The Broken Rose
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Category:
DarkFic › General
Rating:
Adult
Chapters:
41
Views:
5,482
Reviews:
2
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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This is a work of fiction. Any resemblance of characters to actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. The Author holds exclusive rights to this work. Unauthorized duplication is prohibited.
Time
05/18/09
been a while since i last wrote, things seem to move slowly yet speed by at the same time. Life is still a blessing and happiness for those i care about so far, only time will ever tell if that changes. as i look back i see its been a year since i started this path in life and writing about it. so much has changed in that year, its amazing how much can change when your not expecting it. i have gone from a shy girl of few friends, to someone who speaks her mind and doesnt back down from a challenge. though if you ask those who have known me awhile they can probably say better changes then what i can, im not one who can truely judge myself correctly, dont think anyone really can do that.
if you had asked me a year or so ago id have told you happiness was a thing of myths and legends bc i never had seen it or felt it, yet over the past year, while there may have been heartache and pain i also found one happiness that goes beyond any i could have ever dreamt of, my relationship with dark. i cant remember a time when my life was filled with the same amount of happiness that ive felt the past 6 months, its ben amazing to be with someone who can truely understand me and one i can understand as well.
time is one thing that we all run out of it seems, yet its always there as well. lately it seems i dont have the time to do the things id prefer to do, like build or write bc other things have taken precedent over my time, as the summer goes on i doubt i'll have as much time to do what id like as i do now, but i also know it wont just be me pushing time limits so to speak. past few days ive caught a glimse of darks summer work, with as much as hes had to do im amazed hes found time to be with me but i know how important his work is to him, im glad hes able to do it, i may miss him like crazey when hes not on but its something i can deal with bc i know he loves what he does and he tries to make sure he spends time with me as well, which is all that can truely be asked for.
time draws down to final things for some as well, my cousin des is nearing the end of her prenancy, unfortunately the past month or so has been rough on her so shes anxiously looking forward to the end of june and the birth of the baby. i sit and wait with her as her pregnancy comes to an end, slowly waiting as the days go by, each day that passes is one more out of the way and one step closer to her and geos main fear, the fear of her possibly dieing in childbirth or of other things going wrong in it. as her cousin one would think id know what to say to ease her fears yet i dont know what to say all i can do is sit with her as she speaks of her fears and reassure her that her family is there for her.
Time keeps passing everyone by, yet it seems to be going so slow.............. who knows when the next time i write will be but hopefully more things change by then, but no one ever truely knows what will happen....bc its all just a matter of TIME.
~~~~~~~~~Dark's Rose~~~~~~~~~
been a while since i last wrote, things seem to move slowly yet speed by at the same time. Life is still a blessing and happiness for those i care about so far, only time will ever tell if that changes. as i look back i see its been a year since i started this path in life and writing about it. so much has changed in that year, its amazing how much can change when your not expecting it. i have gone from a shy girl of few friends, to someone who speaks her mind and doesnt back down from a challenge. though if you ask those who have known me awhile they can probably say better changes then what i can, im not one who can truely judge myself correctly, dont think anyone really can do that.
if you had asked me a year or so ago id have told you happiness was a thing of myths and legends bc i never had seen it or felt it, yet over the past year, while there may have been heartache and pain i also found one happiness that goes beyond any i could have ever dreamt of, my relationship with dark. i cant remember a time when my life was filled with the same amount of happiness that ive felt the past 6 months, its ben amazing to be with someone who can truely understand me and one i can understand as well.
time is one thing that we all run out of it seems, yet its always there as well. lately it seems i dont have the time to do the things id prefer to do, like build or write bc other things have taken precedent over my time, as the summer goes on i doubt i'll have as much time to do what id like as i do now, but i also know it wont just be me pushing time limits so to speak. past few days ive caught a glimse of darks summer work, with as much as hes had to do im amazed hes found time to be with me but i know how important his work is to him, im glad hes able to do it, i may miss him like crazey when hes not on but its something i can deal with bc i know he loves what he does and he tries to make sure he spends time with me as well, which is all that can truely be asked for.
time draws down to final things for some as well, my cousin des is nearing the end of her prenancy, unfortunately the past month or so has been rough on her so shes anxiously looking forward to the end of june and the birth of the baby. i sit and wait with her as her pregnancy comes to an end, slowly waiting as the days go by, each day that passes is one more out of the way and one step closer to her and geos main fear, the fear of her possibly dieing in childbirth or of other things going wrong in it. as her cousin one would think id know what to say to ease her fears yet i dont know what to say all i can do is sit with her as she speaks of her fears and reassure her that her family is there for her.
Time keeps passing everyone by, yet it seems to be going so slow.............. who knows when the next time i write will be but hopefully more things change by then, but no one ever truely knows what will happen....bc its all just a matter of TIME.
~~~~~~~~~Dark's Rose~~~~~~~~~