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A Love Letter...The Beginning of Love

By: violetstorm
folder Poetry › Free Verse
Rating: Adult
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A Love Letter...The Beginning of Love

A Love Letter…

I don’t know how to explain what I feel. When I am around you I get lost in my thoughts. I’m excited, nervous and calm all at the same time.

I usually don’t like someone trying to protect me but when it comes to you, I give over so easily. I like it because I think you would let me protect you, if you needed it.

You are what masculinity is. I crave it, and I didn’t even know it. You’re strong and I’m not just talking about physical strength.

I’ve never written a love letter to someone when I wasn’t so sure how he felt about me. I don’t know if you like me or “like me”. It could go either way. I’ve been down this path so many times before. I like someone, they seem to like me but…

I’m afraid of my feelings for you. I’m afraid they won’t be returned. I’m afraid that this is a lost cause. But mostly, I’m afraid that it will work. I’m afraid you have the same feelings for me but I’m not ready for what comes next.

What if we decide to take this leap of faith together. What if we decide that our feelings are worth discovering. What if I get all that I want from just your arms around me. What if…

I don’t know what to do. I don’t know what to say. I’m usually forceful but when it comes to you, I just get…

I want you to take the lead. I want you to want me. I want you…

I know I will never really send this letter to you. I know I am afraid of not only your response but; your feelings. You scare me but in a good way.

Please God help me…Lead me to the right path, whatever it might be.

Maybe just maybe this is the beginning of love…

With Love,