Awakening
Chapter 3
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Koshi
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style='mso-tab-count:1'> I was awakened by a profound sense
of loneliness, emptiness, and I was cold.
It felt like before, it felt like the previous day, felt like the time I
had thrown myself at Seiyoku, forced him into me. I shuddered against him, didn’t understand what was happening to
me. Iseki wasn’t there when I woke up
but she didn’t matter to me, tha that mattered was Seiyoku.
brushing a hand through my hair.
“No.” I moaned, “N-No, I don’t want…” I trailed off.
running his fingers through my hair.
against him, “Stop me.” I sobbed.
know what you’re feeling. It’s all
right to feel that way. It’s expected.”
He paused, “Relax, it will pass.” He held me against him, holding me so I
couldn’t force him to take me.
I found myself moaning his name as I moved against him.
wanted an end to it. I shook against
him for a few minutes more before going still.
I felt cold, so cold, so alone.
The touch of his skelt elt wonderfully good, comforting.
stilled when I had as much as I could possibly get. His hands gently ran down my back as I clung to him.
heat across my flesh, touching the places that weren’t in contact with him, it
was wonde, th, these sensations that he felt I deserved.
fingers continuing to dance as he laid a soft kiss on my forehead.
couldn’t even think straight anymore.
My mind felt like it was coming apart.
I was sinking into him and didn’t want to come back out again, “I was
afraid this would happen.” He said softly.
I ignored his words, content with being a part of him, “Koshi, I need to
find out what exactly is happening.” He said softly, getting ready to get out
of bed.
meant to leave me here, alone, “Seiyoku.” I cried softly, “Don’t leave me, you
can’t leave me.”
should know that, but I need to go find out what exactly is happening.” I
whimpered, “Do you want to come with me?” I nodded meekly, “Are you sure?” I
nodded again, “Can you get up?” I shook my head and he sighed, “Do you want me
to carry you?” I nodded; I wanted him to touch me, always keep me close, “Very
well then Koshi.” He got up and carefully took me in his arms.
and laid my head on his chest. He felt
warm, so warm, so comforting, so real.
I purred softly but it still wasn’t enough. Part of me still felt cold, he couldn’t touch all of me at once,
it just didn’t feel like there was enough contact. I shuddered slightly as he carried me into a large library on the
top floor. When he sat me down in a
large chair covered in maroon velvet I whimpered and reached for him.
silent plea for him to remain, not to leave me.
go find that book. It won’t take me
long and I won’t be far away.” He said, kissing my forehead, “You need to stay
here.”
the soft chair. Although warm and
comfortable it wasn’t what I needed. It
felt like forever before he returned, but I had done as he said, I stayed
put. He returned with a book in his
hand and carefully picked me up before sitting down in the chair.
contact as I could possibly get while not making him, or myself,
uncomfortable. He opened the book and
began to read. His free hand gently
stroked my hair before moving down my side.
He touched me where I hadn’t managed to make contact with him.
to turn a page and let out a soft sigh when he returned to his
ministrations. I hated this, it wasn’t
right, but I needed it. Somewhere deep
inside I knew that I needed this, that it was necessary and important.
eyes grew wide. He slammed the book
closed and held me tightly against himushiushing me to his chest.
answer, “I won’t let that happen to you, I won’t let that happen to you.” He
repeated the words like they were some obscure mantra.
for what they’ve done to you.” He whispered, his voice filled with malice and
hate, before going back to his mantra.
actions scared me, “Master, what is it?
Please tell me.” Even though I absolutely loved how he was holding me I
had to know. He shook his head,
“Please, what’s happening to me?”
awakened have become creatures who all they care about is sensation, the touch of
a specific person. Who that person is,
is all up to them though and it seems as though you have chosen me.
change it, no matter how much I may want to I can’t. There’s nothing I can do to stop it.” He said softly, “It’s all
the human’s fault, all theirs. They
took you from me, sealed your memory, which automatically means that you will
one day awaken.”
coldness drifted away. I still clung to
him though, afraid of what he said. I
didn’t want to awaken anymore but I didn’t want to go back to them, to those
humans who had hurt me. Finally I
pushed away and slumped off the chair and onto the floor.
asked softly, “No way to make it turn out differently then it is?”
will kill them for what they’ve done to me.”
completely awakened. You don’t want to
have a fit while exacting your revenge, do you?” Seiyoku’s fingers absently ran
through my hair.
asked, changing the subject.
and go hunting then.”
returned to our room. I didn’t touch
him and when he tried to touch me I pulled away. Right now I felt as though I had touched him enough, I didn’t
want to be stroked. We dressed in
silence before walking out of the house.
I wanted revenge, I wanted to kill the ones responsible for it, the ones
I had called parents. We found what we
were looking for in the woods, a group of hunting humans, I didn’t know what
they were looking for and in all reality I didn’t care.
of them.
whispered, “Merely take what we need.”
one.” I growled, “I want my revenge.”
before dropping from the tree, “You will not.”
group; the others had left to hunt a creature no doubt.
around his torso and covering his mouth with the other.
in my grasp. I sank my teeth into his
throat and drank. I didn’t stop, even
when Seiyoku tapped me on the shoulder.
The man was near death when Seiyoku grabbed my hair and pulled back,
jerking me from his throat. I snarled
menacingly, I wanted to kill him.
glared at him and snapped the man’s neck, “Let’s go.” He snarled, picking up
the man’s corpse and dragging me along behind him.
then I ever thought of being. I had
deliberately disobeyed him, killed that man thinking that it would help lessen
my desire for revenge, it didn’t, only made it worse. Now I wanted to kill my ‘parents’ even more.
didn’t even realized we had arrived home.
on the floor. He looked at me, “Now I
just have to deal with you.”
but down one story. It was what looked
like a dungeon, chains hung from the walls and there were various implements of
torture. It was well stocked and well
taken care of. A single man was
checking one of the chains. He was
hunched over and his brown hair was greasy, stringy. He turned to look at us as we walked in.
almost hang from his bones. I shrunk
back from him involuntarily, was sickened by the way he looked.
the room through a door on the far wall.
Without a word Seiyoku grabbed a pair of leather cuffs and attached them
to my wrists before attaching a similar pair to my ankles.
my head and my legs apart. I bowed my
head, feeling almost ashamed but not quite.
As he turned to get something I felt cold and alone.
bonds.
that is a worse punishment then any I could ever come up with.” He sat down and
crossed his legs, “Koshi, you should have listened to me.”
I had taken would soon come back up. My
body still hadn’t adapted and, even though I was hungry, I couldn’t keep it
down. The double sensation of nausea
and cold made me shake uncontrollably.
I closed my eyes and retched.
Blood pooled beneath me. When I
was finished I opened my eyes to see Seiyoku walking over to me with a damp
towel. He wiped off the blood from my
face, neck, and chest before brushing my hair out of my face.
down. I whimpered at the lack of
contact, the feel of his touch against my face, running through my hair, was a
faint memory. What felt like forever
but was in all reality an hour, passed before he got to his feet and walked
over to me. Carefully he removed my
bonds and pulled me against him. I
shuddered as he held me close, cradling me in his arms, in his warmth.
against his hard body.
he were the last solid thing on earth, “You left a mess.” He said calmly as he
picked me up.
I cried.
isn’t possible.” He said calmly, running his fingers through my hair as he
carried me back upstairs.
I found myself saying before I could help it.
Koshi that was with me because he wanted to be, not because he felt like he had
no choice.” He said calmly, “I will find a way Koshi, don’t worry about that,
and I will get you back to the way you were.” He said, laying me back in bed.
deep in thought. I closed my eyes and
was soon asleep. I awoke to a sharp
pain flowing through my body. My eyes snapped
open and I let out a soft cry. Seiyoku
sat beside me, his hand on my bare chest.
I tried to get away from him but he pressed me down, holding me in
place.
doing?”
that I am giving you, you shall finish awakening.”
pull it away but he held fast. I tossed
my head from side to side and struggled against his strength, “No, stop.” I
cried, pulling at his wrist.
will do you no good. You will finish
awakening and there is nothing you can do to stop it.”
against the press of power and pain he was forcing into me.
not resist.” He whispered before leaning down and brushing his lips against
mine.
sent a gentle hum of desire through me.
I let out a low groan and my lips parted, waiting for the tender
invasion that I knew would come. His
tongue dipped into my mouth and I felt my body relax, all thoughts of
resistance gone from my mind the instant I felt his warmth against me.
find my voice, let alone the words I wanted to say.
side, his fingertips dancing across my flesh, “You see, I can make you cease
your foolish resistance.” He whispered, pulling away ever so slightly.
“It’s almost done.” He whispered, brushing his thumb over my lips.
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awakening?” He asked, I nodded, “Because that way your cravings won’t get out
of control and you’ll be able to feed properly.” He stated simply.
absence of his touch the hunger to be touched grew. I reached for him and he gently pulled me against him, “Master.”
I whispered.
me?” I asked softly, I was afraid he would push me away, not grant this simple
request.
will take you if that’s what you need and want.” He whispered, “How do you want
me to start?” He asked softly.
had never asked me how he should start, “I don’t know.” I said softly, “How do
you want to start?” I retorted with a question of my own.
over my naked flesh. I let out a soft
moan into his mouth as he gently rolled my nipples, “I’m going to tay tiy time,
do you mind?”
please.” I said, my voice husky with desire.
soft kisses over my face, down my throat.
laid soft kisses over my collarbones.
Carefully he moved down the center of my chest, kissing at my pectorals
before moving to my left nipple. Slowly
he ran the tip of his tongue around the hard nub. Placing my flesh between his lips he let out a soft sound of
pleasure. His tongue gently played
across it, tasting it. I tossed my head
back and moaned as he moved to my other nipple, leaving a moist trail across my
chest on his way to the erect nub of flesh.
Soft sounds escaped my lips; I couldn’t hold them back any longer.
the center of my chest, trailing over the barely visible six-pack that served
as my stomach. He sought out every
cluster of nerves, every weak point that he could find he used, every pressure
point that he could touch he did so. He
did all this while avoiding the core of my desire. He laid soft kisses across every point, his lips were soon
followed by his tongue, what came next was ft nft nip of teeth.
trickled across my flesh only to be lapped up by his warm tongue.
good, so very good.” I moaned.
sides, my thighs, “You’re skin is so smooth.” He whispered, “Not a single
hair.” His warm breath ran across the damp marks on my chest and stomach.
fleeting kisses down my face. His hands
ran up and down my body, feeling my muscles relax beneath him.
erection. I let out a cry, wanting more
of that delicious contact. His thumb
ran over the head before going to my lips.
I lapped up the fluid and he smiled.
Slowly he worked his way back down my torso, making his way to my
weeping erection. This felt so obscene
and when he ran his tongue over the tip I threw my head back and my hips bucked
up involuntarily. He smiled up at me as
his tongue continued its dance. I
arched up as he took me down his throat.
I cried out in pleasure, couldn’t stop myself as he moved up and down
with obscene precision. As I was on the
brink of release he pulled away. I let
out a cry of frustration and he smiled.
me free reign on how I went about it.
I’m taking my time.” He said softly, “I’m going to take you now.” He
whispered seductively, “That is if you still want me to.” I nodded, “Remember
to relax.” He whispered, “That’s the most important thing.”
back, lifted one of my legs, and pressed against me. I needed it and I needed it now.
Slowly he began to slide inside, being careful to cause me as little
pain as possible. I shoved myself down,
forcing him as far as he could go. He
gasped but held my hips still. I
squirmed slightly, wanting him to fully take me. I wanted and needed it; I had to have all that he could
give. He stilled within me, laying soft
sucking kisses on my throat. I made
soft sounds of pleasure in the back of my throat, sounds that I was sure he
wanted to hear, as long as they were honest that is. I knew that he didn’t want me to fake my reactions, he wanted me
to do what I felt, react naturally.
Finally he began to move, taking slow, deliberate strokes deep within
me. He pulled almost completely out
before pressing back in, moving carefully, leisurely back into me before
repeating the process. I tossed my head
from side to side as I tried to force him into me. He held me by the hips, keeping me in place.
“Please Seiyoku, please give me more.” I pleaded, I was begging him to give me
more then these slow strokes, I needed more, “I need your cock deep inside me,
please.”
with his perfect kisses. Finally he
sped up, no longer leaving me completely.
His pace was fast, filled with a need for completion.
pleasure escape my lips, reverberate off the walls, to echo through the
house. I couldn’t take it any more, I
came, reaching my sought after release without having my neglected desire
touched while he took me. My completion
sent Seiyoku over the edge. He let
loose a howl and came deep within me.
He lapped at my throat, taking up the beads of blood-sweat that had
seeped from my body while he took me.
whispered in my ear. I snuggled against
him, “I have something I need to do soon and you have to stay here.”
me, please.” I sobbed, clinging to him tightly.
my cheek, brushing his knuckles over my soft flesh, “I will be back and Tsubasa
will take care of any needs you might have.
She is quite good at what she does, is a succubus as a matter-of-fact.
come and she will alleviate them for you, understand?” I nodded, “Good.
will be all right. I’m not leaving you
yet and I will never truly leave you at all so you have absolutely nothing to
worry about.”
leave me.”
Koshi.” I scowled, “It’s not a bad thing though.”
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library.” I stated firmly, walking to the door, “Have fun.” With that I walkedt.
that he was taking off to do something and leaving me here.
problem and began to look through the books.
I had gotten over my apprehension with regards to running around naked
and now ignored the fact that I wasn’t clothed. As I walked in a young woman dressed in red looked over at me
from one of the bookcases. Her hair
matched her bodysuit, was the color of flames.
Her eyes were the same color of red.
She reminded me of Iseki but there was something different about her,
she wasn’t a blood creature, I could tell that, but I couldn’t tell what she
was. She smiled at me sweetly as she
looked me over. There was a strange
glint in her eyes but I didn’t care, this would be a good way to get back at
him. He had said that while he was gone
I could spend time with a succubus named Tsubasa but I remembered that he hated
sharing me.
softly, turning around so she could look her fill.
good looking man but I’ve never seen you before. Who are you and how did you get here?”
was gone for fifteen years and just got back.”
one here is really human so what are you?” She asked, taking a seat, “Oh, my
name’s Kitsune and I’m a were-fox.”
great wars.” I leaned against the chair she was sitting on, one hand on either
arm of it. Softly I kissed her before
pulling away, “I’m sorry, I just couldn’t help myself.” I lied.
fingers down my cheeks before flicking her tongue out against my lips, “And I
can’t help myself.” She whispered before kissing me.
to get to know people before becoming intimate with them, but this was going to
be an exception, I wanted to get back at Seiyoku. I brushed my lips ast hst hers before trailing down thee ofe of
her neck. I laid soft, butterfly kisses
across her tender throat. I smiled to
myself as she began to make soft sounds of desire in the back of her
throat. I was pleased with how
responsive she was, I liked my women this way.
I laid soft, sucking kisses over her shoulders trough the thin material
of her clothing. Gently I massaged down
her body, feeling her soft, supple curves beneath my hands.
trailed her fingers through my hair. I
nibbled at her collarbones before unzipping her body suit.
heard someone clear their throat from behind me. I froze and watched, as her eyes grew wide.
pull yourself away and come here.” Seiyoku ordered, he sounded angry but that
anger was barely reined in. I narrowed
my eyes but pulled myself away from her soft flesh. I looked back at him but didn’t make my way over.
jeans, “Now Koshi.” He ordered. When I
didn’t move he snarled, “Koshi, if you are not here within the next five
seconds I will come and get you, if that happens you will not be happy.” I
still didn’t move, “One.” I wasn’t sure how to react, was afraid what he had in
mind, “Two.” I swallowed hard, “Three.” I took a single step forward, not
really wanting to go to him but almost compelled to do so, “Four, you’re
pushing me Koshi and your time’s almost up.” I took a step back and that sealed
my fate, “Five.” He strode towards me.
I didn’t move, stared at him in defiance. I was going to wait and see what he did, he could do whatever he
wanted, I wouldn’t stop him, but I sure as hell wasn’t going to admit that he
had any control over me. He looked at
me but spoke to her, “Leave Kitsune.” He ordered calmly.
do
you have to say for yourself?” I was silent, “Then let your body do the
talking.” He said calmly as he looked me over.
I hadn’t gotten very far with Kitsune but sported a raging hard on from
merely touching her. Slowly he pressed
his hand against me, “Hmmm, what do you think Koshi?” He asked as I threw my
head back.
a soft cry and shook my head, “I wanted to get back at you.” I moaned, “I don’t
want you to leave.”
chuckled softly, “Well, you can’t stop me, I’ll just have to tell Tsubasa to
stay with you at all times while I’m away and while I’m here you’re going to
stay with me at all times.” He said before pulling away, “Let’s go Koshi, no
one is going to touch you, you are not even to touch yourself, am I
understood?” I nodded, “Good, come.”
sick to my stomach and let out a low groan, what had I done, what had I done to
get myself into this? I followed after
him without a word, I had nothing to say.
I whimpered softly as he took me downstairs to a large den.
brick fireplace and a large bearskin rug sat in front of it, a safe distance
off, but still close. He sat down on
the soft fur and patted an area beside him.
I slowly sat down before lying across the rug, feeling the soft fur
against my skin. I purred softly, it
felt good against me. I rubbed my cheek
against it and curled next to him.
Seiyoku.” I whispered, “Nice. This
feels good. Will you please touch me?”
I asked softly.
his head, “I told you no.” He said calmly, “I’m not going to touch you.” I
moved slightly against the soft texture before curling closer against him.
his pants. He sighed and gently ran his
fingers through my hair, “Your hair feels nice.” He said looking down at me,
“You need to learn to follow instructions better. You should not attempt to get back at me for having to go
somewhere. Just because I have to
doesn’t mean I want to.”
“I know, but just because you have to doesn’t mean I’m going to let you go
without a fight.”
his fingers through my hair, “You are mine Koshi, I am not yours.
“You may have made me but that doesn’t mean that I belong to you.”
an eyebrow, “Oh? Well then, if you
don’t feel as though you belong to me then whom do you belong to?”
I replied without a thought.
sighed, “So you don’t want to belong to me?
You don’t want me to give you pleasure?
To touch you as you deserve to be touched? To take care of you? You
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I wanted him to touch me, “I don’t know.
I do want you to touch me.”
give you what you want, if you trust me to take care of you.” He paused, “If I
give you what you want you will belong to me from this moment forward, do you
understand?”
understand but that doesn’t mean I accept it.” I said, running my fingers
through the thick fur beneath me.
want me to touch you so badly then you should accept. Of course if you don’t want anyone to touch you ever again then
refuse me. No one here will touch you
and you will not be going anywhere anytime soon.”
breath hitch in my throat, he was serious, I would never get to feel a gentle
touch, a touch of love and caring unless I gave myself over to him, “What do
you want to hear?” I asked softly.
you feel.” His fingers continued to run through my hair.
swallowed hard, “I want you to touch me.” I whispered, “You and only you.” I
ran my fingertips up and down his side.
what I said, if I give you what you want you will belong to me from this moment
forward.” He paused, “You must say it.
You must admit who you belong to.”
whimpered softly, “I’m yours, all yours.” I whispered, “I belong to you, all of
me is yours.” Blood-tears flowed down my cheeks as I carried out the simple act
of giving myself to him. I did want
this, deep inside I did, but I also didn’t.
It hurt, it stung my pride to give myself to him, “I want you, I love
you.” I whispered.
down at me and brushed my tears away, “Sweet boy.” He whispered, running his
fingers down my cheek, “I will touch you now but you must remember what you
have accepted. If at anytime you do
forget and attempt anything like that again I will not be pleased, do you understand?”
He asked, tracing his fingers down my throat.
spoke he slipped his pants off. Without
preamble he slid into me, taking me smoothly.
I cringed slightly but was soon lost in pleasure.
him against me, removing his hair band so I could run my fingers through the
ebony locks. I made soft sounds in his
ear, urging him on.
He whispered in my ear.
ahhh, Seiyoku. Thank you!” I cried.
me softly, “Remember your promise.” He whispered against my lips.
all yours.” I moaned, “Mmmm, ahhh, fuck me.” The obscenity flowed from my mouth
before I could stop it.
wrapped his hand around my aching erection and I came quickly.
lapping at the corners of his mouth. I
held him against me, didn’t want him to let me go, didn’t want to lose the feel
of his body against mine.
pulled away I whimpered, trying to hold onto him, “Let me go Koshi, I have to
leave soon.” He kissed my forehead.
my head, “Please, once more.” I whimpered, “Please.”
sighed, “No Koshi, I promise that when I get back we will.
until I’m gone and you can take Tsubasa.
While I’m here you may take no one without my permission, while I’m gone
you may do as you please, as long as I don’t find out about it that is.” He
paused, “There are some people here who will try to take advantage of you.” He
laughed, “And you are quite easy to take advantage of.”
narrowed my eyes, “You’re too kind.” I growled.
playing with you Koshi, now let me go.” He could have easily pulled away from
me but for some reason wouldn’t. Slowly
I let him go, trailing my hands over his shoulders. I really didn’t want to let him go, “Good boy Koshi.” He ran a
hand through my hair, “Now continue behaving and we will get along fine.” He
kissed my forehead before pulling his pants back on and leaving me on the soft
fur.
there was no technology in this house and it was starting to drive me
nuts. For the past fifteen years I had
access to the most advanced technology.
Seiyoku didn’t like it; he was no stranger to it, just didn’t care for
it. I would have to try to convince him
otherwise. Maybe I could get him to
spend some of that cash on me, it was worth a try but would have to wait until
he got back. I sprawled out on my back,
the fur sending a soft throb of desire though me. Letting out a soft moan I closed my eyes and was soon
asleep. I awoke to a sharp burst of
pleasure and moaned loudly. When I
opened my eyes a split second later I saw a young woman straddling me, her
silver hair brushed against my stomach as she bowed her head forward to look
down at me. A pair of black wings
sprouted from her back. She smiled at
me as she watched me with eyes the color ofny.
down. I didn’t know who she was but I
had to admit I was enjoying the sensations she was making me feel.
like this, it wasn’t right.
moaned, “Get off me.”
Without
missing a beat she pressed herself against me kisskissed me deeply, stifling my
cries. I didn’t know how long she had
been at this but I was close to release.
Her pace kept me on edge, holding back just enough so I wouldn’t go over
that edge. I reached up and grabbed her
hips, I had to get her off me, this wasn’t right. I jerked her up and off, pushing her away.
wasn’t at full strength because I had just awakened but I had a little more
then a human.
“Who the
hell are you?” I growled, scrambling to my feet.
She
smiled, “I’m Tsubasa, master charged me with taking care of you.
ready, you needed it, so I thought I might as well help you.” She knelt down in
front of me and ran her tongue over the tip of my erection.
like that?” She asked.
I nodded,
“Don’t.” I whispered, “I may like it but I don’t want it.
Her face
contorted into a pout, “You vampires are all alike, you don’t seem to
understand the nuances of pleasure and how it must be administered when it is
needed. You very obviously need it
right now.” She said, sitting back on her heels.
I turned
away from her, “When I want it I’ll tell you.” I said, walking away, I was
going to take a bath, I felt dirty.
It didn’t
take me long to find the bath and when I did I methodically washed myself,
scrubbing at my skin. When I was done
my skin was red. I still didn’t feel
clean enough though but sank into the hot water of the bath.
myself completely. I shuddered slightly
but relaxed in the water.
“Please
hurry home Seiyoku, please come home.” I whispered.