Moonlight Shadow

I looked up at the ceiling as tears began to roll down my eyes. Everything, everything happened so fast that it was like a blur, like a nightmare that you cannot wake yourself out of. I loved him, I respected him, and this is the thanks I get? I was a top-notch student; my rank was 10 out of 108. I did what I was told, I was successful at my job, and I always balanced school, work, and play. I could feel his footsteps coming down the hall as my breathing increased. His footsteps stopped right at my door, and I could hear the door slowly opening, his silhouette glowing in the darkness of my bedroom.

“Melanie.”

I closed my eyes shut as he came to my bed, sitting down beside my laying figure. I felt as though I was in the fidel position, my knees crammed up to my chest as I wrapped my arms around myself. I could feel his hand tangling and playing in my hair, and I could feel his breath on my neck. The smell of alcohol filled my nostrils as he laid a kiss upon my neck.

“I just want to show you how much I love you, Melanie. Let daddy show you his love for you.”

My breathing started to grow heavy as I felt his body on top of mine. I knew now that it was hard to resist him – the first time I tried I ended up getting a busted lip and a nice bruise on my stomach. I could feel him, moving my arms and knees down, rolling me over so that my body was facing his. I learned to just close my eyes and pretend I was somewhere else; I try to ignore him when he does the things he does to me. However, I’m unable to do so as I feel his slaps across my body, begging for my undivided attention.

“Why do you resist me, Melanie, can’t you see how much I love you? How much I treasure you? My love is only for you, why can’t you see that…” I opened my eyes as I catch his face, shining in the moonlight. His eyes are red and tired looking, no doubt from the alcohol in his system. I could tell from his facial expression that he was hungry for me, and no matter what I was suppose to fill that hunger. I began to wince as he removed my shirt from my body. I could hear him laughing again as his face was inches from mine. “Are you going to be a good girl tonight, or am going to have to use force on you?”

My eyes grew big as fresh tears began to pour from them. He didn’t seem to like this as he grabbed my neck and squeezed on my throat. I tried to breathe, but he was crushing me, making me feel week and vulnerable. I placed my hands on his wrists as I tried to remove them. I nodded as best as I could, as he let got of his grasp on me. I coughed as air started to makes its way back into my system. He just chuckled to himself as he placed his hands on my breasts. He started to roughly massage them, his calloused skin scratching against my nipples. I cried out in discomfort, but of course he took it as pleasure as he started to pinch and pull on my nipples.

“Say you love me, Melanie. Say I am the only one for you.”

He pulled harder on my nipples, causing more pain. I closed my eyes and repeated the words that he wanted to hear. He seemed pleased as he moved his hands down closer to my shorts. He played with the elastic a bit until he pulled them down, exposing the pair of panties I was wearing. I could feel the breeze outside become stronger as I opened my eyes again, waiting for him to just get bored with the teasing and just do what he came to do. Tonight he was taking his time for some reason, most nights he would just push me down to the floor and get on with what he was doing.

He placed his hands around my panties and started to pull them down, exposing my pussy. He smiled as he trailed his fingers along the outside, hoping to get me wet for him. Shivers started to trail down my back as I tried to fight it off, the pleasure that he was giving me. Maybe he didn’t feel as guilty if he felt I was attracted to the pain. I tried to conceal it, but I could feel myself getting hot. I looked to his face, a smile creeping across his face.

“I knew you loved me, Melanie. I knew you wanted me.” No, no I didn’t, but that’s not the message he got from me. My father was a big, muscular man who never got denied what he wanted. He was intimidating, and whatever I said wouldn’t change his mind. He started to take off his pants, and then I closed my eyes again. I knew what was coming, and I didn’t want to see him as he took advantage of me. I could then feel myself being rolled over, so that I was lying on my back. Then, strong stinging slaps came in contact with my ass as I cried out in pain.

“If you close your eyes, the next punishment will be worse. Open them, now.” I did as I was told as he rolled me back on my back, my ass burning from his stinging strikes. “You will enjoy this, you will cry out for me, you got that?”

I nodded as he climbed on top of me, guiding his member to my entrance. I wanted to close my eyes so that I wouldn’t have to see him, but I couldn’t bare any more pain. He smiled at me as he pushed his cock into me, which ended up in a scream from me. He laughed as he started to slip in and out of me; each thrust with more force then the last. I kept eye contact with him, moaning and panting in a mixture of pain and pleasure as he began to pick up his speed. His moans drowned out mine as he was enjoying himself, happy with the fact that he was using and abusing me. I cried out as he fasted his pace, beginning to thrust himself harder and harder into me. I gripped the sheets of the bed as my body moved up and down them. I could feel the bed start to move as he used all of his forced on me. My pain was his pleasure as he thrust deeper inside of me. I could feel his member throbbing and full of want. I didn’t want to, but it was unavoidable as an orgasm spread through my body. I cried out his name, knowing that would make him happy, as he stopped and removed himself from me. I was confused until he roughly rolled me over, ordering me onto my hands and knees. I could feel his hands on my ass, as he spread my cheeks and inserted himself into my hole. I knew he couldn’t see my face, so I closed my eyes and gritted my teeth, pain vibrating through my body. His hands were on my hips, pulling and pushing me away from his cock, as he tried to push himself into my small hole. His laughs and his moans blended together as he pounded me harder until he released himself into my ass. I could feel a mixture no doubt of my blood and of his cum trail down my leg as he removed himself from me and pushed me down onto my bed.

I collapsed down and could hear him gathering his clothes and making himself out of my room. Sobs started to escape my mouth as I began to hug myself again, wondering how I got myself into this mess. My father got whatever he wanted, and now he owns me. I opened my eyes and looked out my window, the silent street unknowing of what was happening in this house. I could feel myself, slowly closing my eyes and drifting off to sleep, not wanting another day to come like all the others. He was like a shadow I couldn’t get rid of, and I hated myself, partly for allowing this to happen to me, and mostly for finding some thread of enjoyment out of it.

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Hello everyone, just a side story I was working on ^_^ I hope you liked it!