Love me

I know that I know you know that

You are sick of me, I am a brat

A spoiled millennial complaining so lame

I am a disgrace to this last name

I’d be a disgrace anyway, even I know I am a pain

Vilely shrieking away night and day

My head’s heavy from hanging in shame

Oh god, how did it turn out this way

It stings, badly hurts, it’s the throb in my head

To say you hate me, and want me dead

Still I love you, and I care

Even if you’d say you’d rather be elsewhere

You’re so cruel, but you’re kind, but you’re again

Toxin in my blood, it’s a fruitless weakness

I know I’m silly, and wasting time

But I love having you here, I love you being mine