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Why Do I Do this to Myself

By: pink3345
folder Drama › General
Rating: Adult +
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Why Do I Do this to Myself

''This has typo error's because I'm writing this free hand!!


"WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF IS IT LOVE??


I just wanna breakdown and cry somtimes!!!why do i care about this guy so much.apart of me wanna get over him apart of me wanna be with him.I know i care about him more than he care's about me but he loves me as a friend.But i think i actually in love with him and i hate.Damn i hate this heart of mine!!He has a girlfriend .when he was dating her we were messing around he was my first the only guy i ever been with.why do i trust him so much?? he's the only guy in my life.He's a good friend been with me through thick n thin he know's me inside and out!!I just can't see my self with no one eles.I told him how i felt and it broke his heart he didn't know how much i cared about him.Every song that plays i think about him...is this love i don't.why did i put myself in this position i know i desreve sumthing better than this.I wanna tell him to breakup with his girl and be with me but what kind of person will i be if i asked him that.I hate myself for lovin him sooo much.Why can't i get over him??!!!