The Broken Rose
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Category:
DarkFic › General
Rating:
Adult
Chapters:
41
Views:
5,497
Reviews:
2
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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This is a work of fiction. Any resemblance of characters to actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. The Author holds exclusive rights to this work. Unauthorized duplication is prohibited.
FUcked up and Fucked over
god life is so fucked up most the time, life gets to be great for a while maybe a few weeks to a month, then out of nowhere comes something to just fuck everything over. why cant life just stay happy for once????? i mean things were damn near perfect with dark (more then the normal everyday perfect with him) and then the people i live with get a shitload of rules applied to them, which wind up affecting me and the amount of time we are allowed to be online together, which trust me its aggrivating as fuck to only see the one you love for maybe 4-5 hours a night if that, that limits not just what we can do together but also limits what i can do on my own since i never know how long i will have to be on with him and when he is on i love being with him and in his arms, its the only place i feel absolutely safe and content at.
anyways, his birthday is this up coming sunday, which is marked by a holiday, unfortunately i wont get to see him or spend time with him the day before seeing as jen is kidnapping me for a day at the spa and the dreaded s word (shopping >.<) i know im odd among females i hate shopping for myself, its aggrivating beyond belief to waste money on myself. but i will be hoping to be online on his birthday though i doubt i will get to spend much of it with him, seeing as he will have to deal with the RL fuss on it. im not sure what to do or get him, but in the end maybe ill write a poem for him, or build something for him, i just dont know yet......maybe do both.........though if i could....main thing id give him would just be a night of one on one without rl butting in at all, but thats wishful thinking so back to the drawing board
~Darks Rose~
A/N ok as a reminder for people since it seems that not many remember the way this is written or why its written like it is. This Is A Journal Style Story and is meant to seem like being an authors note even though the posts are in fact NOT AUTHORS NOTES. any time i put a authors note in it has the A/N in front of it, otherwise the post is just a continuance on the journal story i have been writing for almost two years now. the Purpose of it is to help people realize what can partialy go on in the mind of a young woman who has no where to turn in the real life but to her computer and the few friends she has found on it.Yes i know the subject matter bounces around in the posts as well as from post to post, there are many reasons for that, 1) being that a young person, be it male or female does have caotic thoughts and they do bounce around alot, 2) it is to incourage curiosity of the story and make you think of those around you, if they could feel like they have no one to turn to as well.
anyways, his birthday is this up coming sunday, which is marked by a holiday, unfortunately i wont get to see him or spend time with him the day before seeing as jen is kidnapping me for a day at the spa and the dreaded s word (shopping >.<) i know im odd among females i hate shopping for myself, its aggrivating beyond belief to waste money on myself. but i will be hoping to be online on his birthday though i doubt i will get to spend much of it with him, seeing as he will have to deal with the RL fuss on it. im not sure what to do or get him, but in the end maybe ill write a poem for him, or build something for him, i just dont know yet......maybe do both.........though if i could....main thing id give him would just be a night of one on one without rl butting in at all, but thats wishful thinking so back to the drawing board
~Darks Rose~
A/N ok as a reminder for people since it seems that not many remember the way this is written or why its written like it is. This Is A Journal Style Story and is meant to seem like being an authors note even though the posts are in fact NOT AUTHORS NOTES. any time i put a authors note in it has the A/N in front of it, otherwise the post is just a continuance on the journal story i have been writing for almost two years now. the Purpose of it is to help people realize what can partialy go on in the mind of a young woman who has no where to turn in the real life but to her computer and the few friends she has found on it.Yes i know the subject matter bounces around in the posts as well as from post to post, there are many reasons for that, 1) being that a young person, be it male or female does have caotic thoughts and they do bounce around alot, 2) it is to incourage curiosity of the story and make you think of those around you, if they could feel like they have no one to turn to as well.