Silent Suffering
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Category:
Romance › Slash - Male/Male
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
19
Views:
6,945
Reviews:
26
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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Honesty on the Rooftop
Sorry ya'll!! I haven't been inspired lately but I got something! REVIEWS!! Pwease? *pouty lip*
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I awake terrified to hands shaking my shoulders. I curl into myself trying to get the hands to leave me alone. I continue screaming uselessly afraid of the beating I’m sure these hands will bring. I become confused when the hands begin to pet my hair. I flinch when I hear a door slam open and the lights come one.
“What’s wrong? I heard a lot of moving around and a raised voice.” I’m still cowering under the covers as I listen to my name repeated over and over again. I finally look-up to see Charlie and Zach staring at me, worried looks upon their faces.
“Were you having a nightmare about what happened?” Charlie asks.
Yes I mouth. I feel the desperate need to get off my back so I sit up and the force the boys to move away from me. I move to the window and pop it open. I feel a hand grip my arm. I turn to see Zach panicked with a death grip on my arm. I sign to Zach, I’m not gonna jump you dumbass. I just need fresh air and for you to back off. Zach drops his hand and moves away. I turn back to the window and open the screen. I go to stick my leg out the window and Zach jumps at me with a yell.
Charlie grabs Zach saying “there’s a rooftop out there. He’s getting air. Calm down. I’ve got this ok?” I don’t hear anymore as I’ve gotten out onto the rooftop. I sit and realize that it’s bloody cold outside but I don’t care. I hear somebody coming out the window and I can’t decide if I’m mad because I want to be alone or relieved because I know I shouldn’t be alone right now. Somebody sits down next to me and a blanket settles around my shoulders. I do what I’ve been trying to avoid doing: cry. I cry and, who I know realize is Charlie, doesn’t say a word. It takes me a while but my tears cease and desist. We sit for a while and then I tap Charlie on the arm.
He turns his head towards me and I sign to him, Liam and I would spend a lot of time out here. It’s actually where we kissed for the first time. I miss him Charlie. I miss him so much all the time. It hurts. Physically, it actually hurts. I put my head in my hands and the tears start to flow again. Charlie pulls me closer and just holds me. When my tears slow down I sign to him, Thank you. Seriously. You have helped me a lot. I really appreciate it. He gives me a quick squeeze.
"At first, I was just doing the right think but now I like you so that’s why I’m still here.”
Do you mean romantically?
“Uh…yeah. Yeah I do.”
I can’t right now. I’m not ready…
“I know. I didn’t mean for anything to happen now. I didn’t even mean to tell you yet.”
It’s ok. I feel for you too.
“Really?” The surprised look on Charlie’s face was enough to make me smile.
Yes. I’m just not really ready for this yet. But I promise I will be but can I be alone for a minute? Sorry.
“It’s ok baby. I understand.” He kisses me on the forehead and I actually blush as he walks off. I turn to look back over the yard.
I mouth to wind, I love you Liam and I hope you like Charlie. He’ll never replace you but he heals me Liam. I don’t hurt as much around him. What happened recently was made easier by him. I like him Liam but I don’t want to betray you. At that moment a particularly strong gust of wind almost knocks me over. I get it! Thank. Love you Liam. With that, I go in and go back to sleep.
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I awake terrified to hands shaking my shoulders. I curl into myself trying to get the hands to leave me alone. I continue screaming uselessly afraid of the beating I’m sure these hands will bring. I become confused when the hands begin to pet my hair. I flinch when I hear a door slam open and the lights come one.
“What’s wrong? I heard a lot of moving around and a raised voice.” I’m still cowering under the covers as I listen to my name repeated over and over again. I finally look-up to see Charlie and Zach staring at me, worried looks upon their faces.
“Were you having a nightmare about what happened?” Charlie asks.
Yes I mouth. I feel the desperate need to get off my back so I sit up and the force the boys to move away from me. I move to the window and pop it open. I feel a hand grip my arm. I turn to see Zach panicked with a death grip on my arm. I sign to Zach, I’m not gonna jump you dumbass. I just need fresh air and for you to back off. Zach drops his hand and moves away. I turn back to the window and open the screen. I go to stick my leg out the window and Zach jumps at me with a yell.
Charlie grabs Zach saying “there’s a rooftop out there. He’s getting air. Calm down. I’ve got this ok?” I don’t hear anymore as I’ve gotten out onto the rooftop. I sit and realize that it’s bloody cold outside but I don’t care. I hear somebody coming out the window and I can’t decide if I’m mad because I want to be alone or relieved because I know I shouldn’t be alone right now. Somebody sits down next to me and a blanket settles around my shoulders. I do what I’ve been trying to avoid doing: cry. I cry and, who I know realize is Charlie, doesn’t say a word. It takes me a while but my tears cease and desist. We sit for a while and then I tap Charlie on the arm.
He turns his head towards me and I sign to him, Liam and I would spend a lot of time out here. It’s actually where we kissed for the first time. I miss him Charlie. I miss him so much all the time. It hurts. Physically, it actually hurts. I put my head in my hands and the tears start to flow again. Charlie pulls me closer and just holds me. When my tears slow down I sign to him, Thank you. Seriously. You have helped me a lot. I really appreciate it. He gives me a quick squeeze.
"At first, I was just doing the right think but now I like you so that’s why I’m still here.”
Do you mean romantically?
“Uh…yeah. Yeah I do.”
I can’t right now. I’m not ready…
“I know. I didn’t mean for anything to happen now. I didn’t even mean to tell you yet.”
It’s ok. I feel for you too.
“Really?” The surprised look on Charlie’s face was enough to make me smile.
Yes. I’m just not really ready for this yet. But I promise I will be but can I be alone for a minute? Sorry.
“It’s ok baby. I understand.” He kisses me on the forehead and I actually blush as he walks off. I turn to look back over the yard.
I mouth to wind, I love you Liam and I hope you like Charlie. He’ll never replace you but he heals me Liam. I don’t hurt as much around him. What happened recently was made easier by him. I like him Liam but I don’t want to betray you. At that moment a particularly strong gust of wind almost knocks me over. I get it! Thank. Love you Liam. With that, I go in and go back to sleep.