Poems

Disclaimer: Any person(s) that this may resemble is purely coincidental. I own these poems.


You told me you loved me:

I told you I loved you, with a smile on my face
As you took my heart and shattered it all over the place
I told you I'd forgive you with tears running down my then innocent face
You lead me upstairs and then finished, leaving me an empty space
I walked away from you
Told you we were through
That I wanted nothing more to do with you
You told me you loved me
With a smug smile on your face
I sighed, and walked away for the last time.

(A/N: my very first poem, copied word for word and made me cringe with each word. Written when I was heartbroken.)

Fade to Black:

Look at the blood on my arm
See how I deal
Look at the harm
I watch the world fade to black
I pray that I never come back
I wake up to see that I'm alive
I sigh and go to school with my knife
I withdraw from my friends
They fade away and never realise their ends
My friends are gone
My enemies are gone
All that's left is my knife
Now, I cut to stop the strife
Look at the blood flowing from my wrist
See now, how I've stopped trying to resist
I watch as the world fades to black
And I finally know I'm never coming back

(A/N: Fairly, okay very, damn dark but it's my favorite poem yet)

Seeing Shadows:

Grabbing towards thin air
I pull back once I feel nothing there
Hugging myself to the wall
I hope to save myself from the fall
Seeing shadows jump from nowhere
Forcing me deeper into my despair
Killing me a little more each night
Until I have no more strength left to fight
Feeling you use me as you please
Makes each passing day feel like a disease
Destroying everything but my mind
Which is the last place I can turn to, I find
I slowly gather my strength to leave you
As I try so desperately to deceive you
I finally manage to get free
In the time between your usings of me
I hid from you the rest of my life
Till you found me by accident and were felled by my knife
Now I'm free of you forever more
And I forgive you for everything you had done before

(A/N: I'm not explaining this one.)