The Promise and the Threat

Co-written by Aya


After putting the food away, Daisuike wandered around the quiet and dark apartment. He straightened the pillows on the couch and love seat and made sure the front door was locked. He turned away from the door to look around. It might not be his apartment, but it felt like home to him. More like home than any place he'd been outside of his brother's apartment. With a soft sigh he headed for the bedroom.

He quickly stripped in the dark not bothering to turn on the light and crawled into bed. The sheets were cold but Ruka was wonderfully warm and he snuggled up to him, his fingers straying into the soft locks.

“I’m really glad I went with you today, Ruka.”

“I’m happy you went to. I’d love it if you would ride with me sometime.”

Ruka smiled shifting to lay beside Daisuike enjoying the fingers in his hair. It made him so happy to be with Daisuike. Just to be with him, not even just the sex. Leaning forward he kissed him settling closer taking his arm around Suke's waist to draw him close.

"Should we get some sleep or. . .?" He smiled softly at him. Either way he would be happy.

"Maybe just sleep for tonight. It's been a very long day and I think we could both use a bit more rest." He nuzzled into Ruka not wanting him to know just how much pain he was in, not taking his medication on time had really screwed things up. "Sorry, I'm just not up to anything right now. I'm going to have to go shopping, tomorrow. We are out of a lot of stuff."

Ruka nodded some. He was tired himself but was always up to touching Suke. Sighing softly he nestled against Daisuike closing his eyes.

"Mmm we'll just eat the leftovers for a few days . . .” kissing his neck he yawned a little snuggling deeper. He was even more tired after cuddling with Daisuike and smiled softly. "Can you buy more whip cream and chocolate syrup?"

Daisuike blinked at the question, "An-ano yes. I didn't realize we were out."

He was going to need to start a list, but Ruka was right. They had more then enough left overs from dinner that night and he didn't want that much food going to waste. Ruka had bought enough food to feed the whole group and it had only been the four of them. Ruka had sent Masa home with plenty of food, but there was still quite a bit left over. He drifted to sleep thinking about what types of things Ruka might like him to cook.

Ruka gently took Daisuike’s hand out of his hair and laid it on his chest. He could tell when Daisuike had fallen asleep, the slow movement stilling altogether. He was more disappointed than he wanted to admit. He always got horny after races and tonight was no exception. He hadn’t expected Daisuike to tell him no, in fact it had surprised him. Going without sex of any kind after a race was going to be a first for him, and it was very hard to suppress the desire coursing through him. He’d been looking forward to coming home since the end of the race and had rushed through dinner just so they could get home faster. Was Daisuike really that tired or was something else wrong? He’d been acting a bit strangely. Ruka sighed deciding it was probably just his imagination.

***

Ruka smiled as he woke up stretching awake. The doorbell rang and he sighed. Whoever it was was not on his good list today. Trudging out of bed pulling some pants on, he didn't bother with a shirt, running a hand through his hair. Going to the door he blinked. It was nearly 10. Who the hell rang the doorbell at 10?

Pulling it open he saw his short friend standing there, "What the hell are you doing here?"

"Morning to you too Ruka. . . Did I wake you?"

"No I usually look like this."

"Really? I thought you wore eyeliner-"

"Shut up Masa. Why are you here?"

"Ano- I was wondering since you had so many leftovers-"

Ruka slammed the door shut stalking off. "Go home Masa!"

"But! RUKA!!" He rang the doorbell again. With a twitching eye Ruka stalked back glaring at him.

"You wake Ouji-sama and I'll kill you. Fine, stay put." Slamming the door shut he glared as he went to the fridge grabbing a container. Going back to the front door he yanked it open, shoving it into Masa’s hands. "Go."

"Sankyou!" Masa chirped happily walking back to the elevator.

"I swear. . . " Shaking his head he moved back to the bedroom wanting to go back to sleep.

Daisuike raised his head up off the pillow trying to get his eyes to open and focus. There was an empty spot where Ruka had been and . . . was that the front door? He blinked a few times looking at the clock.

"Shit! It's late!" He scrambled out of the bed, or tried to, the sheets tangled around his legs. It took him a moment to extricate himself. Grabbing a pair of pants he headed for the bathroom. There was a lot he needed to get done today and he'd wasted half the day in bed already.

Ruka rubbed at his eyes seeing Daisuike not in bed and hearing the shower. "What the hell is he doing up? I'm going to kill Masa. . ." Dragging a hand through his hair he moved to the bathroom to join Daisuike in it. That always perked his day up and he desperately need release of some kind after being denied last night.

"Mmm, so what's the hurry for Ouji-sama?"

"Oh morning, sorry. I slept too late. I was already supposed to be meeting someone this morning. I'm going to be late." Daisuike grabbed the shampoo and realized they were getting low. Another thing to add to his list. Though he wasn't sure why they were going through it so fast. Maybe it was just that he wasn't used to sharing a bottle.

"I'll heat you up some breakfast and ano, would you rather have coffee or tea?"

"You're late? I'll heat stuff up. Tea correct?" Ruka leaned over kissing Suke's shoulder before getting out and drying off what little he got wet. "Unlike at your house Daisuike, I don't need constant catering. You'll be sharing the work load with me." Keeping the towel around his waist he headed out to the kitchen getting things out of the fridge. So much for getting off and now Daisuike was leaving. Shoving a bowl of food into the microwave he then started on the tea. He was curious as to where Suke was going though.

Finishing up in the shower Daisuike quickly got dressed in black dress pants and a nice white shirt. No tie, the tie would be too much for today. He ran a hand through his hair trying to get it to lay right. He was starting to get excited. He'd almost forgot about the appointment and was glad he'd remembered it. He grinned wondering how Ruka was going to react. He glanced at the clock.

"Shit, got to hurry!"

Going into the dining area he smiled seeing that Ruka had already set a place for him at the table. He glanced around.

"Are you going to join me for breakfast?"

"Mmm, I wanna go back to bed, but I guess I'll eat first." He smiled sitting down not caring that he was only in a towel. Taking his own plate he started to fill it, then passed it to Suke for him to eat.

"You're in a hurry, just eat and go." He smiled softly taking Suke's empty plate and filling it for himself. "You look really nice by the way. It fits you good."

Now he was dying of curiosity of where Suke was going, though he was dressed up some and so he assumed maybe it was for the family business. "Do you know when you'll be home?"

"Ano, thanks." Daisuike eyed his scantily clad lover. "Are you trying to tempt me to stay home? Cause you look very nice yourself. I shouldn't be gone too long. I'll have my phone on me if you need me. I'm going to go by the store while I'm out, so if you think of anything else we are running low on let me know."

He paused, his eyes lingering. "Please sit down and eat with me Ruka."

Ruka smiled nodding, "Alright. I'll eat with you." Taking a seat he smiled murmuring his praise before glancing up at Daisuike, "How important is it that you get there on time?" He started to eat, sipping at his tea. "I'm sorry. If I had known you had a meeting I would've gotten us up earlier."

Daisuike glanced over at the clock on the microwave. "My appointment is for eleven, I'll have just enough time to get there. I . . . ano . . . it's kind of personal business I'm taking care of today. Nothing for Jiro anyway. I should be back by three at the latest. I'm sorry I didn't tell you. Frankly with everything going on I'm surprised I even remembered."

Ruka glanced at the clock nodding, "That's understandable. I might go and pick up my Saleen from Hoshi while you're gone." Pouting he noticed that there wasn't any time at all for even a quickie. He could be fast but not that fast. Deciding he wanted to tease Daisuike he casually spoke glancing at Daisuike as he ate.

"Ne? Would it be alright if I jacked off thinking about you while you're gone?"

Daisuike choked on his rice and had to take a drink of his tea his face bright red. He blinked a few times looking at Ruka. He was not going to be able to go through the day now without thinking of Ruka being here . . . doing that.

"E-eto . . . I . . . I . . ."

"If not that's fine." He smiled causally eating his rice as he looked over Daisuike. "If you don't want me to I won't. Though does that mean I just can't come or can't touch myself at all? And what if I use an anal toy instead?" He smirked a bit loving the way Suke was reacting to him.

He was really going to need to show him a few more things. Though he suddenly had the want to masturbate while Suke watched him wanting to see how he'd react and what he'd do.

Daisuike stared at him. This man was seriously trying to drive him insane. "Wait . . . what? Toy What toy?"

As soon as he said he was halfway afraid of the answer. Anal toy? That just sounded a bit . . . odd in his mind and for the life of him he couldn't understand what something like that might be.

Ruka blinked at Daisuike suddenly realizing that maybe Suke thought toys were weird and strange and he was slightly afraid Suke wouldn't want to do things with him afraid he'd bring out some of his fetishes.

"A-Ano. . . I- . . . I guess I hadn't told you have I? I have. . . sex toys." Lowering his head a little he blushed slightly, "Ano-. . . I- we don't have to use them ever if you are uncomfortable with them. I'm sorry. . ."

"No that's not . . . " Daisuike sighed looking down at his food. "Ano . . . I'm not even sure what you are talking about Ruka. I . . . eto . . . we don't really have time to discuss this right now. At least I don't think so."

Ruka was always surprising him that was for sure. He hadn't even realized there was such a thing as a sex toy. Then again sex was still very new for him.

"Oh." Ruka blinked then tilted his head, "I-. . . Sorry, I tend to keep forgetting that you're new to all this. When you get home I'll explain to you and show you." He smiled softly, "Let's just say I find that it can be very fun."

Getting up he walked around to Daisuike leaning down and kissing him softly, nibbling on his earlobe, "But can I while you're gone?

Daisuike's breath caught as he felt those amazing lips on his ear. "That's up to you Ruka, I'm not going to tell you that you can't. It's enough for me just to know that you will be thinking of me."

He slipped an arm around Ruka's waist his fingers caressing his lower back, just above the towel as he looked up at him a soft smile on his lips.

"Then I'll make sure I come a lot for you." Ruka grinned nipping at Suke's ear again enjoying the soft caress of his fingers. Ruka really wished Daisuike had more time but he seemed busy and the meeting sounded important to him. Turning Suke's face towards him, he kissed him softly,

"I'll be waiting for you then. So hurry home." Stroking his cheek he moved away out of Suke's reach, "You should get going."

Daisuike sighed and nodded unable to tear his eyes away from Ruka. If only he'd woke up earlier! Drinking the rest of his tea he put the dishes away in the sink and grabbing his wallet and phone started to head out the door.

"Oh, before I forget. I have a doctor's appointment the day after tomorrow." He smiled. "Don't worry I'll be home before you know it."

Ruka nodded. He remembered the doctor's appointment. Though he wasn't looking forward to it, Suke was probably going to get the last of the stitches removed and for a check up on how everything else was healing. That meant Suke would have to undress and the nurses would want to touch him. He hated when they did that.

"I'll see you soon." Smiling Ruka went to finish cleaning up everything, then to take care of himself. He needed a shower and he planned to fix the hard on that was throbbing painfully between his legs. Hopefully Suke would be home soon, he already missed him.

***

Daisuike was exhausted by the time he got back to the apartment and he still had to carry the groceries up. At least there was an elevator. He leaned against the side of it as he waited for it to take him to their floor. He'd never imagined he'd end up driving all over Kobe only to find that he was probably going to have to go to Tokyo for what he wanted.

"Shit!" He pulled out his phone. He'd forgotten to call Jiro. He glanced at the clock and grimaced. It was going on six. Three hours later than what he'd told Ruka. He felt terrible. Jiro would wait till later. Setting the bags down he dug out his key and opened the door and grabbed the bags again.

"Tadima."

"O-Okaeri!" Ruka’s voice came from the direction of the bedroom and Daisuike frowned slightly as he heard a small commotion. Ruka emerged from the bedroom, smiling softly. His hair was mess and his skin flushed a sheet loose around his hips. Daisuike blinked and looked down focusing on not dropping the bags.

Seeing Daisuike bringing the bags inside Ruka headed for the kitchen, "Did you get everything you needed? Need help?" He finally caught his breath, grinning a bit lopsidedly at Daisuike

Daisuike eyed him a moment not even going to ask why it looked like he'd never even bothered to get dressed. "No I've got it. I'll warm up some dinner while I'm at it. I'm sorry I'm so late. Things didn't go all that well. Did you eat lunch?"

"Yeah, I ate. Don't worry. I kept myself entertained. I got my car and drifted for a bit. Actually got home around 3 myself and. . . Well. . . I kept myself entertained." He smiled weakly as he looked at Daisuike, "I'll warm us up something. Sit. Seriously, sit your ass down. I'll just put some pants on first."

Smirking he moved to the bedroom to get his pants. He wasn't going to bother cleaning up the stuff scattered about the bed deciding he'd let Suke help him later. Coming out he started to help put the food away.

"Ah! Whip cream and syrup! Oh! And shampoo!"

Daisuike groaned as he sat down, the only time he'd sat the whole day was when he was driving and he was so tired. At least he didn't have to cook anything. Nothing worse than coming home tired only have to cook dinner.

"So how does the new car drive?" He wanted to keep Ruka from asking what he'd been doing all day. He didn't want to have to lie to him.

"Ah! It's beautiful! It's like sex!! I got it to go around 210 before I had to slow down. There was traffic and I didn't want to risk someone doing something stupid and someone getting hurt." Laughing softly he started to get the leftovers to warm them up.

"Did the meeting go okay?" Suke seemed reluctant to talk about it, but he wanted to know at least if things were okay with him.

"Ano . . . not really, but it's alright. Just going to have to try something different." He stretched his arm out on the table and laid his head on it. "I'm so tired though. I hate how easily I get tired now. Before I could have been out all day and half the night and not thought anything of it. Now just going up stairs wears me out. It sucks." He signed realizing he was whining and looked up at Ruka. "Sorry. Ano, that smells like it's burning Ruka."

"Oh- Oh shit!" Ruka panicked frantically running around the kitchen to make sure that he hadn't burnt anything. Cringing he pulled out some of the food sighing, "It's Cajun style. . . Not too bad though." Rolling his eyes he started to set up the plates bringing Daisuike's over to him.

"Sorry." He grinned sheepishly sitting down next to Daisuike with his own plate, "Well, at least you got the shopping done."

"Yeah, only took me all day and a full tank of gas." He took a few bites before he realized his slip up and his eyes darted to Ruka hoping he didn't catch it. The last thing he wanted was Ruka wondering what he was doing. It would ruin everything.

"It's not too bad, this actually tastes better crispy."

Ruka raised an eyebrow, unsure of why his meeting and shopping would take so much gas. Was he hiding something from him? Frowning he ate some of his chicken then looked at Daisuike.

"Is everything okay? Were. . . were you checking into what was wrong yesterday?"
"E-eto . . ." Daisuike cringed. "Not exactly. The first meeting didn't go all that well and I ended up having to go to a few other places that I hadn't planned on. So . . . did you see Masa or Fuji today or were you by yourself?"

Seeing the guarded look on his face Ruka sighed, "I'm not going to pester you about where you were Daisuike so don't worry. We don't have to tell each other were we are all the time. We have our own lives too. I was just worried that it was about what you were talking about a bit yesterday."

"No, no it's nothing like that at all." Daisuike sighed. As much as he wanted to do this it was hard to keep things from Ruka. "I'm glad you had fun with the car. Er . . . it's not the one I rode in is it, it's the other one right?"

He really probably should have just stayed home with Ruka and went with him to get the car. It would have made for a much funner day. Not that he wasn't having fun with what he was doing it was just annoying trying to get everything coordinated.

"It's fine Daisuike." He smiled a bit before shaking his head, "No, it was the very sleek one, the one that's fast. I love it. You rode in my racer car." His smile faltered a bit and he sighed."Well, I got some stuff taken care of and stuff around here, though. . ." He grinned, "I did get side tracked a lot."

Daisuike raised an eyebrow at him and smiled. "Why do I think that is an understatement. A lot probably doesn't cover it."

Though now he found himself curious as to how Ruka had spent the rest of the day. Especially considering the state of undress he'd been in when he'd gotten home.

"Okay, I got very distracted." He pouted, "I did get stuff ordered though! One thing, then side tracked again. Then I remembered the video. . .and then-" He grinned, "Are you finished with dinner yet? I can show you what I was doing." Licking his lips he was glad his purchase was from in town and was delivered that day. Even if it was a present for Daisuike he couldn't help but use part of it.

"Eh? Yeah I guess I'm done. What did you buy?" Daisuike got up taking his plate over to the sink and rinsing it. At least with there being left overs he didn't have to worry about Ruka trying to cook while he was gone. That was what he'd forgotten! He needed a new strainer. He still hadn't figured out how Ruka has managed to burn a hole in the last one.

Ruka grinned going over get Daisuike taking him to the room. He was kind of nervous as to what he was going to say or think but he had promised to show Daisuike and to teach him.

As they stepped inside the room Ruka grinned. Scattered across the bed were a variety of sex toys, and a few different types of lube as well.

"Well, you came in so fast I didn't have time to clean up my mess. I was actually in the middle of something as you came in." He smirked stroking Suke's arm softly turning to him fully. "Remember how I said I'd teach you?" Leaning to his ear he breathed into it, "Are you in the mood to learn or too tired? I also have a present for you but. . . that goes with the lessons."

Daisuike didn't know what to make of the stuff on the bed. He didn't have the slightest idea what a person might do with some of the things he saw. Ruka's voice sent a slight chill over his skin. "I . . . eto . . . what is this stuff?"

Ruka kissed his cheek leading him over to the bed sitting down moving them away, "These are sex toys Daisuike. Ano,” He pointed to each, “Dildos, prostate massager, anal beads, I have a few bullets, and cock rings. Of course I got lube as well."

Smiling he tilted his head to the side, "Do you know what people do with these? Or. . . I'm not trying to embarrass you Daisuike I just- I need to know what you don't know."

Daisuike looked away from him. He knew Ruka wasn't asking him to emberrass him, but it did. It might not have in the past but having someone as sexually experienced as Ruka for a partner made him feel a bit silly at times. "Ano, actually before-before I met you . . . I'd never done anything remotely sexual. I just . . . had no interest in it."

"Oh. . ." A slow sly grin crossed his face and he leaned close kissing him slowly, "Then I guess I'll teach you everything I know." Stripping out of his shirt he smiled at Daisuike letting his hands trail down his body. It was too much fun to watch his eyes travel along his body. It was entirely too nice.

"Would you like a lesson Ouji-sama? I can demonstrate on myself if it comes down to it." He kind of hoped he could, he loved watching the way Daisuike had watched him when he had prepped himself, to use a toy on himself just excited him.

"A-a lesson?" Daisuike looked at the things scattered on the bed and swallowed nervously. A couple of things looked downright scary. He looked back at Ruka. Ruka would never have him do anything that might hurt or that he wouldn't enjoy, though whatever it was might take some getting used too.

"I won't use anything on you, I promise. I'll just tell you which each does and from there if you want to see how they work, we can try them on me." Ruka smiled stroking his arm gently. "I won't do anything you don't want me to. If you don't want to even think of using toys, then we won't. I can live without them. They're just fun."

"I . . . ano . . . okay." Daisuike couldn't stop the blush from forming. It was just a bit weird for him. Only a month ago and he wouldn't have even dreamed he'd be sitting on a bed with a gorgeous man talking like this. Hell, he wouldn't have believed any of the past month or so. Parts of it still seemed dream-like. Other parts were the nightmare.

Stroking his cheek Ruka kissed him softly before grabbing one of the cock rings, "This is called a cock ring. You put it around your cock base and it restricts the flow to the penis but allows it to flow. It holds off your orgasm and makes it last longer and harder." Grinning wickedly Ruka looked at him, "I tend to like these to make the fun last longer. Do you need me to show you how it works? Or you get it?"

"Ano, no I get it." Daisuike eyed the innocuous looking ring. That sounded like it might get uncomfortable. Though sometimes he did get frustrated with how quickly he would go off. Most of the time all it took was Ruka touching him a few times. Though he blamed that on Ruka being too damn hot for his own safety.

Ruka smiled reaching for something then grabbing a small device. He kind of hoped Suke at least wanted him to show him some of the toys, he had been so close before his lover had come home and he had stopped right before he finished. It was a bit frustrating.

"This is usually used for ED- Umm.. erectile dysfunction. It's where guys can't get an erection. It basically massages the prostate, that spot that I hit sometimes inside you and makes you go wild." Showing him it he smiled gently, "If you squeeze around it, it moves and strokes it. It's pretty fun either with someone or solo."

"Erectile . . . that's an actual condition?" Daisuike felt stupid once the words left his mouth. How horrible would that be, to not be able to get an erection. He wondered what would cause something like that. Maybe disease? Fatigue? He wasn't really sure. He just knew it was thankfully something he didn't have to worry about.

"Ano what it that one?"

"Ah! That is-" He grinned grabbing the probe smirking, "Is a probe." Ruka saw the horrified look on Daisuike's face and started chuckling soft. "Has a horrible name doesn't it. But yeah, this is a probe. Basically you place it inside the anus and turn it on. It rotates and vibrates loosening the insides. Feels really good too. Some guys like to pull them in and out when they do it too."

Flicking the switch he smiled watching it flail about. It looked almost comical, the purple round beats looking almost strange.

"Is there anything you're wondering about?" If he didn't he really wanted to give him his gift, "I do have something to give you after all this too."

Daisuike shuddered watching the thing. He wasn't sure he'd ever want that thing used on him. It just seemed a bit much really. He was perfectly fine with just Ruka. He looked around the bed, half way afraid to ask what the others were.

"I guess I just never realized that stuff like this existed. Although, what's with all the different types of lube?"

"Oh!" Ruka bounced gathering them all up like a child would an animal plopping them between the two of them smiling.

"There's flavored kinds, heating kind and the basic kind. The flavored kinds have lots of different types, cherry, strawberry, chocolate. The heating is interesting too." Reaching out he took Suke's hand pouring a small bit onto it rubbing it into his hand.

"It's pretty nice when you use it to jack off. I use it a lot."

"Oh . . . you know I haven't done that yet." He looked at his hand where Ruka had rubbed the lube. At first it was cold but soon the spot started to warm up until it was almost a burning tingling sensation. "Eh . . . that is weird feeling."

He grabbed one of the tissues off the nightstand and wiped the stuff off, it didn't stop the heating sensation though and he shook his hand. "It doesn't stop!"

"Wait you haven't-" Ruka's sentence stopped starting to laugh hysterically at his antics. Poor guy, he was so naive and he loved him even more for it. Deciding he wanted to distract him he poured a small bit of the strawberry lube onto his finger and moved close placing his finger against Suke's lip slipping it inside teasing his tongue.

"No, it doesn't stop. Not for a while. How does it taste?" He moved closer almost crawling onto his lap smiling.

Daisuike blinked feeling Ruka's finger suddenly in his mouth. He'd been too distracted by the heating lotion. He sucked on the proffered finger experimentally then pulled back.

"Strawberry? It tastes a bit like strawberry pocky. Is it supposed to taste like that?" It wasn't a bad flavor. Personally, he rather liked licking actual chocolate syrup off of Ruka. It probably didn't make a good lubricant though.

"Yeah, it's suppose to taste like that. The chocolate is almost as good as chocolate syrup. Fun to rim with." Ruka tensed then rubbed his neck, "Ah-. . . Umm, Rimming is. . . ano. . . Where you take your tongue and lick, kiss, tongue and suck someone's-" He shifted mumbling the last part. He didn't want to freak Suke out, "-anus."

Brushing some hair from his face he grabbing the chocolate lube wanting to distract himself, "Do you want to try it?" His eyes widened, "I mean the lube! The lube!" Ruka groaned. Even as fun as this was he didn't want to scare Suke.

"Anoano . . ." Daisuike shifted away on the bed slightly. That might be taking things just a bit farther than he was ready to go. He blinked a few times as Ruka corrected himself.

"Th-that's alright. Chocolate pretty much all tastes the same."

Ruka nodded slowly. He had freaked him out. Sighing heavily he moved the things away shoving them off the bed into a box next to the bed. He was kind of scared to give him his gift after that. The last thing he wanted to do was scare Daisuike and it seemed that all this was too much.

Hell, from what he understood Daisuike hadn't ever even jacked off before. Looking away some he sighed again, "Sorry. Ano- . . . Are you tired? Do you want to go to bed?" Maybe he'd wait to give him his gift, if ever.

"No, not really. I . . . ano, why did you put everything away? Is something wrong?" He looked down realizing that maybe Ruka was tired of having to explain every little thing to him. Not only had he made him wait all day now he was annoying him with his stupid naivete about this stuff. Sometimes he really wondered how Ruka put up with him.

Ruka stopped blinking at Daisuike, "I- . . . Aren't you freaked out by all this? That's the last thing I want Suke. I know I probably sound like a slut knowing all this and stuff, so I mean. . . I don't want you to be uncomfortable." He sighed softly. Sometimes he wondered why Daisuike bothered with him. He knew he was a pervert and a sex freak. Why would a guy who had never had sex want anything to do with him?

"I don't . . . I don't think that at all Ruka. Yeah its new and a bit . . . confusing but I'd rather have you teaching me about it than someone else." He glanced up at him a small smile tugging at his lips. "At least I know that you know what you're doing ne?"

The only thing that bothered Daisuike about Ruka having had so many partners previously was that he wasn't as good as them, didn't measure up somehow. Though he would never let Ruka know he thought that.

Ruka blinked staring at him. Was he serious? He wasn't afraid or freaked out? Nodding slowly he smiled moving closer and kissing him softly. He wanted to show him anything and everything, make him scream in pleasure and for him to enjoy himself.

"If you want to learn I'll teach you anything you desire." Shifting backwards he pulled a small wrapped box setting it between Daisuike and him.

"I bought this for you today. Ano-. . . You had said you'd never. . . jacked off, huh. Eto- This. . ." He blushed, "Just open it and I'll explain."

Daisuike frowned slightly as he opened the box. Ruka was entirely too cute when he was blushing like that. He raised an eye brow seeing the various contents of the box. He picked up the tube like thing, it was surprisingly soft and pliable and he didn't have the first clue what it was. Looking back in the box as he held the tube in one hand he pulled out the graduating rings and what looked like a small ball on a string. He looked up at Ruka.

"Thanks . . . . what is it?"

Ruka smiled, "It's a sleeve. You used it to masturbate with. I have several and I figured this might be a way to get you used to the idea of toys and such if you wanted to start, or hell it's just nice to use to jack off with."

Seeing that he was going to have to explain how to use it Ruka smiled, "Would you like a demonstration? On yourself or me?" He smiled stroking Suke's wrist gently.

"Ano . . . I don't care." Daisuike looked at the sleeve, as Ruka had called it. He now noticed that it was hollow, the inside having raised edges as if it was ribbed. He blushed just thinking about using it on himself and handed it to Ruka. It was one thing for him to touch Ruka but he felt weird about doing that to himself.

Ruka blinked unsure of what Suke wanted to do. Deciding he wanted to give his lower a show, he stripped from his boxers moving to settle against the pillows. Grabbing the cock rings he pushed one onto himself before grinning and taking the warming lube coating himself and the sleeve before slowly pushing it down on himself. Instantly his toes curled and he tensed biting his lip. He had been so close before and he was excited to please his lover.

"Did- ahh, did you see how I did that?" He smiled softly keeping the sleeve pushed all the way down, not ready yet to pull it off. "Do you want to help?"

Suddenly feeling entirely too dressed, his whole body seeming to burn as he watched Ruka, Daisuike stripped his shirt and pants off and moved up next to Ruka. Now that he'd seen what Ruka had done with it he felt like an idiot, a very horny idiot, but an idiot nonetheless. Sometimes he felt like his education had been severely neglected, although he wouldn't have wanted to learn from anyone but Ruka.

He lightly caressed Ruka's side watching the way his muscles were twitching. "What do you want me to do?"

"M-Move it. . . Like when we-" He gasped softly showing him what he meant, his entire body shuddering, "God-aah. . ." Pressing his head back he moaned softly. He was far too backed up for this, going to go off far sooner than he ever wanted to. Screw the cockring. It wasn't going to stop him one bit.

"Feels. . . good. . ."

Daisuike took it in his hand slowly pumping it. It felt a bit odd to be doing it this way, but Ruka was enjoying himself. Though he had to admit that he liked the feel of Ruka's skin under his fingers better. He couldn't kiss or suck on him this way either which he was finding himself longing to do. He kissed those delightful lips instead feeling himself getting rock hard. Ruka did say that this was really for when he was alone, something to help in case he found himself needing release without Ruka around.

Ruka gasped arching into the sleeve trying to thrust into his hand more. Reaching out he clutched at him whining. It wasn't entirely fair that he wasn't doing anything for his Ouji-sama. Breaking the kiss he panted tiny whines feeling his nails dig into Suke some. Why was so good like this?

"Ho-Hold on a sec." Taking the sleeve off him he groaned before grabbing one out from his box pouring lube into it and coating Suke before sliding it onto him grinning as he slid his back on as well. Slowly he pumped him, "Do you like it?"

Daisuike watched Ruka get the other sleeve out not quite sure what he was doing. When Ruka slid the sleeve on him he gasped his whole body tensing. There was sensation along his whole length sending jolts of pleasure through him.

"Oh . . . oh . . ."

Ruka laughed softly loving the way Suke's entire body seemed to tense and twitch. Deciding he wanted to see his lover come, he groaned as he removed the sleeve from himself tossing it side so that he could pleasure him solely. Shifting between Daisuike's legs, he slowly started to pump him enjoying the gasps and moans from him.

With a sly grin he leaned down giving the exposed tip a lick as he held the sleeve still for a moment, "Mmm, so do you like this Ouji-sama? I know it's probably not as good as me doing it for you, hell I'd prefer you myself, but do you like it?"

He wanted to please Daisuike in any way possible, had been daydreaming all day of making him scream and moan, to beg him to let him come. A shudder ran through him at the thought and he stared up at Daisuike happily. He'd make these daydreams reality.

"H-hai . . . is n-ahh . . . nice," He couldn't stop twitching his whole body jerking with the sensation. It was incredibly intense but nothing compared to having Ruka. He gasped his hips jerking as the pleasure began to overwhelm him. It felt similar to being buried in Ruka, but there was a slightly hard quality to the ribbing. It was almost to the point of being painful and he shifted trying to move away. "Too much . . . too much . . . s-stop . . ."

Ruka blinked stopping his motion, "Are you okay?" Why had he asked him to stop? Had he hurt him? Removing the sleeve, Ruka frowned stroking Suke's check. He was worried that he had hurt. Maybe he didn't like it. Some people just didn't like the feel.

"Did I hurt you?"

"No . . . it was just," Daisuike looked away feeling stupid the sudden loss of sensation making him ache. Was there such a thing as too much stimulation? That thing was definitely something that would take some getting used to. A lot of getting used to. He looked back up at Ruka smiling a little helplessly. "Just kind of overwhelming . . . sorry, I didn't realize it would be quite that intense."

Ruka shook his head smiling, "No, it's okay. I just was afraid I had hurt you." Stroking his cheek then sliding his hand down his jaw and neck to his torso he smiled leaning down to his chest nipping and kissing it.

"Mmm, if that's too much I think I can solve the problem." Moving to settle between his legs he wrapped his fingers around him smiling up at him before giving an experimental lick as he stroked him.

"Let's see how hard you come Ouji-sama. . ."

"Oh Ruka!" Daisuike couldn't keep from writhing. The feel of Ruka's tongue was like an electric shock and he groaned. He felt like he was going to explode the pleasure too much. He grabbed for Ruka's head intending to push him out of the way, but the sensation was too much and he ended up clutching his hair as it overtook him.

Ruka blinked, shocked that Suke went off so fast, but was entirely overjoyed to feel him moaning the way he did. When he clutched his hair he groaned slightly nearly gagging a bit. Once he helped Suke finish, he smiled a bit before pulling back swallowing the liquid. It was salty but to know it was Daisuike's made him harden even more.

"Why do you taste so good Ouji-sama?" Moving to kiss him he lingered, stroking his lips and deepening the kiss to let him taste himself, a soft moan escaping him.

"I'm sorry," Daisuike finally managed after a bit. He licked his lips frowning slightly at the taste. "That thing is fun but I really would rather have you. Thank you though, for thinking of me. It means a lot to me."

He let his hand travel down his side. "Though we need to do something for you now."

"Mm, we do don't we?" He grinned before shifting some, "Is there something you'd like to try?" He gestured towards the box wondering what Daisuike had in mind. He was excited and wanted him so bad it wasn't even funny. If only he hadn't come, he would've taken him and-

Ruka moaned shuddering, "Please. . . just do something?"

Sitting up Daisuike looked over at the box. He really wasn't sure what Ruka would enjoy or even how certain things should be properly used. Outside of the ones Ruka had shown him. He glanced back over at Ruka, just the sight of him already starting to make him hard again. Picking up the sleeve he looked from it to Ruka. He was feeling a bit playful now.

"Mm I don't know. What would get you really screaming I wonder?"

Ruka tensed and jerked slightly seeing the look and hearing Daisuike's voice. He was trying to torture him and make him beg wasn't he? Shifting slightly he reached over tugging at Daisuike's hand some, begging with his eyes and lips.

"Please. . . Do something- Anything. I don't care. . . Ouji-sama. . ."

Daisuike shivered and pointedly looked down licking his lips at the sight. The ring was still in place and he knew Ruka had to be uncomfortable. He'd never seen his erection so dark and hard and it made him shiver again. He brushed his fingertips along it and leaned down to take the tip in his mouth. He slowly worked the ring off as he kissed and sucked on him loving every little twitch and moan. By the time he was done he was getting hard again and he still hadn't taken care of Ruka yet.

He glanced up at him through a few loose strands of hair. "How do you want me, Ruka?"

Ruka was nearly in tears by the time Suke's spoke to him. The sheets were fisted until his knuckles were white and his back arched a soft moan escaping. He was going insane from pleasure. Why was he being tortured like this?

"Ou-Ouji-sama! Please! Please. . ." Coherent thoughts and words were no longer with him, he could only beg and cry softly desperately to find that release. The soft thrashing from him was barely held back, wanting those beautiful lush lips wrapped around him again.

Daisuike smiled before taking Ruka in his mouth again. He loved to get Ruka worked up to this point even if he knew he wasn't going to last much longer. Watching Ruka made him moan and he could feel the vibration travel down his shaft to where he gripped the base. He wasn't going to let go of him until he came, hopefully screaming in pleasure.

Ruka tensed a soft yell coming from him. Why was that mouth so good? It felt amazing and he wanted to shout in frustration and cry in joy. Instantly he reached out gripping Suke's hair, arching. That warm, sweet mouth was surrounding him and the vibrations seemed to travel through his body.

"Please! Don't-Don't tease! Please. . . I need you- Daisuike. . . Please. . ."

Daisuike glanced up at him without lifting his head. Was he teasing? Well he'd have to fix that. Though it was sending heat rushing all though him to hear Ruka like this. He'd never heard Ruka quite that desperate before and it was simply intoxicating.

He pumped him as he sucked harder lowering his mouth as far as he could, wanting to give him the most pleasure he absolutely could manage.

"Ahh! S-Suke! Oh god. . .Oh- Fuck!" His hands clenched tighter in Suke's hair. It felt amazing and he could feel that burning heat inside getting far more intense than he could remember.

"Oh- fu-ahh!" Ruka couldn't stop himself from raising his hips trying to thrust into his mouth. He was going to come, he knew it he could feel it deep inside and he wasn't very surprised when he gasped in pleasure.

"Iku! Iku!!"

Daisuike flailed slightly the hand in his hair keeping him from being able to move back as Ruka's hips came up. Both his hands were occupied and he hadn't thought to hold his hips down. He just barely kept from gagging and heard Ruka's exclamation. There wasn't anything he could do but swallow and hope he didn't gag as Ruka came. He focused on the beautiful cries of the man under him keeping his hands and mouth moving to draw it out as long as he could.

Ruka gasped panting heavily as his entire body tensed and finally calmed down some. He felt all tingly and tired, but very happy. Feeling Suke cleaning him up, he groaned softly. It felt amazing and he wanted to do it again just to continue to feel it. Slowly cracking his eyes open he stared at the sight of his beautiful lover.

Running his fingers through his hair he groaned watching Daisuike swallow. Moving he sat up drawing Suke closer to him wrapping his arms around him kissing him to an almost bruising strength. Instantly he deepened it wanting to take his Ouji-sama mixed with himself.

Tangling his fingers into his hair he smiled as he parted. "That was amazing. . . Promise me you'll take control like that again sometime?" Honestly it gave him a thrill to see his usually flustered Ouji-sama take control of him like that.

Daisuike nodded slowly just laying against Ruka. It had been a bit different, though he wasn't sure just how to take control. Not when it came to being with Ruka like this, he was just too scared to make a mistake, or do something wrong. But he would do anything Ruka wanted and if Ruka wanted him to take charge more often he would.

"I should probably go heat up some dinner."

"Mmm, too tired to eat." He smiled nuzzling against Suke. He was warm and soft against him and there was nothing better than holding Suke. "I could always just eat you instead, ne?" He grinned against his neck nipping at it. It was fun to tease him, the way he moved and squirmed against him starting to get him hard again.

"I guess we should eat though. Let me do it though. You've been running around like crazy today." Kissing his temple softly he moved out from under him pulling on a pair of pants as he walked off.

Daisuike lay there listening to Ruka in the kitchen. It was so normal, such an ordinary thing. Yet the way he felt was so beyond that it almost had a dreamlike quality to it. Nestling deeper into the pillow he sighed, still tasting Ruka on his tongue and lips.

He went to roll over wincing, his hand going to his side. That had been happening more often lately and he wondered why. It seemed to be healing fine, so why was it hurting now? Maybe he'd been trying to do too much or something. That didn’t explain the dull aching that seemed to radiate from his ribcage all the way down past his hip. He glanced up hearing something bang in the kitchen. He didn't want Ruka to know, it would just worry him. He’d mention it to the doctor during his visit if it was still bothering him. The smell of food made his mouth water and he decided to get up. Pulling on a pair of boxers and a t-shirt he headed into the kitchen.