Hairless world

I ran to meet Roman front of the Central Station. The traffic was really heavy at this time. I saw him waiting, patience written on his neutral face. His was wearing perfect clothes which suited him. He was always looking very decent.

« Roman, I am so sorry to be late...
- It's alright, let's go then
- Actually where are we going to? Cinema?
- No! Julia! Don't you remember?
- Euh What?
- Today?
- No...
- Today is our anniversary, two years ago when we dated for the first time...
- Oh! Roman I am so sorry (again!) I forgot that...You know I have been so busy with the lessons these days, I have a lot of work and many files to complete and...
- It's alright Julia, said Roman caressing slowly my cheek with his thumb, we are going to eat in one of the best restaurant of the city...
- But I did not changed! I cried looking at my jeans and my simple shirt
- We are already late, we cannot go back to your house, you are fine in any case... »

How could I forget this thing? That fucking anniversary in which I am not interested? At least I could remember it in order to please Roman. By the way why was I always bothered in pleasing Roman?

I hurried behind Roman, he was far taller than I and was walking fast. I didn't have the mood to go to eat in a restaurant and with him. Roman was a tall and athletic young man, with light brown eyes and regular features. His lips were full and he often smiled. He was always in a good mood and always tried to make a good ambiance. He was liking luxury things and he was ambitious.

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It was a luxury restaurant and I was not feeling comfortable in it. My shoes were muddy and my jeans clearly unpressed. Roman was looking good, as usual. He looked perfectly at ease in this place, speaking about his studies, how law could be an interesting subject.
« You know Julia, when I will become a famous advocate we will come to eat in this kind of place as often as you desire...
- I believe that...
- Uh?
- Sorry, i mean to say that yes our lives will be good ...» Roman sent a questioning look towards me but I stared deeply into my plate which was becoming suddenly very interesting. Roman seemed to forget that reply of me and continue his monologue.

I had never imagined that an evening with Roman could be so boring! He was basically talking alone, large smiles gracing his ace, brow eyes shinning about things without interest...

I yawned.

« Are you tired?
- Yes, the day was long... »

I saw him searching something inside the pocket of his coat and then found it. A small black box.

He gave it to me.

« That's your gift darling...
- Thank you, but you know I did not remember so...
- I don't need anything Julia, I like to give you. I want you to be happy.
- I am
- I hope. Open it. »

I opened the box and saw one golden necklace, simple one but beautiful.

«  I like it Roman, thank you very much
- Wear it »

I put the necklace around my neck, Roman seemed to appreciate the sight. He got up, offered me his hands and we walked out. The night was really dark.

Roman walked me until my house, he didn't propose me to come along with him.

« Good night Julia, I hope that you enjoyed your evening with me even in these awful clothes...he laughed
- yes, thank you for everything Roman, I love the necklace and the dinner was delicious ».

I closed the distance between us, he hugged me. My lips were just few centimeters away from his, i wanted to touched them. Roman stepped back.

« What are you doing? Roman frowned
- Nothing, nevermind. Good night Roman
- Good night Julia »

As I was stepping into my bed, my thoughts were confused. What was I trying to do lately? Was I trying to put my lips on Roman's? That was the strangest impulse which got inside me...
This night i dreamt again. The same steamy dream and I woke up in the same state: aroused and wet.