A Random Fuck

Silent Hill. I never thought I’d find myself there again. The first time was brief, retrieving a jar and keeping an eye on some friends. This time, it’s to save a friend’s nephew from being consumed by this place...and...also....
“Katsu, Cole,” Damien said, “you two go unlock the doors down that way, we’ll check these rooms. And take Axel with you, Demyx can take over standing watch down here..”
“Right.” Cole said, “Come on, Katsu, Axel, let’s go.”
I could only nod as I watched him turn away and start towards the corridor that we had yet to unlock.
“Alright! Hopefully some action.” the Nobody known as Axel said, trotting along after Cole as another of his kind, Demyx, took his place standing watch. We’d already gone through and opened all of the doors in the lobby, then checked one or two before we’d been reassigned. It had been coincidence that Cole and I had ended out in the same room. He’d looked at me with these yellow eyes, they held an innocence to them that his tortured past hadn’t touched. I remember him speaking, but can’t for the life of me remember what he said, I could only watch him silently, and agree with whatever he’d said. He’d turned away to look at something, leaving me with a perfect view of his long, slim legs, his jeans tight enough to show off any and all curves he had to him. I was embarrassed to find myself mentally grabbing his ass as he found something on the floor and bent over to grab it. I had to look away, or my mind would continue to wander.

And now, here we were again, halfway down the hall from the doors separating us from the rest of our group, our guard pacing around, agitated that we weren’t entering any of the rooms we’d unlocked, and that nothing was trying to kill us so he could fight it off. And there I was, again, allowing my mind to wander and stray off into odd fantasies of the yellow eyed young man picking the lock on a door next to me. I imagined myself, fingers buried in his long, black hair, with him writhing under me, begging me for more, gasping and moaning out my name.
“Katsu,” I woke from my dream, finding him standing in front of me, “are you alright? You look a little flushed.”
“Yes. Yes I’m fine.” I said quickly. He gave a slight nod then turned to go unlock the door leading out to a garden and a pool.
“Hey, Axel, can you keep watch out here? We’re gonna go unlock the last few doors.” he said, Axel only giving a wave as his show he’d heard. I followed him, trying to find something else to think about. My wife, I would think of my late wife. Yes, that would take my mind off of fantasies about a male friend of mine. he went into the hall, looking out into the garden. I closed my eyes and imagined my wife, her hair down, in the early morning, she looked so beautiful, looking out into our garden. “The lilies are so beautiful, aren’t they?” she’d say, then she’d smile at me.
“I bet...” I woke again to him speaking, looking out into the garden that I’m at one time was beautiful, “this place would be a lot prettier, if those flowers, especially the lilies, were in bloom. Even if everything else was dead, just the flowers would be beautiful.” then he looked at me, and, oh gods, with his long hair down, and that smile on his face, he looked so much like her....that I only realized what I was doing after I’d pulled him closer, and pinned him loosely to the wall. He was giving me a shocked look, confusion setting in as well, and I had gone too far to turn back, so I covered his mouth with my own, and for a moment, everything was still. I stayed there, waiting for the bomb to hit, waiting for him to push me away, but he was still in shock. When I did pull back, it was to see his reaction. “Katsu,” he said after a moment, “what was that for?”
Before I could answer, I heard our companions calling for us. I stepped away from him quietly and watched him leave.

I had my chance, a few minutes later, to redeem myself, he went into an examination room to look around, I followed. He turned to look at me, and for a moment, I thought he was going to say something, but he just turned away again.
“Cole,” I started, but he cut me off.
“Katsu, don’t. Let’s just...get this done with so we can get home.” he sounded...nervous?....tense? I couldn’t place it. But I decided not to test theories and went about searching the room for anything that may help us in our mission here. “I think I found something.” he said suddenly, I turned away from what I was looking at, at the same time he turned around to show me what he’d found and we collided, me wrapping my arms around him when he started to fall, and him grabbing onto me to keep himself from falling. We stood like that for a moment, and again, everything seemed still. Then the blissful stillness was broken,
“Cole, Katsu, how are you guys doing in there? Bobby asked from out of the room. Cole pushed away from me quickly, slightly red in the face, picking up the papers he’d found, that he’d dropped when grabbing a hold of me.
“Good. We’re doing good.” he said hastily, leaving the room, “I think I found something...”

We were on the second floor now, Bobby and Damien, the two normally giving the orders, were seeing to something the third Nobody, Zexion, had discovered. Again, Cole and I were unlocking doors. This time, occasionally checking rooms. He entered one, down the hall from the others, and I, again, followed. Determined to either make my move, or successfully apologize for my earlier follies. I closed the door quietly behind me, and found him looking through papers. Again, noticing how his clothes hugged his body so. I took a few steps towards him, he didn’t seem to notice me there, I moved closer. When I was close enough to reach out and touch him, a paper slipped from his hand, and he bent down after it, we both froze when his ass came into contact with me. He stood up quickly, looking over his shoulder at me questioningly, there was that innocence again, and I am ashamed to say that it only made me want him more.
“Katsu?” he said, sounding a bit uncertain. I weighed it in my mind, this was my chance to apologize, but it was also my chance to...I moved my hands slowly down his sides, stopping at his hips, he was thinner than myself, more delicate. He was clutching the papers he’d been reading tightly, “Katsu, what are you doing?”
I leaned in closer, kissing his neck, afraid to answer him. I let my hands wander, making him gasp, distracting him so I could unbuckle the belts he wore. He moaned lightly as I let my hand slid down the front of his now open jeans, wrapping my other arm around him, keeping him close to me. Not but moments later, he was gripping the sides of the bed in the room I’d locked us in, clothes discarded, gasping and moaning as I continued my toying with him. Even with those yellow eyes darkened with passion, that innocence was still clear in them, that innocence I found myself craving so much.
“K-Katsu....I...” he gasped out, whining and arching into my touch, which I’d kept gentle for him, afraid of hurting him, though I knew already that was far harder to do than simply rough sex. But the last thing I wanted was to frighten him away, or hurt him. I was having trouble keeping control, there he was, right there, so close, so needy now, it was all I could do not to pin him down and take him. I decided perhaps, it was time to finish this before the others came looking for us. I slicked my fingers with saliva, slowly pushing one into him, he winced a bit. I gave him a moment to adjust, then slowly added the second finger, making him wince. I hated knowing I was hurting him, but if I didn’t do this now, it would hurt far worse in a minute. That thought in mind, I added the third finger, stretching him as best I could, searching around for that one perfect spot that would have him seeing stars. He covered his mouth with the back of his hand, muffling a scream, I’d found it. I pulled my fingers out partially, then pushed back in, hitting that spot again, he was squirming and giving tiny cries under me, moaning and whimpering. He stifled another scream as again I hit that spot.
“Oh, god, Katsu! Katsu, more, please, more!” he gasped out. I couldn’t take it anymore, I removed my fingers and took my own clothes off, pushing his legs apart more and positioning myself hastily, I was so close to the edge I was in pain, though he couldn’t have been any less pained than I was. In one fluid movement, I sheathed myself completely in him, nearly losing myself in the heat, early registering the shriek he’d managed to catch before it could get all the way out. I was in bliss, he felt perfect, the exact balance between tightness and heat. I was so dangerously close that I was worried he would outlast me, but if I was to find and hit that spot a few more times...I started slow, until he stifled another scream, and I was sure I’d hit that spot. Then I allowed my control to diminish and with each fast, hard thrust, I had him biting back screams and shrieks, writhing under me, a sweating, moaning mess, begging me for more. Then, after what wasn’t nearly long enough, his eyes widened and he early caught his screams as hie it orgasm, his body spasming around me, and it was then that I hit my limit, claiming his lips in a possessive kiss as I climaxed, still inside him. And it was in that moment when I was filling him, with him lying under me, still beautiful, still innocent, that I realized I’d just claimed his innocence. But when he looked at me, I knew that the last thing either of us was feeling was regret for what I’d just taken from him. For what seemed like forever, but couldn’t have been more than mere moments, after that, we lay there, still kissing, and again, I found myself pinning him under me, driving into him, with him again begging me for more. It was there that I fully realized, I’d fallen in love with him.

(Outside the room)
Axel, Demyx and Zexion all stood staring at the door, the rest of the group they’d come with was waiting by the stairs, ready to go on to the third floor of the abandoned hospital, they’d sent the three former Organization members to retrieve Katsu and Cole. They stared at the door, afraid to open it with the sounds they were hearing. Moaning, gasping, stifled cries, the creak of a bed. Axel put his hands on his hips, shaking his head a bit, then he looked at Zexion,
“Pay up, dude.” he said, Zexion slowly turning to look at him, glaring flatly, Demyx standing aside, feigning ignorance, as always he tried to when dealing with the other two.