Faking It

Faking an interest in something is hard. Especially when you’re supposed to have a biological reaction to the thing you’re faking an interest in; however, Lee had become a master of faking an interest in his girlfriend of two years. Whenever she grinded up against him or made a crude, sexual suggestion, he’d fake just enough interest in her to keep her interested in him without actually having to do anything sexual with her. It’s not that she wasn’t pretty. Quite the opposite, she had the looks of a centrefold model, and was one of the most attractive girls in school - why she ‘wasted her time with him‘ was anyone’s guess, as Lee‘s only claim to popularity was her. Prior to their relationship, he was a social outcast. The problem in their relationship was in Lee. He had pretty much no sexual desire towards her, or any other girl. Rather than admit what was staring him in the face, he just kept telling himself that he ‘hadn’t met the right girl yet’.

Of course, Lee’s girlfriend, Rachel, had already convinced herself that she was the right girl for him. She hadn’t noticed Lee’s lack of real attraction to her, mainly due to her intentions about not having sex till her wedding night. No one believes she’ll actually make it that far, and most think she’s already broken that promise, but she keeps on insisting every time it came up on conversation.

Lee found himself in need of his amazing faking skills once again at the start of the school day. Rachel snuck up behind him, flipped him around and pinned him to the locker, engaging him in a kiss that she took a lot more out of than he did. “Hey baby.” She said once they parted. Lee barely stuttered out a ‘hi’ before she started talking about things he just drowned out. As he turned to get his stuff out of his locker, he heard a ‘tut’ come from next to him. Jake, a friend of Rachel’s and one of the few members of the ‘popular circle’ that actually talked to Lee when he didn’t have to. Lee gave him a questioning look, but Jake just smirked at him then walked off, leaving Lee to pretend to listen to Rachel’s rambling about the classes they had as they walked a bit behind him.

Lee turned into the guys toilets just before they reached their first period class, as he usually did. A minor compulsion and hygiene obsession had got him in a set routine for these things. He went straight to the sinks, and began washing his hands. He looked up into the mirrors at himself. He had short, sandy blonde hair, pastel pink lips which rarely curved into much more than a small smile - not that Lee was rarely happy. Quite the opposite. It just rarely appeared on his face. His ears didn’t stick out, unlike the rest of his family, and his eyes were a dark brown, which no one else in his family had. Everyone ignored the lack of resemblance to his Dad and the amazing resemblance to his Dads best friend for the sake of holding the family structure together though.

Lee saw something move in the left side of the mirror and looked to see Jake standing behind him, in an open cubicle, with that same smirk on his face. “Gah!” Lee practically shrieked. He turned to look at Jake. “Jesus Christ, Jake! You scared the shit out of me!” Jake just kept smirking at him. “What are you smirking at. You’re not funny, y’know!” Lee turned back to the sink and continued washing his hands, watching Jake in the mirror. Jake’s hair was longer than Lee’s, but styled up in a spiky fashion. He had a small amount of stubble, and his eyes were a pale green. He was also a bit taller than Lee.

“Yes I am.” Jake said as he walked to the sink next to Lee and turned the cold tap on, running his hands under it. “But that’s not why I’m smiling. I’m smiling at you. How long have you and Rachel been going out now?”

“It’ll be two years next month.”

“Two years! Don’t you think that’s an awful long time to be lying to yourself, dude?” They looked at each other, and Jake smirked again.

“What’re you talking about?”

“I’ve watched Rachel eat your face so many times that I could draw it in my sleep. But the funny thing is, I’ve never seen you do it to her unless she starts.”

“And?”

“And? And most guys would be all over her at every available opportunity.”

“Well, I’m not like that. I just-”

“Ah shut the fuck up, would you.” Jake put one hand on Lee’s shoulder, pinning him to the wall, while his other went straight to Lee’s dick. He pressed their bodies right up together, trapping Lee between him and the wall. Feeling Lee’s dick almost instantly harden under his hand, Jake smirked again. “See. How many times has Rachel had that effect on you?” He said quietly. He leaned in and caught Lee’s bottom lip in his teeth, sucking it, then pulling it a little as he let go of Lee and moved backwards. Lee’s shock kept him from saying anything, and Jake smiled at him before heading out of the toilet. Lee just stood there for a minute, then looked down at his jeans and sighed. Jakes hands were wet when he suddenly decided to grab him in a highly problematic area.

Lee missed most of first period, spending the time drying his jeans and t-shirt under the hand dryer in the toilet while thinking about what Jake did. He left the toilet just as the bell rang, and saw his girlfriend come out of the classroom, with Jake just behind her. Determined to prove Jake wrong, Lee tried to compel himself to kiss her, but found himself completely unable to, to which Jake laughed slightly. After several attempts, he gave up and listened to the girl talk about what he missed in first period.

~*~*~

Sitting at the computer in his bedroom after school, Lee held his head in one hand, while lazily clicking around the internet with the other. In the every day hassle of school, he’d all but forgotten the incident in the toilet, when a message popped up on screen from Jake. “Hey baby.”

Lee tapped his finger on the desk, annoyed by Jake’s name for him. It wasn’t a new thing since that morning, but something Jake had been calling him for as long as they’d known each other. Only now, it had been given a new, less comfortable meaning. He eventually typed back “What do you want?”

“I can’t say hi?”

“I’d rather you didn’t.”

“Fine! Then I won’t tell you about the little surprise I put in your bag.”

“…What?”

“Do I have to spell it out for you? Go look in your bag, moron!”

Lee grabbed his bag, which he’d just slung onto his bed when he got in, and opened it up. After rummaging through it and decided it all looked like the normal, unorganized mess that it always is, he went back to the computer and typed “There’s nothing different about it. What am I looking for?”

“Look in your D.T. book.” Lee dug down to the bottom of the bag to find the book he probably hadn’t touched once since the start of term. D.T. was one of the two subjects he wasn’t good at, along with P.E.. He pulled it out and opened it, finding a brown envelope inside.

“This isn’t anthrax or something, is it?”

“Just open it.”

Lee did so, and inside he found five photos. They were all of Jake, naked. “Woah!” Lee said out loud. At first, he dropped them and turned his head in what he felt was an appropriate amount of disgust. He was half way through typing a very angry response to Jake when curiosity got the better of him. He picked up one of the pictures from the floor. Jake was by himself in a shower, soaking wet with one hand on his dick. His hand and parts of his dick and legs were covered in soap suds. He had a snail-trail on his stomach, but other than that, his torso was fairly hairless. Lee picked up a second picture. Again, Jake was in the shower, but with another man, who Lee recognised as one of the P.E. teachers at school. Jake was on his knee’s and sucking the teachers dick while wanking his own as the teacher pushed Jake‘s head down onto his dick. Lee didn’t notice, but he was dribbling slightly as he looked at the two images.

“Good, aren’t they?” The message popped up in the chat window. Lee picked up another picture. It was of Jake and the P.E. teacher again, this time Jake was sitting on the teachers cock. He picked up the fourth and fifth pictures; one showed Jake by himself, putting a dildo up his ass, and the second showed him standing between two men who Lee didn’t know. Both were tall, muscular and had a lot of body hair. If Lee were more experienced in the knowledge of the gay community, he would have called them ‘bears’. “You like?” Jake continued to talk.

Lee started then deleted several attempts at what he wanted to say, each time changing it to ask a different question. He eventually settled on the question that would have the least disturbing answer. “How did you get these in my bag?”

“I put them in quite easily while you were busy trying to prove that you could actually kiss your girlfriend without her kissing you first.” Lee tried to think of something to say back, but before he could start typing, Jake sent another message. “Want to see more?” Lee once again couldn’t think of a response to that. “Can I come round?”

“Now?” Lee finally typed.

“No, once your parents are home. Of course now!” Lee didn’t respond again. “I’m coming round.” Jake said and, before Lee could even think about typing ‘No’ back, went offline.

Ten minutes of anxious fidgeting and more than a few looks at the five pictures, Lee finally let out a sigh of relief. It only took five minutes to get from Jakes house to Lees, so Lee was just about to take comfort in the thought that Jake was only messing him around when there was a knock at the door, which caused Lee to jump out of his skin, before jumping out of his chair and slowly making his way downstairs. He stared at the silhouette in the frosted glass for a moment, when Jakes voice came through the door. “Y’know, I can see you to. Open the door! It’s cold out here!” Lee clicked the lock and opened the door for Jake. Before he could stop it, in one swift movement, Jake came in and closed the door behind him. As Jake smirked, Lee suddenly became aware of the lack of distance between them, and took a step backwards. “I thought I’d wait a few minutes more, just to really get you worried.“ Jake smiled then headed towards the stairs. “Follow me.”

“Follow you?” Lee replied, slightly annoyed, but following Jake up the stairs none-the-less. “You make it sound like this isn’t my house! You can’t just-” Jake stopped and turned round, putting a finger on Lee’s lips.

“You talk to much, Lee. Trust me, you’re going to like this.” Jake continued heading up the stairs and towards Lee’s bedroom, which Jake had been in several times before.

“Look, Jake, I don’t know what impression you have of me, but it’s not the right one. I’m not judging or anything, but I’m not gay.” Lee said as they entered the room.

Jake turned around, throwing his shoulder bag onto the empty computer chair. “Lee, c’mon man! It’s pretty damn obvious that you are.”

“Am not!”

“Are to! You only have to look at your bedroom walls to see it! All your posters are of guys!”

“That doesn’t count! They’re videogame characters!… And, besides,” Lee pointed to a poster of a person in a spacesuit with a cannon on one arm. “Technically, that one is a girl.”

“Oh! Well sorry! If I’d known Samus was a chick, my assumption of you would have been completely different!” Jake said sarcastically, before opening his bag and digging through it. He pulled out his laptop and a couple of unmarked DVD cases. He sat on Lee’s bed, turned the laptop on, then patted the space next to him, but Lee didn’t budge. “Oh c’mon. I promise to keep my hands and other parts to myself.”

“The fact that you feel the need to make that promise should be enough to tell you why I’m not going to sit next to you.”

“Alright, how about if I sit on my hands once I’ve finished loading up the laptop?”

Lee sighed. “Fine.” He still didn’t move, obviously not intending to go near Jake till he was actually sitting on his hands, which in turn caused Jake to sigh. After typing a few things into his laptop, he opened the CD drive, opened the DVD case on top of the pile, and took the disc - also unmarked - out. He inserted the disc, then shifted around a bit so that he could sit on his own hands. Lee had to smile at this, then reluctantly went and sat next to him.

“You need to press play.” Jake said. Lee leaned forwards to use the laptops touch pad. As he did, Jake moved forwards slightly and caught Lee’s ear in his lips, softly biting it before Lee jerked away. “Sorry! Sorry. I’ll stop now. Press play.” Lee made sure not to take his eyes off Jake as he lent forwards again. He clicked play, then once again found himself averting his eyes, as the laptop started playing a video of Jake laying on a sofa, naked and wanking. “Does looking away like that actually make it easier to pretend you’re not interested in this?”

“Why do you even have porn of yourself, Jake?”

“Just keep watching.” Lee couldn’t help but look at the screen again. The Jake on the DVD kept wanking for a while longer, then a second naked guy appeared on the screen, walking towards Jake, who opened his legs wider as the man laid on top of him. They kissed deeply and made more than a few noises and groans. Lee became almost hypnotised by the screen. Watching the two kiss, their bodies grind together, hands running up and down each others bodies. The couple on the sofa slowly rotated while kissing, so that Jake was laying on top. The other man positioned his legs so that Jake could easily fit between them, and Jake rubbed his dick up against the guys ass.

Next to Lee, the real Jake slowly eased his hand out from under him, Lee was to absorbed in the porn to notice. He slowly moved his hand across, then tightly squeezed Lee’s thigh. This was enough to shake Lee back to reality, and make him jump off the bed. “Hey! Breaking the rules! You said you’d sit on your hands!” He then suddenly became aware of what just happened. “I’m not- I didn’t- I only watched out of sheer curiosity about how gay guys did it. I’m not gay!”

Jake moved the laptop off him, then stood up. “Oh, c’mon Lee!” Jake shouted, slightly angrily. “I can see your boner from here! Why don’t you just admit to yourself that you’re-”

“-I’m not!”

“You are! And I want to help you deal with it. Not many guys get someone so close offering to help them explore.” Lee became calmer as Jake walked towards him. He made to move away from Jake, but didn’t actually leave the spot he was in. Jake put his arms round Lee, putting his hands on Lees ass, and pulled him in tight. Lee put his hands on Jakes chest, attempting to push away, but Jake was a great deal stronger thanks to playing various sports where Lee played none. Despite Lee’s attempts to resist, Jake lowered his head and pressed his lips against Lee’s neck. The kissing and sucking sensation that came from this caused Lee to suddenly relax into Jake, as Jake’s hands started rubbing his ass, firmly spreading his cheeks then pushing them together again.

Jake kissed around to the front of Lees neck, then up his jaw till he reached his lips. Lee turned his head away, so Jake reached up and held him back in position. He bit softly on Lee’s pale pink lower lip, sucking it, before taking Lee in a full blown kiss, forcing his tongue into Lee’s mouth, making him moan. Jake then moved the hand from from Lees face to his dick, rubbing him through his jeans like he had in the toilets that morning. The hand on Lee’s ass began to rub firmly against his hole, stimulating it in a way Lee hadn’t felt before. Lee felt Jake open the button on his fly, then slip his hand in, straight past his boxers and taking hold of Lee’s dick, which made Lee intake a massive amount of air without breaking the kiss.

Just as Jake was about to maneuver Lee back over to the bed, a sound was heard downstairs, of the front door opening. The boys quickly parted as Lee’s mums voice called, announcing her coming home. “Go!” Lee said quickly. For once, Jake did as asked, and quickly shoved his laptop back in his bag as Lee did up his jeans again.

“You can keep the DVD’s, just in case you’re not completely convinced yet.” Before opening the bedroom door, Jake used his spare hand to take hold of Lee and pulled him in for another kiss. Once they broke apart again, Jake said “Come online at 11 O’clock tonight. Alright? I’ve got something planned for you.” Jake then left without another word, asides from a quick hello to Lee’s mum on his way out. Lee closed the door, and went over to his computer. He rubbed his still hard dick through his jeans, then saw the pictures that Jake had put in his bag that morning. Listening to hear what his mum was doing, he heard the TV come on and assumed she wouldn’t be coming up any time soon. He opened his jeans and pulled them down, along with his boxers. Taking his dick in one hand and the pictures in the other, he began wanking. Before long, he came, a lot harder than what he had done in quite some time.

End of Chapter.

Authors Notes (PLEASE READ): Feedback via review about any part of the story would be greatly Appreciated. And if I could request specific feedback about the physical descriptions of the characters, that would be great. I don’t normally describe the appearances of characters, as I’d rather let the readers fill that bit in themselves. However, people have suggested that I stop doing this, so I’ve tried to describe how I’m picturing them in this story. I don’t know how well I did though.