One More Chance

Okay here you go....sorry it took so long...

Thanks to all those that reviewed and thanks to my #1 reviewer Arainaina. I love reading your reviews and I promise to start on Love ain\'t Possible again. I\'m just really busy right now. That\'s why this chapter does not have a conclusion of the rape. If i could i would write that cause i\'m tired of the rape too. It is hard to write Robin\'s emotions all day long. All she does is cry and I\'m tired of crying...lol.


Hey Rosie, I tired of her too not telling Marcus too, but it is coming real soon. I don\'t know if he will beat him up or not. His fighting is getting kind of old...lol, I love to fight.


LKN, there love is kind of like a high school love, but after the rape it should get stronger. But don\'t you remember in high school how you sue to break up everyday with the one you dated,b ut u swore u loved them.... if you don\'t i remember it happening to me. This is kind of like Robin. I am also happy you like that sympathy card I pulled on her. I just wanted people to like her and not ahte her for liking Kevin...the jerk. thanks for reading anyway.

Now back to my regular program...........




Chapter 17



“Well, well, well. If it isn’t the college’s cutest couple.” Kevin walked up t Marcus and Robin while smiling the whole time. He had not run into Robin a lot since that night, but he was always liked to see her reaction and the one she was wearing right now was priceless.

Robin looked at Kevin then see tried to pull Marcus towards the dorm. “Come on Marcus,” he didn’t budge an inch, instead he gave Kevin a look that could kill.

“What the fuck you want Kevin?” Marcus asked tried of walking into that kid. It seemed like he ran into him more and more these days and what made matters worse was the way Robin tried to pull him away. She was clearly afraid of Kevin, but he didn’t know why.

“I just wanted to say hi and congratulate you two on being back together. The word is all around campus.” Kevin smiled then walked up to Robin and gave her a hug, “I’m happy for you.” She froze in his arms and he pulled away smiling.

Marcus was to seconds from pounding the shit out of him. He walked up towards Kevin while Kevin walked backwards. “Do that shit one more ti-..”

“No, Marcus. Let’s just go.” Robin pulled him away cutting off his last words.

Marcus didn’t want to upset her anymore so he just followed and looked back at Kevin giving him a silent warning, that his time was near and his beat down was still coming. When Kevin only smiled he wanted to pull away from Robin and prove his point, but she was walking so fast she was practically running.


When they finally got to her room she let his hand go and ran into the bathroom, slamming the door behind her. Robin sat on the floor and cried, “Why can’t I just tell him.” She was so going to tell him until Kevin showed up and made her afraid again. She didn’t know why she was so scared, Marcus could easily protect her, ‘and he could easily leave me,’ she thought. Robin got up and washed her face. She looked much better once she left the bathroom.

Marcus was lounging on the floor when Robin walked out the bath room and looked at him offering an apologetic smile. “You ok?”

“Yea. He just gets to me sometimes.” Robin looked away before thinking about that night again. She really needed to move pass that. “Um… you want to maybe watch some TV or something.” She walked over tot eh television to see what was playing that night.

Marcus got up and took the remote from her when she stopped on the OC. “Please not that baby,” he started turning to find something he could watch, “Here this is great. I\'ve been wanting to watch them play for a while. “He was about to sit down and enjoy the Michigan State verses Georgia Tech game, but Robin quickly turned that off.


“If I can’t watch OC, then you can’t watch football,” she smiled at him and kissed his cheek when he frowned back. “Let’s just talk.” When she said that Marcus knew it was a good time to ask her about her sudden mood these pass few weeks. He wanted to start off small building up to the big question, so he asked her, her favorite color knowing already it was green.

Robin smiled at him then turned went to lock the door and sit across form him on the floor. She leaned in and kissed him and he tired to deepen the kiss, but she pulled away and sat back. “Ok now tell me what your favorite song is?” She really wanted to know this answer because he seemed to change favorite songs every week.

“You know I love anything by my boys Ying Yang, but my favorite…and you better not tell anyone,” Robin crossed her heart and promised, “Well my favorite is “Emotions” by Destiny’s child.” Marcus was just waiting for her to laugh, but she didn’t’ she just nodded and smiled.

“I love that one too.” She scooted up and Marcus placed his arms around her waist as she brought her lips to meet his, for what he hoped was a long kiss. Marcus let her lead and he just followed. You can say he was a little surprised when he felt her tongue asking for permission to enter and he was quick to grant her wish moving his tongue around with hers.

“Mmm,” she moaned inside his mouth. Marcus pulled her to him so there was nothing between them and she squeezed him as tight as she could, not wanted him to ever let go. Marcus got a little carried away and stood up taking her with him, there lips never parting, over to the bed. He laid down causing her to fall on top of him. They fell so hard they had to pull away to laugh. Robin leaned down and started the kiss again only this time she wasn’t as in to it as she was before. She always seemed to tense up when she was in that bed and it didn’t help that she could feel Marcus pressing against her center. She knew he wanted her and she knew he had been waiting for so long, but she just couldn’t get her body and mind to be in sync.

Marcus could feel he hesitance in the kiss the moment her lips touched his again. “You know we don’t have to do this.” He pulled back and sat up with Robin still in his arms. She was starting to cry and he was mad at himself again because he seemed to make her cry a lot these days.

“No I want to do this. I really do. I just… can’t.” She buried her face in his chest and tried to stop her tears from flowing. She was really going to lose him if she didn’t get her shit together. No man wanted to be with someone and not be getting any.

“It’s cool, baby. We can just go back to watching the game.” He was trying to get her to smile, cause he knew she hated sports.

Robin smiled at him and silently thanked him for being him. “Nice try, but I think we’ll be watching OC.” Marcus didn’t say anything, but he wouldn’t have it any other way. He would rather be watching OC then not be with her at all.

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Robin and Marty were spending the day in studying and catching up on things that had missed. Marty wanted this time alone with Robin to finally find out what she was hiding that was making her so upset and emotional all the time. Robin just used the excuse to hang with Marty, so she would have to spend time with Marcus tonight. Things were still weird between them, but she was doing her best to fake the funk when she was around him and just pretended to be happy.

“So, truth or dare?” Marty asked Robin out of the blue. She thought that would be a good way to get some information out of her roomie.

“Well, since you just going to start a game like that, truth.” Robin sat her book down and sat up in bed waiting for some outrageous question.

“How is the sex with Marcus?” Marty fell out laughing when Robin sent her a surprised look.

“What kind of question is that? It’s none of your business.” Robin was about to ask her own question when Marty just stared at her waiting. “Ok, ok. The sex is good, no it’s better then good it is all that and then more.”

“I knew it would be. Look at your man girl, he is foine.” Robin had to agree with her on that one, Marcus was one fine brother and she didn’t want to lose him. The fact that she could scared her more then anything.

“Robin you ok?” Marty noticed the way Robin’s smile faded after a couple of seconds of thinking about Marcus. “What is it? Did Marcus do something?”

“No he didn’t do a thing… it’s just. I don’t know.” Tears started to fall down her face and she couldn’t even stop them. Marty got up quickly and went over to her. She pulled Robin into a hug. “Everything is ok, Robin. Just tell me.”


“I didn’t want it… I never wanted it.” Robin started chanting the same thing over and over not really knowing what she was doing or why she was doing it.

“You didn’t want what?” Marty held her close and just tried to listen, but she couldn’t understand her roommate.

“He… he… he raped me.” Robin hysterically heard on to Marty while she started to sob and become angry with everything she was saying. She just had to get it out. Holding it in was killing her and it gave Kevin power. Robin was sick of being scared of every noise and every touch. “Kevin…he came here and pushed his way in…oh my god, I never wanted it.” She looked up at Marty and begged her to believe her.

Marty didn’t know what to say or do. She was shocked and angry all at one. She hated that buster and she wanted him died. Marty just didn’t know why Marcus didn’t kill him yet and then it hit her. “You didn’t tell Marcus did you?”

Upon hearing Marcus’ name Robin pulled back. “No and you can’t tell him. Promise me.”

“I can’t do that Robin.” Marty could not keep something like this a secret. Robin needed help and if she was really a friend she would get her that help.

“Please, Marty promise me.” Robin was not about to let everything blow up in her face. Marcus could never find out or he would leave her and if he did believe her he would kill Kevin and that was not an option for her.


“Ok, I promise,” Marty would say anything to calm her down, “Now get some rest. I think we both can use some rest right now.” Marty watched as Robin lay down and balled up in a ball. Marty just sat there and rubbed her back until she heard her breathing even out. There was no way she would not tell Marcus about what happened he had to know. “Sorry Robin that’s one promise I can’t keep.” She got up and turned off the light before hoping in her own bed.



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That is the end of that. I promise next chapter will finally get some kind of action dealing with the rape. I jsut dont know if I want a gun scence, a crying scene or a fight scene (Rosie).


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