Awakening
Chapter 12
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Chapter 12
Seiyoku’s Past
That day
it had rained, I remember listening to the sound of drops on the roof as that
woman took me again. It was odd, I
remembered seeing some of the other boys being taken by men but I never was.
be. I was lying spent on the moth-eaten
bed they made me sleep on. The owners
of this establishment treated me differently then they treated the others.
standing at birth, that was taken away thanks to my brother.
take me in the middle of the night, to sell me as if I was some lowborn fool
who couldn’t pay their taxes. I shook
my head and looked up at the ceiling. I
hoped that no one else would rape me, that someone would take pity on me and
take me away.
The door
creaked open, driving me from my thoughts and making me look to see who was
there. It was a woman, I had never seen
her before, her hair fell in chocolate brown ringlets over her shoulders.
something not quite right. Money
exchanged hands and she covered me up with a warm blanket.
happening. Darkness then, blessed
darkness, an escape.
Days
passed in a blur, life seemed to leave me behind. Then everything abruptly came into focus with the press of teeth
and the pain of energy. Raped again,
she raped me, so did others. She called
me a toy, said that I belonged to her.
Hundreds of years later I was able to leave. The first thing I did was seek help, I knew that I was
traumatized, I knew I needed to do something to get over what had happened, but
I didn’t expect it to turn out the way it did.
I went to
see Dr. (Name) and he helped me. He was
a handsome man, young. Soft deep brown
hair was kept short. Gentle brown eyes
looked out at me with compassion. It
began innocently enough, a normal doctor-patient relationship.
massages before our sessions, saying that I needed to relax.
One day,
during one of our sessions, he took things further. He grabbed my shoulders and kissed me.
was happening, what was going on.
“I’m
sorry Seiyoku.” He whispered when he pulled away, “I couldn’t help myself.”
I blinked
then felt his hands trail down my sides.
I was afraid but there was a spark of excitement, of stepping into the
unknown. I had never been with a man,
had never been touched like this by one.
Women were always forcing themselves on me but this was different.
to touch me. I had never had a choice
and to me this was the same. He sat me
down gently, running his fingers through my hair. He kissed me softly and held me close. I was shocked, twas was tender, this wasn’t cruel.
massaging my flesh through the silk of my shirt. I closed my eyes and relaxed, this felt good, surprisingly good.
“Seiyoku,
is this alright?” He asked softly. I
scowled but nodded, “Good.” He whispered.
I trusted
him and this was all right, but I was afraid of what would happen next.
didn’t want it to go any further. When
his hands trailed up under my shirt I tried to push him away.
couldn’t escape. I was still
recovering, still hadn’t reached my full strength, Kyuuketsu didn’t allow me
to, never let me fully recover from my initial transformation.
chest. His fingers circled one of my
nipples, making it hard. I found myself
moaning softly. Carefully he pressed me
down, forcing me to my back. One hand
quickly undid the button on my khakis, I sighed in relief, I was hard and the
material was too tight. He freed my
erection from the confining cloth before lowering his lips to brush against the
head. His tongue flicked out and I
moaned loudly, it was so good but this wasn’t right. He was betraying my trust; he wasn’t supposed to do this to
me. I shook my head as he nipped a
steady trail downward, covering my length in soft nibbles and licks.
my balls, tonguing them lightly. I
tossed my head from side to side as he took me down his throat.
and came. I lay there panting, what had
I done to deserve this? What possessed
him to do that to me? It was my fault,
it had to be, I must have done something to lead him on.
Gently he
brushed his fingers through my hair, “It’s alright.” He whispered.
I shook my
head, no, it wasn’t all right, it was wrong, but it felt so good.
never had the inclination to do anything, but now, now that I had felt that, I
wanted it. No, no I didn’t, it wasn’t
right, he had betrayed my trust, he was just like the rest.
button on my pants.
“I have
to go.” I said quickly, I had to get out of here; I had to go somewhere away
from him.
He looked
up at me, disappointment clear in his face, “Seiyoku…” He trailed off.
I quickly
ockeocked the door and ran out. I didn’t
care if anyone saw me, I didn’t care how I looked, I just needed to go home, I
needed to escape. It didn’t take me
long to get there and when I did I cried.
Blood tears streamed down my face.
“No.” I
groaned, burring my face in my hands as I slumped to the floor, “It’s not
right.”
I closed
my eyes and I could still see it, still feel it. It felt so good and part of me yearned for it but there was
another part of me that said no, that refused to admit that I enjoyed it.
to
feed, I needometomething to get my mind off what had happened.
the woods, the countryside. For a
moment I stopped paying attention and that was my downfall.
blade was shoved through it. I growled
softly and jerked the blade from my shoulder.
I whirled around to see a young sta standing there.
of brilliant green eyes gazed at me from his pale flesh.
“What do
you want?” I growled.
He didn’t
reply, instead he rushed at me with his blade ready. I dodged out of the way and swung, backhanding him hard.
his blade. Quickly he got to his feet,
moving to attack me again. I was going
to kill him, there was no doubt in my mind that I would.
first. He swung again and I grabbed the
blade. Blood spilled down my hand, my
arm, but I didn’t care. I jerked the
sword from his hand before transferring it to my unwounded hand.
He
blinked hard, “Kill me.” He said calmly.
I raised an eyebrow but drove the blade through his heart.
from his chest, “Thank you.” He whispered before falling forward.
I scowled
and picked him up, leaving the bloody blade on the grass.
burial. s"> It wasn’t my custom but he
deserved it, he fought well. When I
walked in the main door he groaned and opened his eyes.
shocked to say anything, I dropped him, surprised that he was still alive.
“What the
hell?” I growled, finally finding my voice.
“I cannot
die, thank you for killing me, I was trying to find someone who could.
feet, “I’m Kokkaku and am in your debt.”
I blinked
hard, “So what you’re saying is that I just killed you but you can’t really die?
I sighed, “Alright then, I believe I can use you.” I said calmly, “You are now
mine and will do as I say, do you understand?”
He closed
his eyes and bowed his head, “I understand.”
“Good, you
said your name was Kokkaku?” He nodded, “Well then Kokkaku, I am Seiyoku Kai.”
I still need a name for the doctor.
me. And thank you
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