One More Chance

Okay here is the chapter you wanted. Sorry it took so long I\'m just busy with school and stuff. After going to class all day I really just want to sleep when I get back. So I won\'t make any promises about the next Chapter.

Thanks to those who updated and those that read. i love reading reviews. It makes me want to get the story just right. Okay i jsut want to update I\'ll do speacial thanks next time. But i am hankful to eveyone tha reads and those that review.


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Chapter 18

Life could not get any better for anyone as long as Robin kept her secret. It was becoming hard for her to even wake up and go to class these days. Now it was worse because she had to stay on Marty to make sure she didn’t tell Marcus anything. Robin was going crazy with all the stuff she had to do and her parents were starting to get worried, while Marcus was growing distant. He had called last night faking a cold just so he wouldn’t have to spend time with her. Robin knew he was faking because when she said she would bring him some soup or something, he quickly told her he would just be sleeping all day and that she shouldn’t worry. She would have believed him if she had not seen him walking earlier that day to class looking totally fine. It was her that was making him sick not some damn cold.

All this shit was happening to her and the people she loved and Kevin was walking around campus living the good life and enjoying her hurt and pain. That was what really pissed her of, she wanted to put a stop to all his fun and ruin his life like he had ruined hers. Robin was sick and tired of crying and worrying about what would happen next, she was not sad anymore, she was angry as hell and it was time to end this shit. Kevin needed to pay and she was the only one that could make him, but in order to do this she needed to move pass the rape and she had to tell the person she loved and feared losing.

So here she sat in the coffee shop trying to get the nerves to get her life in order. All in all she had not figured a damn thing out yet, she was somewhat waiting for a sign or something to make her make a move. Right when she about to leave her sign walked through the door. Marcus noticed her and smiled before walking to the counter. Robin didn’t know if she was just seeing things or not, but it looked like he was a little disappointed in seeing her.


Marcus ordered his tea while thinking about his next move before deciding to just walk over there and be near her. He was going crazy not being around her, but every time he was near she cried and he hated to see her cry. He knew that she figured out he was ignoring her, but he thought he was doing what she needed and every minute they were apart was killing him. “Fuck it,” he got his tea and walked over to her taking the sit across for her. “Hey.”

“Hey.” Robin smiled up at him and knew that it was time to get everything in the open. Here he was right in front of her. She needed him to be there for her and to protect her, but he couldn’t do that if he didn’t know. She reached across the table and grabbed his hand. “Sorry, I’m so sorry that I’m so fucked up, Marcus.” He was about to say something, but she stopped him when she squeezed his hand. “I know I’ve been acting weird and crazy lately, but I’m sorry. I’ve be pushing you away and all I want to do is have you hole me near. I’ve made a real shit of things. I don’t want to lose you. I really don’t because I love you.” Robin wiped a tear forming before it felt, she was tired of crying. She needed to say everything to him and tears were not going to stop her

“It’s okay really. I nev-. Ouch!” Marcus was surprised when she kneed him under the table.

“Sorry bout that, but it is my time to talk. Look I love you and will never hurt you,” She laughed when Marcus tilted his head and looked at her with amusement. “Okay besides that little baby kick I just gave you. Now let me finish. Like I was saying I love you and want it to be like it use to be when we were just having fun being together. Or when we would call just to hear each other breathe while we slept. I miss those calls or the way you would hold me while we slept or after we made love. I want to be in your arms Marcus and have you hold me, but I’m so scared right now. I get so scared and I don’t want to be, but don’t for a minute think I’m scared of you. I’m just…I just need to talk to you some more.”

Marcus quickly got up knowing what she meant. She wanted to talk in private about whatever was making her sad and jumpy. “Jumpy?” he said in a whisper, but Robin heard him. She had been acting jumpy and stuff lately and scared when he touched her. He thought about the fact that she said she was not scared of his touch just touch in general he assumed. She cried a lot and that night he found her nake in the shower balled in a corner and she screamed. “Oh my god!” He knew what the problem was and he looked at her with shocked eyes.

As soon as he looked at her Robin knew that he knew what happened. “I’m so sorry Marcus. I never meant for this to happen.” She stood up and tried to touch him, but he pulled away still in shock, but she thought he didn’t want her touch. She looked at him then ran out of the shop before tears started to fall. Everything she didn’t want happened. He hated her and he hated her touches. How would she go on?


“Robin!” Marcus quickly ran out of the shop. He ran after her, he had to explain that he didn’t hate her. He was just shocked. He should have never pulled away from her. “Robin please stop.” He caught up to her and pulled her to stop. She wouldn’t even look at him. “Please I’m sorry. Just talk to me.” He needed to hear it from her. He needed to know that it was not true. He was not there to protect her. If it was true then it was his entire fault. When she finally turned around, he noticed the tears. He pulled her to him in a tight hug never wanting to let her go. “I’m so sorry.”

They just stood there in each others arms in the middle of the campus on a Sunday morning just holding each other. Each promising, to themselves, that nothing would ever come between them. A few people passed by and just looked at them, but they didn’t notice or care. All that mattered was them being together. Marcus was the first to pull back and take her hand. He wanted to take her somewhere so they could talk. He didn’t want to talk in her dorm or his apartment. The only place he really felt comfortable right now was at the pond.

Robin knew where he was going as soon as he started to walk. She wanted to tell him everything and wanted him to understand that she never wanted it. She needed him to know that he was the man she loved and that the whole thing was not her doing. She didn’t want him to have any doubts when he found out who did it. When they arrived at the pond Marcus pulled her down to sit between his legs while he held her. “This is okay?” He asked wanting to make sure he wasn’t making her nervous.

Robin pulled his arms tighter around her. “This is perfect.” Marcus was having a hard time not just making her tell him a name so he could go kick that punk’s ass, but he knew that was not what she needed. Right now she needed to fell safe and loved by him, but tomorrow he would be all over that guy.

“I’m ready to tell you everything. I wanted to tell you so many times, but I was scared, but not anymore. It is time to put this all behind me and move on with you. I love you.” Marcus kissed her hair while he held her. He wanted to say something, but he just sat there, it was her time to talk. “It happened that night I told you to leave so I could study. Remember?” She wasn’t really waiting on an answer, but he kissed her cheek and she knew he remembered because she would never forget.

“I was studying and there was a knock on the door. I thought it was you coming back to bother me, you know how you are,” she chuckled and so did he because they both knew how he was. “Well to my surprise it wasn’t you. It was that guy and he pushed me into my room and hit me.” She noticed the way Marcus tensed up with anger, but she rubbed his arms calming him down. “He started to yell at me and he was angry I was with you. I wanted him to leave, but he wouldn’t. He said that I was a slut and was asking for it. But I….” Tears felt down Marcus cheeks as he listened to her talk. She had been through so much and he couldn’t even protect her, what kind of boyfriend was he. “The worse part was after he left he called me a bitch and spit on me making me feel like dirt.” Robin pulled Marcus tighter to her, she needed to feel his touch. She felt so good getting it all out in the open. “I’m so sorry, baby.” Robin turned her head to look at him and noticed he was crying. She tried to turn her body around and pull him to her, but he quickly got up and walked to the pond.

“Fuck! Why did this happen? I hate him.” Marcus was taken over with anger. At that moment all he wanted was to kill the guy and make him suffer before spitting in his own face. He lost it and fell down hysterically with tears. Robin walked up to him and pulled him into her arms while he rocked. She didn’t want him to blame himself. “Tell me who it was.”

Robin knew he deserved to know, but she didn’t know what he would do, but why did she care she hated Kevin with a vengeance. “It shouldn’t matter, but it was….Kevin” Marcus jumped up in an instance and was out of there as soon as she said the name. Kevin was one dead man.

“No Marcus!” Robin ran up to him and stood in his way. “No please. Don’t do anything stupid. All I need to know is that you believe me. I don’t want you to do some bullshit like fight. That will not solve anything.” She started to cry which made Marcus instantly change his demeanor. He pulled her to him and softly kissed her lips. He would never blame her, but he was not promising to forget Kevin, but he could put it to the side today. Marcus just stood there and kissed her not wanting her to feel that it was her fault or that he hated her.

“I love you Robin. I’m so sorry.” He pulled back and walked to his apartment with her at his side.


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Marcus and Robin lay in Marcus’ bed just looking at each other late that night, both consumed with their own thoughts. This was the first night they had been together since the rape and it was also the first time Robin had felt safe and she did not pull back one time. Things felt different now and she wanted to see if things were completely different. She looked over at Marcus, lying with his back on the bed staring at the ceiling. Robin leaned over him and kissed him without even thinking about it. She wanted to be completely healed and this was the way to do it. She was surprised when Marcus pulled her fully on top of him. Robin got accustomed to the new position and continued to kiss him and love him. This is where she needed to be, in her lovers arms.

Marcus wanted Robin more then he hand ever wanted her before. It had been a while and he was beyond ready, but he didn’t want to hurt her or her to feel rusted. He knew she needed this, he could feel it in her kiss. Marcus wanted her to take things at her own pace. He was not surprised when he felt her tongue grazing his bottom lip. Trying to loosen the mood he didn’t open up, he just laid there and smiled. Robin nibbled on his lips for a while then she grazed it again, but he didn’t move. She knew he was playing with her, so she bit his lip and he jumped making her roll over and off of him in a ball of laughter.

“Next time open up, buster.” She laughed and was rewarded with a smile before he leaned over her and started tickling her sides. “Stop baby please.” Robin was about to die of laughter, she hated to be tickled.

“Make me.” He tickled her more and moved to her stomach. “Don’t play with me. Robin I always win.” Robin promised to leave him alone if he stopped, so he stopped. When she was free Robin jumped on him and started tickling him back. “Now who is in control?” Marcus tried to buck her off, but she wouldn’t budge. He reached for her hands and pulled them over her head. “See you play too much. Now what should I do?” He tickled her side and she screamed. It only made him laugh. She was so cute when she was caught.

“I promise….I PROMISE!” Robin screamed.

Marcus stopped and kissed her lips even though they were both still laughing. The laughing quickly grew to moaning soon after and this time gave in when she wanted more opened up when she wanted his all. Robin rolled them over so she could be on top and sat up never breaking their eye contact. She smiled at him as she pulled her top over her head. Marcus was surprised to see she was not wearing a bra. He reached up and touch her breast gently and slowly traced his index finger around both of them. “Oooo,” Robin moaned when his hand made contact with her skin. She leaned her head back and Marcus sat up to get a taste of her skin. Robin felt trembles when she his tongue circled her right breast. It was the tenderest moment in the world, the way he pulled her nipple between his teeth and sucked while biting softly. “Please,” she cried out when his hand descended down to touch her intimate center. He was touching the core of her, the part that needed the most attention.

Robin was quickly flipped over to lay on her back as Marcus worked his way down her body. He pulled at her sweats pulling them down as he went down until they and her panties lay on the floor. He looked down at her, the way she laid in the middle of his bed with the look of love and need in her eyes drove Marcus crazy, he wanted her too much. Robin noticed the look he gave her and she sat up quickly to help him out of his clothes too. She really wanted to see him, she missed him so much and this is what she needed to be completely healed. She needed him to put something in her that would replace Kevin and his assault on her body.

Marcus leaned over her and kissed her when he was completely undressed. He pulled away and moved down on the bed until he was face to face with her center of pleasure. He placed his hands on her knees to open her legs wider. He leaned down and kissed both of her kneecaps and worked his tongue up her legs making sure not to suck to hard. He wanted her to enjoy this and he wanted her to want it and the way she was looking at him he knew she wanted it and he wanted to be the first to give it to her.

Marcus moved up until his tongue was right next to her center. He did one long lick from bottom of her to the top of her receiving a long slow moan from Robin. He moaned too with the taste of her it was the best thing he had ever tasted. Marcus was beside himself when he finally pulled her lips to the side and started to lick and nibble one her with great love. He placed his face into her and sucked on everything his mouth could reach. When he felt her pushing towards him begging for more he moved his mouth to her clit and pulled it gently into his mouth.

“Shit!” Robin yelled out when she felt the sudden shock to her center. This was better then anything she ever felt before in her life. Marcus wanted her to enjoy herself and boy was she ever. She was so close to losing it and nearly did when he stuck a finger into her. “Oooooooooo… so close.”

Marcus felt her cumming and he quickly got up and pushed himself inside of her. He wanted to feel her cum on him. Robin tensed up when he entered her and came with so much force. She could not ever remember cumming like that before it was the best feeling ever. When she finally calmed down Marcus leaned down to kiss her while he started to move inside her. Robin was still having little shocks and it was becoming hard to breathe, the feeling was too good. Marcus felt so right inside her that she had to bite his shoulder to keep from screaming. She pulled at his back with her hands and pushed up towards him never wanting it to end. Marcus placed Robin hands into his and pulled them above her head as he rocked inside her. “How do you do this to me?” He asked before he leaned down to kiss her. He pulled back when he felt her cumming again. He wanted to cum so bad, but he held it.

“Oh so good, right there. Oh GOD!!!” Marcus increased his paced as she came only slowing down when he felt her bite him again. Robin was gone, nothing had ever felt this good before in her life this is where she belonged and this is where she wanted to be.

Marcus could not take it anymore he wanted to cum so bad. Robin looked into his eyes and knew he was close. She pushed up letting him know she was ready and he let her hands go and grabbed her legs wrapping them around him tighter. He was really pounding into her now and she loved ever minute of it. They had never been this rough before, but she would make sure they were again.

“HARDER!!!” Marcus was surprised when Robin screamed out, but he was not about to disappoint her. It was becoming hard to last any longer, he needed to release.

“I’m close baby.”

“Me too Marcus. Cum with me.” Robin leaned up and kissed him on the lips. It was so tender and perfect that Marcus lose it. He pushed into her one last time and came for days. “Shit,” he moaned. When he felt Robin clench him he knew she had come. It felt so good that neither of them could move. He felt straight down on her and she pulled him into her arms never wanting him to leave.

Marcus turned them over when he soften and slipped out of her. He didn’t want to crush her, but he didn’t want to let her go either. This is what they needed, to just be together. Solving his problem could wait until the next day, but just because he was happy right at that minute did not mean that Kevin was not getting what was coming to him. On yeah he would get his pay back and he would get it soon.

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Okay that is done. It was hard to write I\'m not real good at the sex stuff. Sorry I\'m still waiting for Mr.Right, hope he comes soon...lol. But i did think that she needed to have sex to finally get her life a moving. i dont know anything about rape, but I do know that some people like to make love to replace the rapist touch. I felt Robin needed that and she needed to stop crying.

Anyway Please update

Love you all, Taye