destined to be alone
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Category:
Poetry › Free Verse
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
1
Views:
616
Reviews:
1
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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This is a work of poetry. Any resemblance of characters to actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. The Author holds exclusive rights to this work. Unauthorized duplication is prohibited.
destined to be alone
Am I really here?
Am I real,
or am I just some bad dream
of some higher being
playing a cruel joke on me?
A few days ago,
I lost someone I love very much,
today I lost another that I care for deeply...
I was told many times,
both years ago,
and of recent,
that I was not meant to be married...
I was married...
For a long time, and,
I thought that the statement was wrong...
but then I destroyed that life out of stupidity...
I deserve worse than I got!
Am I destined to be alone?
Am I destined to be unhappy, incomplete,
broken?
I want to believe that I have the ability to find someone that will complete me, but as of yet I seem to be capable of nothing more than hurting and disappointing others...
I want to be loved,
I want to be held,
I want to be whole again
and know that I am real...
I strangely still have hopes
that someday I can find what I am longing for...
That one day,
I will be happy...
but I don't want to believe
that I am
Destined to be alone...
Am I real,
or am I just some bad dream
of some higher being
playing a cruel joke on me?
A few days ago,
I lost someone I love very much,
today I lost another that I care for deeply...
I was told many times,
both years ago,
and of recent,
that I was not meant to be married...
I was married...
For a long time, and,
I thought that the statement was wrong...
but then I destroyed that life out of stupidity...
I deserve worse than I got!
Am I destined to be alone?
Am I destined to be unhappy, incomplete,
broken?
I want to believe that I have the ability to find someone that will complete me, but as of yet I seem to be capable of nothing more than hurting and disappointing others...
I want to be loved,
I want to be held,
I want to be whole again
and know that I am real...
I strangely still have hopes
that someday I can find what I am longing for...
That one day,
I will be happy...
but I don't want to believe
that I am
Destined to be alone...