If Red could help

From Jarvis de Var


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live in to read them then please leave now. This is a story about a gay boy
or boys, if this is not what you want to read then please leave now and this is a fiction.

If Red could help
Part 1


Looking in the mirror to see if my spiked hair look good, I wear spikes of 3’’ to 4’’ inches long, bleached blond hair with black point, natural colour is dark brown. It been a long time a see that colour other place than around my dick. Almost 15 years old, 5’ 11’’, 180 lbs or if you like 1,79 m, 82 kg. I practice Akibudo since my 12 years and Judo Hakudokan since I am 9 years old. I like practicing these martial art, first it keep my mind clear and it give me the opportunity to see guys in the shower. By the way I am gay, straight acting and deep in the closet.

My Akibudo trainer is name Ray it a good guy, very traditionalist even for a Japanese and I is white! He really do not like my style, if I want to learn I have to undo my hair and change clothes before training and after it if I want to respect my image. My rents are not to found of my look but I am good at school and out of trouble most of the time they let me be.

At school I change my look: spiked and colour hair, hearing 8 of them on both ears plus a ring on my right eyebrow, I wear black military pant, black t-shirt with band logo or something like FTW on it, black leather jacket, black combat boots, dog collar or chain. I really look like an angel, no? I like it that way, it keep people away. When I get in 7 grade I find the biggest bully in the school yard and send him flying on is ass, I kick him out cold for good measure and this on the first day of school. It gave me the reputation being completed nut J. It is a bit lonely, but I am safe. I see the other kid at school been pick on I feel sorry for them but they have to understand that you can not tolerate one abuse you have to exercise the Japanese principle of retribution, each action have is consequence, just and fit for it. It go for the bad and good actions, it must be retribution.

Ho! incidentally my name is Reginald but out of home I do not respond to it. My name is Red, to the punk I hang whit. For them I am the guy that crack skin head skull. I hate bigot and supremacist, I enjoying being there nemesis, the gang take care of me for that. They gave fake id, we go as a group in club trashing (dancing) an in show. I like protecting peoples it give me a good feeling and I am reward by the approbation of the gang. They expect me to be thought and having ruffs edge, this is the down side of the job. I am not dumb on the contrary I am quite bright, but bright angst safe if you want my opinion.

On this Friday evening, I get in the Hole (club) around 21H, it near summer break and it almost empty there is 7 punk, around 50 rockers, few yo and lot of tourists, the only good point is the music very loud and good. I sit down in view of the gate and drink a beer the temperature is warm and it is quiet for me, you would say that the music is not quiet but it relax me, I am quietly half asleep I suddenly open my eye and see the doorman push away a kid, ok ok is not really a kid is around my age but in t-shirt and short pant he look is age or less. They argue a few seconds I almost relax back when I heard a yep and a scream, I get on my feet and walk to the gate, the doorman looking to the right I look too.

-Sergio (doorman) ‘’ They are not skin head.’’

The first thing that I see it the kid on the ground holding to is back pack and a rocker around 18 trying to kick him and pulling the back pack. I asked my self I have to be involve the answer is no, if I want to it yes. The rocker try to kick me to but I grab is balls and throat in a single move I heard Sergio yep in sympathy for the poor bastard. I clench both hands with all the strength I could get. The rocker do mot emit a sound but eyes are tearing up instantly. I hold my grip for around 30 seconds and let him drop on the side walk unmoving. I take a look at the guy flat on is back, is back pack in is arm, looking at me with a disbelieving air. I put my hand helping him up, when he stand see that he is around 5’7” for about 140 lbs, kind of cute light brown medium length hair, brown eyes, pale complexion. He get up and I get a sniff of a not so clean body, cute but dirty and smelly. He try to say thank.

-Red I interrupt him “If you can’t fight it to late for you here.” I turn my back at him and go on the terraces to finish my beer and listen to the music closing my eyes. When I open my eyes
-Sergio come to my table “Hey Red the guy ask me your name and some questions?
-Red “Humm!” I said “what did you said.”
-Sergio “That your name is Red, you’re a heavy hitter and that your straight on the edge.” not talking about sex saying that,
-Red “It ok, what happen to that stupid rocker.”
-Sergio “He stay down for around a minute and cry for 5.”
-Red “ No cops.”
-Sergio “No cops.”

I stretch my legs get on my feet wave to the gang and get out of the Hole (club). Walking I put my hand in my pocket to search for a bus ticket get it looking in front of me I saw the smelly guy with is back pack near the bus stop. When I get there he was not looking at me, he look to the ground in front of him.

-Smelly “Thank you man.”
-Red “Humm!” “Ok.”
-Smelly “Your style is really dirty.”
-Red “It only my style that is.”
-Smelly “Is what.”
-Red “For how much time you have run away.”
-Smelly “I have not run.”
-Red “Yo! man a guy that smell as if he have not wash for a week, with a back pack on the main street at almost 24H !!! I believe you no prob I haven’t speak to you at all forget it.” After a few seconds of silence.
-Smelly “My name is Thomas I quit my home 10 day a go I come from a sub town”
I look at him he look needy out of option, for a tough guy I am such a softy, yerk.
-Red “When do you ate last time.”
-Tom “Noon.”
-Red “Do you want to ate.”
-Tom “Yes.”
-Red “Do you have bus ticket.”
-Tom “Yes.”
-Red “Then follow me.”

We waited silently side by side for the bus, after around 15 minutes, it came and we have 30 minutes to do, we ran it in silence. When we get down of it I catch him looking at me side way, I smile to my self and walk to the Burger King the only junk food open around my house at that hour. Getting in I look to see if I know some one in there then I look at him.

-Red “What do you want to ate?”
-Tom “ The same as you.”
-Red “Ok.”

He sat near the door and I go to give my order, take the tray and get seated with him, not aside him but front of him.

-Tom “Tank you man.”

We ate our late lunch without much talk, all the time we ate I look directly at him, he seem afraid of me, I have lot of practice at that.

-Red “Why the running?”
-Tom “I don’t want to talk about it.”
-Red “Humm! you are pretty smelly, you can not pass any where or find a job smelling like that. Even for trick no way”
-Tom “ Trick?”
-Red “Selling your self, male prostitute.” He look at me in shock not talking for more than a minute.”
-Tom “Are you crazy? I will never do that.”
-Red “Then you know how to steal car, house?”
-Tom “I get a look of real disbelieve, I am no.t”
-Red I cut him “Hey listen how do you intended to support your self? Are you a Gate”
Thomas look at me blankly!
-Red “ Bill Gate”
-Tom “ “
-Red “The computer guy that own millions.”

He finally understood the reference. He look at me with a questioning look, and ask me if I was really what I look.

-Tom “No I do not have any money, I have 2 bucks that is that all.” He says sadly.
-Red “I do not want to be rude but if you want to trash home you have to wash in the first 5 minutes or we are both sleeping out, ok.” Looking at him. “What do you say.”
-Tom “Ok but I only have one other pair of short and they are filthy.”
-Red “Ok you can take one of my brief.”
We slowly walk to my house I explain to him that I live with my parents and 2 little one and that my mother is inquisitive, if you want to keep a secret don’t stay alone with her, she good. We arrive to de front lawn, one standard town house 2 level medium size with flowers bed and beautiful little grove, yerk, my mother art, you could say. I look at the windows there is some light in the family room I hope that is my father in the room. I look at Thomas and say to him when I open the door it will be a stair in front of you take them and the first door at your right it my room, ok, in the room there is a door leading to my bathroom, there is something else that need explanation? No ok then lest go. I quietly open the door and move to the family room as Thomas get up. There they are both there, fuck.

-Red “Hi! something good on the tube.”

There are standard answer but before I could leave my mother ask me if I have something else to say, fuck, not much I just have a bud to trash in. She ask me if he is clean? I ask her if I have did bring drunk or drug bud an not ask for help? No she say but she like to see him. Ok! Ok! I will send him down no prob. She remember me that I have promise Mike to help him. Is my 13 year old brother he is cool and like plastic model I help him whit it. Then I get up to my room to see all is clothes in the basket near my bed and heard the shower running. I open the closet and look for my old stuff, there is some that he can use yep blue jean that I out grow, button up blue shirt, stocking no trouble there but the underwear, humm! my satin lycra could fit him, I took a pair of blue one and knock on the bathroom door.

-Red “Hey Tom I put the clothes on the floor, the commandant, my mother, want to see you.”
-Tom “What should I say?”
-Red “Stay close to the truth it could pass.”

After a few minutes he get out of the bathroom all dress up, a little to straight for my taste but definitively a improvement of his look.

-Red “Get down and see the commandant for the interrogation.” I say to him with a smile.
He swallow hard and go down, when he left I undress and go take a shower, as usual I take care of all my need in the shower including my sexual tension, I don’t have to give you a description but Tom pass in my mind when a take care of that. After the shower I get in the room. He was there sitting at my desk head down.

-Red “What the matter?”
-Tom “Told her, told her all” He say silently crying.

He say to me that his older brother terrorise him and beat him, both is parents work until 18H then from 15H he is in is claws. He look at the edge of a nervous break down. I ask him how old is brother is? What school he go? How he look? At this point he ask me to do noting.

-Red “Sure I will stay out of it, if you find a way to be safe, but for the moment you don’t want that I beat an innocent, no? Then answer my questions ok.”

He gave me the info and more, he say that Ernest, is brother, manage to get him in trouble, there parents love very much the golden boy Ernest, if they find the truth, it will break there hearths. Saying that he broke in tears. It look that is the truth. I have to see what it the other face of the coin. I feel for the guy, this morning I will ask the commandant what she think of this story.

-Red “Tom take the bed I will take the hammock, ok”
-Tom “No, no, I will take.” he try to said
-Red “It to late to argue take the bed I like to sleep in my hammock.”

I hook the hammock and stretch on the hooks looking at Tom with half smile on my face, he is very cute.

-Red “G’night hit the switch.”

He close the light, I hear him sniff for few minutes then drift asleep. Fuck, how shake my arm, opening my eyes I see Mike smiling at me, I said to him ok I am up. Looking at the clock, yerk it only 7:30H less than 4H of sleep. I get in the family room to help him with is battle cruiser.

-Mom “Sleep well Reg.”
-Red looking at her “What do you think of his story?” She take a deep breath looking at mike.
-Mom “If you want a coffee follow me.”
-Mike “Ya, ya it is not my business.”
-Red I followed her in the kitchen “Then what about the story do you believe it or not?”
-Mom closing her eyes a bit “I could believe it, did you see him in the shower.”
-Red rolling my eyes “Mom please, I do no look at guy in the shower, and no I have not see any bruise on him but I see him whit my boxer on.”
-Mom “Your prize new boxer?”
-Red “Yes they are stretched and could fit him. Ok.”
-Mom looking at me “Humm! Humm! By the way it forbidden for you to go around his brother. Do you listen to me Reginald.”
-Red not looking at her “for sure did I always listen at what you said, humm!”
-Mom thing a sip of coffee “ ya you always listen and acted accord ling to your believe. And I know what you are believing now, for you information we are not in medieval Japan the tallion law did not apply in court” looking at me sternly “I don’t want you around that guy ok.”
-Red trying to have e very neutral facial expression “Mike is waiting for me”

I get in the family room with my coffee helping my brother for the next hour or so.
Dad and the commandant are going to the mail around noon then I leave my brother in the family room and go up there to wake Tom.

Getting quietly in the room, Tom was asleep curled in a tight ball I see lot of tension in is body. When I sit on the side of the bed he jump almost 1’ in the air, looking wildly around scare. Seeing it I feel for him but keep a strait face.

-Red holding is arm “ Hey Tom it me your safe here no bad guys just a punk.” smiling at him.

He is not seeing to found it funny? Covering is body with the sheet.

-Red grabbing the sheet “wait let me see if your ok I am not here to hurt you, it cool”

He did not seem to believe completely. I switch the light on looking at is chest, just side of is left nipple a weird circle about ½” of wavy flesh, when I touch it he being to cry silently. I ask him to lift his arm, I discover under is left pit 2 spots looking alike and he did not have any hair on these spots.

-Red with a chocking voice “your brother is right handed?”
-Tom still crying “yes” said with a shaky voice.
-Red almost shaking from the control that I have to maintain “any more?”

Tom not saying a word push the waistband of the boxer, to show me the third bald spots and the same wavy flesh and a forth4 one not completely heal at the base of his penis a scab still on. He look pretty upset and I understand it. Fighting to keep from crying with him, I have lot of physical guts, I hate pain but it do not stop me we can control it with breathing and it difficult to explain let it flow without giving it focus. But for the emotional guts it very difficult for me.

-Red clenching my teeth “It ok let get dress.” when he let go the waistband I took him in a strong hug holding him until he stop crying.
-Tom with a stare full of hate “My brother is a fucken queer, a sick fag, and ass.”
-Red I cut him “ Your brother is a sadistic first, some of my friends are gay they never act like that don’t turn to be prejudicial it a good way to become my enemy.”

I get up and say it time to dress up ok, I get down and make you a breakfast. When I get down Mike and Steve where there looking at the tube. I ask them what they want for lunch? It was hot dog and French fry, easy and fast. I make 12 hot dogs and lot of fry plus eggs and toast before I finish Tom is looking at me from the door of the kitchen I said to him to sit down it will be ready in a sec. He could have hot dog or egg or both I said smiling. His eyes look a little red he look mostly ok. I put a coffee in front of him and a plate with 3 eggs 2 hot dogs and fry. I sit beside him and ask him if he could watch the little one for me?

-Tom “What did you intend to do?”
-Red “Noting I have to go to my training and the rents have left, If you say yes be sure to keep them safe ok they are my brothers.”
-Tom “They will be safe.”

Then I call for Mike and Andrew and we ate talking, I say to them that Tom will watch over them and to be good or else, when a say that they laugh at me, little grunts. They were still eating when I get up to my room to put on my karate jock strap plus the cup. On my way out I when in the back yard in the garden shed I have a chest there lock with a magnetic padlock I open it and took my fiberglass arm brace and shim guard. I make it, you have to put petroleum jelly on your fore arm, be sure to cover it all, put the fiber mesh on the jelly and the two first resin coating. The problem is the heat from the chemical reaction of the resin. You put off your arm install leather strap before more coating of resin and glue inside the blue foam use for the camping floor mat. It is the same procedure for the shim guard. Take my sap glove and Cobra stick that I buy at US Cavalery. Cobra stick it a retractable stick 9” folded 24” extend, it a spring with weight on the tip very nasty weapon, I wear it in a holster on the back of my belt. The glove are leather glove with sand (1 lb) on the front it help when you want to punch a clear knock out. In the chest I take a military knap sack with in pieces of rope, duct tape, 2” rubber ball and 20 large tie rap. I call it my battle dress



If Red could help
Part 2


When I get my battle gear on, I walk to a corner store to buy 2 big cigar and matches, I shoved them in the knap sack, when I get out of the store I smile at the clerk, he was a good guy. I have no trouble to find the place but the suburb it not good for me. In the hearth of the city I am invisible, here lot of people notice me. I scan the place and find a small park, I when to a bench and begin my watch.

I stay on the bench ½ hour and when to ring at the door, I push the button 5 time without answer perfect, I return to the bench. I really hope that it will be a smooth ride. I stay ½ a sleep on my bench it the best way to keep your mind quiet. After 3 long hours I see a rater cute guy around 6’ about 180 lbs and looking some way like Thomas going in the right direction. I put my glove on and when in the same direction following him. He get to the door and open it, I get quietly behind him and say ‘’I’’ , he turn around to be intercept by a punch, the guy is tough, just fell a bit on one knee, I punch him very hard on the jaw and the light when out. Nice job, no one seem to notice. I drag him inside, gag him with the ball and tape, lock the door, ok it is a split level I drag him in the basement, find a good chair and tie rap him ankle knee wrist and elbow, I find a blanket put it over him and tape it around his shoulder. I look if there his windows in that room and close all the store. The first step when smooth, ok let look at the place, I feel my hearth beat slow down a bit. In the basement there is the utility room, clean and well keep. The family room where I tie my guy and one bedroom is clean a young guy room but if you ask me too clean. All the normal stuff audio system, computer, tv let search the place, first I turn over the mattress, the frame of the bed is a box and there is boards to hold the mattress I flip them and find a metal box that you can lock, I continue to search the room finding noting incriminating. But strangely in that room, I find 4 key for handcuffs and good quality not novelty ,one piece of rope in a drawer under the cloth and in a box spring clip and electrical welder. I search for the key of the metal box and not finding it. I get to my prisoner how by the way his awake. I search his pockets in one I find his key ring the other one give direct access to his dick, remembering what I have seen on his brother body I grab it hard, he jump in the chair.

-Red ¨I know what it your pleasure!!! Be ready to taste it¨

I open the box finding 3 CD and a 256mo USB drive and a booklet ½ full. Have to read that later. I get up the stair ok kitchen, diner, bath, suddenly I froze mid step, I heard a noise from behind a door. I put my ear on the door some breathing and winning from inside. A little shaken I put my hand on the door handle take a deep breathe and open the door. To my surprise I found a little guy tie on the bed drenched wet from mid chest to his knee, gagged, eye wide open whit a panic expression on his face. I move quickly and put his pillow on his face, I picked the pillow case from his other pillow telling him.

-Red ¨Hey little bud I do not want to hurt you ok, but you cant see me I will put a blindfold on you do not panic¨

I put my hand under the pillow whit the case in my hand. I wrap it around his head moving smoothly, taking the pillow off I say

-Red ¨I will tape the blindfold and take your gag off, ok¨

The little guy cry loudly ,when I take the gag off, his shaking like a leaf mumbling that he could not hold it that he was sorry do not beat him etc etc… Without answering I search in my pocket to find the handcuff keys and free him. He was completely freak out. I have to hug tightly his wet body talking to him softly and calming him. I ask him why he was tie up on the bed? He said that he have to learn to not having to pee all the time.

-Seth ¨don’t say it to Ernest please he will give me a treatment and I hate it please!!!¨
he was almost choking telling me that.
-Red ¨Ok ok let the blindfold I help you wash and change you and your bed but let the blind fold. I don’t want you to know how I am ok little bud?¨

I help the kid wash and change not easy blind . I talk to him learning that his parents are out on a search for his brother Thomas and that Ernest will be back soon.

-Red ¨Seth stay in your room even if you ear lot of noise ok I will be back to tell you when you can get out of your room ok, work whit me I am here to help ok¨

Before leaving the room I put a CD on his boom box at mid volume. Leaving the little guy in his room I was really piss off, I stop at the stair to take a few deep breathe, what to do whit that ass hole. Getting in the basement I see my prisoner moving a lot, seeing that I make some noise in the stair, sit beside him lightning a cigar and blowing the smoke in his direction. After a few puff he freeze completely, I put a length of tape over his cover eyes, pulling the blanket up I could take off the tape and the rubber ball how gag him. He was sweating heavily and almost drooling but stay silent even when I blow the cigar smoke in his face. I do all this without a single word. Taking a heavy rough voice.

-Red ¨Did you have a password on the CD you hide under your bed¨

He did not answered to my request then without a word I lift his t-shirt putting the cigar ½ inch of his right tit, I am a lefty, letting it there.

-Red ¨For the last time, before your loosing that tit, did you put pass word on those 3 CD?¨
-Ernest ¨No don’t burn it pleeeease!!!¨ he said sweating heavily, what a fucken asshole and he have not one once of guts. I have a strong disdain for scum bag.
I kick him below the knee out of frustration, I know that I could not burn him I am not able to do it. I ask him about the book and the Usb drive. He tell me that the book is about what he know of his class mate, password of there e-mail and personal relation if any. For the Usb drive it was a key for his computer.

I when to his room install the Usb and boot up the machine. Lot and lot of porn all kind but large section of S&M bounding and piercing. I don’t really like it disgusting. I put de CD on and literally jump out of the chair, it was photos of what he did to his 2 brothers forcefully keep myself silent I find the e-mail of his father and his password in the book what else and mail 5 of the worst photos to him. I recuperate CD and Usb drive. Passing near the asshole I kick his head. I climb to Seth room. He was quietly sitting on his bed waiting, he jump a little when I open the door turning in my direction.

-Red ¨ok kid it me¨ he extend his arm in my general direction, hugging him I sit on the bed.
-Red ¨I will leave soon your brother Ernest his tie up in the basement¨ I catch a look of disbelief in is face ¨hear what I have to said to you ok?¨ he nod ¨leave him there and wait for your parents when they got here go to meet them and ask your father to look in his e-mail for the message “All the truth” and open the attach file ok can you do that?¨
-Seth ¨Ok but¨
-Red ¨No but do it you will not be treated again and Thomas will come back I promise ok?¨
-Seth ¨I will do it¨
-Red ¨If you give to much details about me to your parents or the cops I will be arrest and send to jail, just said that you have not the time to see or just your not remember and start to cry, are you ok whit that?¨
-Seth ¨I will never have you arrest if Ernest stop hurting us¨
-Red ¨Stay quietly in your room I going now¨ I kiss him on his forehead caress a little his hairs and leave his room .

Going in the basement to pickup all my stuff I stop in front of the asshole and said to him.

-Red ¨Hey scumbag ¨ kicking his right foot ¨I leave keeping one eye on you touch one of your brother again and you will be sorry yes fucking sorry. So sorry in fact that you will wish that you are death. In fact I suggest that you move from here as soon as possible. Do you know why …. Because I watch you asshole.¨ And I kick his left foot.

I left the house fast and quiet, looking around me I take off my glove there are some people on the street, no body seem to looking at me. Good I begin a bit relaxing, I take the metro and going home smiling. I relax it was a long Saturday but I feel good. I don’t know if I will go out tonight I see how Thomas will feel? At the door I heard my mother asking for me.

-Mother ¨Where?¨
-Red ¨Training and hanging whit friend how need me.¨ looking around ¨where is Thomas?¨
-Mother ¨Better to have any news about your activity Reginald or else about the boarding school.¨
-Red ¨Mother a have already tell you boarding school don’t like piercing and color hair my point is that no body in the world will be able to change those ting¨ I said grinning at her.¨ Looking seriously at her ¨I have been at Thomas home before screaming look at those CD¨
-Mother ¨I will not like it I supposes¨
-Red ¨Thomas could not see it go in dad office¨
-Mother ¨That bad¨
-Red ¨Worse than that¨

She left me brining the 3 CDs whit her. After a few minutes Thomas get in whit dad.

-Red ¨Hi dad, hi Tom, how your doing¨
-Dad ¨your training on Saturday?¨
-Red ¨Yep ask mom¨
-Tom ¨Training for that long it 19:00¨
-Red ¨Yep, do you want to watch the tube in my room?¨
–Tom hesitating ¨Yes if you want to¨

When we get in the room I let him sit on the bed sitting myself in the hammock saying to him ok don’t freak out, I have been at your house this afternoon. He look near desperation. I seen Seth he is good and happy to speak whit me.

-Tom ¨Do have seen Ernest?¨
-Red ¨Yes we have a good chat, when I seen him first thing he say to me, hi, and when I leave, he assure me that he intend to move on his own as soon as possible¨
-Tom ¨He say that¨
-Red ¨When he look at me he seem dam serious about it¨

He cry a little trying to believe what I tell him, I think. I ask him if he want to look at some tape or DVD, take any ting. My mother call me from the first floor.

-Mother ¨We have to call the police Reginald, it terrible.¨
-Red ¨If you call the cops¨
-Mother ¨The police¨
-Red ¨If you want, if you call them we can’t any explanation how we get those CDs, at best they could not use those in court at worse I will be arrest¨
-Mother ¨What did you do to that …. Boy?¨
-Red ¨Noting I was afraid that if I begin to hit him seriously. I can not stop to hitting him¨
-Mother ¨It good¨ taking my head on her chest, hugging and rocking my head a little.
¨Bring your brothers whit you in your room to watch tv they ask for you today they miss the big goof, we will try to fix the mess tomorrow ok?¨
-Red ¨Yes my commandant¨
-Mother ¨Shut that mouth, you punk¨ smiling at me.

I call for Mike and Andrew, by the way Mike is 13 and Andrew is 11. I bring them in my room whit Tom and me we watch Lord of the Ring the first 2. Andrew on the bed whit Tom and Mike whit me. We chat about noting serious truly relaxing, Tom need it. After the movie the little one have to hit the sack. That leave us alone.

-Red ¨Ok Thomas listen quietly I will say all to you, your cool whit that?¨
-Tom ¨Hit it¨
-Red ¨As I said to you I been to your house, did you know that Ernest abuse your little brother as well?¨
-Tom ¨No the bastard he did not¨
-Red ¨Yes he did not as heavy as he did to you but he did, I took the CDs whit the photos of you and your brother and I use it against him, your are ok whit it?¨
-Tom ¨Yes, what he did to my brother?¨
-Red ¨You to ask him yourself. The point is when you return home you will have to talk to the cops, we have to come up with a story that hold the road, do you agree with me?¨

The story was simple and easy to deal with, he live in the street around Ste. Cath and St. Laurent, washing in public pool, eating at Pop youth shelter. We practicing the story for about 2 hours, he was fairly good. We where sitting on my bed side by side by accident I put my hand on his knee few time, getting hold on myself I move a little away from him keeping my hand off. He his really good looking. It was 02:35 I send him in the bathroom going in the kitchen for a raid. Back in the room I ate my snack waiting for him. We exchange place and I point the tray with his snack on. I shower and jack off thinking of him. I adjust my alarm clock for 08:00 not to much sleep this weekend. I fell like a rock in the hammock.

What is that horrible sound yerk! It already time. Let get up, put the alarm off, get down and the show must go on.

-Red ¨Hi mom, hi dad do you want to talk to my before the other wake up?¨
-Mother ¨What we do the thing that your father and me have seen yesterday it a criminal offense we have to report it.¨
-Red ¨I have send some photos to Thomas father mail box, from there house no danger to be spot.¨ I said looking at my father ¨I have take note of the exact time and date they have to signal the criminal offence, dad you could ask to your friend to have a copy of the log and mail?¨
-Dad ¨Yes I will what about Thomas?¨
-Red ¨I will phone from a boot this afternoon from that we see.¨

Lather my brothers came down with Tom they all chat happily, fell good to see them all smiling like that. I drink a coffee when they ate all chatting like a good family unit. After breakfast I follow Mike to glue plastic J, the kid like it and he like doing it with me. Tom turn around us and finally sit down with us helping. We have a good time together. At noon we have a lunch when we finish eating I take Tom aside.

-Red ¨Come with me we will go to a phone boot to call your home¨
-Tom ¨Are you sure?¨ looking nervously at me.
-Red ¨If it Ernest that answer at the phone just hang up you don’t have to speak to him ok?¨
-Tom ¨let do it if I have to¨ he said sadly.

It take only few minutes of walking to get to the boot, I put a quarter in and Tom signal the number. He waited sweating a little, I see him holding his breathe, when he start talking I was certain that he was talking to Seth, he turn is back to me. He was crying for sure, he talk with other persons, he talk with more than 3 persons, looking at my watch I cut the communication after 3 minutes. He look at me shock.

-Tom ¨Why?¨
-Red ¨I don’t want to be arrest, do you understand that¨
-Tom ¨They want me home, they know about some one intervention, they don’t know about Red the punk.¨ he said smiling at me.
-Red ¨ok first we move from this boot, we go home to take your stuff and we go to the metro I leave you there my friend ok?¨

We get home my rents and brothers kiss him goodbye and wish him good luck. We take the bus and metro during the trip I look at him to catch his cuteness and store it in my memory bank. When we get to his metro I leave him near the bus stop. I move away and fly a taxi giving Tom address, I get out the taxi and go to the park hiding from his house. I wait for about 1 hour before seeing him walk toward his house. I see his father opening the door Tom reaction confirm it. Seth and a woman join then, the job is well done and no cops. Opps! I have speak to fast after 5 minutes a guy get out of the house cross the street to speak with 2 others one in a car. Seeing that I raise from my position to leave quietly, fuck!, the guy leave the car to walk in my direction.

-Cop ¨Hey kid wait¨
-Red ¨What do you want?¨
-Cop ¨Do you have seen¨
-Red ¨Why do I have to answer to you I don’t fucking know you, you could be a fucking perv?¨
-Cop ¨I am sergeant detective Dubuc¨ Opening his wallet showing me his badge.
-Dubuc ¨Do you have seen a big guy around 6’2’’ or 6’4’’ punk style like you?¨
-Red ¨Nope¨
-Dubic ¨Do you smoke?¨
-Red ¨Nope¨
-Dubuc ¨Do you have your paper?¨
-Red ¨Nope¨
-Dubuc ¨What is your name and address please?
-Red ¨Pierre Valmont, 1342 Des Erables, can I go now¨
-Dubuc ¨Yes, if you remember something¨ he gave me his card ¨Ring me¨

I leave the place as fast as I could, because if he verify it was all bull. I get home without any prob. My mother give me the speech about all the problems that I have could cause, the parent are strange they could not face the fact that I have figure all the troubles that could fall on me and act on it any way. Strange how normally bright person fall in that kind of pattern. For the rest of the day I play with the little ones and listen to some old Bauhaus. The rents hate it but I love it.

Monday morning dring, dring, the alarm clock and I am still alone and it is my fault. Let go to school. I leave my brothers at their school and walk to my. As usual I grow and bark my way in. Most of the teachers like me because I have good results, class it no problem with me hey. The day was a smooth ride. Back at home, mom was there with a lunch for me. I smile at her and get to my room to do homework as usual. At 17:25 mother call me to tale the line I have a phone call.

-Red ¨Red listening¨
-Tom ¨Hi I call to give you some news, it all good , I call you from a diner, Ernest his out of the place he is in a house for delinquent. They search for a really tall guy that Ernest describe to the cops. Your are safe.¨
-Red ¨Thank you Tom happy to learn that it all ok for you¨ I said smiling to myself.
-Tom ¨No thank you Red, if you have not step in I would have kill myself I was really down. Thank you, thank you so much you have save your life Seth and me, soon it will be safe to you to come visit, it is ok with you?¨
-Red ¨Yep, just give me a buzz and we will figure something.¨ I was fighting very hard to hold down what I feel and stop the tears.
-Tom ¨I call you back as soon as possible Red bye¨

I have to breath deeply for few minutes to take a hold on my emotions. It was difficult but I manage. I get in the kitchen smiling to myself feeling happy for Tom. I snoop in sniffing around to know what was cooking. Mom wave me out it was not ready I when to help Mike and Andrew with their homework. After supper I watch the tube with my brothers holding them close to me. When I get in bed I feel really lonely, I have to concentrate on the middle way, desire is pain where there is no desire there is no pain, desire is mostly selfish, you have to center on your inner self. Don’t let all transitory desire taking a hold on the soul. I manage to hold the emotions at bay. I sleep like a log. The week pass very well. At the end of the week, Sophie call me if I go at the hole on Friday, ask her what time, round 20:00H will be a good time, it will be some skinhead in town from Toronto to bash punk. I know that she will be out with her girlfriend and want me to watch over. I told her no trouble and I know that she will paid my drink.

On those kind of night I where only my jock strap, forearm and shin guard, not all the battle dress. Wearing jock strap with the cup it not comfortable, it warm and itchy but what you want better be safe than sorry. Entering the Hole I see Sergio.

-Red ¨Hi Serg how it going?¨
-Sergio ¨Hi Red good so far¨
-Red ¨Do you know those dickheads from Toronto will be in town to bash punk and any ting else that is not white?¨
-Sergio ¨Nope but you have make my weekend¨ he said rubbing his knuckles with a ferocious grin on his face.
-Red ¨Any way if any trouble I will be please to help¨