Demon Beside Me
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Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
22
Views:
4,327
Reviews:
10
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
1
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Chapter 20 So much for my happily ever after
Chapter 20
So much for my happily ever after
This was funny. I had always questioned why I was here. Why I had to live a life I hated? I had thought this before. Living, this was something that I wasn’t doing right now. I was dead. I just knew I was just dead. I had to be.
There was now way I would feel this peaceful if I were alive. No life was hard as hell and death was wonderful. I was ready for death and I knew dying was going to set me free. It was going to save my brother.
“Diamond.” I heard his voice so clearly yet I still could not seem to wrap my mind around it. My eyes opened and I saw a blinding light. It hurt my eyes.
“Sorry love.” I froze at hearing his voice again. Had it not worked? Had he turned me into a spawn?
“What’s happening?” My voice was soft yet my feelings were hard.
The light dimmed and I saw Krad’s beautiful face. He stared at me with a small smile. His eyes where really watching me.
“You’re not dead or a spawn.” He said all at once.
“Where am I?” I asked him, my voice shaking.
“You’ll be leaving here soon and you’ll go back to the moment before I said anything to you.” His voice didn’t seem all that happy about this. He seemed angrier for whatever reason. “This was what you wanted right? Me….gone from your life. Well dear, you have it now. Everything was just like a dream one of the day dreams you always had.” He laughed.
“Their alive. Kate-”
“Yes everyone, even Bill and his wife.” Before I could ask him how all of this was possible his body came to mine and he grabbed me. He pulled me to him and began to hold me tightly to him. “I love you but I am a spawn. All I know is killing. This horrible way to love. All I saw was that we could never be, without you as a spawn. I now know what I did to you; part of me does not even care.” I could tell he was smiling as if he liked this. “But you do care….don’t you. You want them to live even with what they did.” He looked at me puzzled. “I shall never understand you and maybe that’s why you affect me so.”
“Krad.”
“Now you soon won’t be able to see me anymore.” Krad said cutting me off. It was as if he didn’t want to hear what I was going to say.
His arms held me closer to him, so close really. I heard him whisperer something but didn’t catch it.
“You’ll miss me?” He said to me. I knew it wasn’t a question more of a statement.
I don’t know why, but what he was saying made me want to hug him back. I felt saddened by the fact that I would never see him again. He may have been evil and even killed all those people, but now that everything was back to normal it was as if none of that had ever happened.
Pulling back from him I stared into his beautiful eyes and felt myself want nothing more than to cry. What was I going to do without him? He had taught me so much without me or he even realizing it.
I wasn’t afraid to stand up for myself. I didn’t care what people said about me. I was happy with myself. I didn’t care what people thought and never would again.
Krad even in his dark ways had showed me the light. He made me better than I was before. When I had first met him I wanted a way out. I wanted to be free from all the troubles I had with my life. Now that I was free, I didn’t know what I was going to do without the light that showed me the way.
“I won’t ever see you again.” I said out loud and felt him tense. It was almost as if he had never thought or said those words, and with me saying them made them true.
I loved Krad in this very moment. I loved what he had given me and how he had helped me. I was going to miss him. I didn’t know what I was going to do once he was gone but I knew that he was going to take a part of me with him.
“Why won’t I be able to see you anymore?” I asked knowing I sounded very confused, but didn’t care.
“You are no longer connected to me. Well in the, me trying to turn you into a spawn way.” He laughed.
“Everything will go back to the way it was. Kate alive and evil, Stephenie listening to her every word, my dad ignoring me, and Jake….”
“That was my fault.” He grinned. “He liked you but he wasn’t going fast enough for me.” He glared suddenly as if he didn’t like what he had just said. “So I had to speed him up and of course I couldn’t let you like him so much.”
My eyes glared back at him.
“So you made him try to….to.”
“You were never in any danger dear, only him.”
“You killed him and it was your entire fault.”
“I was doing it for us.”
I shook my head at him. Even with him doing something that he thought was right he was still going to be his evil self. I wondered if I was going to miss that evil self or would I only miss the good self. I stared into his eyes and knew I would miss both. Even with him being so evil yet good, both of these traits made him who he is. I loved who he was, and hated myself for it.
“He is alive now.” Krad said as if he had a bad taste in his mouth. “If you really love someone you want them to be happy, even if it’s not with you.”
I stared at him. Was he trying to say that he still loved me and knew he had to let me go? I didn’t want him to go.
It was a rush of lightning that went through me at knowing that the time was coming for him to leave. I wanted him to stay. I wanted him to be in my arms. He had given me so much only for him to have to say goodbye. This was not right.
Krad leaned down to me, his lips grazed across mine. I pulled him closer to me and kissed him, knowing this was going to be the last time I ever felt his lips. He pulled me in closer until I could get no closer. I tried my hardest to try and remember how this felt. How his lips moved so perfectly with mine. How I felt so light headed, when I heard him groan and then pull away. This made my memory become dazed.
He gave me one of his smirks and pulled away from me.
“I think I am going to miss you.” I said looking up at him. I wasn’t ready to let him go just yet.
“My perfect Diamond.” He said softly as his hand began to let my hand go.
I tried to hold on not wanting to say goodbye just yet.
“Krad you can’t leave.” I whispered as he began to vanish before my eyes.
“I love you, Diamond.”
As the words played in my ears the white room vanished and I was back in the park with my dog. Maxie ran up to me and licked my hand. I stared down at her with wide eyes.
“The moment before I said anything to you.” I remembered him saying. I wanted him to come back. I wanted to meet him again, but this time not do the killings maybe there was another way.
Wasn’t every ending just an even greater beginning? I thought as I closed my eyes. This ending just didn’t seem right. I had learned my lesson and in a way so had Krad. He had let me go. He knew it was better for me. That it would make me happy. Even with him being so evil he loved me and did what was right, so didn’t that count for anything.
We both had learned our lesson only for us to lose each other. I would always know that Krad was with me, but he would never be able to say anything to me. I would never be able to hear him again.
Looking up at the dark sky I knew that there wasn’t a way for us to be. I was going to have to move on. Krad had taught me more than I would have ever hoped to learn. What he had done was give me a second chance at life. Even if I didn’t think I deserved it.
I smiled looking at the sky.
“Thank you Krad.” I said out loud. I knew the second chance may not have been what he had been trying to do. He had wanted me to be a spawn, but because of his want for me to be a spawn, I had learned who I was and how to stand up for myself.
I wasn’t going to let Kate talk down to me anymore. I wasn’t going to let people walk over me. Now that I had this second chance I was going to take it. I would no longer care what the honey bees thought, and I wasn’t going to let Jena death go….Jena.
Today was the day she killed herself. Maybe this was more than just my second chance.
“Come on Maxie we need to leave.” I told my dog as I ran to go home. Maxie was following me very closely. She even beat me to the house.
As I pulled out my key Maxie jumped up and I sighed. I really needed to hurry up and my dog trying to grab my keys wasn’t helping any. The door opened and I saw that my dad was standing there with a cup in his hand.
“That was quick. Minnie.” He said warmly letting me and Maxie run past him.
“Sorry dad, I have to make a phone call.” I yelled as I ran up the steps. I ran into my bedroom and saw my cell phone sitting right on my bed.
I dialed Jena’s number and heard it ring.
“Hello.”
As soon as I heard her voice regardless of her tone-that was mixed with sadness and pain- I knew I wasn’t too late and that everything would be ok. Maybe this wasn’t supposed to be my happy ending, maybe my learning this lesson was all a part of an even bigger message.
A message at the time I didn’t even see, but now understood. Now with this understanding I knew that I had to be better than what I was, and I was going to be the girl I knew I could be.
A/N: I hope you all like the last chap. There is an Epilogue that I will put up soon. The next chap I will answer all of your questions. (I a q&a page on my website) So if you have thought of any more please ask.
I just want to say that you can still vote for Minnie on my web site. (so far dark brown hair and dark brown eyes is winning) thanks 2 everyone who has voted. Voting stops aug 1.
Thanks for reading and please review.
So much for my happily ever after
This was funny. I had always questioned why I was here. Why I had to live a life I hated? I had thought this before. Living, this was something that I wasn’t doing right now. I was dead. I just knew I was just dead. I had to be.
There was now way I would feel this peaceful if I were alive. No life was hard as hell and death was wonderful. I was ready for death and I knew dying was going to set me free. It was going to save my brother.
“Diamond.” I heard his voice so clearly yet I still could not seem to wrap my mind around it. My eyes opened and I saw a blinding light. It hurt my eyes.
“Sorry love.” I froze at hearing his voice again. Had it not worked? Had he turned me into a spawn?
“What’s happening?” My voice was soft yet my feelings were hard.
The light dimmed and I saw Krad’s beautiful face. He stared at me with a small smile. His eyes where really watching me.
“You’re not dead or a spawn.” He said all at once.
“Where am I?” I asked him, my voice shaking.
“You’ll be leaving here soon and you’ll go back to the moment before I said anything to you.” His voice didn’t seem all that happy about this. He seemed angrier for whatever reason. “This was what you wanted right? Me….gone from your life. Well dear, you have it now. Everything was just like a dream one of the day dreams you always had.” He laughed.
“Their alive. Kate-”
“Yes everyone, even Bill and his wife.” Before I could ask him how all of this was possible his body came to mine and he grabbed me. He pulled me to him and began to hold me tightly to him. “I love you but I am a spawn. All I know is killing. This horrible way to love. All I saw was that we could never be, without you as a spawn. I now know what I did to you; part of me does not even care.” I could tell he was smiling as if he liked this. “But you do care….don’t you. You want them to live even with what they did.” He looked at me puzzled. “I shall never understand you and maybe that’s why you affect me so.”
“Krad.”
“Now you soon won’t be able to see me anymore.” Krad said cutting me off. It was as if he didn’t want to hear what I was going to say.
His arms held me closer to him, so close really. I heard him whisperer something but didn’t catch it.
“You’ll miss me?” He said to me. I knew it wasn’t a question more of a statement.
I don’t know why, but what he was saying made me want to hug him back. I felt saddened by the fact that I would never see him again. He may have been evil and even killed all those people, but now that everything was back to normal it was as if none of that had ever happened.
Pulling back from him I stared into his beautiful eyes and felt myself want nothing more than to cry. What was I going to do without him? He had taught me so much without me or he even realizing it.
I wasn’t afraid to stand up for myself. I didn’t care what people said about me. I was happy with myself. I didn’t care what people thought and never would again.
Krad even in his dark ways had showed me the light. He made me better than I was before. When I had first met him I wanted a way out. I wanted to be free from all the troubles I had with my life. Now that I was free, I didn’t know what I was going to do without the light that showed me the way.
“I won’t ever see you again.” I said out loud and felt him tense. It was almost as if he had never thought or said those words, and with me saying them made them true.
I loved Krad in this very moment. I loved what he had given me and how he had helped me. I was going to miss him. I didn’t know what I was going to do once he was gone but I knew that he was going to take a part of me with him.
“Why won’t I be able to see you anymore?” I asked knowing I sounded very confused, but didn’t care.
“You are no longer connected to me. Well in the, me trying to turn you into a spawn way.” He laughed.
“Everything will go back to the way it was. Kate alive and evil, Stephenie listening to her every word, my dad ignoring me, and Jake….”
“That was my fault.” He grinned. “He liked you but he wasn’t going fast enough for me.” He glared suddenly as if he didn’t like what he had just said. “So I had to speed him up and of course I couldn’t let you like him so much.”
My eyes glared back at him.
“So you made him try to….to.”
“You were never in any danger dear, only him.”
“You killed him and it was your entire fault.”
“I was doing it for us.”
I shook my head at him. Even with him doing something that he thought was right he was still going to be his evil self. I wondered if I was going to miss that evil self or would I only miss the good self. I stared into his eyes and knew I would miss both. Even with him being so evil yet good, both of these traits made him who he is. I loved who he was, and hated myself for it.
“He is alive now.” Krad said as if he had a bad taste in his mouth. “If you really love someone you want them to be happy, even if it’s not with you.”
I stared at him. Was he trying to say that he still loved me and knew he had to let me go? I didn’t want him to go.
It was a rush of lightning that went through me at knowing that the time was coming for him to leave. I wanted him to stay. I wanted him to be in my arms. He had given me so much only for him to have to say goodbye. This was not right.
Krad leaned down to me, his lips grazed across mine. I pulled him closer to me and kissed him, knowing this was going to be the last time I ever felt his lips. He pulled me in closer until I could get no closer. I tried my hardest to try and remember how this felt. How his lips moved so perfectly with mine. How I felt so light headed, when I heard him groan and then pull away. This made my memory become dazed.
He gave me one of his smirks and pulled away from me.
“I think I am going to miss you.” I said looking up at him. I wasn’t ready to let him go just yet.
“My perfect Diamond.” He said softly as his hand began to let my hand go.
I tried to hold on not wanting to say goodbye just yet.
“Krad you can’t leave.” I whispered as he began to vanish before my eyes.
“I love you, Diamond.”
As the words played in my ears the white room vanished and I was back in the park with my dog. Maxie ran up to me and licked my hand. I stared down at her with wide eyes.
“The moment before I said anything to you.” I remembered him saying. I wanted him to come back. I wanted to meet him again, but this time not do the killings maybe there was another way.
Wasn’t every ending just an even greater beginning? I thought as I closed my eyes. This ending just didn’t seem right. I had learned my lesson and in a way so had Krad. He had let me go. He knew it was better for me. That it would make me happy. Even with him being so evil he loved me and did what was right, so didn’t that count for anything.
We both had learned our lesson only for us to lose each other. I would always know that Krad was with me, but he would never be able to say anything to me. I would never be able to hear him again.
Looking up at the dark sky I knew that there wasn’t a way for us to be. I was going to have to move on. Krad had taught me more than I would have ever hoped to learn. What he had done was give me a second chance at life. Even if I didn’t think I deserved it.
I smiled looking at the sky.
“Thank you Krad.” I said out loud. I knew the second chance may not have been what he had been trying to do. He had wanted me to be a spawn, but because of his want for me to be a spawn, I had learned who I was and how to stand up for myself.
I wasn’t going to let Kate talk down to me anymore. I wasn’t going to let people walk over me. Now that I had this second chance I was going to take it. I would no longer care what the honey bees thought, and I wasn’t going to let Jena death go….Jena.
Today was the day she killed herself. Maybe this was more than just my second chance.
“Come on Maxie we need to leave.” I told my dog as I ran to go home. Maxie was following me very closely. She even beat me to the house.
As I pulled out my key Maxie jumped up and I sighed. I really needed to hurry up and my dog trying to grab my keys wasn’t helping any. The door opened and I saw that my dad was standing there with a cup in his hand.
“That was quick. Minnie.” He said warmly letting me and Maxie run past him.
“Sorry dad, I have to make a phone call.” I yelled as I ran up the steps. I ran into my bedroom and saw my cell phone sitting right on my bed.
I dialed Jena’s number and heard it ring.
“Hello.”
As soon as I heard her voice regardless of her tone-that was mixed with sadness and pain- I knew I wasn’t too late and that everything would be ok. Maybe this wasn’t supposed to be my happy ending, maybe my learning this lesson was all a part of an even bigger message.
A message at the time I didn’t even see, but now understood. Now with this understanding I knew that I had to be better than what I was, and I was going to be the girl I knew I could be.
A/N: I hope you all like the last chap. There is an Epilogue that I will put up soon. The next chap I will answer all of your questions. (I a q&a page on my website) So if you have thought of any more please ask.
I just want to say that you can still vote for Minnie on my web site. (so far dark brown hair and dark brown eyes is winning) thanks 2 everyone who has voted. Voting stops aug 1.
Thanks for reading and please review.