Love in the Ice

So its been what.. a year?! :/ wow..i cant believe its taken me this long. But i had so much on my sleeve this past year! But i figure the least i could do is finish what ive started! by the end of the summer! its my goal! so if this still has followers, my sincerest apologies..and enjoy?! :D

Scott Matthews was a patient man, a very very patient man.

But he currently found himself in a difficult situation.

He and Jamie had been in their relationship for almost two months now, and as great as it was, he couldn't help but feel like the biggest pervert in the world.

Spending time with Jamie, being close to him, inhaling his sweet, sweet scent, was torture on his body.

The way Jamie licked or bit his lip when he was either bored or nervous was innocent enough, but it caused the older man's blood to rush south. Every night he dreamed of running his fingers against Jamie's pale skin, of memorizing every curve or dip of his angel's body with his lips, of causing him to feel the most intense form of pleasure possible.....or of what his love's virgin lips could do to him.

Yeah, he really was a pervert. Only old ugly men thought of virgin boys.

Scott didn't want to be as arrogant to assume Jamie was still a virgin...but it was only logical to think that. Jamie came out openly to everyone around three years ago, and as far as he knew he hadn't had a serious boyfriend until Scott. Of course there could have been occasional flings...but Scott didn't want to dwell too much on that. It wouldn't stop him from
loving Jamie as much as he did now, but he wanted to be Jamie’s first. Maybe he was being selfish, but his desire was to teach Jamie anything and everything about the pleasure two people can make each other feel in that intimate moment. He wanted to take Jamie for the very first time. Make love to him and claim him as his.

But Scott knew they were still early in their relationship, Jamie wouldn't be thinking about going so far yet. His little angel still had to get used to having a steady relationship. If he had to, Scott would wait for forever for Jamie. The boy had come to mean so much to him already, he deserved the best, and Scott was ready to give him just that.

But that didn’t make it easier to bear. There had been a couple of times where Scott thought he wouldn't be able to control himself. The latest being the most difficult moment for him to endure.

The couple had been laying on Scott's living room couch conversating, when a couple of kisses turned into a full blown make out session.

The passion of their kisses were intense and soon roaming hands awakened their desire and placed them in a whole different level than ever before. Before they both knew what was happening, Jamie tensed up in surprise when, Scott moved in a particular position, and he felt the older man’s hardened manhood against his thigh.

Scott being the gentleman that he was, quickly got off of Jamie and made up a lame excuse of being thirsty and needing a drink. He left a disheveled Jamie, flushed and lips parted, sprawled on the couch.

After that things had become a little awkward for the two. Scott felt he should talk to Jamie and explain to him the desires and want the younger one awakened in him, but felt it would only pressure Jamie into doing something he might not be ready for.

And so only a frustrated Scott remained.

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"Hey kiddo, what's that on your lip?" asked the older blond, from where he was seated at the edge of Ryley's bed as the younger boy worked on some homework at his desk.

"What?" Ryley looked through his drawers for a mirror. Once he found one he looked at his bottom lip, it was slightly red...and bruised?!

"I don't......Aiden!" said the raven haired boy, realization dawned at him immediately. His bruised lip was due to the kiss they'd shared before saying their goodbyes at the end of school.

"Aiden?" asked a surprised Jamie.

"Ohh...I mean....umm....I mean...."

"Ryley Snyder is there something you're not telling me?" Jamie moved from the bed toward his younger brother and took hold of his chin. "That looks like someone has a good right hook....OR does it happen to be a bite

?"

Ryley felt trapped. He hadn’t meant to keep his relationship with Aiden a secret but… somehow or another he hadn’t exactly told anyone about it. But the last three weeks had gone by before he knew it, and still Ryley hadn’t told Jamie, his best friend, the only person he thought he could talk to, about Aiden. It was now or never..so to speak.

"Jamie...I haven't exactly been honest with you..." said a blushing Ryley.

"What do you mean?" asked Jamie.

" Somethings happened...and I've kind of been keeping it to myself.."

There was a long silence between the two.

"Is someone picking on you at school?!!," asked a hesitating Jamie.

"No! It not that."

"Then what is it?" asked the concerned blond.

" I..I....I have a boyfriend." smiled Ryley.

"What?! Oh My God! Why didn't you tell me sooner?!" Jamie had the biggest smile on his face.

"Well it’s only been three weeks, I didn't want to jinx it!" said Ryley.

“Ry, how where you going to jinx it? C’mon!” laughed an amused Jamie, “So who’s the unlucky guy?”

“Jamie!”

“I’m kidding, I’m kidding!,” replied Jamie to Ryley’s annoyed face.

Ryley moved from his desk to sit next to Jamie on his bed. “His name is Aiden. He transferred to school about a month and a half ago.”

“And why am I just finding out about this?” asked an amused Jamie.

“Well, I don’t know. It just didn’t seem important. I mean I like him, don’t get me wrong, it’s just you and Scott got together, which was huge, Mom and Dad came home, and surprisingly haven’t gone back to filming, and just..life seems good right now,” smiled Ryley as he fidgeted with his bed covers, “ I’m just really happy.”

Jamie smiled even bigger, if that was possible. “I know, it’s like it can’t get better than this..well most of it,” the smile on Jamie’s face faltering a bit, “But still, I’d would of liked to have known.”

Ryley didn’t miss the sadness in his brother’s eyes. “I know, I’m sorry, I promise I’ll never keep anything else from you… But are you okay?”

“Yes, I’m fine, why,” asked the blond.

“You looked upset for a bit, and I can tell its not about me hiding something from you.”

“Don’t worry, its nothing,” smiled Jamie assuring his brother.

“Okay..”

“So tell me all about him!” the cheerfulness in the blond’s demeanor returning.

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Jamie was nervous. Hell, he was having some sort of panic attack. He could hear Scott’s voice from his bedroom.

He mentally slapped himself. He was acting like a child for crying out loud! He was an adult. He was a man! He could face his boyfriend, no problem. He shook his head, took a deep breath, exhaled, and made his way downstairs.

As soon as he saw Scott’s smiling face in his direction, although still nervous, and overpowering sense of relief washed over him. Everything was okay. Scott was still there.

“Hi.” Was all Jamie managed to stammer.

“Hey,” smiled Scott, “ I wanted to see you. Can we talk?”

“Yeah, let’s go to the living room,” answered Jamie as he walked over to the older man and joined their hands. A reassuring response came from Scott as his hold grew stronger.

They sat down on the couch, and just stayed that way for a while, savoring the moment.

“Listen, I don’t want to make you feel uncomfortable Jamie. You need to know that you come first,” said the older man as her caressed the blonds cheek, “You’re everything to me, I would never do anything to make you uneasy or disturbed about where we are as a couple.”

Jamie leaned into Scott’s touch, content. “ I know, I know you’d never do anything to hurt me.” He smiled as he looked into gorgeous grey eyes.

“I’m sorry about the other day, “Sheepishly replied the older man.

“Don’t be,” laughed the green eyed boy, “it’ll make me feel like…like you don’t want me…in that way.” A small crimson blush staining his cheeks.

“If only you knew..” whispered Scott. They’re faces close to one another after unconsciously moving closer together.

The blush on Jamie’s cheeks becoming more apparent. “ Do you…want me that way,” the question hesitantly flowed from his lips.

“I’ve never wanted anything more..” their lips only inches apart, “but I can stop myself if you’re not ready, I can wait for you, I’d do anything for you.”

Jamie was more than one hundred percent sure, Scott could hear his heartbeat. It was beating too fast, too loud. “ I don’t think you’ll have to wait too long…I trust you with my everything.” Just like that, their lips met, in the sweetest kiss, all their feelings and utter devotion portrayed in it.

“ I love you Jamie, take all the time you need.”

“I will,” the trust he had in the older man evident in his smile.

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