Awakening
Chapter 15
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Chapter 15
Letters, Jinrai
style='font-family:"Bradley Hand ITC"'>Koshi,
I don’t
know exactly how I should start this.
After all, I was involved in your capture and raising after that.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> When I saw what they were doing to you for
those first five years I was disgusted, that’s why I volunteered for the job of
taking care of you after your memory was sealed. I feel partially responsible for what happened to you and wish
that there was some way I could make it up to you but I know that nothing can
change what has already occurred. My
involvement in the Assembly has ceased.
I no longer have anything to do with that organization.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> I don’t expect you to forgive me for what I
did, I don’t ask you to either. I
should have quit sooner, I should have broken the seal on your memory myself
and sent you home but she, Sakkaku, would not let me. She is still a part of the Assembly and took the job with me to
keep me in line. I believe that they
knew I would release your memory and let you go if I was left alone.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> I’m sorry, please believe that.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> If there is anything you desire to say in
response to this please write me at the address on the envelope.
style='mso-tab-count:1'> I’m sorry,
style='mso-tab-count:1'> Seiyoku
(Jinrai) Kaiten
style='mso-tab-count:1'> Seiyoku,
This has
to be the most difficult thing I’ve ever written. There is a simple message behind this, an apology for what I
did. I know that I cannot take back the
fifteen years that Koshi was gone. I am
no longer a part of the Assembly and from now on will have nothing to do with
them. After what they did to Koshi I
volunteered to take care of him. I
wanted to break the seal myself but Sakkaku would not allow me to do so.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> If I had my way I would have released him,
let him go. The reason I came when he
was summoned back was because I had to keep up appearances.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> I’m sorry, so very sorry.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> I don’t expect you to forgive me but I had
to do what I was told. If there is
anything that you desire to say to me please write to the return address.
style='mso-tab-count:1'> I’m sorry,
style='mso-tab-count:1'> Seiyoku
(Jinrai) Kaiten