Twisted souls

He lay on his bed like so many times before all he could think of was her.... It was driving his mind mad the thing he wanted most and he had to pretend like it never existed his feelings, this burning desire, the very reason for his insanity none of it had purpose. He rose from his bed and stepped out to his balcony being a Yoshiba he had every material object he could possible want, his father was one of the richest men in Japan, and he was born into a life of privilege, not that there family didn\'t have it\'s share of dark secrets. The trouble with so much money it did something to a man bringing darkness and greed upon the soul nothing could ever be enough once you had so much. Shoshin shook his head as he looked out to the pool where his younger sisters were.

\"Sakura....\" whined Ami her twin sister Kari kept splashing water at her, making fun of her for being a baby since she was forbidden from going into the deep end of the pool because she wasn\'t a strong swimmer and had almost drowned a couple times last summer.

Sakura growled looking away from her book she was reading to glare at her sisters. This she thought was why she rather have just been an only child her sisters both eleven fought constantly about who was smarter, who was prettier, even who was the better swimmer. Then there was Shin she looking up at him standing on his balcony, she met his intense gaze causing him to look away quickly. Didn\'t he realize yet that she could feel every of his burning gazes, she always knew when he was watching her even when he himself didn\'t realize he was doing it.

Seeing her sisters blank stare Ami followed her eyes to Shin\'s balcony and even saw her brothers back as he was retreating back into his room. \"SHIN\" she shrieked obviously catching her older sister off guard which was something that few ever managed because her sister who had been laying on her floating lounge chair had jumped and knocking herself off balance fell into the pool.

Shin couldn\'t help himself it was a moment of weakness for him, he who had not shown a sign of emotion in the past two years had started laughing uncontrollable at the sight of his younger sister who at the moment very much resembled a drowned rat.

Sakura coughing up gallons of water was busy plotting how she could kill her younger sister but make it look like an accident when she heard it, a sound that made her long cold heart jump and ache she looked up to the source of the sound that brought back so many memories of a boy she thought long dead.

Shin stopped his pointless laughter the moment he realized what he was doing and looked to his sister, the look on her face made his stomach sick but at the same time made his frozen heart beat faster then it had in a long time. Suddenly he turned and slammed the doors shut behind him, he grabbed the keys to his car storming out of his room and not even bothering to shut the door.

The slamming doors had scared the twins making them both jump but not Sakura all of a sudden she was swimming for the edge of the pool, she jumped out quickly, grabbed a towel off one of the patio tables and rushed inside, determination in her eyes.

A pissed off Shin was fast but a determined Sakura was faster, by the time Shin stormed into the garage Sakura was already sitting in the passenger seat.

Shin started up the engine and growled without even turning his head \" You better not get my seats wet or I\'ll slit your throat\"

\"You would love that wouldn\'t to just make all your problems disappear, so tell me why haven\'t you yet\" She put her hand on his thigh and hissed in his ear \"I know you have the balls I\'ve seen em\" that was all it took for him to loss control and back hand her. She pulled back and wiped the blood off her chin. \"You\'ll have to do worst then that if you want to get rid of me\"

He was griping the steering wheel very tightly now so much so it would probably leave a permanent imprint but at the moment he didn\'t really care. \"Get out Sakura right now before you make me do something I wont soon regret\" he said in a menacing tone, he didn\'t really mean it though he could never hurt her worst then slapping her even in his darkest moments but he couldn\'t stand her being so close to him or her bringing up the past, which he had made her swear never to speak of again.

\"Damn you Shin why can\'t you act human every once in while\" she was really pushing his buttons wasn\'t she \"Because you stupid little whore humans are weak creatures of the flesh and besides we both know our souls got sold to the devil long ago\"

She was silent for a second then as she opened the door and stepped out she looked back at him and said \"why Shin I had no clue you were so spineless, please tell me when your thru being mother\'s little puppet boy\" she then slammed the car door and watched as he speed away.

It made her sick to hear him speak exactly her mothers words, she could have almost sworn she had even heard her mothers voice come out of Shins body. She slowly walked back into the house her eyes glazed over with memories of a past most dark and to her most precious at times as well. She would never believe her mothers words she was wrong he was the only thing that kept her alive those long dark years and who knows maybe if her mother had been so concerned for there well being in the past then there would have been no need for the brother and sister to have clung together so closely.

As he speed down the road, no consideration for the speed limit he too thought about the past and his mothers shrill voice \" If you don\'t stay away from her I will send her away and you will never see or hear from your precious little sister again, you are my heir Shin but she is nothing but a stupid little whore that will tarnish you and our family\" he growled he hated that manipulative bitch so much she cared of nothing but her self and maybe her precious heir, that\'s all she was to him an heir not a son, never a son just like Sakura was never her daughter to her Sakura was nothing but a thorn in her paw the only thing that ever kept her from doing anything to her was Shin. She might be a bitch but she was not stupid she knew that Shin would never let any thing happen to his sister and if something did she knew the consciences would be most unpleasant so she had found a way of controlling them both well Shin at least Sakura had lost all fear of her mother long ago she had seen hell and back so in her mind her mother could do nothing worse. Mrs. Yoshiba had always resented her strong willed daughter and her hatred grew more as Sakura grew at twelve she had fully developed a very curvy figure large round perfect breasts a small waist, nicely shaped hips and long legs but thier mother being the tyrant she was had tried every trick in the book to make her daughter self conscious telling her she was not very pretty and that she had to hide the shape of her figure because men would view her as some sort of toy for thier wicked pleasures and she would never be taken seriously by anyone. She had her daughter where loose unfeminine clothing where ever she went and even went so far as to have her hair cropped short like a boys, this her daughter had protested greatly saying that her long black hair and emerald eyes were the only things that she liked about herself, her mother not willing to give up had locked her in her room and not allowed her food or water for a day. Sakura gave in and let them chop off her beautiful hair.

He could still remember the night she came to him in tears. \"What happened to your hair it\'s shorter then mine\" he had said shocked at the sight of his sister one year younger then him in tears she had always tried her best to remain strong no matter what the abuse from her mother or her father. \"Mother\" she sopped miserable, he had run over and taken her into his arms, \"It\'ll be ok Kura it\'ll grow back it\'s not like she cut off your foot or something of course she might be saving that for tomorrow.\" she laughed it was barley audible but had laughed Shin could always make her feel better no matter what the situation.

\"Sakura\" came the drunken voice from the next room.her room, \"No\" she whispered she wasn\'t strong enough to deal with him tonight and Shin could feel it so he grabbed her hand and they quietly as they could snuck out of his room and ran down the hall to one of the bed rooms they used for guests. He quickly shut the door behind them and lead her to the large closet and told her stay put while he pulled the large blanket and two pillows off the bed quickly retreating to the closet he laid them down on the floor and turned to his sister \"we can hid in here tonight he wont find us I promise he sounded to drunk for a full scale search he\'ll probable check my room too then go pass out someplace\" She just nodded and hugged her big brother \" I think I would die if I didn\'t have you\" she mumbled \"Don\'t talk like that\" he whispered lying down and pulling her next to him \"You have plenty to live for High school, your first dance, your first kiss\" \"My first kiss\" she asked timidly \"Yes your first kiss\" he replied \"with someone you love\" \"I love. you\" she replied and before he could say anything she reached up and kissed him half excited half scared out of her mind.

Well this is where I end chapter one I hope it\'s not too bad I\'m going for a story with a plot so sorry if it\'s not what some people are looking for the smut will come in later chapters.