The Popular People

 The Popular people
By: JD wheels

Disclaimer: This is a work of original Yuri fiction... I own all characters and events set in
the story.

Chapter one: To my eyes, open wide



Abigail pressed herself up against the sweaty muscled body of her boyfriend as they were
in the throws of making love in the darkness of his bedroom. They had a chance of being alone
for the first time in a while... but like it had been for months before that, she was feeling nothing
towards the young man who she was making love to

Eddie’s large cock seemed to feel so different as it slid into her with every pump he made,
almost like it was not suppose to be even in her in the first place. She could hear him groan as he
pumped away with his usual flash, writhing a little every time he pounded his member far into
her depth with a raspy grunt on his lips. The more she tried to get into it, the more she started to
feel like she was going to puke. This was not feeling even close to what she wanted... it was
different.

His touches and his kisses and even little touches... everything that use to excite her and
get her horny when they had first started dating... was not there any more. Two years into their
relationship now, it was more like labour under a heavy weight rather than having hot sex. Now it
was just something she wanted to get over in a hurry and forget about it... she was scared,
because of this drastic change in her.

She did care for Eddie a lot still, but not like what it had been... or seemed like she had
been. That coupled with her lack of sexual attraction for the blond haired man...bothered her and
made her have such a deep down sadness in her. She had no idea what was going on with her, but
she was starting to clue in on some things.. And they all were coming out into her mind while she
was screwing her Eddie.

The truth be known, Eddie had not been fulfilling Abigail like he once had. She use to
feel something deep for him...something she thought was this immeasurable thing called love and
nearly animalistic attraction to the six foot three young man... now it was not even close to being
like that. In thinking back on things more clearly even in the midst of having sex, she always had
this sort of thought or feeling that it never felt totally natural for her in the first place to be with
him.

Eddie had been her first in almost everything since they had met up on the first day in the
ninth grade. He was her first love, he was her first kiss when he had sneaked one in the crowded
hallway between classes and in the end was her first sexual experience she ever had... and he was
the only one she had been with that way. That was how she came to this point, yet she always
had been harboured fantasies about other people in sexual ways, even when they would have sex.
The problem with all of these fantasies she was having, they always were doing sexual things
with girls... and just girls.

She could not explain why she was having them, and just hid them and never let herself
actually think about it... but they tended to come up more and more. She had noticed that she had
been thinking like that more and more... the nasty term ‘Lesbian’ was beginning to come in her.
Was she one, because of these fantasies? She shuttered to think like that, she could not be gay.

At school, they were looked on as the ‘golden couple’ and role models. They felt that all
eyes were on them at all times. Her and Eddie were the school’s top athletes and they both always
seemed to be at the very top of the honour rolls for scholastic excellence. She was on the student
council and in charge of many events that were going on in the school, he was the main
Quarterback and captain of the wrestling team, as well as someone who volunteers for many
things as well.

They were voted the best couple in the school two years running now... quite a tag to live
up to. That made the relationship a little more hard to have, but they had just went along the best
that they could. Now that she was beginning to think things over like she had been feeling for
years only to herself... was starting to really crush all of that..

Thinking back...almost from the very start of her relationship with Eddie, Abigail felt this
very strong thing that was tugging at her from the inside. It was something that was almost
screaming at her since day one...telling her that her relationship with Eddie was not right.... yet
she never really listened to whatever this was that haunted her. In truth, she never wanted to hear
it even if from herself.

Abigail was at the top of the popularity pyramid at Blakemoore High School, looked up to
by every girl in every grade level... and was openly envied at the same time for her going with
Eddie Houghton... the school’s most voted hunk. It was a teenager’s dream of being so popular
and looked up to... but that part never made Abigail feel happy... she felt more like it was
pressure to be just that. Over the time, a great sadness had started to creep in... despite the
outward appearances..

Lately when her and Eddie would have sex, to get herself off... Abigail would have to let
those hidden fantasize about other girls from school come out more and more to get the same
orgasmic pleasure that she would have gotten earlier on in the relationship. One in particular
fantasy that was so shocking, was about her best friend in the whole world... the one that she had
hung around with since back in grade four. That was the one that just seemed to take over
naturally... like as if she was drawn to fantasize about this girl.

Shannon Camwood had been Abigail’s best friend for years by now. She was so damned
smart, was the head cheerleader who had led the squad to so many awards already and she was
going out with Eddie’s best friend, Max Ubberman. She was kind, thoughtful and a perfect
friend... that was why it freaked Abigail out whenever those fantasies come flying through her
head.

Visualizing Shannon naked and pretending that she was doing to her what Eddie was
actually performing on her... it was steamy. That main fantasy was the only thing that made her
feel things surging in her when Eddie and her would go at it. Embarrassingly, this little trick was
the only way that she would orgasm so damned hard and wet with. After her orgasm would
subside and it was only Eddie and her, it made her feel like she was being so phoney... and made
her realize that she was not being fair to the lad, when in her mind she was with someone else
while he was making love to her

This time with Eddie was now feeling so strange, that she could not ignore what was
going on in her mind any longer.. She could not make herself fantasize any longer, and never
come to grips with her hidden emotions and desires that had been plaguing her for months on
end. She never was person that faked anything in her life, and this was starting to make her feel
like she had been and now was the biggest liar of them all... she was lying to even herself now.

Abigail could smell his musky scent mixing along with her perfume as their perspiration
mingled, but that did nothing for her. She felt his rod as he slammed it deeply into her, but by
now she was doing what she had been doing. She had been laying there faking her arousal and
every one of her orgasms all for the enjoyment of Eddy because she cared for him so much... but
now it was just fooling herself in the long run. She really did cared about the lad so much... but
she was starting to really and honestly see that she was not in love with the lad any more... and
perhaps she had never been..

She started to feel his muscles flexing as he was reached his orgasm, and felt him
pumping her harder than what he had been... then stiffen. He was in the final stages of his
orgasm, and that seemed to trigger something to finally break in her emotionally. It was as if she
saw the world in total clarity.

It was right then that she knew that she could not fake this any longer, as it was
threatening to drive her to madness. All at once...it all felt like one big lie that she had been
living... and letting that lie grow and shape into something that she was not wanting to live withe
for a second longer. Her world now was at a turning point.

She pushed the much larger body of the man off of her, just as he had finished pumping
the last little bit of seed into her body. Eddie seemed shocked at his very petite girlfriend was
seriously pushing him off of her like this, and actually getting him off of her in a hurry.
“ What the hell gives?’ He asked, puffing hard as he eyed her with a little air of
irritation in his eyes.

She looked into the young man’s eyes, and saw the confusion of her stopping him in
them. She took a breath in, knowing full well that she could not go another minute more with the
charade she had been doing.
“ I’m sorry, Eddie... I really am...” She said, shaking her head as she rolled away
from the large muscled young man. “I just can’t do this any more.”
“ Do what?” He said, wiping his sweat cover face as he looked at Abigail,
confused as hell. “ We were making love here...”
“ I know, but it is just not feeling quite right here.” She said
“ what do ya mean?” He asked, getting a little more upset sounding as he did not
understand.

The small framed, blonde haired girl shook her head, while moving a little more away
from the perplexed young man. She looked through the dimness of his small bedroom, knowing
that she needed to finally come clean to him... and herself as well.
“ Doing all of this, us... the two of us... you know...” She said, her words spilling
out of her. “ It does not feel natural...”
“ Doing what?” He said, seemingly trying to figure out his girl’s words.
“ All of this... our relationship and all of that...” She gasped back in response. “
All of this, feels like it is not working for me...”
“ Are you on something?” He asked.
“ No...” She snapped back at his stupid question. “ I am saying that I don’t feel the
same towards you... and that makes our relationship not really working out.”

Eddie was understandably confused at the moment, looking at his girlfriend with a blank
look. He shifted and sat on the bed, trying to understand how they had went from screwing to
this..
“ Working for you?” He asked, his voice seemingly getting louder. “ I love you
like I have not loved anyone before... and you say that it is not working for you?”
“ Yeah, It’s not...” Abigail said nodding, her heart knowing that it had to keep
saying what was true. “ Tis is not working out for me... I think it has not really been working for
quite awhile now”

He seemed to pause, her whole body got stiffer as he thought of what Abigail had just
said to him. His gaze locked on to the girl’s eyes, and he seemed to waver between anger and
bewilderment.
“ You mean it is not working? Do you mean us a couple? Us as lovers?” He said,
stating the obvious in an attempt to understand.” I don’t understand any of this...I thought things
were going very well for us... dammit we have just had our second anniversary of being girlfriend
and boyfriend.” He shook his head. “ I cant believe this...”

Abigail nodded, looking into the broad shoulder young man’s very stunned face. She
knew that he was not getting it right now, and that hurt that was being shown there was coming
from his heart. In fact, she was not quite fully understanding it herself. It had been brewing in
her for many months, things that she had been ‘pushing’ away were now hard to ignore... feelings
that she was having were becoming very clear in what they were trying to tell her. She just knew
that she was, and seemed to always have, been attracted to girls.

She looked at the young man, and knew that she had to finally say something, but she
never wanted to hurt his feelings in any ways. She may not have loved him, but she did not want
him to be hurt either.
“ Our relationship has been good...yes... but I think I am different...” She said,
trying to actually explain it to him, as well as herself.
“ I thought we had a very great relationship here...” He said, sitting back on his
haunches as he looked at her. “ We have been together for two years here.... here we are in grade
eleven, and still together.... all of our friends have had many girlfriends and boyfriends in that
time, and we have always loved one another so much... that is why it worked..”
“ I care for you... but..” She said
“ But... what?” He came back.

The young girl took a moment to think this through, she wanted to make sure of her next
statement to the lad.
“ How I care for you, has changed... and now I am starting to see that clearer than I
have. ” She tried to be a little more clearly.
“ You make love to me like we always do... then you tell me that it was not going
well for you?” He asked. “ Sounds like crap to me..”
“ It sounds like that... but it is not just like that...” She said
“ Five minutes ago, you and I were literally fucking one another’s brains out...
now this...” He pointed out, his mind obviously reeling from all of this. “ Explain why in just a
few short second, you can suddenly say you don’t love me any more.”

It was not quite what she was trying to say. She did love Eddie still, but not in the way
that a man and woman should. She thought out her next few words, knowing very well that she
needed to be clear wit everything the best that she could be.
“ It has been in my head for a long time...” Abigail started, after a few seconds. “
The change in what I feel... everything... And that is what I have figured out to this point.”
“ So you just fuck me while you take your time and decide to dump me after I was
done?” He spat, getting angry.
“ That is not how I came to that decision... It is just so damned complicated...” She
explained. “ This whole thing that had been in my mind, making me think... and it all finally
came to a head for me today...”
“ So that means that you are going to dump me... for having a damned feeling?”
Eddie Spat.
“ Right now, the way I feel confuses me too...” She said softly, in her mind she
knew he had every right to be angry. “ It ‘s not that I don’t love you... I just know that things have
changed... and one way is the way I love you now.”

Abigail knew that was true for her, she had not purposely hid this from him... it just had
came out for her, and she knew that he would not understand about the whole fantasy things. She
did not understood either. She eyed the naked lad as he tried to make sense of her... and that was
when she was absolutely sure that this relationship was over. Her heart knew... the two years of
her relationship was now gone.

She got up and started to dress after finding the pile of clothing that was hers, much to the
surprise of the lad.
“ Just like that, you fuck me and then break up with me?” He said, through gritted
teeth. “ What, is there another guy that is fucking you? Is that what this all is... your going to
another guy, after one last fuck from me?”

She whirled around and glared at the lad, his razor sharp innuendo of her cheating on him
had curt her straight to the soul.
“ Did I say there was anyone I was seeing?” Abigail said, hurt that he would even
think that of her.
“ What am I suppose to think right fucking now?” He came back, his voice
echoing through the emptiness of his house.. “ You all of a sudden push me off of you after sex,
and tell me that our relationship is pretty much fucked here? What it the hell am I suppose to
think!”

She shook her head, as she slipped on her panties. She saw why he had jumped to that
thought... She already knew that she would have gone to the same place if the shoe was on the
other foot.
“ There is no other guy waiting for me to dump you, and I am not seeing anyone
else...” She said firmly. “ There is no one else, Ed... you are the only person I have ever had sex
with ...”
“ No one else?” He asked again, a little softer now as he looked her right in the
eyes as he questioned her.
“ No one else!” Abigail assured.
“ Then, why in the hell do you wanna break up?” He said, half angry and half
pleading as well.

Abigail paused and thought, she wanted to be as clear as she could be... he deserved at
least that much.
“ I don’t know why... but my feelings have changed towards you... and what I
view as between us... it is not like what they were. Seeing that, I am so confused with
everything...” The girl started, her eyes locked on to the young man. “ I don’t understand why I
don’t feel the same was as I did... but I could not keep going like it was because that is how I
feel!”
“ Are you driving me crazy here?” He asked, obviously feeling frustrated. “ You
want to break up, just because your confused over something in us going together?”

Abigail looked at the lad, he was starting to get it, but knew it will take time for this
young man to understand this. It would take time for her as well to figure it all out.
“ We have to break up... it is not fair to you, if I am not completely in this
relationship when you are totally...” She said, her eyes welling up a little with tears, realizing the
gravity of what she was now seeing she had to do. “ This decision is not easy for me... but I now
see it for what it is.. What needs to be done.”

Ed seemed to hang for a moment, his mind turning. The angered look he had on his peach
fuzz face had melted away, it was now a cross between sadness and this sense of fear that now
gripped him, as reality set in.
“ If you need time, I can try and give you that...” He offered up, almost pleading
his case “ If you need a few days or even weeks to figure shit out... Lets just try that, before
taking that last step and completely breaking up.”
“ I have not thought of that option...” Abigail said, but feeling like I would not be
the best option here... but was still thinking on it anyways.
“ Lets give it a try then, Abigail...” Ed said, getting off the bed and looking at the
half naked girl. “ I don’t want to lose someone that has been a big part of my life as you have
been, and the one that I do love still.”
“ It may not work out though...” She pointed out, already thinking how this might
work... and end up..
“ We don’t know until we try...” He said, his eyes showing that he had this ray of
hope for himself.

He looked at her for a moment, and she decided to do the temporary spitting up thing for
awhile. It would stave off some of that emotional pain for awhile, which she did not want to
inflict on Eddie, but deep in her heart she sort of knew that nothing would stop the final outcome
“ For now then...”She agreed, as she finished dressing.
“ We will talk this out... I know we can... we have talked things out before...” Said
the shaky voiced lad, as he started to dress too. “ What ever it is, I will let you have the time to
figure things through.”

She finished getting dressed, but now was feeling guilty. Just taking a few weeks would
not change things, and she already knew that... but it was better to take a step back though. It
would give her the tile to explore this growing attraction she was having to girls... and to
Shannon in particular.

She dressed and started to leave the room. She saw a still half naked lad still sitting in his
room, pondering all of this. She paused, as she was still pretty conflicted, even though she
already knew that she was doing something that was right for her.
“ Can I call you from time to time then?” He softly asked, just as she was leaving
the room.
“ After awhile you could...” Was all that she could say, his voice seemed so small
at the moment. “ I just need some time to sort things out before we start feeling things out
together.”
“ How long do you think you’ll need?” He asked back, his booming voice holding
a noticeable waver to it.

She stopped for a second, partially out of the door by now. She sighed, not quite knowing
how to reply to that... when she did not quite know herself. Things were more than just a little
screwed up at the moment.
“ Honestly..” She started, slowly closing the door behind her. “ I don’t know how
long that will be.”
“ Oh...” Was the only thing she heard from Eddie.

She closed the door and started down the little hallway, afraid that if she stopped, she
might make a decision that would be detrimental to her. Her decision was the right one, or was it,
she thought. She had not a single clue on which side that answer would fall onto, but she knew
that this day had been coming for some time..

She walked through the house, happy that there was no signs of his family yet... that was
why they always had alone time at his house after school. They usually had two hours until they
came home. Today, she was happy for the time to leave... but sad that the lad would be alone for
almost an hour.

Abigail opened the front door and went out of the house, her emotions were mixed right
up at the moment. She was beginning to second-guess herself, like she was prone to do from time
to time... but she still was sure that she was doing the right things for herself.

She closed the door and went down to the sidewalk, starting off on the thirty minute walk
to her house. She walked away from the two story brick house on this quiet cul-de-sac, not once
glancing back to look at the window that was Eddie’s. She was very afraid of what she might end
up feeling if she did.

Quickly far down the street, Abigail became actually glad for the long walk ahead of her
at the moment. It would give her time to mull over everything in her head,. even though she
knew that it might not change things in any way.

She was not sure on telling her friends of the break up, what to say. All she knew was
most of them would think her crazy for doing so. She would not tell Shannon right off... she was
part of the reason for the break up. She wanted first to see what her feelings were towards girls...
then see what that had to do with what she felt for Shannon.