My Lord and I

authors note: this started off as a fantasy put to paper but took on a life of its own. some D/s & Bondage. no actual sex. forgive me but im a virgin. this is my first time writing this kind of story so reviews are very welcome! enjoy!

*******************************************************************She stood, staring at herself in the bathroom mirror. Looking at herself she thought about the past months that seemed to have flown by. Back then she was a completely different person, so much more naive than she was now. She remembered how she was so interested in BDSM and how when she met ‘My Lord’ she realized how unprepared she was for it. What made her even more unprepared was the fact that she was a virgin and she couldn’t completely understand the physical aspect of BDSM because of it. She had met My Lord online and been speaking with him for some time now. She wasn’t His sub but instead His student. No, she could never be His sub, she didn’t think of him like that. And she didn’t think He thought of her like that either. But she trusted and could be more honest with Him more than anyone else she knew. He had done so much for her, helped her learn and understand herself better and she was so grateful to Him for it. Through His guidance she’d changed so much in such a short amount of time that she still didn’t believe it.
She looked at herself again; she was wearing a knee high pleated black skirt, a yellow sleeveless top and tan pantyhose of course. Yes, of course she’d wear pantyhose he had asked for it but even if he hadn’t she would have worn them. She knew how much he liked them. She’d tied her hair in two low pigtails, one on each side. She looked like a young girl straight out of prep school.
‘It’s my hair that does it. ’ she thought.
She thought about the days prior when she got to meet Him and His wife for the first time. She had been very cautious and met Him in a café where they talked for sometime before He invited her to dinner at His home in a couple of days. She never expected to go to His house, after all she didn’t want to be intruding on His wife’s ‘territory’. She was glad that she had decided to go, his wife was very nice and it was a very pleasant evening. Now she was in his home staying in the spare bedroom for the night with special permission from My Lord and His wife. Earlier that evening she went out for a walk on the lawn with My Lord. She thought back on their walk.
“I have a question for you little one and it’s something you really need to think about.” He said.
“Yes My Lord?” she always let her curiosity get the best of her.
“Would you like to play tonight?” She stopped dead in her tracks and He turned to look at her. She knew what He meant. She looked at him to see if he was joking but his face told her he was very serious. When she came to visit him she never thought about being in play, after all she had never been in play before and she never thought that he would offer. “There are three things that can happen tonight, little one. One, we finish our walk, go back home, you go to bed and we leave things the way they already are.” She listened intently as she started to feel light headed, too curious for her own good. “Two, we finish our walk, discus some things and go back home. You get ready for bed, I come to your room and you can fulfill your fantasy of being watched while masturbating.” A chill ran down her back as he said this. She knew she’d regret telling him that one day. “Or three, we finish our walk, discussing some things, as I said before and go back home. You go to your room, get ready as I instruct you to, and from that point on you will follow my orders without hesitation.” She starred at the ground as the words echoed in her head. ‘play…….fantasy……watched…... I instruct you…….follow my orders.’ Her head was spinning at the prospect. She leaned forward a bit as a cause of her dizziness. When she looked up she found that he grabbed her to stop her from falling. He was watching her silently as she ran through the ideas in her head. There was no doubt in her mind that she had fantasized about this. She enjoyed it when he had suggested thing for her to do in chat and enjoyed it more on the occasions that he would assign her homework. “Are you alright little one?” He asked slightly concerned.
“….yes My Lord….” Her voice was much softer than usual. She was scared, there was no denying that, but she was also excited.
“Think hard, little one. This is a very serious decision and I don’t want you to say yes for the wrong reasons.” He knew this was a hard decision for her. It would be for anyone. She was silent for a long time before she finally spoke.
“What would… I mean… could we talk about it first? I mean, like, before I decide.” He smiled. It was a good reply. It showed that she wanted to make a completely informed decision.
“Of course little one. Why don’t we sit down?” He sat on the grass while she lied down. She figured it would be best since she was still dizzy. He was the first to speak. He explained that there would obviously be conditions and rules and they would have to have a safe-word in case she wanted to stop for any reason. He explained to her again how important a safe word is and that if they were to play she shouldn’t be afraid to use it and that if she did he would stop. He told her that if she did use her safe word they would stop and talk about it and they even picked one, just in case. He told her that it would be very mild play since it would be her first time. She listened quietly until he asked her what her rules would be. She thought for a bit before replying. She was still a virgin and she knew she wanted to keep it that way plus the fact that he was married. Also there would be no kissing on the lips since she hadn’t had her first kiss either. She was defiantly willing to try some bondage but wasn’t so sure about being gagged. After many more questions on both parts and addressing some concerns they had a good idea of what the rules would be. It was then that he asked her again. “So have you decided yet little one?” She sat up and starred at the grass. The one thing that was very important about BDSM and being in play was trust. The question was how much did she really trust Him? Finally, she made her choice.
“yes My Lord. I think…. I think I would like to try.” She replied still staring at the ground her voice just above a whisper.
“hm, say it properly little one.” She looked at him for a moment before realizing what he meant.
“Yes My Lord, I would like to play with you tonight.” She said with a bit more conviction than before. He smiled at her and she couldn’t help but giggle a little. “So… what now?” She asked.
“Now we go back.” He replied as he stood up. She followed his actions, standing up and dusting off her pants. When they got back to the house he stopped at the door to ask her again. “Are you sure little one? It’s okay if you don’t want to.” She glanced away for a moment before answering.
“yes My Lord, I’m sure. But,…. I’m a bit nervous.” She was honest with him, she always was.
“That’s normal. Go to your room and put on that black pleated skirt you wore the other day, the yellow top, and pantyhose. No shoes. Put your hair in pigtails, one on each side, and whatever makeup you want. Black panties and bra. Put out your rope, belts, gag, clothes pins and your toys on the bed. Make sure you pull back the blanket. Be ready and standing by the bed in 15 minutes.” She nodded and went inside suddenly feeling a bit dizzy again.
Now it was about 13 minutes later and she was looking at herself in the mirror checking to make sure she looked just right. Getting ready had helped her feel a bit less nervous. Leaving her bathroom she checked to make sure everything he had requested was put on the end of the bed. She had made sure to put all of her stuff back in the suitcase and in the corner of the room. She heard him coming and went to stand by the bed, the nervousness setting in again. When he walked in the room, closing the door behind him, she looked up at him then away again. He looked around the room and smiled. She had done exactly as he had told her to. “This is your last chance little one. If you want to change your mind, do it now, I’ll understand.” He asked firmly but in a gentle voice as he looked at her carefully.
“n-no… no thank you My Lord. “ she shook her head.
“So am I to understand that you want to continue?” He needed to make sure. To make sure that she was sure. He did want this to end and to have her feel wronged in any way even though he knew she wanted to continue.
“Yes My Lord.” She nodded.
“Good girl.” He smiled. “Now listen carefully little one here are the rules. You only will address me as My Lord. You will answer either ‘Yes My Lord’ or ‘No My Lord’ unless told otherwise. You will do what you are told and only what you are told, nothing more. Do you understand?”
“Yes My Lord.” This was going to be hard and she knew it.
“Very good. Now turn around…slowly.” She did her best to make sure she didn’t turn too fast. As she turned around she could feel his eyes on her. When she was facing him again she looked at him waiting for whatever was coming next. Her stomach fluttered with excitement and nervousness as he made his way toward her. But instead of stopping in front of her he stood next to her looking at the display on the bed. Without even thinking she turned toward him. “Did I tell you to move?” He said sternly. Her eyes widened a bit. She’d already made a mistake and disobeyed orders.
“No, My Lord.” She hung her head at the words. ‘I can’t believe I made a messed up already’ she thought sadly. She thought she would have lasted a bit longer before she made a mistake. He gave a wicked grin as he picked up the ball gag.
“You disobeyed little one. You’ve been a bad girl and bad girls have to be punished. Don’t you think?” Her head bolted up, looking at him. Her hand played with the side of her skirt as she tried to keep herself calm. Although, it was becoming harder by the second.
“y-y-yes My Lord.” She hated it when he asked her questions like that. For that matter she wasn’t sure if she liked being called a bad girl either. He smirked as he pushed aside the things she had set out earlier and sat down on the edge of the bed.
“Come here, little one.” She moved in front of him, wondering what he was planning but not meeting his eyes. “Look at me.” As she lifted her head a bit to face him she saw the ball gag in his hand. If he gagged her she wouldn’t be able to use her safe word if she needed to. Though she was fond of her gag, the thought of being gagged suddenly scared her and it showed. He could see the fear on her face and thought for a moment whether or not gagging was the best idea. But decided to go through with it knowing that this was what she really wanted. That she was looking for that ‘control’ he could give her. “Open your mouth.” She hesitated for a moment before opening her mouth slowly. He brought the ball gag to her mouth and gently placed it on her lips letting her stretch her mouth and take it in. He leaned forward and reached behind her a tied the gag tightly in place noticing that she was shaking as he did so before sitting back down. “For disobeying and being a bad girl you’re going to be spanked.” He told her matter-of-factly. “Turn around, hands behind your back.” She complied slowly. He took one of the thin belts from the bed and was about to tie her wrist together when she pulled away a bit at the feeling of the belt. She was scared and he knew it. Scared of losing the control she was so use to having, but that was part of the play, giving up control. He didn’t want her to panic though. Putting the belt back on the bed, he stood behind her and gently ran his hand up and down her arm for a few seconds before speaking. “Don’t worry little one, you’ll only be gagged and restrained while I’m spanking you.” He whispered to her reassuringly. She shuddered at his words. “Take a deep slow breathe little one.” She did as she was told and he felt her relax a little. “Good girl.” He whispered to her as he guided her a step back, closer to the bed. Sitting down he took her wrists again and tied them together tightly with the belt.
Gently he took hold of her hand he guided her to one side of him, pulling her over to his lap. He smirked as he lifted her pleated skirt revealing her black lace panties under her hosiery knowing she’d be blushing. He let her sit there for a moment blushing as she almost felt his eyes on her. He put his hand on her ass, rubbing it gently. “You don’t have to be silent.” Was all he said before his hand came down on her ass making her jerk forward a little and squeal through the gag as she felt her skin began to sting. She tried her best not to squirm too much as he continued to spank her repeatedly. She wasn’t keeping count and neither was he. Every time his hand hit her ass it made a loud noise and so did she but as he went along her squeals subsided into gasps and just when she had gotten a bit comfortable he hit her three times, faster and harder than before, making her squeal and whimper through the gag again. By now her ass was stinging and she was sure the skin was turning pink along with her face. She felt like a child having been put over his lap and spanked like this. But that wasn’t what was making her blush. As if feeling exposed and humiliated wasn’t bad enough. What was worse was that she could feel her nipples hardening, and each time his hand touched her ass, she felt her pussy throb. She was completely humiliated, but at the same time, she couldn’t get enough of it. She was sure that her panties were wet by now and hoped that he wouldn’t notice.
What felt like hours had only been a few minutes and when he finally stopped she groaned through the gag softly not sure herself if it was in protest or relief. She could feel his eyes on her staring at her round ass sticking up in the air, pink from his own hand. She felt his hands on her stinging ass, rubbing the tender skin gently, running his hand up and down her pantyhose covered legs and ass before removing the gag and helping her to her feet. “Good girl. Are you going to behave now?” He asked noticing her quick breathing and flushed face. She was visibly shaking as she moved her jaw, readjusting it from being stretched. She failed at her first attempt to answer as she opened her mouth to answer nothing came out. He smirked at her failed attempt to speak. She looked down for a moment and took a breath before she tried again. This time she succeeded in finding her voice, though it was barely above a whisper.
“… y-yes… My Lord.” She replied trying her best to keep her voice from shaking like the rest of her was.
“Hmm, now tell me. How do you feel?” he asked her calmly. She swallowed hard trying to gather herself enough to answer.
“It hurts My Lord.” She told the truth leaving out the thing she hoped he wouldn’t make her say what she was avoiding admitting.
“It’s suppose to. And what else little one?” he smirked prompting her to say what she was ashamed to. She hesitated for a moment before answering.
“It….I’m…. excited.” She blushed deeper keeping her gaze on the ground.
“good girl. Now step back and take off your shirt.” He smiled as she stepped back and began to open the buttons without hesitation. Watching as more her pale skin begin to show as she opened each button he admired how lovely her skin was and noted how much more comfortable she had become with revealing herself since they’d first met. When she finished she removed her shirt and held it out for him, not knowing what to do with it. Without a word her he took it a tossed it aside on the floor a few feet from then. “Now the skirt.” The skirt was much easier and before long it fell to her feet before she kicked it off to where the shirt had landed. “Come here.” She stepped forward as she realized he could see her hardened nipples through her bra. Reaching behind her he unclasped her bra and threw that aside too. Her blush deepened as she stood bare chested before him.
Reaching over he took one of her ‘toys’ that was really a small manual massager with a foot shaped massager head and a curved handle with a small ball at the end. “Since I know your pussy is already wet I want you to put this in.” he teased her handing her the toy. Taking it she slowly slid her hand inside her panties and inserted the curved handle inside her pussy as she bit her lip. He watched her hand inside her panties as she inserted it taking delight in knowing how much it embarrassed her. “Good girl.” When she removed her hand he took one of her belts and tied it around her thighs making sure they were nice and tight. She tried her best to stay still knowing that she could lose her balance with her legs tied together like this.
Running his hands along the sides of her waist before he moved one hand to her breast. Holding her in place he massaged her sensitive flesh gently as she closed her eyes, indulging in the sensation, before he moved to the other breast. This time his touch was not so gentle and he squeezed and pulled on her nipple causing her to gasp. He continued his assault on her breasts as his hands roamed her body, his touch becoming rougher as he rolled, pinched and pulled her nipples and squeezed her breasts pulling gasps and small moans from her.
“…My Lord…” she pleaded softly hoping he wouldn’t punisher her for speaking without permission. But without a word his hand landed harshly on her ass causing her to squeal and nearly fall over on top of him. She realized that it was a warning for her as she also realized he hadn’t pulled his hand away either. Instead he was now rubbing her ass as he continued on her breasts with his other hand. Moving his hand away from her breast he let it slide down her waist and behind her to join his other hand on the ass. With both hands he squeezed her ass tightly making her arch forward and loose her balance. He smiled wickedly as she fell on him. Pulling her over his shoulder he lifted her up. Frightened at the sudden loss of the ground beneath her feet she held him tightly as he turned around and put her on the bed. “Spread your legs.”He ordered as he removed the belt holding her thighs together. She did so, lying there looking up at him wondering what he would do next as his picked up her rope. He tied one end to one of her ankles before tying it around both legs of the bed and back up to her other ankle, making sure she wouldn’t be able to move her legs. Taking the clothes pins he attached one to each nipple. ‘dammit.’ She thought as she bit her lip again. Those clothes pins were her bane. They hurt but she could never stop using them. Taking the gag he held it up for her to see.
“I’m giving you this choice, little one. I would like you to wear your gag but I won’t make you. If you chose to wear it I’ll leave your hands free in case you need to take it off. If not I’ll tie both your hands. It’s your choice.” He wanted to make sure she would still be able to use her safe-word if she needed too but they both knew how much she loved her gag and he loved seeing her wear it. He knew she would choose to wear it but he wanted her to make that choice freely. She looked away from him for a moment. She did want to wear it but she was a little afraid, but the fact remained, that she wanted to wear it. Turning to face him she answered.
“Yes My Lord. I would like to wear my ball gag please.” She smirked at herself thinking how childish she must seem.
“That’s a girl.” He smiled and encouraged her as he sat at the edge of the bed and placed the ball gag in her already open mouth. She accepted it eagerly and bent her head to help him as he tied it. She leaned into his hand as he cupped her cheek. “You like this little one?” she nodded in agreement. He always found she was more willing to admit the truth about such things when she was aroused. Moving his hand down her body he pulled lightly on the clothes pin which pulled her nipple in turn. “And this?” She closed her eyes and her brow tightened from the pain but she nodded still. Moving his hand lower he traced the edge of the pantyhose before moving his hand lower to her crotch , rubbing it through her pantyhose and underwear, moving the toy inside her. She struggled against the rope holding her legs and she nodded. He put more pressure on her crotch, grinding his hand against her harder as his other hand went to once again torture her exposed breasts.
She had raised her hands to her pillow and had the sides of it in a death grip. He noticed that was trying not to move her hips. In her mind she didn’t want him to see her as a wonton whore and she had been fighting these urges since long before they had met. But he wanted her to let go and realize that it was okay to feel desire, that’s what he had been trying to do since they’d met. Leaning over her, he whispered in her ear. “Go ahead, little one. You have my permission to move.” His words ran through her like bolts of electricity. She loved it when he gave her permission, making her feel like it was okay to feel like this, and he knew it. She began to grind her hips against his hand as he rubbed her crotch trying to get more of that feeling of the toy moving within her. Soon she was whimpering through the gag in frustration, every once in a while chocking a bit as she tried to breath. Though her breathing was shallow and labored as she became more aroused. “Frustrated little one?” he asked an obvious question as she grinded against his hand. She nodded and whimpered even more desperate than before. “You want to cum?” he teased twisting her nipple with the clothes pin still attached as she nodded desperately. He removed his hand from her crotch making her whimper and grind nothing but air from the sudden loss of contact. He suppressed a chuckle, not wanting her to think he was laughing at her. Opening her eyes to see why he had removed his hand she saw him pick up the second toy she had put out. He turned back to her, noticing that she was watching him, and removed the handkerchief she had wrapped around it revealing her only real sex toy, a pink vibrator.
“Take the foot out of your pussy and leave it on the bed.” she swallowed hard before slipping her hand inside her panties and pulling out the toy, arching her back as she did so. Only after she had put the toy down did he speak again. “Good, now, I want you to keep the clothes pins and ball gag on and use this beautiful toy of yours …you have my permission and instruction to cum for me...twice. You are not allowed to remove the clothes pins or gag. Nor are you allowed to release your legs from their bonds. You may move your pantyhose but you must put them back as they are now after you’re finished. You have a half hour to complete this task for me. If I come back and find that you haven’t completed this task, which, by the way, would mean that I would walk in on you masturbating, I’ll cut the crotch from your hosiery and you’ll get 5 hard spanks… on your pussy. After that I will complete the task myself.” Her eyes were wide as she took in everything he said realizing that if she did not complete the task in a half hour he would not only walk in on her masturbating, cut up her pantyhose and spank her pussy but that he would use the vibrator on her until she came right in front of him. She felt nervous and incredibly excited from the thought but she didn’t want to let her Lord down. “Do you understand little one?” She nodded slowly still staring wide eyed as he grinned down at her wickedly.
Putting the vibrator on her stomach he pulled on her nipple again making her gasp behind the gag before he got up and left the room, closing the door behind him. Little did she know that he had brought a chair with him on his way and left it near the door. He quietly moved the chair behind the door and looked at his watch. For the next half hour he sat there. Almost immediately after he left he heard a very soft buzzing sound meaning she had turned on the vibrator. He didn’t hear much noise coming from the room except a few soft sounds now and then. At one point he had thought that she might have fallen asleep. If she hadn’t it meant that she was being very quiet, which made sense since she still lived with her family.
Soon time was up and he moved the chair and quietly entered the room. Everything was exactly the way it was before he had left. As he walked toward the bed he began to think that he may get to carry out the threat he made earlier. She was still tied to the bed wearing the gag and clothes pins and the vibrator was even placed on her stomach. Her pantyhose didn’t even look like they had been moved. In fact the only indication that she had followed his orders were that she seemed to be asleep and that the vibrator on her stomach was clearly covered in her juices. He smiled at her and gently stroked her face as she slept. He removed the vibrator from her stomach first as well as the toy from the bed and placed them on the pile of clothes from earlier. Then gently he untied her ankles, letting the rope fall to the ground. Slowly and gently he removed the ball gag from her mouth. For a moment he tought that she had woken up. While she was still mostly asleep he gently removed the clothes pins. If she wasn’t awake before she was now. The pain from her nipples pulled her rather rudely from her sleep.
“owww…” she whined rubbing her breasts, her eyes still closed. He pushed her hands aside and began massaging her breasts himself. “hmmm…” she sighed into his touch. After a few seconds he stopped massaging her and caressed her cheek. Opening her eyes she looked at up at him.
“You followed my instructions little one?” he asked.
“Yes My Lord.” She nodded as she said so. “In fact, I exceeded them.” He raised an eyebrow at this.
“Oh? Good girl. Then you enjoyed yourself?” He asked as she yawned.
“Yes My Lord.” She half mumbled.
“Good, I’m glad then. Go to sleep now and we’ll talk more tomorrow.” He said covering her with the blanket. She nodded sleepily. She reached out for him and he gave her his hand. Pulling it to her lips she kissed his hand firmly before letting it go.
“Thank you My Lord. Goodnight My Lord.” She said fondly, she loved calling him that. Leaning down he kissed her forehead.
“Thank you little one. Goodnight.” He turned but she never saw him leave the room. She fell asleep before she could.