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I hope that you may like this lil poem! please R&R...


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Sitting here now
I recall, all the things that you said
And I cant help but ask myself
Were they all lies
And
Did it ever mean anything to you
When I said

I love you baby, I miss you
I wanna hug you, I wanna kiss you...

For I know that
It meant the world to me
When you said

I love you bebe, I miss you
I wanna hug you, I wanna kiss you...

And I thought that maybe, just maybe
We could of had somthing, something magical,
Somthing special...

I thought that we were goin to last
Be together for a long time
Spend many times and things together...

I thought of us baby, you and me, together...

But I know, that I was childish enough
To even think about an us
To actually believe that you cared
When you said "I love you bebe."

And I most say that
It filled my heart with joy
On that teusday afternoon
When you said
"Baby I think im falling in love with you."

Yet I cant begin to understand where we went wrong
Were I went wrong...

Everything it came craching down
Like the rain in a bad storm...

Just a day before thanksgiving
And
Everything was all wrong...

'Cause god
Oh dear heaven above
How can I ever give thanks for him living me!

And it was then that I know no matter how long
Be it a year or a 'day'
Fate has ways of changing everything in but a mere second...

Rainy days, they passed
But the rain falling from my eyes babe
Just wouldnt stop...

And know that
I really did tryed, but I just cant
And, dont know how
Get you out of my head... Erase the feelings that were once
Growing deep inside my broken heart...

Thoughts of you are with me
Night and day; your luaghs, your smiles, your jokes...

I tryed to replace you, just to find out
Your unreplaceble...

I ask myself now and then, why
Why do I keep on mourning over you
When you didnt even waste a second
Or a thought more on me; you didnt explain
Nor did you wasted more then a word or two on me...

You just called for my insistance
And said
Not even a goodbye!

Yesterday,
Walking to class in school
I saw you, and I understend now babe...

A beauty she is
Small and delicate
Everything im not and more...

Laughing, joking and hugging
I wathed you and her pass by
Leaving together...

I most say your probably taking her to class-

And I knew then
That everything and anything
That we ever had had was
Forever gone...

But that doesnt mean
I was goin to forget
For I cant just tell myself
To completely forget about you...

And I remember all the times you use to walk 'me' to class
Hug me, kiss me, and whisper sweet nothingness to my ear...

Ill for always and forever
Keep in my heart
All the precious moments and words that we ever shared
That I swear...

And I most say that
Theres still hope in my broken heart
That you may one day come back and pop once again into my life
That this may all be but a bad dream
Baby..

Yet every morning when I wake up
Reality hits me like a bullet

And I know that the hope
Will die away eventually...

I have to move on,
Baby
I have to keep on living, keep on goin,

I have to keep on thinking
That everything will be alright
Without you by my side...


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There you have it! Not a big deal but somehow I know I neede to get it all out and well today in school I stated writing and well all this just came out...

Like you may notice I dont have a title so if you have any ideas I would be honored if you would be so kind as to shared them with me...

Arigato -Thanks-
Peace and Love to you all !.!

p.s. thanks a lot for taking the time to read this and it would mean a great deal to me if you would review anything even the smallest of comments just please no flames i aint a poet and im not planning on becoming one....

Thanks a lot once more~