His First

His First: Chapter 10: Deeper

Their freshly washed bodies stood entwined just outside his bedroom kissing leisurely. Colin was taking his time. He hadn’t exactly rushed the night before but knowing that Brendan wasn’t going to freak out, gave him the freedom to savor every touch. He delighted in the slow burn of desire he felt when Brendan’s soft tongue lazily slid against his own. The gentle smacking of their lips accentuated the heavy breathing and little gasps each boy made as their mouths tangled. Sweet music to Colin’s ears. As they slowed to a stop, Colin opened his eyes and there was Brendan, once more flushed and breathless in his arms.

This is real, Brendan reminded himself as he searched Colin’s face, definitely not a dream and not just once. Radiant blue eyes showered kindness and affection over Brendan. Unaccustomed to being the steady focus of such emotions, Brendan curled into his lover, feeling overwhelmingly lucky. Maybe Colin would be more than just his first …um… whatever. Maybe Colin would end up his first love, too? Stirred by this hope, Brendan pressed his lips to Colin’s shoulder then feathered kisses all along the man’s nape. He felt a certain need rising in his body. He wanted to feel it again, Colin sliding in and out of him. Why were they just standing here?

Colin thoroughly enjoyed Brendan’s attentions. The delicate contact along his jaw elicited quiet laughter and mews of contentment from him. All too soon, the sweet torment ended with Brendan moving abruptly away. Colin found himself being led into his own bedroom. He was enamored of Brendan’s ostensible contradictions. The younger man could be shy and beguiling one moment and in the next shamelessly brazen. It was fun, in a way, unpredictable and kind of exciting. He watched as Brendan climbed into his bed, groaning inwardly at the pretty bottom that crawled before him. Once in the center, the dark-haired boy reclined against a mountain of pillows, naked and waiting for Colin. Colin raked his eyes over every pale inch of skin. He did love to look at Brendan. As before, Colin watched Brendan flush a light rose and turn away as soon as Colin tried to meet his eyes. Colin’s hard cock pulsed at the conflicting messages - Brendan lying naked on his bed obviously wanting to be fucked yet unable to endure Colin’s gaze. Colin felt a prickling of excitement running over his body. He started drawing the younger man out gently asking, “Why are you turning away?”

Brendan shrugged. Men had always looked at him and he had always turned away, He never really asked himself why. Brendan slowly brought himself to meet Colin’s eyes. “Sometimes…. when you look at me…it’s…. intense.” The younger boy’s stomach sank along with his confidence. It was the best explanation he had. This, whatever it was they were doing, was completely new for him. He was still scrambling to figure out what it was much less how to behave. It must be irritating for Colin to have to deal with a dithering, inexperienced teenager like him. Brendan was sure the beautiful blond man had better things to do with his time than coddle him all night. He should probably just grab his stuff and go. Yet he was loathed to leave. Colin made him feel good and he hungered for the older boy’s touch.

“Would you rather I stop looking at you so much?” Colin offered though he didn’t know how he would be able to do that. Brendan was lithe and beautiful and way too much fun to look at.

Brendan began curling in on himself as the physical and emotional exposure became too much for him. He didn’t like revealing himself to anyone. Maybe that was the real reason he’d never had a boyfriend. He simply hid away from everyone he didn’t know and very few people ever waited around long enough to get him to open up. Colin was different though. They’d known each other a long time and it was easier to talk to him. Easier to do everything with him. Brendan shook his head ‘no’. He really wanted to please Colin.

Brendan’s retreat was apparent. Colin appreciated that it would take time for Brendan to be truly confident with him. Since he wasn’t about to let go of the boy any time soon, he set himself to go after his reticent lover. “Brendan,” Colin climbed up beside the curled figure and cupped the now timid face, “listen to me. It’s ok to be unsure. It’s ok to tell me you don’t like something, I won’t throw you out or walk away. I want to know you, all of you. Your heart, your mind and you body.” Colin bore deep into Brendan’s eyes, “Please… don’t hide from me.”

Brendan’s heartbeat quickened. To be known. It was Brendan’s his worst fear as well as his greatest desire. Colin’s blue eyes sparkled with sincerity and comfort. Brendan felt the closeness and warmth of Colin’s body, the reassurance in his touch. He unfolded himself and laid back on the pillows. Colin’s eyes again wandered over his body. Brendan fought hard not to turn away from their inspection.

Colin set still for a moment studying the boy laid before him. His eyes scaled up and down Brendan’s long legs. He slid his hand reverently over the finely muscled limbs, smooth skin flowing serenely under his touch. Colin bent down to worshiped the soft nubile flesh covering them, fondling them, even tasting them. Colin paid the same careful attention to each leg then focused his sensuous appraisal with other parts of Brendan’s fine body.

Brendan felt eyes, lips and hands moving over him. He watched anxiously, his breath hitching as Colin grazed across his sensitive skin. Colin’s breath spilled across his chest. Light fingertips quickly followed in its wake, made Brendan shiver. He willed himself to relax and accept the garish attention.

Colin tenderly inspected each arm tracing his fingers along the gentle dips and rolls. His eyes followed assiduously after his fingers. Profound awe came over him as he immersed himself in his subject. He breathed in Brendan’s unique scent, traversing the silky skin of the boy’s abdomen. He briefly grazed his trembling lips over each ruddy nipple. Brendan whimpered beneath him but Colin continued undeterred.

By the time Colin reached his face, Brendan was tingling all over. He felt like all of his cells had been aroused by Colin’s extensive exploration. His breath came in loud greedy gasps. “Colin” he pleaded and reached for him.

Colin hastened into his lover’s embrace. After such a sublime encounter, Brendan felt so fragile in his arms. “Are you ok?” Colin whispered. Brendan nodded yes and his leg shifted over Colin’s hip. Colin bent for Brendan’s lips as he stroked down along the body presed against him. Brendan sighed into Colin’s mouth as Colin gripped the thigh crossing his body and pushed himself into Brendan’s open legs. To Colin’s delight Brendan rushed up to meet him. “Tell me what you want, Brendan,” Colin softly implored.

Brendan wanted Colin moving against him forever. He wanted Colin’s tongue thrusting deep into his mouth. He wanted to fuck so bad. Brendan worked his hand between them to palm Colin’s swollen head. He lovingly rubbed and caressed the hard shaft. He wanted it in side him, filling him, giving him pleasure. When he played with the leaking slit Colin’s breath sharpened. Brendan made his grip firmer, rougher and Colin bleated in a ragged voice, “Puh-lease, please… tell me …oh ahhhahh! Bren…” He was naked and wrapped around Colin in Colin’s bed. Wasn’t it obvious? Brendan continued stroking as he whispered to Colin. “Want you.”

Colin’s hand joined Brendan’s and he brought their erections together. The young man arched towards him as their cocks and hands fumbled over each other. “Say it,” Colin demanded. Brendan looked at him warily. “Say it so we both know it.” He stroked faster and rolled on top of Brendan.

Brendan held tight to Colin as the man pressed down on him. The words formed in his mind. They circled around and around searching for a way to escape. His body tense with desire writhed and throbbed under Colin. Finally his lips parted and the quiet words tumbled from them into Colin’s ear “Fuck me, Colin.”

The soft words tore through Colin’s body causing him to shudder. He continued a steady undulation against Brendan as he reached up to his headboard and found a loosely closed jar of lubricant. He occupied Brendan with needy kisses and uneven rubbing while his hand finished opening the jar and dipped inside. He pulled back and rolled them on their sides. Colin ran his dripping fingers through Brendan’s crevasse to the tight ring of muscles. He easily pushed two fingers inside and moved in slow and patient stokes. He could actually feel Brendan’s satisfied groan in his own chest.

Brendan sighed with relief as he felt Colin’s long fingers inside him again. He pressed his forehead to Colin’s and rocked slowly, grateful for the movement in and out of his ass. Brendan moaned and bit his bottom lip as Colin went a little deeper. It was an interesting tangle of limbs, his lower half draped over Colin and his upper half snuggled underneath him. Brendan closed his eyes and basked in the gentle pressure of Colin’s filling fingers.

Brendan looked completely enthralled with what was happening to his body. Last night was the first time the young man let someone inside him and he seemed eager for it again. Colin curled his imbedded fingers and Brendan gasped and looked straight into Colin’s eyes. Colin smiled at him. “Does it feel good?”

Brendan was sure Colin already knew the answer to that but he choked out a ‘yes’ anyway. As he responded to Colin’s fingers his cock jutted against Colin’s reminding him of what he really wanted. Brendan glanced up at the headboard and spied a few unopened square packets. He took one and carefully tore the edge away while a third finger entered him. Brendan tittered with appreciation at the added fullness. He kissed Colin softly as his fingers fiddled with placing the rubber circle over Colin’s rosy tip.

Colin hissed as Brendan unrolled the condom over his hot throbbing member. The gentle fingers feathered all the way down smoothing out pockets of air and if possible making him swell to fill the sleeve even more. The fingers disappeared for a moment then returned to deliciously lather his covered dick with slick lube. The need to be inside Brendan grew insistant. “I want you,” He groaned pushing his fingers deeper inside Brendan’s open hole.

Brendan grinned and mimicking Colin muttering, “Say it so we both can hear it.”

Colin pulled out his fingers and growled, rolling on top of his snarky little partner. He bore down on Brendan and rasped, “I am going to fuck you.” Colin roughly maneuvered Brendan’s legs about his waist. He took his eager cock in hand and rubbed it against the boy’s spasming hole. His voice came out in a slow hiss, “I am going sink THIS deep into your tight little ass and FUCK YOU with it all. night. long.” Brendan’s eyes were wide and hungry, his body already thrusting upwards in anticipation as Colin plunged forward into Brendan’s beautiful heat.

The sudden fullness had Brendan groaning and arching against Colin’s body. He wondered if being pierced like that should have hurt but he was so ready to be filled, so fucking high on being fucked that he accepted Colin inside him completely with the first ravenous thrust.

Colin paused inside Brendan to catch his breath. He felt Brendan squeezing tight all around him. It was a wonderful embrace. He slowly pulled back as he wrapped his arms underneath Brendan’s shoulders then drove inside again with a grunt. Brendan’s body jerked and cried out as he rammed home clear up to his balls. After several more severe bursts like this he evened out his movements pushing his body languorously in and out of Brendan’s.

His ass was throbbing but not in a bad way. Brendan relaxed as Colin slowed. It was amazing how those first rigorous penetrations affected his body. God, he could feel every inch of hot cock pumping slowly inside him. It felt like his delicate insides had swollen up around Colin. Brendan’s head lolled back and he tried to push into the delicious fuck. Colin’s hands came down beneath Brendan’s ass angling him up just a little. Brendan moaned loudly as the added height and tilt seated Colin’s shaft just against his prostate. Brendan trailed his fingers lightly up and down Colin’s back. “Oh, ya …fuck me…” he moaned, “Yessss oh fuck yesssss…Colin…ohhhh so goood…make me feel…ahhh… so good…..”

Colin rolled his hips luxuriously as Brendan sighed and moaned beneath him. He panted in Brendan’s ear. “Don’t stop….… tell me how I feel inside you….tell me how you like it…”

More sounds fell from Brendan’s mouth but they didn’t form words right away. With every push inward came a breathy ‘oh’ from Brendan eventually tuning into ‘ oh god ’ before his mouth finally let loose. “Oh fuck Colin, I need you … oh…deeper… yes god…. inside me…. deeper…please ahh deep….deep...” Brendan’s voice trailed off to a soft murmur repeating his last word over and over as Colin fucked him. He was completely subdued by Colin’s movements until the world began to shift around him. “God...oh god what are you doing? Oh holy shit! Nungh…Colin COLIN!?!?” Colin, still buried inside him, was lifting Brendan up bringing him vertical.

“You requested that I go deeper….” Colin said in mock innocence against Brendan’s neck, “and this is the best way to do that.” He smiled malevolently and lowered his voice. “Ride me,” he directed as he sat Brendan astride his lap.

The change in sensation as the weight of his body resettled around the invasion in his ass was hideous. Everything felt different, the pressure inside him, the pleasure. It was all so mush more intense. Brendan froze like a statue. There was no way he could move. Colin was so far inside him. Even his breathing caused enough movement to make Brendan think he was about to come. “I … oh please I…I.. can’t….oh!..too good! ungh please….” Brendan stammered.

“Ride me,” Colin insisted shifting his hips and reveling in the feel of Brendan coming down on him just a little more.

Brendan cringed and barely rocked forward on Colin’s dick. He had no idea how it could get any deeper or any better but it did. He dug his nails into this lover’s shoulders as he endeavored to move.

Colin helped Brendan fold his legs under himself. They seesawed together for a while. Then Colin urged the dark haired boy to not just rock forward and back but to lift up and drop down. Brendan began slow and stilted but soon enough he was moving freely, fucking himself on Colin’s very happy dick. It was incredible. The lift up would squeeze Colin’s buried erection then gravity would bring Brendan crashing back down with a little ‘humph’.

Brendan’s tightened muscles unfurled as he carefully ebbed up and down. He closed his eyes and let the rhythmic sway of his body sooth him. His hands released Colin’s shoulders. They randomly caressed Colin’s chest and back as he moved hypnotically.

Colin watched Brendan getting into the new position and establishing his own rhythm. He felt Brendan all around him. He let go of Brendan and leaned back on his arms. Now he could thrust up as Brendan came down on him. The boy’s rhythm sped up, his descent came heavier.

Brendan leaned back and felt Colin’s hard cock strike at his prostate. He reached back to Colin’s thighs for support as he lifted up. He came down hard. Oh god that was it. This was perfect. Brendan arched up into the air, head tossed back and mouth gapping at the ceiling as he worked Colin inside himself.

Colin felt himself tremble as Brendan moved and bucked on top of him. He watched as the dark haired boy writhed on his cock. Sweat glistened on the pulsing muscles as they extended and contracted making Brendan look radiant. “Fuck ya baby…that’s it…make yourself feel good Brendan. Oh Christ this is so HOT! Baby you have no idea what you look like right now…how good you feel. Shit… make me come Brendan. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.”

Brendan felt Colin thrusting up inside him. He could feel the leaking of his own untouched shaft as it dripped down over his purpling head. He tightened around Colin’s bucking cock and rode him in earnest. Could he come without being touched? Could the incredible pleasure of Colin jutting inside him make his cock explode? “Oh Colin!,,,,fuck me! ohohoh wanna come…jussslikethisss….please….” Brendan’s balls slapped against Colin as jerked up and down on Colin. His climax was growing, unfolding in him, eminent and urgent. And then he was there, bucking and moaning as his shot up into the air.

The splash of hot semen on his chest and the spasm of Brendan’s ass wrung Colin over the edge, too. Brenan elegantly rode Colin’s waves of climax before he fell forward onto him. Brendan was heavy in his arms and something new welled up in Colin and broke to the surface.

Brendan floated in his sex induced high wrapped in Colin’s arms. He might have even passed out for just a few moments. The next thing he remembered after coming was opening his eyes and realizing that the man lying against him was crying. “Colin?” he softly called but the blond man just shivered and pulled Brendan closer. Brendan let Colin bury his face in the crook of his neck and sob. He kissed Colin’s temple and tightened his hold on the older boy. He heard a small murmuring in his ear. He shushed Colin and gently caressed him. Brendan pulled the sides of the blanket they lay on around them effectively cocooning them against the growing chill of the night air on their sweaty bodies. He cradled and cooed at the older boy until the both drifted into sleep.


AN: Well, this seems like a good place end Chapter 10. I will not bore you with a myriad of excuses as to why this update took so long and I can’t promise the next one will be soon. But Please stay tuned because in Chapter 11 Michael is enlightened about his best friend’s tryst with his brother. Will he be mad or will he be happy? Or maybe he’ll be, um, jealous?!?!? Hhmmmmmm…. Squirm my pretties, SQUIRM!

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