Loki gets to see what the real fun is all about

A couple days went by that we didn't talk to one another and my mother asked me if everything was ok because if something wasn't ok between
my brother and I that she would make him leave. All I could do was laugh at her and I shouldn't have because she slapped me and asked me what
was so funny about it because being in a sintuation that you couldn't get out of because someone was abusing you wasn't a good thing and how
bad it messed you up. I told her I was sorry for laughing but it just seemed funny that she would think that her son, my brother would be violant.
I told her everything was ok I just happen to accidently walk in on him in the shower and thats what made it jsut a little accward to be around him
but it was nothing to worry her self over.
I then went up stairs again and my brother was standing at the top of the stairs just smiling at me but also looking really pissed off, so me being
me asked him why he looked so pissed off and he said it was nothing and went into his room and I went back into mine and for some reason what mother
had said to me had me think about what an abusive person would actually act like, because growing up I lived a sheltered life from that so I had
no idea what the signs would be if he was abusive just not showing it just yet. I went online on my computer and looked up the signs and this is
what i found:

Physical signs:
extreme jealousy, emotional withholding, lack of intimacy, raging, sexual coercion, infidelity, verbal abuse, threats, lies, broken promises,
physical violence, power plays and control games.

Emotional signs:
Name calling,teasing

I knew my brother had extreme jealousy issues and I also just witnassed him withholding emotions too. So I started to wonder if I did do anything
with my brother would he become violant if I didn't do something he likes..
I then decided that my brother wasn't like that and I was just worrying myself for nothing and that even if he was abusive he wouldn't do it to me
he would do it to our mother and then it would fuck our relationship up.
I then went and took a shower and went I pulled back the curtain my brother was standing there against he door watching and I noticed he had
papers in his hand and he looked angery, I asked him what the papers were and he walked up to me and handed them to me but as he was handing them
to me he grabed my arm and sqeezed, I then ended up hitting him in the chest and telling him that it hurt and he let go and pulled the papers back
away from me and asked in a deadly calm voice to look at him and when I did I felt nothing but fear, and he asked why I was looking up signs of
someone being abusive. I didn't bother to lie to him and told him what mom had said and he said that he had heard that but why was I looking it
up and I told him because I had lived a sheltered life and he knew that and I knew nothing about abusive people and that if he thought I had looked
it up because I thought he was abusive he was mistaken, but then I looked down and said the one thing I knew would make him really mad and that was
but after reading the signs I noticed you have some of the signs. He then told me to get out of his site and that if he seen me for the rest of the
day he would show me abusive, right about then I felt so bad an scared so I left and just cried in my room until I heard a knock on my door and I
quickly dried my eyes as best as I could and said for them to come in.When the door opened it was my brother and I started crying all over again.
He came in closed the door and just stood there against the door just looking at me and all I could do was tell him I was sorry. He then walked
up to me and stood right in front of me and told me to look at and I did, but when I did I knew what he was going to say before even saying it.
He then said that he was like our father but there was once different and that was that he was going to teach me right from wrong and that if I
did get a punishment and I would learn to keep my mouth shut about it and in time I would get no more punishments because I would know what is
expected of me from him. All I could do was cry and ask him if I was going to get punished for what I had done and thankfully he said that I
wouldn't be getting punished for it but starting tomarrow morning sence mother would not be home he was going to train me to his slave, I wasn't
quite sure what he ment and he understood that I had no clue as to what he was talking about so he sat down beside me and told me all I was going
to know about it. This is what he said:
"you being my slave means that I will teach you what I like sexually and non-sexually and you will do as I say or you can be punished for it,
you will do as I say with out questioning why." "I am going to actually be nicer then most masters and teach you stuff slowly when it comes to
sex because I know that if I start you out fast you will never come to like sex with me."
He then asked if I understood and I said yes I did and then he got up and left my room. I started to think about having sex with my brother and
what it would actually be like to have him telling me what to do and just being his and I noticed that it turned me on to no end and I kind of
felt ashamed because I didn't know if I was supposed to feel that or not. So I did the only thing to make my self calm down and that was to
once again masterbate to the thought of my brother putting his cock into my tight vergin pussy.