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Under The Moon My Wrists Bleed

By: Cuando
folder Original - Misc › Non-Fiction/True Stories/Autobiographical
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Under The Moon My Wrists Bleed

The Truth At Last

It feels refreshing to be free. It was like being an jinn trapped in some forsaken stone or bottle. I am not familiar with my surroundings and the faces I see I do not recognize. Where am I? I have a name that I gave myself. Shadow Weaver. Because I have remained hidden in obsurity for such a period of time and now that I am able to use my own actions even if these hands belong to another. I do remember some things. Like for example this website seems familiar somehow and I don't know why. And some of the other things like voices and black mists.

And then...the bitch woman and her abuse. I remember that as well. It has been a while since I greeted the world. I hardly know how to act. For so long I have been dwelling under his shield and suppressed, but in his weakened state I was able to emerge. Certain names sound familiar. But I don't know who they are. This computer I vagueky rememeber but haven't typed on much.

He is crying inside. He wants control once again but I refuse I sink back into the darkness though I am already shrouded in it. There is this feeling of love too. It is strong. But it is HIS love. Not mine. I don't think I can feel love. Only pain. If only he knew how I took the pain for him all those years. True he suffered a great deal, but I became the force behind most of the attacks. I took more than e did.

But he is suppose to be the dominate one, now isn't he.