Lovely

Friday Night

"Be lovely to her" she said to me in her soft contented voice. It was what she always said to me when I was leaving for a date, as though she hadn't already spent the last 17 years raising me to be lovely to women. I just smiled and continued walking out the door, I knew I would be lovely, I always am, but no matter what the date would end the same.
I would walk her to her front door and she would look at me with expectant eyes but what I was about to say was never expected. Because I was so lovely they never expected the evvening to end with a let down. I looked down at her, Rebecca was her name tonight, and smiled gently. "I'm really sorry, Bec. Tonight was great but I don't think that we should be any more then friends. To be honest with you I have someone that I care about, I came tonight in the hope that you might change that for me but I guess love can't be forced." Now came the shocked and broken look of pleading, as though such a pitiful expression could sway my emotions otherwise. In an attempt to hide my vacant expression I would hug her and whisper an insincere sorry in her ear.
"How did it go?" she asked me when I got home. "It was fine" I replied and hurried up the stairs to my room, I never could face her when I was in one of these moods. These kinds of evenings had happened so often that she would know what my answer meant. In my attempts to be lovely and seem normal I had agreed to every date that any girl in my senior year had invited me on. But it was true, I cared for someone else, the one person in the world that it was taboo for me to love. I wanted nothing more in this world then to show her just how lovely she had raised me to be. With my father constantly over seas on business I couldn't remember the last time she had been treated like a lady, coveted and respected.
I went into my bathroom, the perk of being an only child, and stripped off for a shower. The water was scalding hot as I stepped in, the way I liked it no matter the temperature outside. I thought about her form under her loose clothes, her small but perky breasts rubbing freely under her soft wool shirt, her bubble of a bottom which always looked best in those jeans. I felt myself getting hard, I felt no shame over such thoughts and reactions any more, it felt so natural. Instead there was anger that I could not take her as both my heart and body desired. My hand slipped down and grasped my hardness firmly, gentle strokes to begin with as I thought of caressing and licking her soft pale body. I imagined slipping my now throbbing cock into her tight pussy and and nearly came right then, but then I had to be lovely to her, I had to show her just how lovely I could be. The strokes of my hand came harder and faster now until I couldn't bear it anymore. As I came all over the shower wall a rasp escaped my lips, "Mother".

The Weekend

I was sitting at the dining room table studying, mid terms were coming up. In actuallity it was a stupid place to try and study in and I knew it but the occassional slip of a shirt was more then enough to drag me down here. Mum was dusting, when she got into one of these moods everything had to be cleaned, at the moment it was the curtains in the dining room. She was reaching up trying to get the top, the way she was arching her back was tantilising as well as the aforementioned t-shirt slipping up to reveal her curved waisted. I got up and helped her, taking the duster out of her hands, towering over her to reach the spot she missed. I looked down into her green eyes as I did so which struck me dumb for just a moment. I handed back the dusted and moved back to my study hoping she hadn't noticed the feelings emination from my body.
"So no plans for the weekend then, X?" She had stopped dusting now and was looking at me which was odd.
I put my pencil down. "No, last night didn't go to well which is good I guess since I have to study."
"But didn't you say you really liked this girl? What was her name? Baily?"
"Bec, Mum. And I only said I thought she was a good friend." I stood up again and moved around the table closer to her. "There is someone I care about but I don't know if she feels the same way, I don't know if our relationship would be approved of."
She had set the duster down on the table and looked up at me with her serious green eyes. "You know that so long as you are happy I will be happy right? I just want you to find someone to love completely."
"I know, Mum." I hugged her then because she looked so sad at the thought that I might not be able to love who I wanted. As I pulled back I caught her eye, I had always tried to keep a distance from her since I had discovered these feelings because I knew that I might not be able to control myself. I had been right. I brought my hand up to gently cup her cheek while my other held her firmly at the waist. Suddenly my lips were pressed to hers which tasted slightly of cinammon, I felt her left out a little squeak of suprise. I let go and tried to look ashamed when really all I wanted to do was smile. That breif kiss had been better then any before it. Finally I looked at her, her cheeks were flushed with what I assumed to be anger and she held her hands to her lips.
"Alex," she said as she looked up at me "I, um..."
"I love you, Mum. And not just as my mother, I love you truly and deeply more then anything. All I want is to see you happy which you haven't been for the longest time." I stepped forward and kissed her again, crushing her little body to mine and nipping at her lips. "Let me show you how lovely I can be" I growled into her ear as my desires over took my body. I lifted her up off the floor and gently set her on the table, her legs wrapping around me as I did so. I moved one hand around to her front and started massaging her breast through her shirt causing her nipple to become a hard little dot. I could hear her trying to speak even as I continued kissing her, my name was the only thing that she seemed able to say which made me more then happy. I was already solid and my erection was pressing tight against my jeans, I rubbed myself against the inside of her leg to let her know just how serious I was. I heard a breif gasp but then she was kissing me back. I pulled her shirt off over her head and I could feel her tiny hands start to explore my body.
I moved my kisses down her neck and onto her shoulder, pushing her back gently so her back as arched much like it was when she was dusting. I took the nipple I had been playing with before in my mouth and began massaging the other. "Oh Alex" I heard her moan as she wrapped her legs tighter still around me. I flicked my tounge over the nipple feeling it getting harder. Suddenly I felt the pressure in the front of my pants being released and I realised that she was undoing my belt. I moved my hands to do the same with her little shorts, pulling them off as quickly and gently as I could. I went back to her nipple lapping at in long hard strokes while one of my hands remained where her panties had been. I could feel that she was wet, I coated my fingers in it and found her hard nub. I softly caressed her clit, matching the actions of my hand to that of my mouth. I could hear her moan with each touch. Finally my pants were off and my erection was sitting ready at her entrance. I looked down into her eyes which had clouded over with desire, if she asked me now I would stop. She came out of her stupor long enough to say three little words, "Fuck me, Alex." I couldn't stop myself now, not after hearing the words from her lips, I had not imagined the impact those words would have on me.
I slammed my entire length into her on the first push causing her to let out a strangled cry of pain and pleasure. I moved more carefully and slowly after that making her moan and wimper, noting every movement that elicited a response. I went back to ravaging her breasts this time sucking and nipping, running my teeth over their erect nipples. I could feel her begin to pull at my body with her arms and legs trying to get me closer to her as if that where some how possible. I lifted her off the table and started bouncing her off my hips, the new angle caused her to cling to me and to muffle her screams of pleasure she bit into my shoulder and started kissing my neck. I couldn't handle all the sensations. I exploded inside her, slowing my strokes as I felt her body shuddering with release.
I tilted her head up and out of being nuzzled into my shoulder to kiss her softly. "See how lovely you raised me to be?"


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