering in protest as Colin’s mouth and finger retreated.

Colin lay with his head against Brendan’s thigh as he looked up into the disappointed face. “We have a long way to go,” he sighed. He kissed the inside of the thigh as he moved to hover over Brendan’s tip. He circled two slick fingers against Brendan’s tight pucker. Keeping his eyes stayed on Brendan’s he simultaneously drew the leaking tip into his mouth and pushed his fingers in.

“sh-sh-sh-shit…” Brendan stammered squeezing Colin’s hand tight and grabbing a fist full of sheets with the other. The hot wet mouth sucking him down and the feeling of being stretched were delectable counter points making his insides sing. Oh how he wanted it! He knew he shouldn’t thrust up into the wet heat surrounding his cock because it would tighten his ass and might make the larger intrusion hurt. He gasped and shook as Colin slid up and down his rigid shaft. Unable to stop he pushed up and felt Colin thrust in. If the fingers hurt he didn’t recognize it in as all of his thoughts stayed on the unreal feeling of being sucked. He continued meeting Collin’s mouth as the fingers pushed deeper and rougher inside him. Suddenly another explosion of indescribable pleasure happened inside him. It was too much, the sucking and maddening touch inside. He was going to come. “OH!” Brendan yelped as he felt his impending climax. Colin’s hand ripped away from his and cinched around the base of his seeping cock keeping him from spilling over. Brendan arched up off the bed, “ARGHHHHGAHHH!!!” His hips bucked into the air searching for his withheld orgasm. Colin’s fingers were ramming into him now hitting that really incredible place over and over. “COLIN!!!” he screamed.

It was the most erotic display Colin had ever seen much less caused. He watched as Brendan could hardly contain his body’s writhing need. With his hand clamped firmly around the boy’s quivering organ, he held Brendan down as best he could while he kept driving his fingers inside. He change two fingers to three and Brendan continued to moan and thrust without hesitation. The lithe long body thrashed and tore at the bed as Brendan whimpered and cried in his frantic need. Colin’s own cocked throbbed begging to be shoved inside the desperate boy. Fuck, he didn’t know if he could last just watching this. Again he began to slow things down.

Brendan ached all over for his thwarted climax. He trembled and shook, thrashing wildly grasping at the air. Colin’s fingers driving inside him went deeper as they got slower. He didn’t want it to stop. He felt himself evening out his body accepted that it wouldn’t find release. He panted and wept as Colin’s hands receded from him. Colin was moving things around him and then rolling him onto his stomach. “Colin…” Brendan moaned, He felt a pillow underneath his hips. He heard the crinkle of plastic behind his back. Then Colin was positioning him up on his knees spreading them apart. This was it. It was really going to happen. “Colin…” Brendan cried into the bed.

Colin crawled into place between Brendan’s spread legs just touched for a bit. He reverently glided his hands down the back of Brendan’s thighs, and then he lined his body up with Brendan’s opening. One hand on the boy’s hip on to guide his cock, he pressed his girth against the tiny hole and slowly began to sink inside. Brendan’s body stretched taunt over Colin’s. Colin watched and listened for any protest or pain in his young partner.

Brendan felt Colin slowly filling him until their bodies were flush. He released a breath he didn’t know he was holding. Everything went still. Colin was buried inside him. In away it felt finished. The adolescent anxiety around virginity was no longer his to own. The sacred mystery of sex had been answered. Brendan knew what it was like to feel another man inside him. In a way he was sad.

Colin waited in the heavy quiet for Brendan to accept him. When it felt like the boy was ready he gently rocked forward holding Brendan’s hips firmly against him. He made slight movements forward and back until Brendan made a tiny grunt and shifted up to meet him. Taking at a queue to proceed, Colin pulled out just a little and then shoved his hard dick back inside. He let out his own growl as his hips repeated the slow draw out and quick reentry. Brendan was hot and tight all around him. What little movement he made inside Brendan’s contracted muscle was enough to make him scream.

Colin’s movements iterated to Brendan that it really wasn’t over, that there was a man buried inside of him who would soon be ‘fucking’ him. He felt himself stretching as Colin slid easily inside him. He wasn’t sure if it felt good or bad but….there was something there. A dormant instinct that made him want it that insisted he needed Colin to move faster, harder. “…More…” he pleaded.

Colin eagerly gripped Brendan’s up turned hips with both hands and began to take longer strokes. He pulled Brendan’s body back to meet his thrusts making them swift and hard. Every stroke in and out of Brendan shook him. He established as solid steady rhythm punctuated by the slapping of their flesh as they met. “Brendan….” he moaned

When Colin began to move Brendan’s erection grated against the pillow beneath his hips. The climax he’s been denied before called to him again. He pushed back a little as Colin thrust forward and the man inside him connected with the most divine thing he’d ever felt. Brendan screamed.

Colin lurched forward into Brendan as the boy screamed. At such encouragement, his hips started pistoning in and out of his luscious cave. Colin grunted and thrust ferociously forgetting Brendan’s inexperience and giving in to his own needs. “oh Brendan! Brendan my sweet baby…” he groaned as he rammed into what he believed to be the boy’s prostate.

Brendan pushed back against Colin. “yes! oh yes, please! There, right there! oh! oh! so good! unghgoooood!” Brenda cried out as the man fucked him harder. He felt Colin’s weight coming down on his back moaning and muttering against him. The sudden feeling of Colin’s hand wrapping around his cock made Brendan buck. Everything felt too good. There was no where to go for relief. Forward into the hand then backwards onto the cock, he buoyed between the two until there was just one constant overwhelming sensation. Brendan howled as his cum released over Colin’s grip and his hips thrashed backwards.

Brendan’s animal cry and the rhythmic constriction around his shaft sent Colin into a frenzy. He’d never fucked anyone so hard or deep as he did now. Finally his body seized and his orgasm crashed through him. He pumped his exploding cock a few more times inside Brendan and then collapsed crashing them both into the bed. It took a few moments before he could think clearly. He pulled out his spent member from Brendan and reached around to remove the soiled pillow from underneath his partner. Then he laid his body against Brendan’s again. He kissed the back of the silken draped head. “Amazing,” he whispered as exhaustion took hold.


TBC