Till The End of Time
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Category:
Romance › General
Rating:
Adult
Chapters:
4
Views:
663
Reviews:
0
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
Disclaimer:
This is a work of fiction. Any resemblance of characters to actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. The Author holds exclusive rights to this work. Unauthorized duplication is prohibited.
Episode 1
This is a story of a girl and her love.
It's one of those days again, where everything was gloomy, bleak and dark. Hours that seemed to crawl by and she seemed to retain none of her smile and cheer that had been so widespread and infectious just a few hours ago. Foreign music blasted out of her player, the only kind of music that can comfort her now, sorrowful music that she didn't understand yet it seemed to be the only kind of music she can recognise with now. She didn't have to know what the singer was singing, all she needed was the flow of the music to keep her company. Every once in awhile, these moods would creep out and overwhelm her. So much that she felt like crying and hiding. Would there be one day where someone would find her? She wished to believe that the fairytales she used to love so much will really happen. No matter how apprehensive about life and love she had become, deep inside she still retained some semblance of hope that she can actually experience what everyone called love.
Every once so often, someone would appear, someone that seemed to be the right one, but yet somehow as time passed, she knew he wouldn't be the right one and so she kept silent. Always waiting, waiting and trying not to give up hope. She often dreamed about the time when the right one finally arrives. It always excites her, these dreams, but its all false happiness, when she wakes up from these dreams what awaits her is the harsh reality, there is no one. She hates the thought of marriage, it seems too far away and unreachable. It is something so beautiful and sacred that she does not believe will ever happen to her. She is frightened of the unknown, frustrated at something she wants so much yet so unattainable. But there is nothing she can do. It is not a job where she can paste advertorials.
Life is too complicated and love is too vague to grasp. Today went by okay. But jealousy is threatening to overspill. She can't help but wonder if he is looking at her friend. She is obviously unattractive when you compared the two together. It didn't help matters that the lecturer had chosen to award the A to her partner when she felt that she was the one who deserved that A. Oh god, she is astonished at how arrogant she had become. Jealousy is one hell of a bitch, sharp claws and all. She is happy, at least on the surface and maybe inside, because even she is not sure of it. She lies in happiness tests, she hides beneath a facade out of her room and she fakes a smile for the mirror. She, like everyone else is already a professional at keeping her other side from rearing its ugly head. Everyone bought her story of an independent, happy, secure and confident girl. They have no idea how far away from the truth they are. People ask her why she never fails to wear that certain accessory, how is she to explain to them that without them, she feels vulnerable? That they are her shield, protecting her, giving her armour the last gleam. Would they understand?
Thinking too much hurts. She sometimes wished she can see what the future has in hold for her. She hopes it wouldn't be too hard, that she can have some of her dreams fulfilled. It isn't too much to ask for right? She learnt that it is normal to want to hide and at the same time still secretly wish that someone will find you and tell you that everything is alright, that he has already helped you to settle all the bad guys. No matter how strong and tough she may appear to be, she is still a girl afterall. Girls at the end of the day, still like to feel protected.
The music slowly changes to a more upbeat tempo.
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Author's note:
This is the very very first time I am writing, so I am really sorry if there are any grammatical errors. The chapters are also very short but each is an episode of its on. So I hope you guys will enjoy. Comments will be much appreciated. ^^
It's one of those days again, where everything was gloomy, bleak and dark. Hours that seemed to crawl by and she seemed to retain none of her smile and cheer that had been so widespread and infectious just a few hours ago. Foreign music blasted out of her player, the only kind of music that can comfort her now, sorrowful music that she didn't understand yet it seemed to be the only kind of music she can recognise with now. She didn't have to know what the singer was singing, all she needed was the flow of the music to keep her company. Every once in awhile, these moods would creep out and overwhelm her. So much that she felt like crying and hiding. Would there be one day where someone would find her? She wished to believe that the fairytales she used to love so much will really happen. No matter how apprehensive about life and love she had become, deep inside she still retained some semblance of hope that she can actually experience what everyone called love.
Every once so often, someone would appear, someone that seemed to be the right one, but yet somehow as time passed, she knew he wouldn't be the right one and so she kept silent. Always waiting, waiting and trying not to give up hope. She often dreamed about the time when the right one finally arrives. It always excites her, these dreams, but its all false happiness, when she wakes up from these dreams what awaits her is the harsh reality, there is no one. She hates the thought of marriage, it seems too far away and unreachable. It is something so beautiful and sacred that she does not believe will ever happen to her. She is frightened of the unknown, frustrated at something she wants so much yet so unattainable. But there is nothing she can do. It is not a job where she can paste advertorials.
Life is too complicated and love is too vague to grasp. Today went by okay. But jealousy is threatening to overspill. She can't help but wonder if he is looking at her friend. She is obviously unattractive when you compared the two together. It didn't help matters that the lecturer had chosen to award the A to her partner when she felt that she was the one who deserved that A. Oh god, she is astonished at how arrogant she had become. Jealousy is one hell of a bitch, sharp claws and all. She is happy, at least on the surface and maybe inside, because even she is not sure of it. She lies in happiness tests, she hides beneath a facade out of her room and she fakes a smile for the mirror. She, like everyone else is already a professional at keeping her other side from rearing its ugly head. Everyone bought her story of an independent, happy, secure and confident girl. They have no idea how far away from the truth they are. People ask her why she never fails to wear that certain accessory, how is she to explain to them that without them, she feels vulnerable? That they are her shield, protecting her, giving her armour the last gleam. Would they understand?
Thinking too much hurts. She sometimes wished she can see what the future has in hold for her. She hopes it wouldn't be too hard, that she can have some of her dreams fulfilled. It isn't too much to ask for right? She learnt that it is normal to want to hide and at the same time still secretly wish that someone will find you and tell you that everything is alright, that he has already helped you to settle all the bad guys. No matter how strong and tough she may appear to be, she is still a girl afterall. Girls at the end of the day, still like to feel protected.
The music slowly changes to a more upbeat tempo.
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Author's note:
This is the very very first time I am writing, so I am really sorry if there are any grammatical errors. The chapters are also very short but each is an episode of its on. So I hope you guys will enjoy. Comments will be much appreciated. ^^