The One

Hi there! Thank you for stepping by!! :) This story you are about to read is a boys love story, which contains grape (something I came up with my self, it's a term for a sexual act that is milder than lemon, but harder than lime...)
Disclaimer: Aki and Shoji belongs to me... The title and song belongs to Linkin Park.

Anyway, enjoy your reading please, please review!!

*Somewhere I belong...*
”Are you serious?!” the girl whined. Ashley was surrounded by half a dozen classmates as usually. She had just told them about them transferring. She was in her best mood. All this attention around such a small thing was just like her.
“Oh yeah, it’s the real thing!” she said proudly.
Shoji sighed and turned his attention back to the homework on his desk. They were moving this weekend, big deal! They were going to join a famous actress’ family, so what?
“Oh my gosh! You’re going to live in the same house as Aki! He’s so hot!” another girl whined. Shoji sighed again. Of cause. That’s what’s it all about. Aki. The popular teen idol and his future step brother. Great! Another ego to endure every day. A person like that couldn’t possible be nice hanging around 24 hours a day. Shoji didn’t exactly share the same excitement as his sister and her friends. A shadow appeared on his paper, he didn’t bother to look up.
“So, your mom is marrying the famous Tachi Haruka?” it was one of the few guys that, once in a while talked to him, “I hear his son likes the ones on his own team. You better watch your pretty neck…” Shoji looked up and gave the redhead an emotionless glare. The boy laughed and left.
After what seemed like hours the bell rang.
Shoji plodded down the street, on his way home, lost in his own thoughts, when someone called him. He turned to face a group of five guys, only a couple of years older than himself.
“We hear you’re moving.” One of them said and approached Shoji.
“So they say…” he answered sarcastic.
“Don’t try to be funny at a time like this Shoji.” The guy said threatening, “You still owe us for the goods...”
“I know…”
“If you know, then why haven’t we received anything from you yet? Is the moving fuss just to get away from us? Cause you know we will find you, no matter where in the world you hide…”
“I know…” Shoji said and turned to go. The older guy grabbed him and without a warning a tightened fist smashed into his abdomen. Shoji collapsed in pain.
“That was just a sample of what we will do to you, if we haven’t received it within six months…” Laughing, they left him.

When Shoji got home, he went straight to his room and locked the door behind him. He collapsed down the wall, his abdomen still aching. He was in deep shit. There were no way he could pay them in six months, there was no way he could ever pay them. Sure enough he was about join a very wealthy family, but there were no way he would ever ask them for help, not any, not ever, they would just despise him more than they already did, and besides Shoji could take care of himself, he wasn’t weak, he didn’t need anyone. Shoji rose and limped to the drawer. He pulled out a joint from the back of the drawer and lit it. The drug made his body numb and he felt comfortably dizzy. Shoji laughed at himself. There was no need to get all depressed. He had six months back to live in, and then why not make something out of it?

The following Saturday was big moving day. Mr. Haruka had come to help them moving and it seemed that the Aki guy had stayed home, to Ashley’s big disappointment. Shoji didn’t care, the thought of suddenly get one more sibling didn’t excite him, especially not a rich kid, who didn’t know the meaning of the word “suffer”.

It was late in the afternoon when their car finally drove up to the big mansion. Shoji looked out the car window. A shape were standing in front of the big, big doors, it had to be that Haruka kid. Ashley sat in the other end of the car, looking out too. She was so exited, she just could sit still, all she’d talked about the last week was Aki here and Aki there and it was driving Shoji nuts. More than once he’d almost hit her, if it wasn’t for their mother.
“Oh, oh! Look! That has to be Aki!” she said feverish. Shoji rolled his eyes. That was it!
“Will you shut the fuck up?! If I hear you say Aki one more time, I swear I’ll hit you!”
Ashley looked first surprised, but then an evil grin spread across her lips.
“Akiii…” she said teasingly. Shoji was about to hit her, hard, when their mom interrupted.
“Shoji!” she gave him “the look” and Shoji lay down his fist. Ashley stuck out her tongue.
“You’re just jealous!”
“Me? Jealous? Of whom?”
“Me, of cause! Because he’d probably like me more than he will ever like you!”
“And why would I ever be interested in him liking me?”
“Because you like guys! Because you’re gay!”
At that answer Shoji just glared at her, cold.
Shoji soon got a properbly sight of the so spoken of guy. He couldn't see what were so special about this guy. He was around Shoji and Ashley's age, maybe a year older or younger, Shoji couldn't tell. The guy had short, messy, blond hair and green, shinning eyes. He looked a bit muscular in the tight black t-shirt. To Shoji he seemed like an average rich- kid. Not something that appealed Shoji the slightest.

The car stopped and the doors were opened by some of the servants. It was in that moment Aki saw something he would never forget. Something that would haunt him in his dreams, something that would never let his mind be, until it was his, he’d never felt a stronger need to posses. It might sound selfish, but that’s the way it was. The long, black-haired beauty with white silky skin looked at him with dark, cold eyes. As their eyes met Aki felt it. The feeling he’d never dared hope for, not after that time, but there it was, right now! With this person and it was one of his half siblings, how lucky was that? It was all set up for him, he just had to reach out and take it!
When Aki showed his new siblings their home, he hadn’t the slightest clue of how much he had to fight, struggle and cry before he could get what he wanted, little did he know that the chance for him ever getting it, was below zero.

It was a complete coincidence that Shoji heard the conversation, between his mother and his future stepfather. He was just passing by on his way to the garden, when he heard his mother speak from behind a closed door.
“You probably tired of this question, but I just really need to know… Is it true that Aki is bisexual?”
There was a long silence.
“I know that there’s been a lot rumour going on about that, but there is nothing in it. Aki has just had girl relationships and I really can’t see were the idea that he would ever like boys should come from… Aki is straight! It’s my son after all!”
“I’m glad to hear that. You see, Shoji’s last relationship was with an elder boy and it’s always been boys calling him and speaking about in the town, never one girl… And I won’t risk that those two start a relationship… I think Aki is best with Ashley…”
“You have a point there, they would be a good couple and maybe she could have a positive effect on Aki, I begin having difficulties on controlling him…”
Shoji left. He couldn’t stand to hear anymore of their cruelty. Mr. Haruka wasn’t any better than his mom; they both had a sick will to control their children’s lives. Shoji actually felt sorry for Aki, especially if he was going to spend his life with Ashley, anyone would be better than Ashley! Anyone…

It was almost four in the morning when Aki stumbled through the hall. A friend had just thrown him off. They’ve been partying all night and had had not so few drinks. Aki felt dizzy and his sight was blurred. He managed to climb the stairs and was only a few meters from his dorm when he suddenly stopped.

Shoji woke by the sound of his door opening and silent footsteps across the wooden floor. He lay still, eyes closed, listening. He felt a light weight on the edge of his bed and on each side of his head.
Shoji turned slowly and opened his eyes.

Suddenly everything became very clear to Aki, as the cold, dark eyes slowly opened and looked up at him. Thick silence filled the entire room. None of them said anything. They just starred into each others eyes. Suddenly Aki bowed down and seconds later he felt those cold lips against his.

The kiss was totally unexpected, but somehow Shoji couldn’t reject it. It felt really good after all, like nothing he’d ever felt before. He deepened the kiss without thinking and allowed the begging tongue to enter.
Shoji abruptly came to his senses when he suddenly felt a cold hand travel down his chest and under his boxers. He broke the kiss and looked up surprised; like it was just now he realized who it was over him.
“Aki?! What are you…?” Aki smiled down at him. But it wasn’t an ordinary happy smile. His eyes were filled with lust and… and something else that Shoji couldn’t identify. But the lust part he’d seen one too many times and it was something he didn’t like. He began to struggle but Aki was stronger. He graphed Shoji’s wrists and pinned him to the bed.
“Stop fighting and enjoy it Shoji…”
Their lips met once again, this time hard and brutal…

Aki woke by the noon sun lightning up the room. He blinked a few time before realizing he wasn’t in his own room. Aki turned to lie on his back. His head hurt like shit. Suddenly he felt someone move right next to him. Expecting the worst he turned. What he saw, he would never forget. A peaceful sleeping face covered with white silky skin and long, soft black hair. His hand reached automatically out to touch the beauty before him, but stopped when his mind realized what this scene told him. FUCK! Aki rose from the bed and pulled on his boxers. He walked around the room trying to remember what had happened the night before. He had been to a party, had been given a lift home, probably because he was too drunk… when he got home, he… Pictures of Shoji appeared in his mind. Pictures of a naked, sweating and moaning Shoji.
“Shit… Shit… SHIT! FUCK!”
“What’s the matter?” A lazy voice interrupted Aki’s frustration. Aki looked up. Shoji were awake and sat up in his bed, hair in every direction possible. Aki rushed to the bed.
“Shoji, I’m so, so sorry!” Shoji looked at him, confused.
“You’re sorry? For what?”
“For what, you ask? We just had sex!!”
“So…? It was good. No need to apologize that!”
Aki was about to object but stopped himself, when he understood what Shoji just said.
“You liked it?! What are you gay or something?” Shoji looked down at his hands.
“I don’t know…” he almost whispered.
“You don’t know? How can you don’t know? Do you feel attracted to guys? ”
“Not really…”

“Girls then?” Shoji shook his head. No, he didn’t feel attracted to girls either. Aki looked at him questioning. Shoji sighed.
”I don’t feel attracted to guys; it’s the guys who feel attracted to me…”
Aki nodded. He could imagine that. He too felt attracted to Shoji somehow, but he couldn’t quite explain why.
“Anyway!” Shoji changed the subject, “I’ll have to complement you. It was very good, considering it was your fist time, with a guy…”
“Who says that was my first time?”
“Well… I just thought it, I heard your dad tell my mom that you’re only have had girlfriends…”
“That’s what I make him believe. How do you think he would react if I told him that I slept with guys? He would totally freak out, and he…” Aki stopped himself. He seemed to be lost in thoughts. He looked worried.
“He what?” Shoji asked. Aki shook his head.
“Nothing… To be honest, yeah, I like girls, but that’s just like, 30 percent, for the remaining 70 percent I prefer guys…”
“Wow…”
Shoji realized that this Aki guy, he’d been forced to be in family with, wasn’t that uninteresting and that it was just now that they talked together for the first time, since Shoji and his half family moved in for about three months ago and they had not only talked, they had shared some deep shit here. Shoji had never talked to anyone about this before.
“You said you liked it, right?” Aki asked and met Shoji’s eyes, “You wanna do it again?”
Shoji smiled as Aki crawled back in the bed and placed himself on top of Shoji.

They had barely started before it knocked hard on the door. Aki broke away and looked down at Shoji. They had totally forgotten time and place. Ashley and their parents were in the house too.
“Shoji?!” it was Ashley, “Are you there? Do you know what time it is? It’s almost noon!”
“Right!” Shoji called back, without taking his eyes from Aki, “Ehm, I’m not dressed, so don’t come in. I’m in the middle of something; I’ll be down in an hour or so!”
“Okay! By the way, do you know were Aki is? He’s not in his room and clearly hasn’t been there…”
Aki smiled. If Shoji had seen him? Oh yeah, he’d seen him. All of him! In fact he looked at him right now. Shoji smiled too.
“Nope, haven’t seen him since yesterday! Probably still at his friends house!”
Ashley left with a disappointed “okay”. Silence fell upon them. Aki grinned.
“Just an hour?” Shoji shrugged.
“It depends…” He said and blinked. Aki bowed down and once again captured Shoji’s mouth with his own...

Somewhere I belong... (Shoji)
When this began
I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
I was confused
And I'd let it all out to find
That I'm not the only person with these things in mind
Inside of me
When all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
Nothing to loose
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own and the fault is my own

I wanna heal
I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I felt so long
Erase all the pain till its gone
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didnt fall right down on my face
I was confused
Looking everwhere only to find
That it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I
What do I have but negativity
Cause I cant justify the way everyone is looking at me
Nothing to loose
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own and the fault is my own

I wanna heal
I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I felt so long
Erase all the pain til its gone
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I want to find something Ive wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

I will never know
Myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel
Anything else, until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything
till I break away from me
I will break away
I'll find myself today

I wanna heal
I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I felt so long
Erase all the pain till it's gone
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I want to find something Ive wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

I wanna heal
I wanna feel
I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong

Somewhere I belong...

(A/N: So... what do you think? This is the first time I ever puplished any of my work and I'm very exited about it! :D
Aki: Congratulation on puplishing us Jemima-sama!!
Shoji: Yeah... And it's not like it took forever either...
Me: Hey, I would've done it ealier, if it wasn't so damn hard to...
Shoji: Yeah, yeah... excuses, excuses... bla, bla...
Me:*Sitting in a corner - assamed...*
Aki: Don't be so hard on her Sho... She a very busy woman...
Me: *Back fom the corner* Thanks Aki-kun...
Aki: Any time boss...
Shoji: *sulking*
Me: *smiling* Anyway... Let's hurry up and get on with the story... I've got lots of plans for the two of you... *Rubs hands evily* Muahahahahaa!!
Shoji and Aki: *Sweatdrops*
Shoji: *whispers to Aki* Why do I have a bad feeling about this...?
Aki: *Whispers back* For some reason I feel very sorry for you Sho...

Ps. Please review, I look very much forward to hear from you!! :D)