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Category:
Original - Misc › General
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
74
Views:
9,692
Reviews:
88
Recommended:
2
Currently Reading:
1
Disclaimer:
This is a work of fiction. Any resemblance of characters to actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. The Author holds exclusive rights to this work. Unauthorized duplication is prohibited.
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
4:53am - Hung
In so much pain. I can't sleep. I'm crying again. The tears won't stop. It hurts. It really hurts. I can't do this anymore. I can't. There's only one thing I know to do. I'm sorry Sara. I just can't do this anymore.
Sara, you've been a great friend. I love you so much. I'm sorry I had to do this. Tell Ryan that I forgive him. Tell him that I'm sorry. Let Greg know that I appreciated his talks with me. They meant a lot. Tell the other girls that I'll miss them, too.
Sara, I need you to stay strong for me. Don't let Ryan intimidate you or anyone else. I'll be with you in spirit. I won't ever leave you. And please forgive me for what I'm about to do. I never want to hurt you. So please don't start crying again.
Ryan, please be nice to Sara. Don't hurt her. And thank you for all the times you held me and hugged me close to you. Thank you for allowing me to pretend, for telling me that you cared. It helped. You know, all I wanted was someone to care even if it was just pretend. Thank you for that. Really.
And when you burn my body, can you please toss my ashes into the lake? It would mean a lot.
Bye.
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Right after Kylienna had written her last journal entry, she quietly grabbed the sheet from her bed and ripped it slowly. She twisted it and knotted it. She gently moved her cot over to the bars of the cell and stuck the ligature through the top and tied it below. She pushed the cot far enough away just to be able to stand to get herself in position. She slipped her head through the loop, and moved her feet off the support and cried as she hung herself.
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A/N:
Thanks again for the reviews!
To lollipop - I know. The last one was kind of a brutal chapter. I actually did a lot of research on that one to find the perfect techniques. Needling is actually used in bdsm, normally on the breasts and the inner thighs on up; however, I didn't really think they would go THAT far with her, so I just used arms and legs instead. The foot thing is called bastinado and it REALLY does hurt. Yeah, been there. The last thing is called waterboarding. It's an interrogation technique used by the military in many countries, and it really does have the effect of drowning. The longest a person has lasted before giving in was a little over two minutes, but most give in between 10-14 seconds. That of course is with continous pouring of water. Ryan poured so much and then stopped each time. Greg kept checking her pulse because it's also very dangerous and can cause a person to develop asphyxia which means in greek, without pulse. So there is a little background information to you and anyone else who read this. lol
In so much pain. I can't sleep. I'm crying again. The tears won't stop. It hurts. It really hurts. I can't do this anymore. I can't. There's only one thing I know to do. I'm sorry Sara. I just can't do this anymore.
Sara, you've been a great friend. I love you so much. I'm sorry I had to do this. Tell Ryan that I forgive him. Tell him that I'm sorry. Let Greg know that I appreciated his talks with me. They meant a lot. Tell the other girls that I'll miss them, too.
Sara, I need you to stay strong for me. Don't let Ryan intimidate you or anyone else. I'll be with you in spirit. I won't ever leave you. And please forgive me for what I'm about to do. I never want to hurt you. So please don't start crying again.
Ryan, please be nice to Sara. Don't hurt her. And thank you for all the times you held me and hugged me close to you. Thank you for allowing me to pretend, for telling me that you cared. It helped. You know, all I wanted was someone to care even if it was just pretend. Thank you for that. Really.
And when you burn my body, can you please toss my ashes into the lake? It would mean a lot.
Bye.
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Right after Kylienna had written her last journal entry, she quietly grabbed the sheet from her bed and ripped it slowly. She twisted it and knotted it. She gently moved her cot over to the bars of the cell and stuck the ligature through the top and tied it below. She pushed the cot far enough away just to be able to stand to get herself in position. She slipped her head through the loop, and moved her feet off the support and cried as she hung herself.
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A/N:
Thanks again for the reviews!
To lollipop - I know. The last one was kind of a brutal chapter. I actually did a lot of research on that one to find the perfect techniques. Needling is actually used in bdsm, normally on the breasts and the inner thighs on up; however, I didn't really think they would go THAT far with her, so I just used arms and legs instead. The foot thing is called bastinado and it REALLY does hurt. Yeah, been there. The last thing is called waterboarding. It's an interrogation technique used by the military in many countries, and it really does have the effect of drowning. The longest a person has lasted before giving in was a little over two minutes, but most give in between 10-14 seconds. That of course is with continous pouring of water. Ryan poured so much and then stopped each time. Greg kept checking her pulse because it's also very dangerous and can cause a person to develop asphyxia which means in greek, without pulse. So there is a little background information to you and anyone else who read this. lol