A Long Road

I was stunned into place. I didn’t know why Curtis was kissing me but as soon as it was there it was gone. I just looked at him straight into his eyes. I was confused and I did not know why all of a sudden he just kissed me. I wonder if that’s why he got upset when I called my dad a freak. Slowly things were coming together in my head.
“Umm… maybe I should go.” Curtis said taking my surprised stricken face as one of anger. He tried to make a bee line for the door but I caught him before he got there.
“Umm… no your going to explain what the fuck just happened, Curtis. Why in the fucking hell did you just kiss me.” I said in more of an angered tone that I had wanted I was just pissed off cause he tried to run off with out even talking to me. I could tell by the look on his face that he was afraid that I would beat the fuck out of him for doing what he just did. But the scary thing was that it didn’t bother me. As this light bulb went off in my head my mood immediately changed. I let go of him and mumbled and apology. I had a hot girlfriend how could I like guys I don’t get it. I thought about if I had really ever looked at anyone and I never did. I was always interested in getting into a girls pants not a guys.
“Look I’m sorry man I should not have done that. I know you straight and you have ever right in the world to pound on me till I’m broken.” he said staring holes into the ground. I knew he just wanted the floor to swallow him hole or for something to wake him up from a nightmare. I wanted the same damn things to happen this had been the day from hell and the longer it lasted the worse it got.
“I’m not going to hit you Curtis. I’m not even really mad I was pissed because you tried to run. I’m sorry for…” I began to explain myself and was cut off again by the same pair of lips. I tensed up at first and then slowly released myself into the kiss. Curtis’s hand was on my cheek pulling me in to him, his other hand slowly made its way around my waist. Meeting no resistance he pressed on by running his tongue along my lips waiting for acceptance. I wasn’t to sure so I denied him at first but eventually lost control and let him do what he wanted. It was as if I my body fell to pudy in his arms, I had never felt like this with any one. As we broke apart for air I realized that my arms had encircled him on their own free will. I looked into his eyes and kinda jumped back a little immediately unlacing my hands from behind his back. He withdrew from me worried that I regretted giving into him. I had never felt that kind of burning desire with any one but him and it felt so damn good but it was weird.
I looked at him and then sat down I felt as though my legs were going to kick out any way. He sat down next to me just sitting there not talking just letting me think.
“Its okay if this was a one time thing Andy. I won’t say anything to anyone. I’ll leave and no one will ever find out.” Curtis said to me as he stared into space.
I but my hand on his arm and said “What if that’s not what I want?”
“What do you mean are you sure about this.” he asked happiness in his voice.
“ I don’t know what I want I just know how I feel and it feels better than anything I ever felt before. I just never would have thought about any of this had my dad not done what he had done. I’m just freaked out cause I don’t have any idea what has happened to day and what the hell is going on today. I am just really glad that today is Friday and conditioning is done. I have the whole weekend to figure this shit out.” I said looking over at him. He didn’t look as hopeful as he had been and it hurt me to hurt him and that was even weirder. My chest was tightening because my best friend was upset, I had finally lost it. I closed the distance between the two of us and for the first time initialized a kiss between the two of us.
The kiss deepened as we battled for dominance with our tongues. His hands started roaming which made me jump a bit but eventually calmed down, besides it felt good. My girlfriend was waiting for us to get serious enough for her to actually give in and I was feeling the pain. His hands were all over my back and shoulder on the out side of my shirt and then slowly lowered to the hem of my shirt. My heart started to speed up but I didn’t stop him I just let him go. I was afraid but it did feel good and I was curious. I let his hands drag my shirt up and then over my head. He looked into my eyes but instead of kissing me again he moved to my jaw and moved his way around I didn’t know what to do so I just let him go. A moan escaped my lips as he circled my nipple with his tongue using his fingers to play with the other. As he switched I pulled his shirt up over his head and finally touched his bare skin. It was smooth unlike what you would think, especially with how angular and tough he looks. I pulled him back up too my lips as our chests finally lining up, even though his wasn’t as big as mine he was the perfect size. He was the running back and was very fit and fast, sometimes too quick.
“Curtis” I said all of sudden freaking out. I didn’t want to go too far and I was afraid he was pushing it.
“Andy, chill we don’t have to do anything I’m sorry I pushed you.” he said smiling and kissing me again. I just smiled at him and he rolled off from being on top it was nearly 11 and I was exhausted and just kinda passed out wrapped up in Curtis’s arms and legs.