Surprise

Disclaimer:

All characters in this story belong to me. This is semi-inspired by real life events.

And now the serious stuff: This is my very first story that I actually dare put out on the Internet,
so some feedback would be nice, constructive criticism only please. English isn’t my first language so there is some grammatical and spelling errors in this but bare with me.

This is a revamped version of a story I put here a couple of years ago. Story is taken in another direction




So...I want to share I little story that unfolded about a year ago. Its about a turning point in my life.

Surprise


I lit the second cigarette in less then twenty minutes, I smoke a lot when I’m nervous. The reason why I was nervous was that I was meeting Thomas, or Tom as I called him. He’d called less than an hour ago, saying that he wanted to talk to me about something important. He told me to meet him at the school, at the back where we spent the recess, mostly smoking. It was the only place that we could without the teachers finding us, and that would result in a hell of a lot of trouble.

Tom had sounded somewhat pissed when he called me, and I think I knew the reason. His girlfriend had cheated on him…..with me. It had happened a couple of days earlier, at a party. God knows, it wasn’t something that I had planned, I cared too much about both of them to even consider it. As always at parties I was drinking rather heavily, and at some point I ended up in bed with his girlfriend, Sarah, who was just as drunk.
I didn’t even realize till the next morning what had happened and of course I regretted it instantly, and so did she, but what’s done is done and nothing can change that, so I had to take the consequences.

I had just taken the second hit of the smoke, when I heard him call my name

"Malik..."

. I turned around and there he was walking towards me. He stopped a few feet in front of me, just staring at me. He had a look of disappointment and...something else on his face, his left hand was curled in a fist. My heart sped up a few beats, I was that nervous. He just stared at me for a while before he spoke

“Is it true” he said in a low voice “ is it true, what she told me?”

I felt a lump in my throat, how the hell could I have let it happen? I’ve never done anything like that before, never even thought about it. I didn’t know what to say so I just nodded slowly.

Faster than what I thought to be humanly possible his fist hit my jaw, unprepared for that, it send me stumbling backwards till I hit the wall. I could taste blood.
Shit, I thought, I must have bit myself or something.

He crossed the distance between us pretty fast, his hand suddenly around my throat pushing me hard against the wall. his face just inches away from mine, I could smell the liquor on his breath. Must have been hitting the bottle before he came here.

“You bastard” he said between gritted teeth “how the fuck could you do something like that to me, I trusted you”. His voice was slightly slured.

I tried to say something but he tightened his grip and said “If you say that you are sorry or that it just happened…I swear to god I will kill you”. I just closed my mouth, not knowing what to say. I was sorry, it had just happened, it was an accident, and if I could I would make it go away, but of course I couldn’t. His hand was tight around my throat, so it was hard to breathe but I managed to croak out a single word.

“S…sorry”

I saw anger flash in his eyes…and something else, but what I focused on was his other hand rising fisted. The first punch had been bad so I could only fear the pain of this one. I closed my eyes, and a few seconds later, that’s when I felt it.

Not his fist but…his lips on mine.

Surprise was the first thing that ran through my mind, and then quickly followed by confusion.

He was still kissing me when I slowly opened my eyes. Tom was a few inches than me so he was slightly bent over. He slowly loosened the grip around my throat and then his hand started to drift down to the neck of my shirt. It was a warm summer night, so I was only wearing a white, short-sleeved shirt. He ran his fingers around the top botton, and then suddenly he ripped it half way open. Still kissing me, lightly running his tongue over my lips, he ran his hand over my chest and up. He placed both hands on my neck and pulled me closer in to the kiss. At this point I’d lost most of the original shock, and opened my mouth a little and started to respond to the kiss.

I’m not gay, I know that, but damn he was a good kisser. I slowly pushed my tongue in to his mouth. He had had his eyes closed since I opened mine, but now they jerked open and looked directly in to mine. Not knowing if to stop or not I just placed my hands on his sides. Our tongues were slowly caressing each other, he still had his hands around my neck then he moved one down quickly and ripped the rest of my shirt open. He started running one hand up and down my side, up and over my chest again…God, it actually felt good. He finally broke the kiss, but started kissing down my chin, down to where the shoulder meets the neck.

I couldn’t help moaning a little, which only encouraged him further. He started to gently bite me, which I had told him that I loved. I tilted my head to the side, allowing him better access. Now both his hands running up and down my sides.

I was breathing heavily, I had no idea that it could feel that good having another guy touching you. But then suddenly he pushed me hard backwards. I slammed back in to the wall, just looking at him. What the hell was he doing? Was he going to continue beating the shit out of me or what?
He just looked at me, started to say something but then he stopped. He turned around and started to walk away, but I heard him say something.

“I’ll see you tomorrow” he said softly.

I just stood there looking at him walking away. After he turned the corner I slowly slid down the wall, I needed to sit down. My thoughts were in chaos. What in the name of hell had just happened? I mean I’d heard the rumors that he had been fooling around with a guy a few months ago, but I’d never really paid that much attention to them because I though I knew the guy.
I patted my breast pockets looking for my cigarettes, but they weren’t there, I looked around me and found them lying a few feet away, must have fallen out when he ripped my shirt open.
I took one out of the pack and lit it and took a long drag. I had a feeling tomorrow would be very interesting. I'm not gay...but that was a good kiss..really really good.

I sat with my back against the wall for along time just looking at the stars, thinking.




Next chapter should be up shortly, half way through it.