Innocent Flower
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Romance › Het - Male/Female
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
23
Views:
10,516
Reviews:
46
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
1
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This is a work of fiction. Any resemblance of characters to actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. The Author holds exclusive rights to this work. Unauthorized duplication is prohibited
Seventeen
Written by Raven of Darkness Shadows
Seventeen
The feeling is so surreal. Nick’s lips are actually on mine, kissing me. I can feel myself blushing as his hands go down my sides. I feel his tongue a moment later, and his hands keep moving, dancing up and down my sides. It feels so nice, so warm, and then after the kiss, he looks deep into my eyes and says, “Run away with me, Nana.”
Wait… how do you know my name? I want to ask, but no words come out of my mouth. The offer is so tempting though… I want to say yes, but I still can’t speak.
***
And then I wake up to someone bonking me on the head. “You fell asleep, dude,” Nick tells me.
I pout at him. “Why’d you wake me up then?”
“You were starting to snore.”
“But it was a really great dream!”
He just looks at me for a minute. “What was it about then?” he asks.
“I’m not gonna tell you, Nicky, you don’t need to know,” I say as I look away from him. “Besides, it probably wouldn’t interest you anyway.”
“Whatever.”
Takeru peeks in from the hall. “Is it time for dinner yet?”
I look over at the clock. Oh wow, it really is dinner time. “Do you guys want me to cook something?”
“Nah, we can handle it,” says Nick, but Takeru throws a book at his head. “Ow! What the fuck was that for, Takeru?!”
“You burn the food, you moron.”
“I do not!!!”
“Yes you do… While Alec was away you burnt it so bad you wouldn’t even touch it.”
I laugh at this. “Oh wow, Nick. That’s horrible.”
He glares at us both. “Well at least I tried. Takeru won’t even go near the kitchen unless there’s food already sitting in there waiting for him.”
“Not if it’s cooked by you, Nick,” Takeru corrects him.
“Then you go in there and cooking something, you fucking bastard!!”
“Okay, I will…”
As they both walk in the kitchen, I lay back on the couch. Ugh, it was all just a dream! What a major letdown. I bring my fingers to my lips. It had felt so real… They were so soft and warm.
I sigh deeply. I guess that was the kind of dream that shows you what you want most. I can’t really deny it, either. I know that I really want him to kiss me, to want me. But even in the dream, he had known my real name. I guess I won’t be happy if he only knows me as a boy.
Maybe I should find a way to get him to meet and love me as Nana, but by thinking I’m my other cousin… That sounds really weird though.
Argh, what can I do?! Maybe I should talk to Crissy again. Or maybe even Cherry. Heck, I can even talk to Sakura about it all now, apparently! Ugh… I don’t know what to do…
Should I just confess to the guys now? Wouldn’t they hate me about it though? I really don’t want them to hate me or anything, but I really can’t think of anything else to do! Maybe I’ll call someone up after dinner…
… I smell smoke…
***
We all eat our dinner in silence at a buffet later that evening. Apparently neither of them knows how to cook very well. Either that or Takeru got stupid for a moment and followed Nick’s advice for something. I think I might have to start locking them out of the kitchen. I mean, I’m not that great a cook either, but at least I don’t set the kitchen on fire!
People keep looking at us, whispering to themselves. I guess it shouldn’t really be all that surprising. I mean, their shirts are singed in a couple places… and Takeru has a bandage on his hand from burns… and Nick has a mark on the side of his face in the shape of a hand from getting slapped by me…
Oh yes, we’re quite a trio, aren’t we?
“Um, so…” Nick starts, but none of us are even looking up from our plates, “I guess we really made a mess of things tonight, huh, guys?”
Takeru sighs, saying, “Yeah…” Looking at his hand, he adds, “I wonder if I can get away with not doing homework while this heals…”
“You think that’s really such a good idea, Takeru?”
“Perhaps not, but I can’t really do anything with my hand like this, right?”
I start tuning them out after awhile. Their current conversation isn’t all that interesting to me right now anyway. Instead, my thoughts turn back to that dream I had. Nick’s lips… his hands… Oh my god, that’s right! His hands were… I feel myself start to blush again, just like I had in the dream. If I hadn’t woken up, what would have happened? Would his hands have kept moving? Allowing my thoughts to go further and further down this path makes my face go redder and redder. I peek up at the guys to see if they’ve noticed… and of course, yes they have because now they’re staring at me in confusion.
Why do things like this always have to happen to me…? Whyyyy?
“Are you okay, Alec?” Nick asks me.
“I’m fine!” I exclaim, and they just blink at me.
Ugh, this is awkward. All the people staring at us isn’t making it any better either. Somebody please help meeee!!
Seventeen
The feeling is so surreal. Nick’s lips are actually on mine, kissing me. I can feel myself blushing as his hands go down my sides. I feel his tongue a moment later, and his hands keep moving, dancing up and down my sides. It feels so nice, so warm, and then after the kiss, he looks deep into my eyes and says, “Run away with me, Nana.”
Wait… how do you know my name? I want to ask, but no words come out of my mouth. The offer is so tempting though… I want to say yes, but I still can’t speak.
***
And then I wake up to someone bonking me on the head. “You fell asleep, dude,” Nick tells me.
I pout at him. “Why’d you wake me up then?”
“You were starting to snore.”
“But it was a really great dream!”
He just looks at me for a minute. “What was it about then?” he asks.
“I’m not gonna tell you, Nicky, you don’t need to know,” I say as I look away from him. “Besides, it probably wouldn’t interest you anyway.”
“Whatever.”
Takeru peeks in from the hall. “Is it time for dinner yet?”
I look over at the clock. Oh wow, it really is dinner time. “Do you guys want me to cook something?”
“Nah, we can handle it,” says Nick, but Takeru throws a book at his head. “Ow! What the fuck was that for, Takeru?!”
“You burn the food, you moron.”
“I do not!!!”
“Yes you do… While Alec was away you burnt it so bad you wouldn’t even touch it.”
I laugh at this. “Oh wow, Nick. That’s horrible.”
He glares at us both. “Well at least I tried. Takeru won’t even go near the kitchen unless there’s food already sitting in there waiting for him.”
“Not if it’s cooked by you, Nick,” Takeru corrects him.
“Then you go in there and cooking something, you fucking bastard!!”
“Okay, I will…”
As they both walk in the kitchen, I lay back on the couch. Ugh, it was all just a dream! What a major letdown. I bring my fingers to my lips. It had felt so real… They were so soft and warm.
I sigh deeply. I guess that was the kind of dream that shows you what you want most. I can’t really deny it, either. I know that I really want him to kiss me, to want me. But even in the dream, he had known my real name. I guess I won’t be happy if he only knows me as a boy.
Maybe I should find a way to get him to meet and love me as Nana, but by thinking I’m my other cousin… That sounds really weird though.
Argh, what can I do?! Maybe I should talk to Crissy again. Or maybe even Cherry. Heck, I can even talk to Sakura about it all now, apparently! Ugh… I don’t know what to do…
Should I just confess to the guys now? Wouldn’t they hate me about it though? I really don’t want them to hate me or anything, but I really can’t think of anything else to do! Maybe I’ll call someone up after dinner…
… I smell smoke…
***
We all eat our dinner in silence at a buffet later that evening. Apparently neither of them knows how to cook very well. Either that or Takeru got stupid for a moment and followed Nick’s advice for something. I think I might have to start locking them out of the kitchen. I mean, I’m not that great a cook either, but at least I don’t set the kitchen on fire!
People keep looking at us, whispering to themselves. I guess it shouldn’t really be all that surprising. I mean, their shirts are singed in a couple places… and Takeru has a bandage on his hand from burns… and Nick has a mark on the side of his face in the shape of a hand from getting slapped by me…
Oh yes, we’re quite a trio, aren’t we?
“Um, so…” Nick starts, but none of us are even looking up from our plates, “I guess we really made a mess of things tonight, huh, guys?”
Takeru sighs, saying, “Yeah…” Looking at his hand, he adds, “I wonder if I can get away with not doing homework while this heals…”
“You think that’s really such a good idea, Takeru?”
“Perhaps not, but I can’t really do anything with my hand like this, right?”
I start tuning them out after awhile. Their current conversation isn’t all that interesting to me right now anyway. Instead, my thoughts turn back to that dream I had. Nick’s lips… his hands… Oh my god, that’s right! His hands were… I feel myself start to blush again, just like I had in the dream. If I hadn’t woken up, what would have happened? Would his hands have kept moving? Allowing my thoughts to go further and further down this path makes my face go redder and redder. I peek up at the guys to see if they’ve noticed… and of course, yes they have because now they’re staring at me in confusion.
Why do things like this always have to happen to me…? Whyyyy?
“Are you okay, Alec?” Nick asks me.
“I’m fine!” I exclaim, and they just blink at me.
Ugh, this is awkward. All the people staring at us isn’t making it any better either. Somebody please help meeee!!