Just Another Breath

Author\'s Note: Just some more mindless smut. Enjoy.
Theme: Drowning, Crazy Town
Just Another Breath
By xaphanea

Ola crept out back, tossing her towel on the deck and stripping herself of her jean shorts. She had escaped the drunken mass of people inside, and desired an evening swim. Actually, it was closer to a morning swim. The night air was surprisingly warm, and she didn\'t shiver at all in her minute black bikini. She knelt down, dangling her legs into the dark pool, and stared down into the water. Nick\'s huge backyard was dimly illuminated by the distant neighbor\'s deck lights, and it was just enough to see by. She looked up, taking in the stars glittering above her. The moon was a sliver, not providing much light, but providing a gorgeous accent to the night sky.
\"You know, I heard that swimming naked is a whole different experience.\" The low voice startled her, as it sounded so near. Ola snapped her head around, and spied Nick leaning against the railing of the deck not far from where she was sitting at the edge. She could make out his distinct foreign features, his perfectly shaped face and envious chest. He was standing there in nothing but a pair of baggy light brown camo pants, with a wine glass in his hand. That was the thing Ola most admired about Nick. He was the epitome of class. When everyone was bouncing off the walls drinking themselves into oblivion with cases of beer, Nick was standing there, chatting up a lady with a glass of wine in his hand. He was calm, collected, and knew what he wanted and how to get it.

Everything is so complex
Everyday is like a test
Full of obstacles that seem almost impossible
And I\'m thinking
Just another breath
Not a minute left
How long have I been drifting?

\"Really.\" Ola replied, reducing her voice to a mere purr. It sent a shudder through her as she realized that the word had slipped out drenched with innuendo.
\"Yes.\" Nick set his glass on the flat railing, walking towards her. His bare feet padded on the dark wood, coming ever closer to her. \"Apparently it\'s theraputic.\" He knelt down behind her, sliding his gentle smooth hands across her shoulders, satisfied with the slight shivers that elicited.
\"You have a pool, and you\'ve never tried it?\" She managed to breathe out, her voice barely above a whisper. As his soft hands expertly massaged her shoulders, Ola almost asked him to stop. She wasn\'t sure if she wanted to be just another one of Nick\'s squeezes, yet another girl wanting too much and recieving nothing more than Nick\'s original intentions. He was known to have sex with a girl and then simply leave her, although he apparently did it so politely that she wouldn\'t be heartbroken until later when the whole scenario would sink in.

Pass the glass pipe
Hit the flashlight now break it
People say I\'m a star but I still think I\'ll never make it
And I\'m thinking
Just another prayer
Not a second left
I feel there\'s something missing

\"Not once.\" His lips hovered next to her ear, and as she felt his warm breaths tickle her skin, all thoughts of stopping him melted away into the night. His hands stopped manipulating her skin, and slid up her neck to where the tie of her bikini top rested. She felt him tug at the thin strings, and they tumbled down over her chest, revealing more of her warm flesh. He lowered his lips to the left side of her throat, snaking his tongue out to tease her there. She let out a small whimper, cursing herself for doing so as soon as it had escaped her. With one hand rubbing her shoulder reassuringly, Nick slipped the other under her arm and pushed the black material halfway down her stomach. As his practiced hand grazed her nipple, Ola started slightly and reached her arm up around his neck, entangling her fingers in his hair. Her other hand struggled to free the clasp of her top, lust making her clumsy. Just before she managed to unhook the small garment, Nick suddenly chuckled and thrust her forward into the water. She shrieked, but not too loudly before the cool water engulfed her completely.

Sometimes I hate that chaos surrounds me
When all the answers that I see fall around me
Am I drowning
Am I fading away
Or am I living up to all your dreams that made me this way
Am I drowning

Ola surfaced, sputtering, and looked up into a pair of deep eyes twinkling with laughter. She didn\'t say anything; couldn\'t find the words to express what she was feeling, what she wanted. Nick unzipped his pants, letting them drop to the wood, and then removed his black shimmery boxers completely. Too curious to avoid staring, Ola blushed at what she saw just before he dove over her head into the water.

I\'ve been to hell and back looking for the answers to life
Looking at myself trying to get things right
And I\'m feeling
Just another breath
Not a minute left
I feel the darkness lifting

Ola found her footing on the bottom of the shallow end of the pool, looking around for any sign of Nick. She knew he was playing games with her, and she couldn\'t see under the water enough to determine his current location. Suddenly he came up for air, right in front of her, hurling his arms around her hips. He pulled her close to him, bringing one hand up to run through her flaxen hair and captivate her mouth in another mindblowing kiss. She reached behind her back to free herself of the useless bikini top billowing around her waist, and then allowed it to float slowly away from them. She felt one of Nick\'s hands on her thigh, guiding her leg up around his waist, and she brought the both of them to encircle his hips. She felt his erection pressing sternly against her, and even the thin material of the bikini bottom felt constricting.

There was a time that I questioned if I\'d ever be alright
Running, getting high, staying trapped by sleepless nights
And I\'m thinking
Just another breath
Not a minute left
I feel there\'s something missing

Ola pulled away from his lips, suddenly feeling a wave of reality overcome her. Nick attempted to meet her mouth again, but she turned her head away, crossing her arms over her breasts modestly. She tried to remove her lean legs from his perfect body, but he held her thighs tightly.
\"What is it?\" He inquired softly, nuzzling her neck.
\"I can\'t do this.\" She replied, shaking her head and bringing a hand to her mouth in disbelief. Her heart was beating faster than it ever had, and she felt as if her chest was about to burst. She wasn\'t sure what she was feeling, but the flame of desire still burned in her belly. He adjusted his gaze so that it met hers, and his sweet eyes seemed to bear a pure soul. They showed innocence, concern, and sincerity. But Ola knew they were all false; he only wanted one thing from her, and he was so close to getting it.
\"What\'s the matter?\" He furrowed his brow. \"I thought you wanted this.\" She hesitated, speechless for a moment.
\"I just... I\'m losing control.\"

I\'m running from myself and all the things I don\'t like
Living every night like it\'s the last night
And I\'m thinking
Just another prayer
Not a second left
I need to stop resisting

Nick\'s good looking features crinkled into a warm smile as he let out a small chuckle. He chanced letting go of Ola\'s legs to rest one hand on her lower back, and slide the other up to her damp cheek. She straightened up, standing on the bottom of the pool, yet unable to break from his inviting embrace.
\"I\'ve already lost it.\" He confessed, with an honesty so convincing that Olarly rly believed it. She closed her eyes, and willed the world away. The world of hurt, where she would wake up in the morning alone, and have to find her own way home. She wanted to escape this place, and be forever somewhere lost in paradise in Nick\'s gentle arms. She wanted to eat up every one of his words, and have him mean them from the bottom of his heart.
\"You\'re always in control, Nick.\" Her heart fluttered as she worked up the courage to speak firmly to him. She coughed lightly, forcing her voice to be harsher than the soft and sweet tones that she always used. \"When you came out here, you knew you had me wrapped around your finger. When you pushed me in the pool, you knew I was at your mercy. And here I am, half naked, pressed up against you, and all it took were a few very inviting words.\" She felt a small thread of her reserved nature snap, and suddenly felt a wave of bravery wash away some of her shyness.

Sometimes I hate that chaos surrounds me
When all the answers that I see fall around me
Am I drowning
Am I fading away
Or am I living up to all your dreams that made me this way
Am I drowning

\"I did what you wanted.\" Nick protested calmly, eyes twinkling with amusement. He was good at this game. He knew how to manipulate. But Ola was growing stronger, she was feeling confidence emanate from the pit of her stomach and pulse through her veins.
\"Well, you do what you want.\" She blinked once, and let her arms drop to her sides, plunking through the water. \"And I\'ll do what I want.\" She backed up slightly, just out of his reach, and removed what was left of her two piece bathing suit. He simply stood there, staring at her, unable to figure out how to react. He looked like a lost little puppy, confused about how to please his master. At this point he was at a loss. He wasn\'t sure what she wanted anymore, or how to get out of her what he had originally sought to do. And that sly look in her eyes wasn\'t exactly reassuring as to her predictability. By heading out to the pool, he had recieved more than he bargained for. But he wasn\'t about to lose this game. She was an obstacle that he had to overcome.

Drowning in the drama
Lost in the line
Swept by the currents of life
Caught in the riff tide
Am I drowning

Nick growled, surging forward in the water and pinning Ola to the side of the pool. The lining was cold against her back, and she moaned at the contrasting contact against her warm skin. She dug her nails into the back of his neck with one hand, pulling him in for a rough kiss in a frenzy of lust. Reaching down with her free hand, she stroked the lower part of his stomach, kneading into the slightly lipid area. He felt a pull at his leash of control, unsettling as she partially forced him to kiss her. Her fingertips teased the area just above his penis, causing his erection to throb painfully with anticipation. Finally she loosed her hold on his neck, and they broke apart to gasp for air. Her hand danced up his stomach, and then stopped at his nipple, toying with the pink nub. He snarled angrily, grabbing both her wrists and securing them with one of his hands. He lowered the other between her legs, parted the silky curls there, and immediately pushed three fingers into her.

Sometimes I hate that chaos surrounds me
When all the answers that I see fall around me
Am I drowning
Am I fading away
Or am I living up to all your dreams that made me this way
Am I drowning

Ola cried out, throwing her head back onto the wood lining the outside of the pool. Nick continued his consented assault, still managing to hold her wrists tightly as she twisted them. She felt herself beginning to tighten around his talented fingers, and her eyes slid closed. The waves of pleasure were right there, so close they were almost tangible, and then suddenly, she felt emptiness. Her head snapped up to look into his amused and teasing stare. Letting her go completely, he turned his back and swam to the other side of the pool. She incredulously watched him, and then clenched her fists, narrowing her eyes. She took a deep breath, and then dove under the water, keeping her eyes open to judge where he was in the pool. She saw his form turn around, looking for her. She reached out, grasping his hips with her hands, and pulled the length of his manhood into her throat, opening it as far as she could for him. She felt his entire body tense under her sudden movement, and slowly massaged the lower half of his penis with her tongue. Feeling her lungs scream for air, she pulled back, and surfaced in front of him. He shook with lust, surprise, and even a small bit of fear. He had never been dominated in this way, and it unsettled him greatly. But another part of him felt a thrill, a thrill at being taken the way he was. She rested her hands on her hips lightly, bring ing deeply from the heat of the moment and her burning lungs.

Drowning in the drama
Lost in the line
Swept by the currents of life
Caught in the riff tide

And then he was inside of her. Nick pressed Ola up against the lining once more, this time with his throbbing member thrusting in and out of her. They both groaned at the contact, intensifying with each congenial blow. She threw her arms around his throat, clawing his shoulderblades and lower neck furiously as passion flooded her body. He held on to her hips for dear life, afraid of losing his sanity as well as his hegemony. She suddenly began to breathe heavier, and he also felt himself reaching the edge. She shrieked as she reached climax, triggering his own. The two of them clutched each other, completely still, as they torrented one another. He felt warm blood trickle down his back from the gaping slash he had recieved from her abusive onslaught. He then fell forward, pressing against her with all his weight as he chuckled lightly.
\"Jesus Christ.\" He simply breathed, and she let out a breathless giggle herself.
\"Ditto.\"

Sometimes I hate that chaos surrounds me
When all the answers that I see fall around me
Am I drowning
Am I fading away
Or am I living up to all your dr tha that made me this way

The next morning, Nick woke up lying on his deck. He squinted in the sunlight, and sat up, rubbing sleep from his eyes. He was stark naked, and lying on a white towel that he had never seen before. He looked around, a little befuddled, until he remembered the events of the night before. He ran a bewildered hand through his unruly hair, and shook his head to possibly return his mindset to wakefulness. His beautiful eyes darted around, looking for Ola, but he saw her nowhere. His heart quivered when he thought of her, and he smiled at the reaction. The memories of the amazing sex she had delivered warmed him somewhat, and he stood up, not fazed by his nudity, and frantically looked around. He wanted to tell her, to relay to hew hew he felt. This was something new to him, something that he had never felt before. He wanted to let her know that she wasn\'t just sex, that she meant more to him than he could have imagined. She had knocked into him that he wasn\'t the king of the world, and he couldn\'t just take what he wanted from who he wanted. She had triggered something in him that made him want her heart and soul, and only hers.

Am I drowning
Am I drowning
Am I drowning
Am I drowning

Suddenly something caught the corner of Nick\'s eye, and he looked down into the water of the pool to see Ola\'s completely naked body suspended under the water, unmoving.

END